Now i'm sitting here writting about the lonelyness.
It's a bad day and the reasons for that are trivial!!!
Love taken away.
Throughts at the mercy of the past.
Destroying myself.
My inside is crying for help.
Who cares? [x3]
I forgot to live for the moment.
I don't want to be wath I'm am!
Wath will be in the future?
A morning full of death.
Beauty trapped in miserable emtiness.
Offer me life. Offer me love.
Don't ask me where the sunshine's gone.
Offer me life. Offer me love. Offer me the moon.
All my figthing in this shadow land is in vain.
Searching the inner clarity - Reality of my existance.
Feeling empty. Endless the way.
Endless the search and the distortion of the present.
Shadow land a place of silence love?
Happyness? Emptiness! Lonelyness! Alone is the death!
Nigth the beauty of silence a different consciousness to complexe for reality.
Misunderstood feelings in the circle of life.
Bark skin. I'm lying here. Still.
Throughts hush eyes closing repeating this moment.
Waiting for. Your abscence veils my sleep.
My dreams. I'm moving in time.
No when And yet you don't now. But my heart does.
'Cause from the first moment I was caught and
delivered a long the vanished warmth regained life in me.
Revolution of the past is only spiritual at last the power to figth self,
evident become weaker
the will to stand up for your conviction has fade away,
Demons out of the darkness.
Fire of night. Allying existence of the evil.
My life? Just a game?
Dependance and mania.
Desire shows you the way.
The gates to the coldness are open.
The way back is full of stones. Just like my heart.
My existence. Identity is breaking.
The coldness keeps pulling me into it's ban.
An unbelievable size of power.
Luck ans pain are close together.
Luck or pain. The pain is ripping my life into pieces.
This is a war.
Everything normal smashed.
Cruelty comes down the land and there only losers.
Fight up until the end.
Death becomes daily and the humanity boggy.
Blood flow through the streets.
Mandkind means sickness!
By the order of the devil they march and destroy [x2]
and the mind remains on the route.
Torture.
Destroy, kill, erase the enemy!!! [x4]
Give up your mind and be mechanism.
Who disobeys is hostile and enemies have got to die.
Human being or mechanism.
every day I see your face
every day I die
every day I feel your breath
every day I'm born again
you give me joy, but my thanks are just pain
and out of fear I pull myself loose again
for you I die
you are everything I need, what I desire,
but will I ever understand?
come on!
I die for you
please forgive my faults,
maybe one day I will realize what you mean (to me),
I hope it won't be too late
every time I cry,
I feel your lies
every time I die,
walls collapse onto me, I ride the storm of rage
a mistake became a chain ?reaction and the
reflection falls upon me
it's time for change, understanding and
faith are what friends are about, but on every corner
disappointment (is waiting, every wall would have
understood me better), I am cold.
I stand alone and all that remains is the hope
for help, the anger is strong and threatens to
destroy me, because what was will never be again,
too much has happened and the mind becomes dull,
it is the tragedy of time, a sea of tears for grief,
but from the shadows of my tears, of my past, you
come and give me your hand, tame my anger
my tears fade and together we fight as friend
tortured by the agaony of selfleceration - full of pain
and fear - my sense of self-preservation keeps me
alive - the whole way of life paved by affliction
and danger - more & more I recognize the cruelty
of reality - reality the greatest plot of life
one walks - talks - sees - breathes - but doesn'T
live - no - rather serve the growing edifice
that controlsour so - called life - death gives
way to the living - straight into freedom
way out of this edefice
everyone a brick in this stonework
and day by day more people live in it
hour by hour yheir power rises
a new day, a new struggle, blank walls scream
narrowness
but I'm my own prison, go, run rush into the woods
the vast unknown spurs on my will to fight
the energy, the magic of silence and I am immortal
my eyes become heavy, the mind porous
fire in the convergence
an inner force calls out my name and
says, everything is gone, everything is done, the
voice sounds
familiar, but my body is captured in fear and the
light leaves my way, fear is hiding in the
shadows, but I am the force and I light my
fire, the demon shall burn, the fire is my witness
look into the wide, wild liberty
look well, it's reality
close your eyes and turn loose,
all burden is impulse
drop the anger, the hate you cherish
turn loose, cry on me, let go, let all go
I hold your hand and lead you
we're melt together, becoming one
and we get the power to cry,
scoop for your life, cry, detect your liberty
fight for your freedom,
deeply hidden in the deepest wood
black is the night
the owls are singing between the worlds
the circle closes, the cycle of fire opens it's doors
the guard between the shadows searches for fear-
(to broken souls he reaches out his hand and leads the
way into the night)
fire walk with me...
