I Wonder Now How It Would Feel To Fall In Too Deep
Never Even Questioning What's Real
Put Aside Our Fragile Lives
No Questioning Of Our Rights
Why Can't We Embrace This World This Way
Always On Time, Always Accept My Stories
But Never Face The Wall When I Need You
Commit No Crime, Commit No Self-Destruction
And Stand In Front Of You And Take Your Hate Away
Wonder How My Self-Esteem Would Handle This Blow
Motionless My Hands Fall At My Side
No One Challenging Your Views
No Pressure To Make An Excuse
Why Can't We Embrace This World This Way
Always On Time, Always Accept My Stories
But Never Face The Wall When I Need You
Commit No Crime, Commit No Self-Destruction
He rose from Texas the wrestling scene writing the scriptures of 3:16,
took it upon himself to erase pieces of trash who got in his face,
I see his shirts wherever I wander, I know in my heart that they've never laundered
and they never need it to be and that kind of attitude appeals to me.
And Mcmahon can't control him so don't even try,
you can have him arrested but there goes the ride,
can't take away the intensity of his high,
but you can't lock away the Stone Cold pride.
Took out poor Vinnie a shot to the sac,
A picture was taken so he could look back,
A pain inflicted on a true fiend,
molding the king of the true 3:16,
he's in top form and his knee is fixed,
ready to school that Shawn Michaels prick
and open up a can of whoop-ass
how do you like that jackass?
And Mcmahon can't control him so don't even try,
you can have him arrested but there goes the ride,
can't take away the intensity of his high,
FUCK YOU, will be message number one
with several clever jabs to follow that one
so sit there smirking you waste of skin
this time we've seen enough,
it's the nature of your deficiency, ridicule, ignorance
oh it's so unfair, are you feeling persecuted
funny it's amazing how negativity retreats
so dye your hair now, raise your gauge
cause we've,
we've seen enough this time we've had enough
it's the nature of your deficiency
i know you'll follow the next wave,
i know you'll jump on the next craze
i know you'll follow the next wave
read the, right, magazines and shove them up your ass
cause we've, we've seen enough
this is a call to appreciate,
the notes ideas, not the mimicry
the fashion, lies or accessories
raise your glass, help yourself, you dont understand anybody else. i won't sit no more i dont know what you're looking for. so ends this game. ...this one and only...obscene dream...a cold black ocean drowns me... i refrain and i feel fine, i refrain and i feel fine this nightmares done, these images so far i haven't gone..i wont sit no more i dont know what you're looking for..so ends this game..this one and only...obscene dream...a cold black ocean drowns me...i refrain and i feel fine...i refrain and i feel
My Girlfriend likes to tip the bottle and you'll see another side, i buy her flowers and candy she don't like me but i try, she thinks consistent when she's sober I'm a punk, I'm sorry to say she only likes me when she's drunk, drunk, drunk, drunk!!!! YEAH!.
why i do this i can't explain
it must be something altering my brain
a vicious circle the condiments by my side
just look at me then you soon will bet
the gastric juices haven't got me yet
but i won't be singing for the duration of the ride
here's a classic situation, i've seen it all before
she's lives in fear of the one who's supoosed to...
one who's supposed to
to care, to offer her compassion to wipe away her tears
instead now she's a prisoner father figure, figure out,
(she's not your property)
her life's fading
(your flesh and blood your family)
but his desire it won't hear she's screaming,
i can see that in a few short years. she may hide the memories
and no emotions just constant burning of a shattered self esteem
here's a classic situation, i've seen it all before
she's lives in fear of the one who's suposed to...
