J'ai reçu une lettre
J'ai reçu une lettre
J'ai reçu une lettre
Où elle me disait
De ne plus l'attendre
De ne plus jamais l'attendre
Qu'elle ne viendrait plus
Qu'elle ne viendrait plus
Et j'ai froid,
Et j'ai froid
J'ai froid
Je me sens si seul
Oh, je me sens si seul
Je me sens si seul
Yeah, yeah
Si seul
Moi j'ai tant besoin d'amour
Moi j'ai tant besoin d'amour
Y a-t-il quelqu'un ici ce soir
Y a-t-il quelqu'un ici
Quelqu'un qui veuille m'aimer
J'ai tant besoin d'amour
Yeah, yeah
Et petite fille
J'ai tant besoin de toi
Personne ne m'aime
Personne ne m'aime
Je me sens si seul
Je me sens si seul
Je me sens si seul
Je me sens si seul
Je me sens si seul
Je me sens si seul
Je me sens si seul
Yeah, yeah, yeah
J'ai tant besoin de toi
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Ils sont plus de cinquante autour de moi
Ils sont plus de cent autour de moi
Et je me sens seul
Comme perdu
Comme perdu dans un désert
Dans un désert
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Je me sens si seul
Ils sont plus de cent autour de moi
Et je me sens comme perdu
Dans un grand désert
Oh, je me sens si seul
J'ai tant besoin d'amour
J'ai tant besoin d'amour
J'ai tant besoin d'amour
J'ai tant besoin d'amour
Yeah, yeah,
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Je me sens si seul
Je me sens si seul
Father, I confess for doing
I had a brain, but life had to ruin it
Dissinfected, Disected, Don't Respect It
When you put me in a cage full of animals
Savages and cold blooded canibals
I can't help but come but abouts me
try to run but they found me, surround me
Then they choke ya, and provoke ya
try to smoke ya, turn you into a joka
I tried to rub it off, but its all I know
the only thing I ever knew, so what to do
look at you, a bigot till your growin old
your growin mold, with a soul thats freezin cold
so I confess, but even if I'm all wrong
I'll be down with the clown till I'm dead and gone
I confess, this lady had a purse, so I took it
I took it home, opened it, I shook it
she had papers, lipstick and nail polish
credit cards and about 27 dollars
I bought a 5th, drank it and laid there
it seemed like, I could see the purse everywhere
on the light post, by this mail box
I tried to run from it, I ran a couple blocks
but there it was, on the side walk, waitin for me
it tried to lure me to it, I had to fuckin' do it
I picked it up, and stuck my fuckin' hand in it
it was full of rats, and they fuckin' bit it off
father I confess, I'm a criminal
but my worlds too subliminal around me
look at them, all the wicked masses
thats why I'm down with the clown till I'm ashes
Its like a circus, a wicked carnival
Everybodys got a tickit, they're lookin
For the freaks, to point and gawk at
Father, I confess for doing
I had a brain, but life had to ruin it
Dissinfected, Disected, Don't Respect It
When you put me in a cage full of animals
Savages and cold blooded canibals
I can't help but come but abouts me
try to run but they found me, surround me
Then they choke ya, and provoke ya
try to smoke ya, turn you into a joka
I tried to rub it off, but its all I know
the only thing I ever knew, so what to do
look at you, a bigot till your growin old
your growin mold, with a soul thats freezin cold
so I confess, but even if I'm all wrong
I'll be down with the clown till I'm dead and gone
[Chorus]
I confess, this lady had a purse, so I took it
I took it home, opened it, I shook it
she had papers, lipstick and nail polish
credit cards and about 27 dollars
I bought a 5th, drank it and laid there
it seemed like, I could see the purse everywhere
on the light post, by this mail box
I tried to run from it, I ran a couple blocks
but there it was, on the side walk, waitin for me
it tried to lure me to it, I had to fuckin' do it
I picked it up, and stuck my fuckin' hand in it
it was full of rats, and they fuckin' bit it off
father I confess, I'm a criminal
but my worlds too subliminal around me
look at them, all the wicked masses
thats why I'm down with the clown till I'm ashes
[Chorus]
Its like a circus, a wicked carnival
Everybodys got a tickit, they're lookin
For the freaks, to point and gawk at
Look at yourself, the jokes on you jack
[Chorus]
[Repeats Until Song Ends]
I have a tale to tell
I was three feet from the floor, gasping for air
Trying to release my fathers hands from my throat
I looked into his eyes and wondered
If my feet would ever touch the floor again
Have you ever been hit so hard
That it sends your body flying across the room
We all fall to the floor at some point
It's how you pick yourself up, that's the real challenge, isn't it?