pain shouts you down
you've split and I spit on you
(call my name and I'll catch you
oh dark night, in silence broken ban,
shackles of fear, I lie there, flat and merely
the valley lies deep, staggering in the past, shadows
hide danger and feed me in the coldness,
I don't see myself,
don't look at me,
you would burn
as my house lies empty and
I float against the time,
come here, come in,
my hope - our world - bursting due
to the closed - minded thinking
of the shortsighters
grinning faces - watching me
scared by my individuality
but these ridiculous attempt will
only leave me stronger
I'm living for myself and not for
anyone else
my fire will burn eternally
I won't accept your intolerance
what urge me to do right?
the emptiness - the conciousness of living in
the void of the feral muting against the vacant - cold
void - the incensed endeavour to
rescing the fact of vacuty to be doomed
neverthless - my imagination - just symbols or
repressed desires? - vision of adoration and
death? - and the disillusion of living in
a world that has to be rescued - an age
that is sainted to mental decline and
my incapability to struggle for liberation
my last minute should not be marked
the image of the world I live in
born into to fall into oblivion
is the huge arena of illusion & deceit
nothing's real
not a thing curtain call & the show starts,
commonness and self-leceration against the unceasing
lape of redemption - clowns
the masters of disguise
are man's prototype my fear of the future increases
this arena is crowded with clowns
curtain call & the show starts
blizzards reign the fires by
the pod - their cold heat set ablaze my
burning soul - embodiment at least
a fear rises - the storm clams the choires
forever - maybe even death
the birds move forward and try to escape
always following life
my fire - an ice desert - I burn
laughter experiences death
I believe in my dreams
For that as long as I will breathe
But I will never sacrifice
Myself for you again
I won't be chained to you
My heart needs something new
I will give you
I believed in what I saw
In what I had done
I'll keep my eyes wide open to satisfy
Myself more than once again
I won't be chained to you
My heart needs something new
I will give you nothing more, nothing more
Can't you see how I feel?
Can't you see?
I won't be chained to you
My heart needs something new
I won't be chained to you
Red, blood red, no matter where I look at, I?m waiting in a sea of blood
Where has time gone, what has happened in the dark?
Memories of fear, cries, noise, silence.
A new day, old routine, I refuse to keep on living such a sad life
Help me out, I try to run away, help me out, I know you can save me today, save me this time.
A new day, old routine, I refuse to keep on living such a sad life
Red, blood red, no matter where I look at, I?m waiting in a sea of blood
I?ll go out into the street, staring eyes, laughing mouths, what have I done, what have I missed?
(I run to escape from this storm of ignorance, but no matter where I end, ignorance)
Help me out, I try to run away, help me out, I know you can save me today, save me this time.
(The dark.
I enjoy the silence, no one there.
I see my self, circling wild, time lapse.)
Am I at home, am I save? I look into the mirror, screaming, laughter, worse than before
I turn inside of myself - look back into my past -
into nothing - the best time in life - barely present
I wish I could go back - tell that nice little boy
to be stronger - to be brave - bu I can't
he had his chance
I burn - scream - I despair on these thoughts of
the past - I realize that I had barely lived
but just existed - it's too late now
and my thoughts feed on this grief - the grief
creates tears that burn my skin
unable to ease the pain - I float in hoplessness
for the time is gone and the boy is a man now
the end - a beginning for everything flows and
we live to change - live to learn
the future's still open and to be lived like
the past has been wasted - with hope in my
Today I'll take revenge for my solitary life,
For the desolation and the devastating void.