to care, he'll deny her allegations, she's tried this all before
(deaf ears they offer nothing)
dear ears offer nothing no remorse
(she's not your property)
her life's fading, unsustaining
(your flesh and blood your family)
but his desire, it won't hear she's screaming
The remote control feels like a shotgun,
discharging more nonsense through my head
no solidarity, in what we are and what we see
i want to smash the scream throw away the batteries
The remote control feels like a shotgun,
discharging more nonsense through my head
no solidarity, in what we are and what we see
i want to smash the scream throw away the batteries
tearing apart our minds, directions of our lives
sing if you can relate,
these pictures are not our friends
distorting sensations
pull out the plug take them all away
here's another season here's another gag
here's another sickness to make us react
Don't change the channel change the medium
the world outside becomes the best escape
don't change the channel
try to change your mind
take all of the images away
take them all....away
Overhead to my surprise a plane was flying by
While I contemplated diving in the pool
But you'd think I'd see that my thoughts have gone awry
And I can't explain why I feel like a fool
I'm singing I know I'll feel better when I look into your eyes
And I'm feeling optimistic 'cause you're cool
But I won't now I don't know what it takes to be a man
And I don't know why my dick shrinks in the pool
Overwhelmed by stupid fear and introspective thought
I dismiss the accusations I'm not though
But I think the courage displayed was unjust
Cause I seem to have a problem getting up
Singing I know I'll feel better when I look into your eyes
And I'm feeling optimistic 'cause you're cool
But I won't now I don't know what it takes to be a man
And I don't know why my dick shrinks in the pool
And I don't know why my dick shrinks in the pool
Are You Content With Apathy
Meandering Through Mediocrity
You Cry For Them, You Cry For Me
But You're Barely Trying
What You Ask Of Them, Will You Ask Of Me
Hypocrisy
And I Forgot Your Cause Is Strong
And Less Excuses Off Your Tongue
Will You Be There When It Fails
A Group Implosion Of Us All
You Cry For Them, You Cry For Me
But The Words You're Saying Don't Mean A Thing
I'm Not Afraid To Scream Out And Say
I'm Trying
And I Forgot Your Cause Is Strong
And Less Excuses Off Your Tongue
And I Expect Your Bitter Song
walk on by pants too tight and hair's too high
your mind's made up and you're not alone
but all i see a misinformed reality
it's time to think 'cause you're in the clouds
behind the times but i don't miond
you look the fool but it's old school
i don't think that denim hurt anyone
your cut off blues Hawaii t's
it's like we're back in '83
and the spandex is on and it's hard to run
Friday night hooked on crack looking to fight
you know you're bad and you're in a zone
but all i see acid wash is right for me
i don't know where you can find cologne
behind the times but i don't mind
you look the fool but it's old school
i don't think that denim hurt anyone
your cut off blues Hawaii t's
it's like we're back in '83
And I don't understand what your fighting against
You made that choice like I said it before
Figure it out you've got issues to hide
Look at yourself I can't take anymore
Wait... I can't see you
Where do you wanna
Where do you wanna
Go today, Go away
'Cause I can barely look at you this way
And you know it
Where do you wanna
Where do you wanna
Go today, Go away
Your substance problem is more that I can say
My intent accusations directed at you
Take my advice your direction is gone
Look in your mind cause it's coulded and hazed
Trying to bring someone back from a daze
Wait... I can't see you
Where do you wanna
Where do you wanna
Go today, Go away
'Cause I can barely look at you this way
And you know it
Where do you wanna
Where do you wanna
Go today, Go away
Your substance problem is more that i can say
when art is all but gone
will anybody care
all creativity becomes standard fare
I think we're closer than it seems to the equator,
it's burning everything
at what point does it explode,
at what point do we scream
turn the knowledge we've aqcuired into action on deceit
it must be closer than it seems to a total fiasco
charcoal horizons, they're rising
the situation calls for a decision
put your drink down slowly, think it through
option one watch yourself slowly sink in
number two hold on for anything
at what point does it explode,
what moment do we scream
it must be closer than it seems to a total fiasco
charcoal horizons, they're rising
the situation calls for a decision
put your drink down slowly, think it through
option one watch yourself slowly sink in
number two hold on for anything
(always armored) the situation calls for a decision
(eyes forward) put your drink down slowly, think it through
(always armored) option one watch yourself slowly sink in
pictures of carbon burned off of resources
no voice of honesty worth transmitting at all
the signal has no where to go
ui don't feel privaledged to be at the end
while we're blaming look in the mirror
it's our indifference that makes us weak
while we're blaming look in the mirror
it's our complacency that makes us
a killing machine of productivity
the dream was not instability
smoke stacks infultrate our fields
deception as reality
concrete and asphalt are spreading like fire
twisting the outlook of popular desire
all the solutions are in our hands
but the answers have no where to go
i don't feel privaledged
while we're blaming look in the mirror
it's our indifference that makes us weak
while we're blaming look in the mirror
it's our complacency that makes us
a killing machine of productivity
the dream was not instability
smoke stacks infultrate our fields
Just in time a brand new version a little buying power and a brand excursion well it all sucks subbumbed are we it's all relating back to a monopoly well if I buy I buy the farm it takes alot of sway to take away the harm and come and touch the bright blye sky i'm always looking back and I know why we're on crashed concrete enough to take the flow and thus extreme we're on crashed concept curiousity makes us exempt and I don't know but I will bute the hand that makes it go we're on track en route conform today just in line to buy the version it doesn't take a lot to figues out the urgency it all makes alot of sence to try and push the buyer to fall off the fence and if I buy I buy the farm it takes alot sway to take away the harm and come and touch the bright blue sky i'm always looking back and I know why.