I've always lived in my own world, I dance to escape my troubles
I've learnt that there's light even in the darkest places
I can't blame my father for anything
You can't rely on other people to make you happy
But I know deep down inside he loved me
It was a time I suffered so much
I wanted to get it out of me
I would cut my arms, not to kill myself, I don't want to die
I know I am lucky to be on this earth
I did it so the physical pain would calm the pain
That was eating me inside, nothing was erased
I live with my past tucked away, deep inside of me
It comes out as an explosion and it invades me
I believe we are messengers on earth
I believe in Angels
I am blessed by God to tell myself I suffered that much
To become who I am today
Now you have to realize not only do I have a family
But now I have a whole hood and that's power
But I ain't no primy ass nigga
I was never out to kill anybody
Specially when I made that decision of gang bang, I just wanted to fit in
But one day I was forced to do something
That made me open my eyes and realize that this ain't no game
One of the homies got popped
And I was the first one doing my first drop by
It was kinda fucked up the way they tried to set me up
Me and my bro, we was headed back to the A block
Then some homies rolled up and they asked us to go somewhere
We pulled up to the corner
Then he pressed the chunky ass gun in my lap
He said you know what to do really, it's time to get poppy for the hood
Father, I confess for doing
I had a brain, but life had to ruin it
Dissinfected, Disected, Don't Respect It
When you put me in a cage full of animals
Savages and cold blooded canibals
I can't help but come but abouts me
try to run but they found me, surround me
Then they choke ya, and provoke ya
try to smoke ya, turn you into a joka
I tried to rub it off, but its all I know
the only thing I ever knew, so what to do
look at you, a bigot till your growin old
your growin mold, with a soul thats freezin cold
so I confess, but even if I'm all wrong
I'll be down with the clown till I'm dead and gone
I confess, this lady had a purse, so I took it
I took it home, opened it, I shook it
she had papers, lipstick and nail polish
credit cards and about 27 dollars
I bought a 5th, drank it and laid there
it seemed like, I could see the purse everywhere
on the light post, by this mail box
I tried to run from it, I ran a couple blocks
but there it was, on the side walk, waitin for me
it tried to lure me to it, I had to fuckin' do it
I picked it up, and stuck my fuckin' hand in it
it was full of rats, and they fuckin' bit it off
father I confess, I'm a criminal
but my worlds too subliminal around me
look at them, all the wicked masses
thats why I'm down with the clown till I'm ashes
Its like a circus, a wicked carnival
Everybodys got a tickit, they're lookin
For the freaks, to point and gawk at
[INTRO]
oww oww oww a owwww
a oww owww oww oww
HOOK 2x
Everything that I been doing is all bad
Got a chick on the side, crib and a ride
I been telling you so many lies
Aint nothin good its all bad
I just wanna confess (it's been oh so long)
Girl i been doing you so wrong
I just want you to know that
Verse 1
Everytime I was in LA
I was was with my ex girlfriend
Everytime you call I told you baby I'm workin
Nooo I was out doing my dirt
Ohhh wasn't thinking about you gettin hurt
I was hand to hand in the Beverly Center
Like damn not givin a damn who see me
So gone, so wrong
Actin like I didn't have you sittin at home
Thinkin about me,bein the good girl that you R
I bet you finally believe you got a good man
A man that would never do the things I'm bout to tell you I've done
Brace you're self, it aint good
It would be even worst if you heard this from somebody else
Hook 2x
Verse 2
If I can turn back, start all ova I would
Instead everything bein all bad
baby everything would be all good
I dont want to leave you but I know runnin aint gonna make you wanna stay
Now I just want to run away
I mad enough to punch me in my face
you've been actin like a idiot
and I deserve every bit of it I know
Today is the day that I am but im not in the plan to bore it
Girl I'm sorry, baby I'm sorry but I can no longer run around with this stress on my chess I confess
Hook 5x or til it fades away
I hear a voice in my head
Going round
It's been talkin' to me 4 awhile
Inject my soul with the truth
Do you Dare??
Oh my God it's time 4 a prayer
Going down
Breakin' down
I'm underground
Time 4 prayer isolate
I contemplate
Time 4 a prayer physical
I'm miserable
Forgive me Father for
I have sinned
God is my sanity split in two??