You pretend love that pushed me
Into this darkness.
I was afraid of you,
But I loved you
Until it burnt me from the inside.
I adored you, I hated you.
Sometimes my love was like a gaping hole
That tried to swallow me.
With words came lies,
You took my world apart.
Back then I learned to hate
And you taught me well.
You will hear the sound of my broken heart
Before I'll destroy you
And before you vanish into the cold void.
You'll know what you've done to me.
I was afraid of you,
But I loved you
Until it burnt me from the inside.
I adored you, I hated you.
Sometimes my love was like a gaping hole
That tried to swallow me.
With words came lies,
You took my world apart.
Back then I learned to hate
And you taught me well.
I feel breathe, live alone with my love,
I gave it to you, I should have known,
reality will never be a dream!
in my dreams I walk around,
in the darkness of my ashes,
always following your light,
I feel no fear, cause your fire gives me safety
my fire burns deep and ardent,
but I radiate just coldness and hopeless
helplessness, awkward,
naive like a child
everyday I fell reality, the reflection of the wide void
I don't want to live, just want dream!
(my fire burns deep and ardent)
Tell me!
How will I ever forget this
24 years of isolation?
24 years of black.
I will never forget this
24 years of separation
24 years of pain?
I will never forget this
24 years of ignorance
24 years of hate.
How will I ever forget?
Raped and used with my own blood
You stole my life and dreams.
You are my darkest fear.
I will never be the same
I will never smile again
You brought the darkness into my life
You taught me how to cry.
Why?
Why?
My inner struggle will just end when I
Take my last breath
And I will see you suffer
Until you close your eyes.
I'm just an empty shell.
I will never forget this
24 years of trepidation
24 years of lies
How will I ever forget?
You stole my innocence
And gave me living death.
Just an empty shell
I'm just an empty shell.
SHELL!
My inner struggle will just end when I
Take my last breath
And I will see you suffer
Until you close your eyes.
I will never be the same
I will never smile again
You brought the darkness into my life
You taught me how to cry.
Why?
A hundred suns, born to kill
It is madness, a sun created by man
Once again a perverse irony of life
Earth creates, man destroys
Love and hatred
We are the butchers of the earth
A hundred suns will be born
Millions of lives will fall
The first lightening
A picture without protection and sense
The end, torture and death
When do they stop, when is it over?
One day they will all stand up
Rebel against us, exterminated us
The first lightening
A picture without protection and sense
A hundred suns, born to kill
It is madness, a sun created by man
Once again a perverse irony of life
Earth creates, man destroys
Love and hatred
We are the butchers of the earth
A hundred suns will be born
Millions of lives will fall
I was born into a hell
A living nightmare
My world is not real
My world is just fraud
I never saw the sky
Neither moon nor stars
A morbid world created of misery
I will never be free from fear
I'll never be free from tears
You took my chance to live a normal life
All these years, my life
Just lies
The denegation of humanity
A declaration of horror
No salvation for my soul
Desperation till the end of time
DESPERATION!
You created an endless hell
A place where there's no hope left
I will never be free from fear
I'll never be free from tears
You took my chance to live a normal life
All these years, my life
Just lies
I wish all darkness would fade away
I wish the sun would shine all day
The denegation of humanity
A declaration of horror
No salvation for my soul
Desperation till the end of time
DESPERATION!
The bogeyman is waiting in the shadows of your dreams. You‘re afraid to
fall asleep. You‘re awake ’til you‘re too weak.
Come sweetie come it‘s bogey time, let me in and you‘ll be mine.
This pain I bottled up inside. This pain you’ll never know. This pain
that‘s accusing you. My scars don’t even begin to show.
Your soul is broken and can never be mend.
You are trapped in a silent cage.
Come Sweetie, Come!
Come sweetie come it‘s bogey time, let me in and you‘ll be mine.
Run sweetie run, cry and fade, this will be your last serenade.
Run, Cry, Fight, Die…
This pain I bottled up inside. This pain you’ll never know. This pain
that‘s accusing you. My scars don’t even begin to show.
Here comes the bogeyman – penetrates your dreams.