Did you think i'd stand there while you kicked me in the face doesn't make much sense to push me down I need explanation to adjust my way of thought did you think you'd find me hanging round and it's ten years later and I haven't left your side even though you gave me reason to and I'm standing over your body's losing life I guess things are hard to name a few did you think i'd take it when you pushed me in disgrace very hard to leave that behind I hate aggravation but that's why you made me fight have to face it you were just high.
You think I'm loaded baby I'm just fine met my bottle he's a friend of mine, I bring him to parties he won't leave my side ya, i'm a circus and I won't let down drink that shit oh baby till I drown and i'm not talking controversial sounds yeah and i don't get drunk but i'd push zero point eight i'm fucking glad i'm not DD and i don't get laid there's nothing happening down there you don't believe me wait and see don't know why I see that guy he makes me wanna have a seat and cry he's just pissed you can see it on his face. I'm not there, i'm just alone, i'm sitting here drinking on my throne hey don't mind me cause I was just passing through. Go to parties baby wait and see nothing but great catastrophe a narrow focus that's myself and me ya and I don't care that if you think my way I'll make a fool of myself anyway and all that's crap cause i'm just ready to play.
You said when you met you'd never forget me
And I thought my problems were gone
But you changed all the while and you did it in style
How could I think that this was wrong
Some times it stops we can't compromise that
But I think back to all the relations we had
That we had
They say things could change neither one of us claims
That the other was wrong at all
But you blend different bits 2 complete opposites
And you're asking for both to fall
Some times it stops we can't compromise that
But I think back to all the relations we had
And remember this moment opinions we mine
You put up all these changes i'll fall back in line
But I can't make my thoughts just go away
Some times it stops we can't compromise that
But I think back to all the relations we had
And remember this moment opinions we mine
You put up all these changes i'll fall back in line
It restricts the range of motion right up to my head and it even pains me when I breathe. So don't try and tell me that you know just how I feel I don't wanna turn the other cheek. So tell my why you picked that tape up off the floor eyes of the wheel. So tell me why you think you're damned to say you're sorry but it's not and wish we cou ld all be a little less careless sometimes. I wonder how we're all so far behind, when it comes to simple common sence, and I know why people shut their eyes up just before, it's that stupid people make us tense. Because I don't wanna, because I don't wanna, because I don't wanna. Wanna Die (yeah), Wanna Die (yeah), Wanna Die (yeah).
searched all this time for unparalleled beings
and i'm not believing what i'm seeing
it's imperfection without knowing
the deficiency is showing
everybody's wondering what i'm looking for i know
what else can you ask for a perfect place
what more can you ask of a perfect face
i know i know there's something wrong
searched everywhere for unmuddled reasons
but this place relies on a constant season
that's all i thought of while i was leaving
it's deficiency was showing
everybody's wondering what i'm looking for i know
what else can you ask for a perfect place
wat more can you ask of a perfect face
i know i know there's something wrong
this feeling inside won't hurt no more
utopian land won't be beside me
things that were said won't hurt anymore
it's part of a plan i'm not feeling so bad
while i'm turned the other way
this feeling inside won't hurt no more
utopian land won't be beside me
things that were said won't hurt no more
it's part of a plan i'm not feeling so bad
Nothings on TV and I don't care, gonna watch a talk show I don't care, all these topics mostly blow my mind, always feel i'm just a step behind and we go, go-go Jenny Jones and Ricky Lake, all these tabloid shows are always fake, how much more of this shit can I bare, listen to the hand but don't go there. (Jerry - "Some of that we can't show on the air"). Nothing left this time when i'm alone, too intense to even answer the phone, make'em over they look like a freak, even though they did it twice last week and we go, go-go Jenny Jones and Ricky Lake, all these tabloid shows are always fake, how much more of this shit can I take.
Anybody why I can't fufill my selfish angst, tell me something I just can't find anything to fight, it's all I need fuck the greed and anything in sight it's killing me and I can't breathe and I don't think it's right cause you say and I don't like it, start a revolt now it's coming, I don't think I'm ready so I won't, anybody give me reasons tell me why it's wrong tell me something. what's it mean and what's it mean to me yeah, believe me cause i won't leave you standing there while I run the show and I can't lie I think I'd die if you knew me you'd just wanna go.