All this time and I still
Feel the pain
Oh my God it's time 4 a prayer
I'm going down,
Breakin' down,
I'm underground
Time 4 a prayer aggravate,
I contemplate
Time 4 a prayer physical,
I'm miserable
Don't ya make me go
Searching for my soul
Uh, uh, oh
Ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh Ooh Ooh, ooh, ooh ooh, ooh, ooh
The day you pissed me off I told Mike to pick me up
I told him you was buggin' and I don't like to fuss
He said he would look out for me If I needed a friend
He took me to his house and then he invited me in
Then we sat on the couch, he put his arms around my waist
Knowin' I need lovin' and then he grabbed my face
He kissed me like a guy could never kiss a girl before
So you know what happened baby I need to say no more
- I'm just confessing 'bout the things I did
I might as well come clean What you feel about that baby
I'm just confessing 'bout the things I did
I might as well come clean What you feel about that baby
- I'm just guessing that you're through with me
Cause I just came clean What you feel about that baby
I'm just guessing, are you through with me
Cause I just came clean What you feel about that
Remember the time you wondered where your money went
I called my friends and bought some clothes And took them on a trip
I met a dude that had a Jeep And we talked all the time
He asked me about my man And you know that I had to lie
He thought I had no man and I was chillin' by myself
Don't get mad cause I feel sad That's why I must confess
Too many times I wanted to let you know my dirt
But everytime you said you loved me I knew it would hurt
- I was mad, what was I to do?
Never had it in mind to play on you
But look at all the hurt you put me through
I can't tell a lie so I'm tellin' the truth
Confess Come clean boo Yo,
what you feel about that What you feel about,
uh What you feel about that Heh heh, confessing baby Misdemeanor,
Father
Yes my son
Forgive me for I have sinned
Its been 21 years since my last confession
21? That seems like a very long time for
you to miss confession my son
Yeah, but I'm only 19
Yeah
Thats interesting
Yeah, its like I just have these dreeeamz, and you know
Yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo
Yo father, where you wanna start
How I love ladies
Or how I'm slug crazy
Or how I'm a thug maybe
From a drug baby
I need more than just a slight high
I mean father I'm blind out my right eye
Don't mourn and cry
Cause we were born to die
So fuck mom and father cries
I was one never to bother guys
But when my girl got sadamized
I was dramatized
Shoved the dick down her throat and
Told her it was a taste test and
Take a deep throat so she wouldn't have to waste breath
I mean they fucked her and stuck her
I said man fuck a AIDS test
Cause I'm gon' go raw anyway
I'm one that like to chase death
But that guy, got to get him hit
Wild hairs and tattoos and spanish
Wait, wait, wait, who that description fit
Don't give me chrome for Jimmy Jones
My man with the crime sheet
But he kept talkin bout my girl was a dime piece
And she had a nice figure
Drove a nice Vigor
And for mr to bag her
That I had to be a nice nigga
Wait, wait, don't appall me yo
I can't jump to conclusions thats all we know
But his wife did use to call me yo
Now I roll for the hell
I'm sorry father
Let me go head and tell
How I really wanna be old in a cell
See my two year old nephew
I swear I was holding him well
Til he cried, and he cried, and he cried
I had to scold him and yell
Ya know one thing led to another
I said oh what the hell
Then I threw him against the wall
His parents I told them he fell
Thats why I'm going to hell
This shit ain't going that well
Too many things I did that aren't loose
Smoke and leaks like giving a car a boost
My grandfather got me mad
And I peed inside hid orange juice
And asked him if its tangy
When I'm angry
Then one day
When I thought it wasn't a sin left
I ran into my aunt
With the fat ass and the thin chest
I don't really wanna talk about it
Or get in depth
But father I'm gon' leave you
With this last word called incest
You know what I'm sayin'?
My son, my son, remember the words of the Lord.
Isaiah chapter 59, verse 1, behold, the Lords hands is not shortened,
that it cannot hear, but your enipirings have separated
between you and your God, and your sins hath speakath
boastfully, that he will not heal.
Yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo
See father I lost my scruples
Went straight banoodles
When I raped that putu
And tried to turn the putu
Into, veh, Oodles of Noodles
Now I'm chased by the voodoos
See what that dust does
I love that Vanessa heffa
But I jerk off 'til I bust blood
Oh yeah I got my balls pierced
And my psychiatrist I ain't seen him all year
He........
Hey little baby don't you cry
Mama gon' make sure you get high
Put that vodka in your milk
Make sure that your bottle filled
Oh that was just a little song my mother
Sang when she was stressed yo
I don't know why she got mad when I cry
If the bitch deaf yo
Who the F know
But death row
I'm coming by the inches
And them niggaz outside on the benches
Don't think that we in the trenches
Cause we got a 600
And we ride like the Princess
But my cousin Blood yo he died like the Princess
20 years old and dead
BMX days he played the front
I rolled the pegs
My girl wanna know why I'm cold in bed
Tellin' me to hold my head
Askin' why I scold my kids
Cause I don't want them litlle muthafuckas
To touch the drugs I sold and did
But fuck it I'll take my own life
And cut a vein Black
Why don't you do like the cartoons
And tie me up to the train tracks
Or fuck the glory
Why don't you drop me from the 6th story
That'll be a sick story
Wait, wait, wait, speaking of sick stories
Oh father don't start me tweakin
I don't wanna talk about that Sunday evening
That cold November weekend
When I had to grab that Deacon
And put him into my dungeons of heathens
And then in tongues I was speakin
Then I woke up to loud preaching
Oh thats just the Pastor
Flippin through the Bible
Reading the scriptures on the rapture
I guess it was my soul he was trying to capture
He missed me by a hairbone fracture
But he wanted to lay me down in a green pasture
But yet aiya
Still feel like I'm in a bed of fire
Like Jebaniah
Y'knaw I'm sayin cause
It's like Daniel trapped in a lion's pit
Father I feel like I'm dying quick
Thats why I ain't shit
So, could you just please fuckin' help me please?