Here comes the bogeyman -
taking white -
I buried my dreams out of my fear to fail.
But this fear created a hope that woke me up....
THE AWAKENING......
THE AWAKENING......
What can ever bloom again, when the power to live is
missing, dryness sows hate inside of my heart.
Fading lust, a flower made of stone, forgotten in being.
Broken of life, disintegrated of illusion.
The dread lets me feel the force of love, to refuse my
power, I hate the thirst of love.
It will judge me, judge me until death.
The finest breeze of wind, born is the beautiful, lonely in a wide open space.
There's nothing to see of the world.
Only dream.
Lonely in a wide open space, lonely.
Just to be me, only dream.
The sun is low, the moon is high and in the middle my consciousness.
The middle of day and night, no fear, no pain, immortal for one moment.
I'm screaming up to the sky right into infinity.
Silence!
Blood overruns my body, I'm tumbling down, imminent to drown in my own blood.
(Heaven Shall Burn)
Suffocated in the exhaust of our machines, as we turn our faces away, and hold our tongues driven by ignorance and greed, climatic changes, floods and quakes.
Agony of mother earth – wounds nobody will ever heal.
We produce and consume more and more, we kill and we rape again and again.
Collective suicide – our future entranced.
A sea of ashes, where deep forests grew.
On our way to the top we just left deserts behind cleaned and burned.
Barren landscapes.
Contaminated soil.
By polluting our rivers, we poison our blood.
By devastating our forest, we slaughter our souls.
The signals can't be ignored.
The time to change is long overdue.
This disease will be cured.
The simple fact of being sad grants my self
Importance within my own eyes
On the edge of an incessant existence
Alone the awaking and cognition of this difference lights
my mind
I made one step back and reached out my hand
To touch my picture in the mirror
I'm sticking in an armour of fear
Observing my image from the outside
I can't believe what's left of myself
I can't believe what's left of myself
I always tried my best and I never justified
I tried so hard but in the end it doesn't even matter
Nobody's out there, no one to hold my hand
No one to hold my hand
I can't believe what's left of myself
I can't believe what's left of myself
My time is up
My time is up
My time is up
My time is up
I feel like I'm gone as long before my time is up
I feel like I'm gone as long before my time is up
My time is up
I made one step back and reached out my hand
To touch my picture in the mirror
I'm sticking in an armour of fear
Observing my image from the outside
I can't believe what's left of myself
I can't believe what's left of myself
I feel like I'm gone as long before my time is up
I'm here to kill, I'm here to die
I feel this pain, I have this hate,
You teach me to love
You teach me fear,
But now you're getting it all back (and my reasons are just trivial)
Try to run away, but believe me, to die this is your fate
This is a song about killing, a love letter just for you,
Let's make it right, let?s make it clear, no one wants you here!
All I want is to kill, I want you dead, the price is too high
My life's too short (I'm sick of hunting you)
You are my shadow, you are my demon
You have to burn for my joy, I'll watch you burn
So you better run, before I'll watch you burn
Try to run away, but believe me, to die is your fate
This is a song about killing, a love letter just for you,
I have no energy to be, where is my will and drive to be happy?
You´re giving me hope, but everything seems to be illusion and smoke
For love, for life, for surrender!
Just one word and I´ll be yours, just one touch an I´ll burn again.
Just one word for a new time, cause in your eyes I see myself, I´m sick of running away.
But in your eyes what do I mean?
A name, one among of thousand others?
Nasty and sweet are my thought, but my desire can´t be satisfied.
For love, for life, for surrender!!
The worst shall be over now, your mental beautyness was stunning,
My feelings for myself is overgrown of dried plants and I´m sick of running away!
Just one word for a new time, cause in your eyes I see myself, I´m sick of running away.
What have we done?
How could this be done
We are so mean
Everything bleeds to death
We are burdened with guilt
(Heaven Shall Burn)
Here we march through the snow, here we lie in the mud.
The wind aches like a thousand on my skin, my walk mechanic.
My thoughts far away, unable to act, feel numb to the distress.
I can't remember freedom, forgot all faces I loved.