It happened oh so fast it takes me by surprise, it took me where I haven't been, way back it happened when I looked into your eyes I know it hurts to make a sin. Don't tell me how you don't expect and uprising I won't go, I can't explain that someone deep inside of me told me so. It happened oh so fast it makes me wanna lie, lights in my eyes they're sort of dim, I pictured feeling when my temperature it rised, sights when your high above the rim. Don't tell me how you don't expect a side effect i've hit low, I can't explain why someone deep inside of me told me so. YEAH!!!! didn't go my way it didn't fly. YEAH!!!! damn you'd never know unless you tried.
Nothing left to have but and ice and rum that's stale leave me grasping for life my road sustained I guess life's complete well you haven't seen my steak the one that's ending right now my road sustained and we buy and sell there's letter to life I can't spell and we buy and sell they're looking for me but I can't tell and we buy and sell there's stories to life that I can't spell and we buy and sell i'd lose my maket share and fade away. Let's take numbers for now cause my mind won't disallow misinterepret advances, thought as gain lets leave records untouched it's better left such as figures I didn't care if they obtained.
That's the role of the government keeping track of what you spend now, it's our land of freedom and democracy, with the budget gone and spent, seperation imminent and we're expected happily to fall in line and so we fallow the leader and what he does know why i'm doing it just because i'm of thinking for myself. Oh ya and I hope to God i don't stir the pot keep my brain from original thought oh lemmings are cool lemmings are fun not too distinct and I wanna be one right now. Front of her was a long white line should she go or should she try to listen to her friends when she wasn't sure no opinion of her own soon enough you were alone cause it's hard to find a friend when you're on a ledge well i'll make my decision for myself without listening to anyone else oh lemmings are fucked, lemmings are dumb, and I wanna be one right now.
Oh dont tell them you werent there
A place in my heart and the smell of youre hair
Oh wouldnt they wanna know what we did
But you tell me to be cool
If I told my stories you look like a fool
Oh couldnt tell them but thats not what I said
And I dont know what happened you fell in my laps
And our eyes gazed in foam beer gogles
And I dont know what love is
Its something with doves but I woudnt know I passed out ya
But I let the secret out
Just talking about nothing I flew out my mouth
I told them stories about all what we did
I knew I should have been cool
But I havent dating since I went to school
Oh couldnt tell them but thats not what I said
And I dont know what happened you fell in my laps
And our eyes gazed in foam beer gogles
And I dont know what love is
Travelled off the beaten path to see you playing there ticket prices I don't understand charging fifty bucks to see a two bit major show just to hold a little of your hand I don't even really want to know how you deem to justify a fifty show I don't even really want to go I can do alot of things to carry on my life you're so high taking bribed and recking lives while on the campaign trail take a stop to get a push behind there's a knock to politics that makes me queaze inside fucking all the honest people blind I don't even really want to know try to make the promises that we've already thrown I don't even really want to go it makes all the voting seem like shit to throw us down you're so high priced yes now we see the falicy is gettin us all down now the masquerading is an act all we need to thank the crowd is thank em for the act then the lights go out and it's just black.
My hands are tied behing my back my face is red with hate
I know i've tried to be the better man but I can't accept this fate
It's seems every time I cross the line and wonder that
Am supposed to figure which way you want to go
And I can see that misery is plaguing you
And i'm supposed to be there when you have no one
Take my hand i'll take from where you stand
My mind is made up and I can't take the people falling
Down on me but that's the way it's gotta be
(our 2 worlds can't coexist)
I can't promote a lie that I wanna watch you crying
My hands are tied behing my back my face is red with hate
I know i've tried to be the better man but I can't accept this fate
It's seems every time I cross the line and wonder that
Am supposed to figure which way you want to go
And I can see that misery is plaguing you
And i'm supposed to be there when you have no one
Take my hand i'll take from where you stand
My mind is made up and I can't take the people falling
Down on me but that's the way it's gotta be
(our 2 worlds can't coexist)
It's in my head
I know it well
This personnal hell
When I can't talk or walk or fuck at all
But will you see
The drunk in me
As I try to leave so subtly
i wake up in sweat, my dreams collapsed like boxes
painfully the light opens my eyes
i'm finding it strange to hope for a few more hours
knowing that it'll only drag me down
'cause i'm safe in my subconscious splendor
a home in this menagerie
here no questions left to answer
no dissapointments to relive
please turn out the light
i'll turn out my mind
just sit in the dark
AND WAIT FOR MY TIME
clock radio stop, your lying
your digits won't convince me now
all you're proving is that i'm lazy
or maybe better off alone
i woke up soaked cold to this condition
drenched myself into submission
On The Ice He's My Favourite Player
Ten Goals A Season, The Game Won't Be The Same
Made The Trade, They Sent Him To Philly
We're The Reason He'll Never Play Here Again, No
Let Me Tell You About Aggression
Let Me Tell You Things Don Cherry Won't Say
And I'm Scared Of His Obsession
Meet You In The Boards And End Your Day, Your Day
Face Off Man Comes From Minnesota
Small Elk River, The Game Won't Be The Same
Won The Cup But Never Could Land The...