My son, my son
Please
I understand that you're stressed my son, but
I know you don't want to see. I know you're not part of me
But you wonder just the same. so I'll let you in on this game
What's on the top is just the beginning of the protectorate that keeps gaia spinning
It never ends, and with the gifts luna sends, to the apocalypse
On we defend for the right to live in a perfect world
For our past mistakes, extinction we are hurled
Trying to make amends for the impergium, as weaver and the wyld and a bitch called the wyrm
(you don't want to know)
All the power of the wyld that runs through me, yet the reason why is an answer that eludes me
(you don't want to see)
Our viewpoint on what mankind is doing, that black inside when frenzy is brewing
(you don't want to feel)
The sorrow that my heart holds in knowing just where my hopes and dreams are going
(I won't let you be)
Caught up in a war that you are not part of. I sign this letter your father, with love.
I'm trying to set my mind free. I'm sorry you never knew me.
People worry
What are they worrin about today
Seems like there's a good reason
To worry worry worry
I'd sit around listening to you story
If I wasn't in such a
Hurry hurry hurry
And I'm so lonely
I just don't think I can take it anymore
And I'm so lonely
I just don't know what to do
And I'm so lonely
Feel like I'm gonna crawl away and die
And I'm so lonely
Feel like I'm gonna
Hack hack hack hack it apart
Seems like theres a good reason to be
Lonely lonely lonely
I gotta get someone or something
To make me feel less
Lonely lonely lonely
I know I could do it
I know if I wasn't so
Lonely lonely lonely
Have we got an army
We'll teach you how to act like to act like a man
Have we got an army
Man I mean to tell you we can fight
Have we got an army
And were gonna do it tonight
Do do do it tonight
Yeah they're gonna
Pay pay pay pay it tonight
Do do do it tonight
People worry
What are they worrin about today
People worry
Na you see I've learned my lessons
So why did you take him out of our dream
That kept me young and trusted?
Singled out and dazed
What else can you do for me to keep me standing?
Everydays a new confession
Vulnerable, are we all?
Without faith, we'll go on
Til it's over
The world doesn't always love you
But you never let that define you
Just have faith, we'll go on
We'll get closer
To everyone to ever tried to hate you
Say goodbye, it was nice to know you!
Nice to know you!
I've become so cynical
Tell me know
Can I hear the voice of reason?
You're so beautiful
What else can you
Do for me to keep me grounded?
Everyones a new possession
Vulnerable, are we all?
Without faith, we'll go on
Til it's over
The world doesn't always love you
But you never let that define you
Just have faith, we'll go on
We'll get closer
To everyone to ever tried to hate you
Say goodbye, it was nice to know you!
I could use your gullibility
Distort the painful truth
Present a fear and laugh at you
Leave you lost unsure removed
The must I feel to put it right
Put an end to naive faith
In slick successes avenue
The vacuum of save face
Direct words can turn lost minds
Towards some monster seed
Lyrics sung from pretty looks
Can on the reader feed
Be strong to check and recognise
The pretty face is all
But being used to sell you songs
That never say it all
The incident meets the senses
The illusions in a mask
The sun of a summer afternoon
Docility rocks the mask
Broken loose from moorings
In a flash the swell had passed
Towards the beach with unabated speed
youre always talking but the things you say have no meaning,
they carry no weight.
take your time but dont waste mine.
go sell your stories im not looking to buy.
we all have flaws but this is your downfall.
talkin a game you cant even back up and youre so hollow you have no clue.
theres repercussions and theyre comin for you.
confessions-i leave it up to you,
i know where i stand.
oppressions-something i must choose to make you understand.
to make you understand i dont share your pains 'cause i dont preach about pointless things.
i only speak when i have something to say or i wont fake moves disgrace my name.
self pride-i cant throw away,
i have too much love for family.
