Saw you on the corner yesterday and it was bad
Everything you stood for made me irritated and sad
Nothing that I could say to you would turn you around
I just gave up up all hope for you
And then I turned right back around
There's no hope, no hope for you
No hope for you
No hope it went all down the drain in just one day
One day...
Morning came and I awake in thinking I must sleep
This isn't no fucking bad dream
It's my twisted reality
I used to have hope for you
But now your just a dream
Terrorizing my nightmares and thinking of it makes me scream
No hope no hope for you, no hope
Why did you turn the other way?
Sickening as it is
I've offered you my help one last time
I've tried to help but then again no words can tell
The agonizing ignorance of your pathetic mind
Caused the downfall of respect I've had for you
When will people just realize the social trend has subside
The Circumstance has gave way it can lead you in
Suddenly I've been seriously thinking about
(What's right!) And obviously it comes to my mind
(Scarred for life!)
These kind of actions have scarred my life
Upset cause you don't wanna
Take a look at The side of you,
the side that you once held true,
the side you once held true,
the side you once held true!
Well now you say that you're having fun
it's just your own way of feeling good
but how much fun can it really be?
With STDs and teenage pregnancy
I've been seriously thinking about
(What's right!) And obviously it comes to my mind
(Scarred for life!)
These actions have scarred my life
Upset because you don't want to take a look at the side of you,
the side that you once held true,
So many people they think it's so cool,
at age 13 it's never gonna turn,
It's never gonna turn it's the way it'll stay
Why can't they see,
Why can't they see,
Why can't they see In the end they'll be,
(Scarred for life!)
In the end they'll be, (Scarred for life!)
In the end they'll be, (Scarred for life!)
In the end they'll be, (Scarred for life!)
I don't wanna go
don't want to waste this time
I just want to stay with you
and let the time fly by
Can I ask for more?
a little more for me
I'm going to need it for
the time that I will be away
and I've forgotten everything
Thinking more importantly
because
I don't want to go
I want to stay home with you
So much for this time apart
and I wish we could go back
to how things used to be before
What's the mileage now?
a steady pace I see, because there's a part of me
that hasn't been there for a while
and I am hollow... I am bare
But I'll keep going with despair
because I just want to go
I want to come home to you
And I lost touch with myself
and I'm sorry
I hope we can work it out somehow again
Never thought I would feel this hollow
never thought that the worst would follow
Never wanted to see this side of me
Yesterday I found something in my room
It was a G.I. Joe comic book that I had
And suddenly a feeling overcame my gloom
And I realized how things were back in the past
and I'll never feel the same
and I'll always feel the pain
of nostalgia
because I know someday I'll find inside
another reason why
I still want to hold on
And so I've realized what I want to be
No matter how pathetic I may sound to you
But at least I still can hold on to those memories
And now I've found a way to make it through
and I'll never feel the same
and I'll always feel the pain
of nostalgia
because I know someday I'll find inside
another reason why
I still want to hold on
I know I know I cannot be
Trapped inside a world of yesterday
But you can't tell me it's not true
I had a dream last night about the distant past I've lived of my
friends and family I've lived with through the years of my deceased
relatives God it seemed so clear sleep is the place I love to hide
the one place peaceful in my mind everyday that I see through I crave
the sanction of my room because everytime I close my eyes I see a
thousand dreams I've dreamed too many times of all the distant lands
I've gone and the places that I've seen you can't imagine all the
things I have crammed in my memory and all the thoughts you cannot
see nocturnal thoughts are what I'm hoping for right now I've had
some trouble ever since you came around turn off the lights so I can
get some peace of mind the day has passed along with problems left
behind nocturnal thoughts are what I'm hoping to achieve a sanctuary
Once upon a time I lived those ways just as you
invulnerability I thought was true all that belonged to me
now is gone and now I lay dying with discontent I say to
you now learn from my mistake a dying example of
consequence I make I've lived my life slowly but surely
I've come to know the meaning of my life my days are
numbered now and I can see the end is near I tell this to
you my friend don't go the same way that I went your time
is now so do all the best that you can in life my friends
I look around me, a place filled with hate
we do what we can with the words that we say
in this life time I will never see a place that we can live in compatibly
but will there be a turn of the tide
will anyone listen to the people who cried
is there hope for a world that's so cruel
for this I pleed,
God save the world!