Hobey Baker, You'll Never Play Here Again, No
Let Me Tell You About Aggression
Let Me Tell You Things Don Cherry Won't Say
And I'm Scared Of His Obsession
Meet You In The Boards And End Your Day
Let Me Tell You Of His Story
Let Me Tell You His Intentions
Eighty-Nine In All His Glory
a big red stache you love your cars you love your girls you love the bars
Dirk and Reid hooked them on coke along with Scotty the butt of jokes
I saw you the other night you busted glass screamed fucking rights
and you caused bodily harm it's lucky you weren't armed
engineered your fatal scam a lot of blow half kilogram
even though you're quickly capped you reasoned Dirk so he'd go back
I saw you the other night you busted glass screamed fucking rights
and you caused bodily harm it's lucky you weren't armed
every time you see this guy it's enough to make you wanna cry
and you look deep inside his face just before he gives you a taste
hello concrete, hello pain looks like i'm paired with you again
goodbye conference, so long belonging, hit the road
i'm celebrating, simply elated
by your real opinions hiding in disguise (in disguise)
there's no point in faking, it's on the table
i'll try not to care anymore
you misunderstand, i realize sometimes how difficult i am
my only goal was retribution
will you join me in a toast with these dirty razor blades
watch these crimson droplets wash mistakes away
celebrate it, wether you like it
with a dinner date of distrust and regret
i'll ask you freely if you really love me
go and pull the trigger
i promis not to care anymore
i don't want attention just the light to fade
no intervention my decisions made
what difference does it make, is it so important,
worth the friendships it will break
all this strife for prevailing moments,
now it's yours so fucking own it
and wear that crown of pain
for the record (for the record)
no animosity, only rudders (only rudders)
directions never real
for your records, (for your records)
never follow the lead, motivations
the path too dark to see
can't turn it back, can't turn away
rearrange those words you said
those days are burned in memories
and i doubt you'll ever come
to satisfy the green, to justify your need
instantaneous retreat, should have been expected
I hope you're choking on those feet, rationale neglected
(this brick wall) a sand castle
(apologies) not worth the hassle
of a moment of humility
for the moment (for the moment)
no animosity, only pity (only pity)
of the life you lead
for a moment (for a moment)
see yourself clearly these motivations
are never what they seem
can't turn it back, can't turn away
rearrange those words you said
those days are burned in memories
and i doubt you'll ever come
to satisfy your greed
ya are you satisfied
hope you find safety in having nothing (i hope you find)
hope you find safety in having nothing (i hope you find)
hope you find safety in having nothing (i hope you find)
distractions from the ordinary
real life just not good enough
explanations hard to come by
living outside the institutions
waking in awkward situations
i wouldn't have it any other way
i can't recall a better time,
each day felt like the next would never come
i realize i couldn't get enough
alternatives all felt like death
i wish i could safely say
all the right decisions were always made
ya we were young but we're still here
happy to starve for another year
it seems so right for one to assume
that what we are is what we see
what we buy who we do
i would have ended up that way if not for those miles
those endless days
i know it's not for everyone, empty halls,
empty stomachs, empty hopes
in retrospect we had it all
we didn't choose this life, this life chose us long ago
a web of friends and moments impossible to let go
though we surrendered what others want to treasure
we ended up with so much more
we didn't choose this life, this life chose us long ago
a web of friends and moments impossible to let go
though we surrendered what others want to treasure
it's the one that pushes you down before you go to bed, then you'll search and find no one, least that is what he said. i'm not here to tell you that it's strange and infantile. but you have to make that choice which conscience that you fell. i know what it's telling you. you know what you're yelling to. seperate the right or wrong. it's time to make that choice but not today. one supports the other and it's time to pull each other to one perfect mind. but not today...basic form psychology i never know what's right for me the perfect mind and the perfect mind ya. it's the one that pushes you to do what others dont. i know that you'd like to say it's stupid and you wont. you know what you're doing wrong and it will make you glad, the temptations getting strong..will powers what you had...i know what it's telling you, you know what you're yelling to..seperate the right or wrong. it's time to make that choice but not today..e
I Must Have Fell Inside A Trap Of Sorts
You Broke My Weak Facade It Seems Despite My Bad Intentions
You Won't Believe, I'm Just Relieved
You're Still Talking To Me, Walking To Me
Most Times We Let Our Hopes Slip Through
I Can't Recover The Spell I'm Under, A Constant Fool
Those Nights The Heat Just Came Off You
Now Every Summer And Every Other I Think In...