self pride-i wont throw away,
YOU MADE ME NERVOUS, A PRINCE IN A SHALLOW GRAVE
ONLY A FEW, EVER REALLY HAD A CLUE, THIS WORLD IS EMPTY
AND A BORING PLACE WITHOUT YOU
I CAN SEE NOW, SEE WHERE I WAS BLIND
AND I'M SORRY, SORRY FOR THE THINGS I'VE DONE
BUT I WAS TOO YOUNG, AND I WAS TOO YOUNG TO KNOW
HOW TO BE STRONG
CONFESSIONS - OF A BOYS REPRESSION'S
Ya try to think of a human
civilization and everybody's cryin'
"how are we to explain things?",
easy,easy
Neurotic, psychotic and anxious,
has a dream about the human
language and finally find the
words to say, easy easy
Confessions kill you over time
Confess your love leave me
behind
Keep me up all night like a saint
in the twighlight hour
I don't need no one, I just
want someone to lie
Maybe in my tomb I'll evade
the madness, reinvent and
sculpt and package and find a
luminary plain, easy easy
Confused by the blandness and
the trials of hurt and sadness and
not knowing anything, easy easy
Confessions kill you over time
Confess your love leave me
behind
Keep me up all night like a saint
in the twighlight hour
I don't need no one, I just
want someone to lie
Keep me up all night like a saint
in the twighlight hour
I don't need no one, I just
want someone to lie
Try to think of a human civilization
and everybody's cryin' "how are
we to explain things?", easy, easy
Neurotic, psychotic and anxious,
has a f*#*n dream about human baggage
and finally throws it all away
Keep me up all night like a saint
in the twighlight hour
I don't need no one, I just
want someone to lie
Keep me up all night like a saint
in the twighlight hour
I don't need no one, I just
want someone to lie
Keep me up all night
keep me up all night
keep me up all night
keep me up all night
I'm writing these confessions to you
I'm writing these confessions to you
Oh won't you hold my hand, and take me to the other side
Well I want to see you, I want to see with my own eyes
I'm writing these confessions to you
I'm writing these confessions to you
Oh won't you hold my hand, and take me to the other side
Well I want to see you, I want to see with my own eyes
I'm writing these confessions to you
I'm writing these confessions to you
So won't you hold my hand, and take me to the other side
Well I want to you, yeah I want to see with my own..
Eyes
I'm writing these confessions to you
I'm writing these confessions to you
So won't you take me hand and take me to the other side
Well I want to see you, I want to see with my own..
Eyes
Eyes
I want to see with my own eyes
Oh Oh
Ya try to think of a human
civilization and everybody's cryin'
"how are we to explain things?",
easy,easy
Neurotic, psychotic and anxious,
has a dream about human
language and finally find the
words to say, easy easy
Confessions kill you over time
Confess your love leave me
behind
Keep me up all night like a saint
in the twighlight hour
I don't need no one, I just
want someone to lie
Maybe in my tomb I'll evade
the madness, reinvent and
sculpt and package find a
luminary plain, easy easy
Confused by the blandness and
the trials of hurt and sadness and
not knowing anything, easy easy
Confessions kill you over time
Confess your love leave me
behind
Keep me up all night like a saint
in the twighlight hour
I don't need no one, I just
want someone to lie
Try to think of a human civilization
and everybody's cryin' "how are
we to explain things?", easy, easy
Neurotic, psychotic and anxious,
has a dream about human baggage
and finally throws it all away
Keep me up all night like a saint
in the twighlight hour
I don't need no one, I just
want someone to lie
You were supposed to bleed with me
Sometimes these things just happen
Before you take it way too far
You gotta know that this will never happen
Chorus:
Confessions
They're so dull
They'll only kill you one by one
So just go
Cause you know
I'll do it again and again
You know there's only second trust
We've waited for so long
You're not so easily impressed
How am I supposed to get out of this one
I'll take what's mine and won't go away
And with a face like yours you don't need a heart
So go ahead, say what you wanna say
'Cause I'll close my fist and this will never happen
Chorus:
How am I supposed to get out(x2)
How am I supposed to get out of this one
My body and soul(x2)
Was chosen
My body and soul(x2)
Was chosen
[Instrumental]
Lyrics : JB Music : MT
Crimes of passion
ruled his mind
the anger inside
compassion he will
Never find
The Pain and Pleasure
of the blade
And he loved
The screams she made
Forgive me father
For I have sinned
Because the anger
Burned within
Unfaithful
He saw it in her eyes
They wouldn't hide
Betrayal and her Wicked
Lies
Confessions
From a dying man
Listen now
And understand
Shadows
In the Night
Pain
that summons fright
He looked
Into her eyes
And Tells her
Tonight she dies
But to you
I must confess
That when she died
Sleepless.
Weary again.
Questions
fill my head.
What could it be
that you need?
Is it me,
or is it my child?
Confessions.
Well, what can I say?
When passion
is fading away.
Satisfaction,
is it not for me?
All your actions
Confessions.
What can I say?
When passion
Breathe! Oh God breathe Breathe!