God save the world!
I don't know what else to say
but you can't keep living life this way
a bag a day keeps the pain away
for a while until it is too late
you think you've got it in control
but your brain is too enslaved
to tell you're stuck inside your world
and you still refuse to see your life wasting away
and now it's time to get a grip and realize the true reality
you jab the vein in your arm you kill yourself and disregard
the fact that it will end and your precious heroin
then you'll finally realize that
it was all just a waste of your time
your life wasted away
and now you've finally seen the truth
I feel so far away
And so unclose to you
He feels just as I
Just the same as I do too
Born into a world where consequences take their toll on us
why me?
what for?
what did we ever do
to deserve such cruelty to me?
our mother loves us only as a responsibility
is this what you call a dysfunctional family?
Why are we insignificant
And less important to mommy
Than otheres are to you?
Forced maturity we're left alone with nothing but ourselves
why me?
what for?
what did we ever do
to deserve such cruelty to me?
our mother loves us only as a responsibility
It's been a long time since we've gone
Those summer days are done
I won't forget those times we walked
By the tide pools skipping stones and shells
Those days I'll always miss
I can see us running down their road
(me and you alone)
and as the sun sets down again we'll go
back to that place where we belong
Let's take a long walk down this beach
Put memories in reach
And watch the ebb tide wash away
The worries of the day
And now it all seems like a dream
It seems like a such a dream
I can see us running down their road
(me and you alone)
and as the sun sets down again we'll go
I canæ° cry for the whole world
or make it be the way it should
I canæ° believe the things Iæ³e seen
itæ¯ not with or without a face
it could be the latest craze
there has to be someone to say that itæ¯ not ok
And I finally realize
it hits me right between the eyes
and I have to let go
And then the sun begins to shine
and I have no more tears to cry
Then I can sleep it all away
I turned the TV on today
it made me stop and turn to say
"Are all these people here for real?"
They reach down into our lives
then leave us hanging out to dry
I just canæ° take another day
make them go away
You've lost me now again
Burns my heart away
For me to hear you say
Words so solemn
It's hurting now again
Now that you're away
Forgive me as I stare into your eyes
tears me up inside
at last I must decide
can I just be friends with you?
what am I supposed to do?
I'll find another way to see this heartache through
You make a fool of me
For you it's so easy
I've tried my best to keep
My pride within me
I know it sounds sad to say
But I'm in your way
Because there is nothing I can do or say to make it right
tears me up inside
at last I must decide
can I just be friends with you?
what am I supposed to do?
I'll find another way to see this heartache through
I'm blinded by the light of love I have for you
Won't you come with me?
I'll lead the way for you
You really messed yourself up this time
You got yourself right back into a bind,
into a tie that binds
Iæ¦ telling you now you might want another
youæ£l be happier off without her
So drink up, run away, get away
jump off of this ship before it sinks
This one way trip is a disaster
Iæ¦ tired of telling you to throw in the towel
You can do a lot better than her
Maybe once or twice you might believe
She really cares about you enough to see what you really need
And not only that, but there will be others,
then I wonæ° have to tell you later
Somewhere inside there is a place that feels
There is a place with no ideals
And somewhere inside there is a man that knows
That there is hope for a crying world
How we people treat ourselves
And how we make our lives like a living hell
Because somewhere inside there is a place that feels
And somewhere inside there is
a man that feels
there is someone inside
there is someone inside
there is someone inside that's
afraid of you
Some are on talk shows
all day long
With not a clue what's
going on
Go on thinking a certain way
Ignorance is here to stay
will they feel a change
of pace?
will they see it a different way?
well I sure hope there is
change real soon
Or any evolution take its
There you go
giving your heart back to own
you should wait around to see if they care
But go ahead and see
it will be one of your worst fears to be
Gave your heart away
not much left to say
and apparently it seems to me
You wasted all your time
on a situation that should have been clear to you
So now you know
so betrayed the bitter ache
that you wish would go away
Anyway
I guess you know there's a price to pay
for the trust
you've given so easily away
I would like to know what happened to you where have you been all
this time that I've tried to get through but all I got was the
machine what's goin on don't play dumb I'm not blind I can see
because I know there's something wrong or so it seems but I still
wanna know do you love me because it seems I'm heading for another
tragedy of lies deceit and anonymity I've tried. your friends and
family they act as if there was nothing between you and me you're not
returning all my calls what's wrong don't you care for me at all?
there's not a day that gone by that I don't think of you and I know
1!2!3!4!