I Think It's Funny How Some Things Can Bring You Back
Somehow My Memories They Never Served Me Well
The Way You Looked At Me, Exposing My Transparency
And Everything I Have Which Is Nothing Without You
Most Times We Let Our Hopes Slip Through
I Can't Recover The Spell I'm Under, A Constant Fool
Those Nights The Heat Just Came Off You
Now Every Summer And Every Other I Think In Blue
Most Times We Let Our Hopes Slip Through
I Can't Recover The Spell I'm Under, A Constant Fool
Those Nights The Heat Just Came Off You
Now Every Summer And Every Other I Think...
Thinking In Blue
talk in circles
spewing lies, disinformation
but we see right fucking through
who could believe in your false agendas anyway
i refuse to sit by watch you destroy us, destroy everything i love
empty words won't hold you up this time
feels like seconds away, from a fate beyond control
like seconds away, falling fast out of control
after the dust fades,
following the end game what we'll have left is sand
through our hands
this constant devotion to capitalist notions will be our demise
listen to me i've had enough, i can't take it anymore
try and find some piece of mind anywhere,
why can't we strike at the source
feels like seconds away, from a fate beyond control
like seconds away, falling fast out of control
after the dust fades,
following the end game what we'll have left is sand
through our hands
this constant devotion to capitalist notions will be our demise
The Experience Is Losing Steam
All Inspiration Drifts Away
But I Watch Myself Repeat And Ignore
My Dreams Are Secondary
Wish I Could Take It All For Granted
But Motivation's Fading, It's Out Of The Question
Wish I Could Break Free For A Moment
Disable The Connection With Everything
Sign Off
Yeah It's True, I'll Often Change My Tune
And I Won't Prescribe Myself
I'll Walk Away, Regret And Retrace
Each Step Filled With Repulsion
Wish I Could Take It All For Granted
But Motivation's Fading, It's Out Of The Question
Wish I Could Break Free For A Moment
Disable The Connection With Everything
Sign Off
No Conscience's Breaking The Mould
This Carousel Of Pattern
It's Spinning Me
I Want And I Try And I Fail
This Masquerade Of Instinct
It's Breaking Me
There's nothing now just sit and stare
while lying on his rocking chair
just waiting for it to be over
there was a time back
when he's carried all that brought on him
I'm making restrictions and placing convictions
upon my rough decision you comply
cause my job applies when two sides collide
just respect those binding contracts live or die
It's cause some lessons can't be taught
and some might say that realism and favors can be bought
(open your eyes)
and that's why objective as i am i might just take it away
I know you won't budge but i'm just like a judge
and i hope that both defendants understand
what i say is binding so stop all the whining
and look at the respect that i demand
I spend my days on this and that
experienced mediation over things that might go wrong
(that might go wrong)
and that's why objective as i am i might just take it away
I spend my days off breaking up promises
but my mind's made up and i'm getting back to what matters first this time
I spend my days off breaking up promises
just look inside and you'll see what happens when you forget to sign
It's cause some lessons can't be taught
and some might say that realism and favors can be bought
(open your eyes)
and that's why objective as i am i might just take it away
I spend my days off breaking up promises
but my mind's made up and i'm getting back to what matters first this time
I spend my days off breaking up promises
just look inside and you'll see what happens when you forget to sign
I spend my days off breaking up promises
but my mind's made up and i'm getting back to what matters first this time
I spend my days off breaking up promises
Tell me doctor why you look so sad
Tell something is the news that bad i'll never see
An apology
And I can't believe the problems facing me
An apology
And I can't believe the problems facing me
I've tried to ignore my pride close my eyes
An explanation what went wrong I know i'll never see
An apology
And I can't believe the problems facing me
An apology
And I can't believe the problems facing me
it tries so hard, i'll give it that, it's painful to watch
i grease the bear the gumption's there but the job's always botched
what's it now i just don't know the fun has disappeared
what's the deal i get the fuel but it still seems weird
no confidence
it don't make sense
here's a scence try to avoid, join me if you will
it's going smooth, i'm having fun but something kills
i'm not dumb, i figure out it's male impotence
i don't know just where it starts, it makes no sense
no confidence
it don't make sense