Oh god please breathe
I hate everything about you
But it seems I have to clean up all the damage you do
So I just sit and wait
It's just a cut at the throat
Four months I've had to swallow my pride
You don't know how much that killed me inside
And I'm waiting for a sign,
To show you that,
That this is my crime
And I know why,
I know why I can't
Confess to this,
Show you what I am
I said I'd find you
I fucking did
I'll shred the integrity you have left
I'm so sick of you, it's just a cut at the throat, a cut at the throat
We'll see who's laughing now
And I want you to know that this is a time for me to show
I just want you to know,
That I just need those words, to go
Waiting alone for a sign
To show you that, that this is my crime
And I know why, and I know why I care
Lets do this, show you what I am
We're set to sail to the sky
We won't be seeing the light anymore
I't's the price I've paid too much,
It's over, what have I done
What have I fucking done
Bodies will fall, bodies will fall it's the price they pay! [x2]
CONFESSIONS
8 ball and Mjg
feat. Poo Bear
[Poo Bear]
And it's hard
hard
[8 Ball]
Yea yea sittin looking out my window the streets I see ain't pretty
Sometimes I wonder if I was born rich with plenty
Money, and everyday was sunny didn't no rain fall
Life was beautiful like the colors of a rainbow
Would I be the same prim row all my niggaz know
If I didn't have to learn to beat them streets and get that dough
What if I never witnessed killings with my own two eyes
Bussin leave they own folks layin in the street to die
Life without respective if every second I was shakin
cause I injected dope in my veins
Divide and strain could I describe pain could I
describe livin life without desire mayne
Could I survive if I couldn't rap or entertain alive
and free you can't beat it
Who can you blame my world is like a picture and the frame
The picture might change but the frame stays the same
[Chorus]
Hustling waiting on tomorrow
Living life in the fast lane
Cause no one ever knows
No one ever knows
Sitting here waiting on tomorrow
Putting paper away
Cause no one ever knows
No one ever knows
[MJG]
What if you was on the other end of the bullet
When a killer wanna pull it would it seem like
The light flash in front of your face
Or would you run real slow like I ran in my dream like
Just the other day I tried to be a hero but it wasn't the side of me
Or maybe it just wasn't the time to be but if the shoe had to fit then I would be
Ahead of the game playin the part I bring it all into the light from out of the dark
I hit the bat into the ball and out of the park
And live with the question alone that's meddlin hard
What if you had to live under the bridge and do anything just to feed your kids
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Think about that and the deed you did the first thing that impress me kid
Oh yes you did and I ain't even tryna choke your chain or pull your leg
and I ain't even tryna fuck with your head and I ain't even tryna sweat this shit
Just spit these messages cause I'm blessed with it
What if you had the chance to be able to switch hands with me or anyone you see
And if you really wanna take it deep this shit not quanum to me
For one and each and each and all for the sci-fi mat more religious superstitious
Politicious and all the listeners with us this shit be cold as Christmas
So put your head to the sky say a prayer for the sick and the old the young and the weak
For the bombs and the single moms with six kids askin for something to eat
[Chorus]
Hustling waiting on tomorrow
Living life in the fast lane
Cause no one ever knows
No one ever knows
Sitting here waiting on tomorrow
Putting paper away
Cause no one ever knows
No one ever knows
[Poo Bear]
And when you get up they seem to hold you down
Down to the ground gotta stay focused with your eyes opened wide
See the sun rise I keep my hands on the steering wheel when I'm creepin up 75
(woo woo woo) changing lanes on the regular talkin on my cellular fast
Watching cause they wanna take me away
I'm just trying to feed my babies face
But I'm just hustling I'm waiting on tomorrow
[Chorus] cuts in
Living life in the fast lane
Cause no one ever knows
No one ever knows
Sitting here waiting on tomorrow
Putting paper away
Cause no one ever knows
No one ever knows
[Poo Bear]
And the only way is to keep your head on right
Oh yea
(BB)
You see me playing with my headphones
Didn't see you coming in
Now you got me with my back turned
I don't even know where to begin (I don't even know where to begin)
So much to tell you, I haven't had the time to work it out
So I'll take this opportunity to lay it all down (Lay it all down)
(All)
You should know (You should know)
What I know (What I know)
Just can't hold (Just can't hold)
Back no more (Oh)
(Chorus)
So I whisper words I wanna say, I know you'll never hear it
You know every day I paint the way but never getting near it
Cause I'm just reminiscing don't listen to my confessions (Oh my confessions, yeah)
(BB)
When I listen on my headphones
And the rhythms on my mind
I send the lyrics through the air (Yeah)
And the meanings intertwined
Lost in the music, it's the only thing I wanna do
So I'll take this opportunity to tell you the truth (Yeah, yeah)
(All)
You should know (You should know)
What I know (What I know)
Just can't hold (Just can't hold)
Back no more (Oh)
(Chorus)
So I whisper words I wanna say, I know you'll never hear it
You know every day I paint the way but never getting near it
Cause I'm just reminiscing (Reminiscing) don't listen to my confessions (Oh my confessions, yeah)
(All)
Lay your headphones down (Headphones down) Listen to my
(Listen to my heart)
Your gonna get this, I'm taking to you (I'm talking to you)
Lay your headphones down, Lets go from the start
You're gonna feel it, I'm confessing to you
BB Rap
(All)
You should know (You should know)
What I know (What I know)
Just can't hold (Just can't hold)
Back no more (Oh)
(Chorus)
So I whisper words I wanna say, I know you'll never hear it
You know every day I paint the way but never getting near it
Its Been 13 Years before My Last Confession Father
(Go ahead and Speak your Sins your looking Agitate and Bothered)
You see the thing is
i Been searching for God all my Life
Struggling up in the Ghetto with my Kids and my Wife
i walk with a Knife in Case i Have to Slash up a Face
Aint' no Jobs aint no Future aint No Cash in this Place
i Resorted to some Perilous Acts Just here me Out
(My son Whatever you Done God forgives without a Doubt)
How Bout? when Theres a Drought Im running all in they House
take all the Weight apply Gorilla Tape to silence they Mouth
(God Forgives)
Then were was he when my Mom got Sick?