I'd like to say that I am well off with my life
but I know that there's always something that's just never right
My life is a pain in the ass I'm strung out and I'm down
just sick of all this shit I've got to leave this fucking
town I've got problems and I've got plenty of them
All this thinking about them brings me down...
I've got problems I've got to leave right now I've got problems
of my own and I don't really care if I leave you here alone...
I've got problems and I've got plenty of them
all this thinking about them brings me down...
I've got problems I've got problems
and if you would care to listen
This darkened world it has become my being inside I dwell within it's
realm the one's in the once brighter place pass me by without a
glance alone I am without a single human touch only the demons
hunting me and I can no longer be kill me slowly and let me die
without death I have no more life living to me has no meaning I may
On a mission north on the 101 to a place guarenteed to have a lot of
fun a place right by the GoldenGate this trip is one that we won't
forget we made San Francisco Bay we drove to this thing was a brand
new thing for them aswell as you can tell from a band sixty miles
north of hell now we're in the land of 924 gilman's street berkely kids
a punk rock scene we would finely meet four songs quick into our set
one or two claps is all we'd get followed by "go home you new school
punkers suck!" (hey man, you play guitar pretty good)
not exactly passed with flying colors we gave the
berkely scene our best try and left with a big fat fucking slice of
humble pie and now we know why
I wish I could say how I feel for you just one last time I
wish I could hear the beautiful sound of your heartbeet
next to mine but that's a dream that I'll always hold dear
since you'll never be here with me ever again I'll never
see you again for the rest of my life it's a neverending
cloudy day for me I wish I could be with you in the good
old days when nothing went wrong and I dread the days when
I want to talk to you but you're so long gone so I write
this song hoping someday that I'll finally shake this gloom
but it's no use there will never be a day when I don't
think of you can't shake this gloom it's a neverending
cloudy day for me this will all end soon I'm gonna find me
It's an autumn day right now inside my head
And the leaves are turning brown outside
Summer now is dead
And after all this time that I have had alone
I wish I could return to the place that I call home
But I know that I won't
remember when you played those songs of yesterday
that bring back all the good times
and the feel of better days
With all the dying ambiance my mind sits still
Nostalgia sets in again and takes me back to feel
That loneliness inside me that reminds me of
Familiar devil winds that blow into and through my soul
And now I'll never now
remember when you played those songs of yesterday
that bring back all the good times
and the feel of better days
And now that I am here with eyes that swell with tears
I realize that there is something wrong
With living in those days
look in my eyes what do you see someone who looks just like
me I'm lost inside something that I can't even find look
inside my empty soul needs something to fill this gaping
hole that's been here since you left please come back alone
I sit inside my room with nothing else left to do except to
think about the things I'll never have and then I start to
wonder why these feelings burn so deep inside why should I
It's getting complicated
I'm finding it difficult to go
Can't stop the walls from caving in on me
And I'm still finding out
Only if you understood
You would see you'd know by now
Things aren't quite so good
Why can't you understand me
Only if I could find it
Seems miles away
Only if I could have it
My independence day
It's funny how we always end
A stalemate on and on and on
Can't put the past behind me
You're still talking nonsensical
Only if we understood
Each other you'd know by now
Oh how I wish you could
Why can't you understand it
Only if I could find it
Seems miles away
Only if I could have it
Tell me we're moving on
Nothing can change the way I feel about you now
So I'm told now every night I'm watching
As days fall closer and closer
While we both are here to stay
We again must part to save
Something we have made that's built to last
Now we go in opposite direction
Resurrect those walls that we have both erected
Out and into grey we're on stand-by once again
Tell me anything just don't
Tell me we're moving on
Nothing can change the way I feel about you
Tell me oh I thought you knew
I'll be away but you'll be with me always
Believe me when I say this I mean it
As time takes forever I'll wait
For the day we both arrive to the climax of our lives
And that's good to know
Though I'll be leaving you
We'll carry on and into shades of grey again
Facing what was said
Looking back when
All that's left to do for us is look ahead
So tell me anything but just don't
Tell me we're moving on
Nothing can change the way I feel about you
Tell me oh I thought you knew
Why canæ° I
just feel something besides
just some numbness?