why this now i don't know how
Just Look Around Because There's No One There
I'd Bring A Fight But There's Not A Pair
It's Fucked To Think That Life Is So Unfair
That You'd Be All Alone Why Don't You Think About It
Knew Everyone Would Turn On Me
It's A Lack Of Respect And Authority
'Cause I'd Pushed Around Everyone That I Could See
And I'd Scream Jubilation But No One Would See Me
Everything Falls Apart
Say Anything To Prove Your Point
You Never Will Get Your Information, My Explanation
Opinion Without Fact Empty As Air
Fate Won't Define Me, My Actions Are Free
I've Had All The Reality That I Need
And Something Just Changes Forever You'll See
Changes Everything
Say Anything, It's Easy When There's No One There
There's No Recognition Just False Elation
Singled Out And Beaten Isn't Fair
Fate Won't Define Me, My Actions Are Free
I've Had All The Reality That I Need
And Something Just Changes Forever You'll See
Changes Everything
Fate Won't Define Me, My Actions Are Free
I've Had All The Reality That I Need
And Something Just Changes Forever You'll See
pure genocide pales in comparison to your proposal
this is no accusation the years of evidence remain
supposing everyone breaks the pattern they've been breeding
but will they five up freely
indoor swimming, suburban living
fuck all the things we're taught to bring us happiness
new automotive, wallet bloated
let go,
consider all that you're affecting
and know your system won't survive
taking for granted every single gift that we've been given
our globe is spinning on an axis of fucking decimation
no hope no explanation
from the spoiled rotten millions
they'll never give up freely
indoor swimming, suburban living
fuck all the things we're taught to bring us happiness
new automotive, wallet bloated
let go,
consider all that you're affecting,
and know your system won't
You Don't Know What You Want And I Can't Stand To Wait Forever
Pre-Ordained, Well I'm Not, I Can See You Think You're Clever
Don't Bother Questioning Things I Can't Hide
And I Don't Bother Whining To Gather Your Time
Six Months, Seven Years I Kinda Like My Isolation
You Don't Know What You Want And I'll Suppress Endless Frustration
Don't Bother Questioning Things I Can't Hide
And I Don't Bother Whining To Gather Your Time
Vindication I Kinda Like Morality It Comes And Goes
You're Waiting Patient A Level Of Brutality
You're All I've Got I'll Wait For Nothing
Vindication I Kinda Like Morality It Comes And Goes
You're Waiting Patient A Level Of Brutality
You're All I've Got I'll Wait For Nothing
Don't Bother Questioning Things I Can't Hide
And I Don't Bother Whining To Gather Your Time
my eyes burn in the sun and my thoughts begin to wander
out of my element, out of strength to recover
consumption, rejection, there must be something more
one rabbit's all the wolf should need
but he kills them all to fulfill his greed
this planet is out of control in case you haven't noticed
one rabbit trapped inside the hole
Remember never neding sorted explanations,
never had to think about it
never had to wonder where you're coming from
it's these complexities that scrambled our relations
i wonder why we thought about an open door
when all the walls were coming down
and it's sad you took me with the passion in your eyes
but you never wanted a relationship this time
it's not a wait this time, now it's over
all along, you were there but it's not going anywhere
Don't explain, don't try cause it's over
my memories, fixed in stone,
petrified and seperated all alone
it's not arrangement fits together don't you see
but you felt that you were crowded,
your emotions won't allow another day
i'd take deception but deception won't take me
it's like a hundred open windows blowing freely
while the walls are coming down
and it's sad you took me with the passion in your eyes
but you never wanted a relationship this time
it's not a wait this time, now it's over
all along, you were there but it's not going anywhere
Don't explain, don't try cause it's over
my memories, fixed in stone,
petrified and seperated all alone
it's not a wait this time, now it's over
all along, you were there but it's not going anywhere
Don't explain, don't try cause it's over
my memories, fixed in stone,
Your Path Of Life Is Filled With Gold
Preoccupied With What You Own
Success Is Just A Diamond's Throw
Trapped In Cellophane Coffins
Spent All Your Time Avoiding The Blame
The Packaging Is Gone Only Hate That Remains
A Product Of Trend, A Product Of Pain
Choking On Your Lifestyle
I'm Set Free From This Falling
Into The Pit Of The Dollar
We're Set Free From This Failing
Open Your Mind And Open Your Arms
'Cause Our Wrists Are Slowly Draining
Open Your Arms And Open Your Heart
finally i see your plan and now i've come to understand.