(God Forgives)
Even if i done some crazy Shit?
(God Forgives)
Even after Everything I've done?
(God Forgives everybody every Last of his Sons)
I had a gun that I pulled in the Store to Butt the Clerk
he Had blood Pouring out his Melon onto his Shirt
I took the Cash as the Gash on his Cranium start to Bleed Lots
burning Rubber hauling ass and Trashed a Pair of Reeboks
The Lords Name in Vain as Im cursing my life Daily
my Body is a Temple full of Marijuan and Bailey's
No reply? When i yell at the Sky? Can i be frank Father?
I Been Having thoughts of Turning to a Bank Robber
(The Path you walking on is Treacherous and Reeks of Death
bow Before the Lord of the Jesuits, Bow at Jesus Steps)
Will that put the Food on the Table for both my Children?
Will that Pay the Super the Rent to Stay in the Building?
Will that Help a Person progress and Solve Everything?
been Praying all my Life and that Never has Changed Anything
Its Hard to Believe that He really Created many things
when Everything in Life is a Struggle the threats are Menacing
They cause the Death of innocent Immigrants Killed by Militants
where the Hell is God when Machetes Severe they Ligaments?
Where the Hell is God i Been Clamoring trying to Reach him?
(Well God left the Bible for his Children to Teach em)
You Said it Best when you Said that He Left
you Must be Blind Father
My Uncle neck Was slashed they Murdered Him for Nine Dollars
(Lets speak in my Office come out of the Confessional)
I dont Give a Shit if i ruin the Whole Processional!
(Please Come back my Son they Having sunday Mass)
Every Last one of these Motherfuckers can Kiss my Ass!
ya'll Piggy Back on Cowardice
And Scientific Ignorance
the Bible and Sumerian Tablets have No Difference
The Same stories told again again throughout the Ages
the Bible Mentions Alien Nephilim in it's Pages
Krishna also broke up some Bread at the Last Supper
both were Resurrecting ascending to Heaven Upper
The Babylonians spoke of a Serpent and Forbidden Fruit
the Bibles been tampered and Everything within it is Dilute
(Blasphemy you Dare to Speak against the Holy Scriptures?)
Your not Listening and your Blind to the Bigger Picture!
corralling of the Sheep without the Answers (Pause)
Religion takes more Lives in a year than are Claimed in Cancer
remember all My Words
Like you Memorizing Leviticus
our DNA is Alien Mix Australopithecus
Yall really just Don't Give A Shit
(Please your gonna Have to Leave)
the Mind of a Man Created Everything that you Believe
Last night (last night)
Talking in your sleep (talking in your sleep)
You said things (you said things)
You never said to me (never said to me)
About all the things you've done wrong (about all the things you've done wrong) and how you don't feel like you belong (you don't know where you belong) baby (baby) what's got you feeling so gone (got you feeling so gone)
And then you toss and turn you break a sweat (you toss and turn you break a sweat) boy something's got you so upset (upset)
It's like you're holding on to some big regret
You wake up (wake up)
You light a cigarette (light a cigarette)
I can see (I see)
A sad silhouette (a sad silhouette)
And then you sit down at the edge of the bed (sit down at the edge of the bed)
Elbows on knees, hands on your head (elbows on knees hands on your head)
So many things being left unsaid (being left unsaid)
And then you pace back and forth don't know I'm awake (pace back and forth don't know I'm awake)
Mumbling about some big mistake (big mistake)
I can feel My heart start to break
You left me no choice
And you had me silence my voice
You pushed me away, expect me to stay I gotta go searching for a brand new day
You left me no choice
And you had me silence my voice
You pushed me away, expect me to stay I gotta go searching for a brand new day
(Ghost)
I confess about the mistress I've been seeing
I confess about my late night creeping
I confess about what I been eating, chillin' restin', overnight sleepin'
I confess I did you dirty too, I confess because you have no clue
I can't picture what I put you through but come on baby boo put yourself in my shoes I had nothing, none of ya'll want me
Memories of what we had will all haunt me
You wanna make it work girl but not me
The weight of this stress lord get it up off me
We was on the same page now it's different
She was there you weren't to listen
I know the story don't get shit twisted
Too bad what we had will forever be missin'
You left me no choice