No pain
no happiness inside
I canæ° feel at all
I canæ° seem to
grasp whatæ¯ going on
without going into
some kind of trance
itæ¯ so bizarre
I canæ° feel at all
I canæ° see at all
No sign of emotion
nobody is listening to me no
no nervous reaction
Just another
blank expression for me
whatæ¯ wrong with me?
Senses dull now
staring at the wall
it must be a defect
Going numb and
Listen to what I have to say I can no longer go on another
day without the one thing that I care most for life without
you I could bare no more the thought of losing you tears my
heart apart along with my entire soul there would no longer
be a reason for me to live anymore I found the one thing
that I care most for and I'm not letting go if I had the
chance to know when I'll die I rather would not know then I
think of what my life would be without you I would have
nothing you're the life in my life and I know that now that
you're leaving me please take consideration for what I've said
and give me one last chance because I know now that there
is no one for me but you and know that you'd understand if you saw me through
and that's worth dying for and I know that without you I
Wake up, call upon the ears of all
See how water left behind the salt
Construed out of pain to heal the wounds
One truth left behind to us from you
You were taken
Hero of my world undone
Laid to rest now
We count days to nights and weeks to years
Without wait a moment for the pain
Sit down watch the damage do its deed
And see how what you do you do to me
Even though I missed the day you were taken
Heroes of our world undone
Laid to rest now
Done with whatever life can bring
Taken away
Well I've had problems with my life at times
Sometimes I'll have happy some-times
I don't know what's bringing me down
Some will ask why are you feeling so god damn depressed
I appreatiate your concern but I don't really feel like
talking to you now
Because I know that if I go into detail
You won't notice (you won't notice)
you won't really understand me
But I know that if I talk to you right now
I just won't feel that comfortable selling you the story
of my life
I can not relate to you,
I can not relate to you,
I can not relate to you,
You can not relate to me
I don't want to tell a story
I don't want to share my problems with you
I don't want to have to explain it
I don't want to have to explain it to you
Because I don't like the way I feel inside
Don't try to stay talking to you now
Would make it feel alright
When will you see (help)
Well I've had to deal with this political shit
You people are all fucked (help)
(help) you call your friends
You can't deny yourself
What's inside, what's really inside you
Inside, what is true
Your a liar (help)
(help)
(help) for me
(help) make a change (Change!)
Practice what you preach (help) no way
Wait til you see, see it all slip away
(help) another day
(help) another day
(help) you were gonna make a change (Change!)
Practice what you preach (help) no way
Wait til you see, see it all slip away
I don't understand
There is something so unclear
And I can't comprehend
What's going on
What's going on inside your head?
Is something wrong with me?
so I'll keep asking
do you like what you see?
this is all of me
so here I wait for you
I'm not at all displeased (with you)
eventually I'll be left here feeling empty again
I'm still so confused about the part where you said
That you're in my way
There is no one that can give me inspiration like you
And I'm still wondering why
so I'll keep asking
do you like what you see?
because this is all of me
so here I wait for you
I'm not at all displeased
eventually I'll be left here feeling empty again
I'm not about to throw away all the hope I've gained today
I wish I knew a tune for you so I could sing away this gloom
All the tears I've held in pain should wash it all away
But I'm not really sure
What's the problem here now?
there's more to life than dragged down days
Let's turn around the mood of you today
and celebrate the century
Get off your feet, why don't you get off your feet now?
It's time to get off your feet now and celebrate the century
It's time to celebrate this day,
celebrate another day, celebrate the century
Celebrate a holiday, celebrate the century now
Let's see some progress here now
I want you to get it right this time
Yell at the top of your lungs tonight
and celebrate the grandeur of life now
Let's get off our feet can we get off our feet now?