No cry for help through the wire, my existence a number on my skin.
It will take all my power, my last will to live.
I hear the sirens.
Searching lights roam through the night, reports, bloodhounds and hunters – orders are clear, our tombs already dug.
Our names on the crosses.
I'm running, no looking back, no feelings at all, will I be free?
Will I be free at last?
Will I ever kiss your face again?
The sun will be mine again and I'll feel the rain, feelings return from my body.
I can't believe that I'm still alive.
Yeah, I've got the space I need
I've got the air to breathe
I've got the mood to bleed
I need to breathe to bleed
I need to breathe to bleed
This senseless fight will never end
You teach me to forget I cannot win
I feel weak and helpless
This prison make me sick
You teach me to forget
But forget means disrespect, yeah
This senseless fight will never end
(Will never end)
You teach me to forget I cannot win
Yeah, just let me go and don't look back
While my flesh begins to burn
Just come back to bury my forsaken soul
And tell my heart goodbye, goodbye
This senseless fight will never end
(Will never end)
come on, tell me who you really are
Stop with your lies, I've looked behind the mask and
now your time is over
day by day deceived, you blind my senses
you have never been a friend,
without scruples you've driven me to the point I am
standing at now
A long distance run without any tension
Raptured soul, raptured life
A long distance run without any tension
Grow in the half of a night, bloom
Live this life in straight lines
Step aside, step below
Watch yourself falling
Flight lines, light lines become clear
Slightly I remember the way to the origin of despair
Reality is what comes first
Attempt to see through my eyes
Careless and senseless devotion
Nothingness is a part of me
On the behalf of you imagination
The blackened curtain seems to fall
Beside the stage we lose out soul
A different place, a distant time
Say goodbye salvation
Blacken the earth and darken the sky
Blacken the earth and darken the sky
The blackened curtain seems to fall
Beside the stage we lose out soul
A different place, a distant time
Say goodbye salvation
A long distance run without any tension
Raptured soul, raptured life
A long distance run without any tension
Grow in the half of a night, bloom
Live this life in straight lines
Step aside, step below
Watch yourself falling
Coldness surrounds me, I?m filled with fear, in this room of nowhere.
Tell me where?s my soul, I move in the dark, tell me where?s my soul, we?ll fed from hatred.
Scream surrounds me, kill or die.
(Your soul is our desire)
In this room of nowhere
Tell me where?s my soul, I move in the dark, tell me where?s my soul, we?ll fed from hatred.
Masters of fire, teach me your art in this room of nowhere.
you look back
and the ocean
are colored black
animals are going sick
the reason is the black slick
no green
is able
to remain
by the toxic acid rain
Your god sent war into my world but I will fight to clean
my mind, no looking back for me, you crossed the line,
all my feelings turn to hate, a power you won't stand, a
mighty force strikes all temptations down. Never I will
surrender, I throw it all against, I hold my ground I
will resist, a holy war won't strike the demon back, I
raise my fist against the slavery, this war won't spare
your door, in battle there is no law. This fire is in my
Waiting to breath out, I saved my last breath to blow this darkness away, sweet shadows are calling me
My heart feels free to beat, it?s all about you, my fiction beauty, you are the one who could save me!
Save me, you were the avenger, a shining illusion of my lust, a shining illusion of my trust!
Sweet shadows are calling me, my heart is scared to beat, it?s all about my fiction beauty,
You are the one who could kill me.
Save me, you were the avenger, a shining illusion of my lust, a shining illusion of my trust!
Sweet shadows are calling me, my heart feels to weak to beat, it?s all about you my fiction beauty,
You are the one who killed me.
Save me, you were the avenger, a shining illusion of my lust, a shining illusion of my trust!
I am willing to suffer, to bleed, to die for things I care about,
But it?s like kissing the lips of my dead love, like touching her dead, cold, white skin.
I choose to look back, to see myself, I never wanted to hurt you again,
I choose to look back, to see myself, I never wanted to loose you again.
I have never been here before, ground zero, the past is a gaping hole.
My only chance is to turn around and face it.