And you had me silence my voice
You pushed me away, expect me to stay I gotta go searching for a brand new day
You left me no choice
And you had me silence my voice
You pushed me away, expect me to stay I gotta go searching for a brand new day
Last night, talking in your sleep
Make a joyful noise unto the lord, all ye lame
Serve the lord with gladness
Come before his presence with singin
Know, ye that the lord is one
It is he that has made us, not we ourselves
We are his people [Bells begin to ring; wind blows]
In the sheep of his pasture
Enter, enter, enter, enter
Enter, enter, enter, enter
Enter *Music starts*
Robin, Robin, Robin
Robin, Robin, pray
Robin, Robin, Robin
Robin, Robin, pray
Robin, Robin, Robin
Robin, Robin, pray
[Verse 1:]
Forgive me God, for I have forsaken thee
I'm not gonna say that it's the devil that's makin me
Do what I do, the things that I've done
Just because I'm young, and it's all for fun
I never really thought about the consequences
But ever since Eazy died, I said "Now Ima listen"
Yay, though I walk through the valleys of death
I open my eyes, they droppin like flies, my last breath
Might get snatched, taken, broke down I'm shaken
Shaken by that shit that's breakin
Down your nervous system
So, if you're nervous listen
Kissin cousins die by the dozens
Because I like good lovin will I burn in a oven
Fiery furnace
Cause sometimes the yearn gets
Tempting so I yield into temptation
Intoxication mixed with fornication
Face the nation, face the revelation the ending
Will I be caught up in the rapture
Or will I be left behind because what I'm caught up in got me captured
Amazin Grace, could save a wretch like me
But a wretch like me feels that Hell is already my destiny (Why?)
Because I messed with He (Who?),him
He who sends them
The demons
I see em schemin amongst my dreamin
They tell me he awaits suddenly I awake
I got a funny feelin it wont be long before He
takes my soul that was the deal all for mass appeal
Dollar dollar bill, now my fate seems sealed
The nails in the coffin, he's coughin, I'm lookin
Through my iris
To see if he's got the virus
Paranoia starts to sink in
Deranged thoughts start to blink in
And out of my mind playin tricks on me
Sufferin with suicidal tendencies, since ten plus three
On bended knee I ask what's intended for me cause I can't cope
Some tellin me I ain't shit, some tellin me I ain't got no hope
Confessions of a young girl stressin
Sittin alone sweatin, burnin cigarettes into my flesh
Not knowin where I'm going, Can't understand why I came
I can't stand the rain, so I'm self inflictin pain
Gotta get a grip
Gotta hold on a little tighter to the end of this rope, before I slip
Into insanity
Lost within calamity
Forgive me for I know not what I do but what I've done
I confess with my tongue
To you
He who created heaven and earth, but still I'm still confused
I don't know what to do
Is there some way that you
Could just clear my visions
Can't see you with false prophets and religions
But I'm driven to find the force that keeps me livin
But ifn'I might be mistaken
They tell me I'll be held accountable and fried like bacon
But wait, when I didn't ask to come here
Why is this all unclear
I can't understand, it all seems unfair
They tell me not to question God, but the question is
Will I make it to live another day cause times gettin hard
So you tell me to believe, have the faith of a mustard seed
Ask and I shall receive
And you're all I need
Indeed, this may be true
I'm tryin to find my link to you
But, for all the things I do, I might not even make it through
Because we're all born in sin, so nine times out of ten
We're all gonna die in sin, same thing all over again
But, I don't wanna fry God, I don't even wanna die
So many tears I cry, so many years I try
I know I've done wrong I know I sing the same ole song
But truly I seek a righteous way, that'll lead me to be strong
In spirit and mind, body and soul
Deliver me from evil make me whole
God take control
Before it's too late, before you turn me over to a reprobate mind
Before you cast me in a lake of fire with my kind
Of sinners, for I am a sinner, I confess
I pray you forgive me and do bless
My soul to the very end
This I ask God forgive me
[Outro: B.G.O.T.I. singing, Lady of Rage talking]
Amen
A-Men
Amen
A-Men
Amen
A-Men
Amen
A-Men
Hey God, can you hear me?
Can you see me?
I can see heaven there
Let me see, what's wrong with me
Hey God, come take a walk with me
Hey God, come have a talk with me