Seven years have gone by
and weæ®e still here
Iæ¦ kinda wondering why
Thereæ¯ a wall in front of us
thatæ¯ trying to hold us back
Itæ¯ time to do it now
weæ³e got to break it down
and put our lives on track
Always ready to back you
always ready to back you all the way
Iæ¦ not afraid to give it all away
to give it all away to you
No friend of mine
can tell me whatæ¯ wrong
or tell me how long
Iæ³e got to wait to be with you
Always trying to tell you
what you can and cannot do
And they donæ° believe you
when you tell them how you feel
They say
æ feel the same as you do too?æ feel the pain that you do to?Well get back in your own life
and take the front door out of mine
Always ready to back you
always ready to back you all the way
Iæ¦ not afraid to give it all away
to give it all away to you
And I think itæ¯ time for me to move on
for me to get going
I set the fire ablaze
lit it from far away
found it out yesterday
Called it a big mistake
a wake up call for me
figured it would be
That the story of this man
never was a plan
incompatible worlds we can't control
But thatæ¯ the way it's always been
circumstantial human beings
By the way I'll be ok
so why arenæ° you the first to say
Today I'm born again
Call it a big mistake
to see it fade away
but the problem's not with me
So now I'm twenty two
feeling kind of blue
because the same thing's happening
Instead it's now my friends
the choices we all make
could prove life long mistakes
But I don't want to see your life fall right on through your hands
By the way I'll be ok
so why arenæ° you the first to say
I wish this never happened
I wonder what my life would be like now
if things just kind of went my way
Today youæ®e born again
so now you're twenty-one
with no worries
Now you're twenty-one
with no worries
now you're twenty-one
I realize that everywhere I go people think it's a fashion show
A party they see a cool place to be to show off their masculinity
I must make sure that I look my best wear my clothes to show off my chest
then the others will finally see what a cool person I must be
gonna get myself real high
gonna find me a real rad guy
I'll get at least three chicks tonight
then I'll look cool when I win this fight
what a fun time they must have
claiming generation X
well if you ask me I don't know
I don't know why
Depression it comes and goes
(throughout my whole life
it's something that I've known)
Familiar to me like a recurring dream
One happy moment
The next I am sad
because it grips me like I've never felt
I'm sorry if I did anything
can I be of any help?
can I be of any help to you my friend?
We have all felt sad
More than once in our lives
(the problems we've had
but choose not to share)
Do some feel it more often
than others do?
Well if that is true
I feel I qualify
because it grips me like I've never felt
I'm sorry if I did anything
can I be of any help?
Why do I have to wait until another day
to see you again? I can never wait
what's wrong with staying with me tonite just for a while?
Just for a while
Tonite just for a while
Tonite just for a while
till tomorrow when I see you again
from the morning till I go to bed
till tomorrow when I see you again
from the morning till I go to bed
No more workin, no more dues
no more attitudes
just another time till I see you again
until I see you again
until tomorrow when I see you again
from the morning till I go to bed
till tomorrow when I see you again
till the morning when I go to bed
waooh
No more workin, no more dues
no more attitudes
just another time till I see you again
until I see you again
till tomorrow when I see you again
from the morning till I go to bed
till tomorrow when I see you again
from the morning till I go to bed
till tomorrow when I see you again
from the morning till I go to bed
till tomorrow when I see you again
You say itæ¯ all ok
you say show me the way
I say stand by me today
and itæ£l be ok
You try
then you deny the chance to rise up high
think tough
turn this one around
Donæ° let it get you down
Yeah we gotta rock and roll
Yeah, we gotta take control
Weæ³e got to make up for mistakes we made
but to the roots we stay
Carry on your shoulders the
weight of all the world
Guess what?