I choose to look back, to see myself, for her love, for her heart, for her trust, for her love I?m reborn.
I choose to look back, to see myself, I never wanted to hurt you again,
Welcome to war!
Everybody knows you and everybody told you that nobody
needs you and nobody cares. Everybody is at war with
their fingers on the board. What's real (and) what's in
your head. You release your poison to the world.
This is the modern plague.
Welcome to war! You can't escape!
If this is real, I´d rather go blind then have this world
pulled over my eyes! Cause in the end, it's all in my
mind and you're the one who's left behind!
Everybody knows you and everybody told you that nobody
needs you and nobody cares. Everybody is caught in a
world of make believe.
Get a life - this is not real. We allow our-self's to be
deceived. A virus, no one could heal.
Welcome to war! You can't escape!
If this is real, I´d rather go blind then have this world
pulled over my eyes! Cause in the end, it's all in my
mind and you're the one who's left behind!
F Y I -
Deep eyes. Subdued light. Hand in hand.
In the eye of the storm [x2]
everything is flowing and discharging into us.
My mouth open. Lava flow.
Eyes close in the eye of the storm
the silence is breath taking in the eye of the storm.
Substances join. Togther immortal.
We become one in the eye of the storm.
On the way agains the truth.
A trip through light and time all problems become smashed.
All pain becomes happiness eyes open.
Scream come out. Wishes turn into pictures.
My heart stop beating.
The ban breaks Just to remember smile at me one more time.
This is a memorial – to honor the long gone
This is a burial – my heaven has gone wrong
Those times we had – so long ago. Like yesterday – I miss ‘em so much – I
can’t let go!!!
My heart is full of hate – its bleeding love
Father – I have to say goodbye to keep my self alive
I can still see you – you’re fading away – but… I can still feel you –
though you’re drifting away from me.
This is a memorial – to honor the long gone
This is a burial – my heaven has gone wrong
Are you still here – still in this place? What’s left behind, where is
god’s grace?
You broke my faith
My heart is full of hate – it’s bleeding love Father – I have to say
goodbye to keep my self alive
I can still see you – you’re fading away – but
I can still feel you – though you’re drifting away from me.
My heart is aching – that’s all I know
Hope is fading – I’ll let you go…
You are my world, my cage
My love, my hate
My everything!
When I'm blind you'll take my Hand
And lead me safe and sound
You are the one who makes me smile
You are the one who makes me cry
Next to you I feel strong
Next to you nothing feels wrong
I am here today (right now) to say I want you
I am here today (right now) to say I love you
More than you'll ever know
You give me hope for more
You show me how to fall
Today I will forget the pain
Because I know you're here
You are the one who took my fears
You give me wounds that will never disappear
Nothing you do could hurt me
But one wrong word could cause my end
I am here today (right now) to say I want you
I am here today (right now) to say I love you
More than you'll ever know
You are my world, my cage, my hate
You are my everything
You'll take my Hand and lead me, I'm blind
Lead me safe and sound
I am here today (right now) to say I want you
I am here today (right now) to say I love you
More than you'll ever know
Rain of death falls down
Polluted by this so called technology
Murdering to succeed, not seeing the price that has been paid
In the name, in the name of progression
Industrial insanity forces us to follow
We die they prosper
Only in death can we stop supporting them
Only in death can they not have their way with us
In the name, in the name of progression
(If it was real progression greed world not dictate our souls
If it was real progression we'd give back everything we'd taken
If it was real progression we'd burn these lies all down)
I will not forgive you for what you've done to me.
For all the lies you spread,
For all the pain you caused.
You smiled straight to my face with no shame or regret
And just told me almost perfect lies.
You used me like your toy and pretended you were a friend.
But now I know you are a liar.
You liar, go fuck yourself.
You'll never make us believe.
You liar, betray yourself.
I won't swallow your lies.
You are weak and selfish,
That's why you must hurt.
But let me tell you, you will just get burnt.
You feed on illusions and lies
And pretended you were a friend.
But now I know you are a liar.
You liar, go fuck yourself.
You'll never make us believe.
You liar, betray yourself.