you should have told me all the lies were true.
and that was all so long ago, maybe about a week or so.
if the one you're holding only knew.
fall back start over, let all the negativity subside.
bad night hung over and everything you said hanging on me.
hanging on me.
i can't replace the thought of you, sitting there just like you do,
and now you're sitting close with someone else.
i figured out some time ago regardless of the things i know, i'm over it as far as i can tell.
fall back start over, let all the negativity subside.
bad night hung over and everything you said hanging on me.
(there's no excuse) and that's the reasonwhy i feel
(angry confused) angry and confused why would you
kill a man you realize,
(you realize you've loaded that gun before)
you'll never understand why it's so hard
to have compassion for you
i'll never comprehend why there's a system
that's misleading and untrue
a system that's misleading and untrue
someone send a message out to justice 'cause
i'm calling out it's name
i never had to think about it
if you were here i could almost picture
the expression on your face
they always find a way around it
(you waved away) responsibility you never
(dug his grave) took it seriously
and now he's dead but you're still here
but sometimes life just isn't fair
i'll never comprehend why there's a system
that's misleading and untrue
a system that's misleading and untrue
it seems absurd he's off scott free
instead of life he gets a year to three
Well I just washed my car and I think it's gonna rain i'm not gonna quiver or complain, and I just smashed my hand on it's stupid metal frame that's enough to drive us all insane. Nothing to sort out and nothing to do right, always a thorn in my side and it's not right, so complicated we're tired and unpaid, tough to admit it accept it not my day. And now i'm just a target, I'd bridge to word it so i'm just standing where I just don't know, I know i'm not for you and I should be asking how should I stay asleep, or brave it now. Nothing to sort out and nothing to do right, always a thorn in my side and it's not right, so complicated we're tired and unpaid tough, tough to admit it, accept it not my day.
leave me alone, don't want to talk
about anything at all except for sleep
and maybe some peace of mind
leave me alone
time on my own
talk myself to sleep
i'll ignore any reminder of my normal life
so leave me alone
so leave me alone
time on my own
talk myself to sleep
When I Think About June 14th It's Not Something They Want Me To Remember
All I Know On That Day Was That They Needed A Single Solitary Member
And I Look On That Day Till Then I'd Never Had A Problem That I'd Mention
But On That Day I'd Look Up To The Sky And See This Piercing Wave
That Pulled Me Towards It Took Me From This Place
And I'll Justify My Right To Be Abducted Freely Without Pain
They Tell Me It's Commonly The Same
They Looked Around And Tampered With My Mind
And Left Me On A Bail Of Hay Outside
On A Summer Day, June 14th I Learned There's More Than What We Know As Beings
All I Know It's Useless Telling People What Happened No One Would Believe Me
I Look On That Day I've Finally Found A Getaway Spot For A Vacation
And All It Takes Is Looking To The Sky And See That Piercing Wave
That Pulled Me Towards It Took Me From This Place
And I'll Justify My Right To Be Abducted Freely Without Pain
They Tell Me It's Commonly The Same
They Looked Around And Tampered With My Mind
Last night I dreamt of a high school girl, long legged and fine
And I took her from her daddy and she left her home behind
I was driving an old blue Belvedere
The seat was pushed way back
And she stared straight out the window
As the trees went rushing by
Last night I dreamt of her underwear
The way she smelt in bed
And the way she tossed and the way she squirmed
And the dreams she might have had
And I think its sad how her mom and dad don't ever understand
And I think its sad how her friends all talk
I think its sad how her friends all talk
I think its sad how her friends all talk
And the hateful things they say
Last night I dreamt of a high school girl
Her smile was so bright and wide
And I took her from her daddy
And she left her smile behind
I was driving an old blue Belvedere
The seat was pushed way back
She stared straight out the window
And she ain't coming back
She ain't coming back