Iæ³e got news for you
I can feel it too
Take part
please donæ° refrain
stand hard
donæ° be afraid
Get set, ready, and go now
letæ¯ get it up right now
New adventures seeking out
new horizons coming around
didnæ° we say that we have to go
In the same way we have to pick the right path to walk
We have to pick up
Waiting here watching VH1
Counting Crows is playing "Round Here"
And I'm not having fun
Because you're not here with me
three more years- six more days to go
until I see you again
and here I sit alone
one more time around
it's not time for me to go
let me wallow just this once
and drown my sorrows in this glass
So I try to get my mind off her
But it's not working tonight
I wait for her letters
And dream we're together
One more time
three more years- six more days to go
until I see you again
and here I sit along
one more time around
it's not time for me to go
let me wallow just this once
and drown my sorrows in this glass
I can't remember the last time
Because it's been a long time since I've cried like this
Back long before we even met
Somehow i knew
The sound of your voice when you first said
Those words in the classroom
And when you harassed me i was glad
Because it was from you
There she went she took the walk of life...
the walk of death her life was hard she painted
herself in a corner now she can't get out the
bridge is near and death is just a step away
who cares? Nobody cares if she lives or dies
she wanted the easy way out and there's nothing
left for her in this world
and there's no reason for her to go on
and then she thinks what might have been
all of the things that she should of had
maybe things will change from now on... Yeah
but it's too late she has already jumped
and what a shame she changed her mind
no turning back she's done it now
just another lost soul claimed by the bridge
she wanted the easy way out
and there's nothing left for her in this world
Leaving behind the worst
my ship sets sail today
Heads up here come the words
I have now to say
Just trying to make the best of a good time
I æ¦ taking control of my life
So long, so long?I donæ° belong
Iæ¦ leaving right now and not coming back
Too long, too long?been dragging it on
Iæ³e got to stay sane on the right track
Miserable everyday
I finally saw the light
Iæ¦ going all the way
the feeling is so right
Just maybe on my own I can find out
right now what life is all about
[written by Flock Of Seagulls]
I saw your eyes,
And you made me smile;
For a little while
I was falling in love.
I saw your eyes,
And you touched my mind.
Although it took a while,
I was falling in love.
I saw your eyes,
And you made me cry;
And for a little while
I was falling in love.
I was falling in love.
Falling in love.
Falling in love.
Falling in love.
Well I just thought about you
And all the things you do
How you're a friend of mine and got stabbed in the back
Taking what belongs to you
Now you're less talkative when I'm around
And something is not right
The things you said before
When you go out the door
Don't forget who your friends are
so now you're either with me or against me
and now you're really showing yourself
well how am I supposed to think good ofyou
when all you do is raise all this hell?
Right about now you can do your best
(like all the rest)
Right now you're rolling your eyes
And you're talking some shit
To all the friends that you're with
Well I have no more to say
Except stay away
And just leave me along because you don't understand
One fucking thing about friends
so now you're either with me or against me
and now you're really showing yourself
well how am I supposed to think good of you
when al you do is raise all this hell?
So here we are again
weæ®e all fighting it through the day
With one more obnoxious ass
thatæ¯ raining on my parade
and God only knows where Iæ be
without you
to save me from disaster time and time again
weæ®e two and together
weæ£l never be defeated
Weæ£l blaze a trail wherever we go
Somehow through all these years
Iæ³e managed it on my own
With you to stand by me now
Iæ£l never have to show
All of the people that are trying to make a wreck
Iæ£l leave the world behind me
I'll leave them and not look back
Weæ£l blaze a trail wherever we go
nobodyæ¯ in our way so letæ¯ go
Turn me on and face me to the world
Back me up far enough
So I can watch and learn how I'm supposed to be
Through these eyes in my head
Life begins the wheels start to spin around
Don't live in fantasies
Just be on your way
Here's a list of all your priorities
Make us proud to say:
We're the parents of a good machine
Keep your eyes straight ahead
Take your vitamins like we said
You'll be fine
I guess your first test is to see how you can fit in
Finally I feel like I'm alive
I was nothing but a dream in disguise
I was silent before now I finally get to say
How I see it all so strange
My destiny is on a timeline with fate
Let me dream awhile
For the chance of a life to be
Nine to five now systems overload
Just trying to get by living in the mode:
Work first then find the time
To drink it away
To try and hide depressions of my days
Now I'm fine
But the dirt in my ale is at the bottom of every pint
Finally I feel like I'm alive
I was dying on the inside out
I was silent today now I finally get to say
How I've been feeling so strange
I've been dancing on a wire with fate
They can cramp my style but they can't take it away
Finally I feel like I'm alive
I was dying on the inside out
I was silent for years now I finally get to say
How I've been feeling so strange
I've been dancing on a wire with fate
They can cramp my style
You will always be a part of me
no matter what the case may be
if you just give me some time to try
you will always have me by your side
I'm always here to make you feel alright...
Do you remember
I remember when you were so young
and now I've seen how you have grown
with nothing but a smile on your face
but now that times have changed you are wearing nothing but a frown
now every time I see you... You look so down...
Do you remember?
Can't you see I want to be your friend?
Why can't you ever comprehend?
I don't want to bug you anyway
I'll just come back another day
life has been so good to you
but you just turned away
you have everything you want and more
So I've been up all night
thinking about the times we've had
Sat up
thought it might be nice for us
to have a normal life
Called on me constantly
I never had a chance to see it all
What all is in store for the road life
I guess nothing ever comes for free
And at night I lie alone wishing I could see you
Surprise
you got what you asked for
what do I now have to show for it all?
So wipe all the dismay away
you've got a good thing here
You get to go to New Jersey
while I'm stuck fifty years here
Staring out the white van window
dreaming of the deep blue sea
What did I get myself into?
what would I just give to see you once more again?
Get a new life
I think you should
Get a new life
cause the one youæ³e got now ainæ° working out so good
Now I see the seasons pass by me constantly
With no time to take it all in
when you've got a break for just two weeks
Summer's here and soon gone
along with a peaceful sleep indeed
I'll write this sad song the wrong way
and leave out the happy ending
Six more weeks till we're one again
it seems I'll never get there
The advice that I have to offer?
(I think we owe it to ourselves to be free,
to go out with other people, I still want to be friends)
So long to you so long to me goodbye to everything and
anything that we ever had no place left for me to subside
feels like a black hole inside of me eating what's left a
fragmented heart broken and shattered and torn apart can't
see it getting much worse there is nothing more painful
than hearing you say those words that recur in my dreams we
can still be friends how can I bear being close to you
remembering the things that as lovers we would do feeling
the sting of watching you care for another and call him
your other don't think I can go on with this pain I need
you back I can't go on another day without being with you
Long days have been thereafter
Inching forward closer into the fires
Of self-indulgence of an empire wasted
Outside it's falling from it's grace
Is this all we have to show
The falling of a dynasty of sacred
Out of past into unkown
It's in the cards but it's out of my hands
Bleeding dry of any truth and any substance
Drowned out and left to make us beg
For something more than a thrill instantaneous
The white noise paints us black again
Is this all we have to show
The falling of a dynasty of sacred
Out of past into unkown
It's in the cards but it's out of my hands
Faded now behold I stand before a dim lit sky
Only time now can tell me of a way I can find
Some methodical procedure that can fill my soul
Empty out the blackness and fill the hole
Get me back on axis and out of the cold
Leave me now to bring back the days of old
How can we go so easily from classics
To all times of low
No shame to show only our greed
Taking the life from our own
Bloodflow that once fueled the fires of all
Every now and then I see it all
For what it's worth
Empties out the blackness and fills the hole
Gets me back on axis and out of the cold
Why do I hide with me my beliefs I ponder to myself you
take away from me sometimes the pride I hold inside myself
why did'nt you believe in me why did'nt you understand the
problems that I had why did'nt you not see through me why
did'nt you understand how I felt inside you take away from
me my heart and self esteem this loss of heart has made
Comeback to me enter the ghost of a loved one
I still see her silhouette
I took the seasons for granted now I'm alone
Somebody save me from losing it
What's your ideal woman can you say
Leave it to me
We're going to find you a candidate
Just wait and see for the audition
Think you all can just runaway with love
My sadomasochistic
Make us fail like the other ones you've done
Now drain the pain of my sick
Though I never was ever unhappy
Your agony betrays your lies
It's cause all I ever could feel was bad
These words cut through meat and bone
Hello my love, I waited today for your call
Please be alarmed how I can behave
I've been abused, my family tree roots into hell
But I can keep you warm... with my pain
I'll be the only one you can love
You're all the same
I'll bring you into my oblivion
Deeper, deeper now you understand