I won't swallow your lies.
No lie will last forever.
You will die alone like you lived your life.
You liar, go fuck yourself.
You'll never make us believe.
You liar, betray yourself.
Your eyes
When I remember the past sad gray days
When I surrender, I will never smile again
Look in my eyes, a killing glance
Love can hurt and that is no secret
But how much pain can I forget?
Everything, everything, you let go
And everything, everything, brings liberation
Everything, everything, we let go
And everything, everything, leads to salvation
The time we split, I felt this anger
You were my blaze but pulled my anchor
Every cloud has a silver lining
And that's blessing in disguise
Everything, everything, you let go
And everything, everything, brings liberation
Everything, everything, we let go
And everything, everything, leads to salvation
Salvation
When I remember the past sad gray days
The cold September, when you said, goodbye
Look in my eyes, a killing glance
But every end is a new beginning
I'm looking forward to rise from the dust
Everything, everything, you let go
And everything, everything, brings liberation
Everything, everything, we let go
my hope - our world - bursting due
to the closed - minded thinking
of the shortsighters
grinning faces - watching me
scared by my individuality
but these ridiculous attempt will
only leave me stronger
I'm living for myself and not for
anyone else
my fire will burn eternally
the heaviness of my heart seems a
burden to me - whatever they preach
I have to look for people like me
ans so I have to join the wrong
unmindful of virtue I am eggier for
the pleasure of love more than for
salvation - I am seized by desire but I
have to keep the darkness night hidden
in the depth of my heart - it's the most
bitter fate - fate is against me
in love and virtue
I am heartened by my promise
I am downcast by my refusal
there is nothing I need from anyone
expect love and respect and anyone
who can't give me those two things
has no place in my life be sure before
I'll finish - I intend to celebrate this hell
Are you blind, or won't you see
You rape natural resources of energy
You ladle blindly out of the full
Until the last treasure is used by us
Ignorance creates the earth's end
Blind waste no one sees the sickness
We must break the silence
Don't look at me like that, I am your creation
My actions will teach you
None of your tears can change me again
It's too late for this, what do you see and feel when you abuse me?
Don't pretend like you feel any pain
Forget about it, I have no conscience
You took that from me
And now you complain about me being cruel
But this is exactly what you want
You want no heart
But this is exactly what you want
You want no contract
You want to play and that is what you want me for
That's why I'm your toy
My words mean nothing
It's on the shadow of me that I'm giving to you
But this is exactly what you want
You want no heart
But this is exactly what you want
You want no contract
I've sold myself and given me away
Let me be myself again
I've sold myself and given me away
I would like to see
What becomes of me
A reason, a failure, displaced it be
I would like to know
When he will drown
Connected, convicted, technology
Green turns into grey*
But way too slow
Progression, depression, we suffocate
The lyin' and all the cryin'
Decision, depression, communicate
[Chorus:]
The rest is not real, but that is a lie
Beneath me I see the falling sky
I shut my eyes to see better times
All for, trust more, but in vain
I saw the madness, our weakness
Destruction, corruption, no wonder I'm insane
[Chorus 2x]
When I look around
When I try to remember
When I look around to a better time
When I look around
When I try to remember
When I look around, I start to dream
Tell me what you think
Tell me, am I sick?
Desperation, termination, rebuilt
Goodbye my dear
Sweet sins scars my horizon.
Got nothing to expect in this emotional unstable time.
Looking forward there is a meanningless life to go.
Path of sorrow! Age of decay!
Pictures of wrong decisions veils my sleep but the lines are drawns.
Nothing could release me. Am I born to excuse my way of thinking?
Am I force to justifiy who I am? Death.
Sweet death could be a mercyful fate.
Delivered of despair.
New kind of freedom.
In the darkness of the night.
Being moved by the shine of the moon.
Considering and full of hope.
I'm only way to the roots of pain.
Condamned to love.
Yearning all my demanding embodied in you.
I'm imprisoned of your control to live myself.
Your eyes look so empty. I'm scared to dip in.
In fear to find the end of a love.
The time hurts with every hit and the question of your love.
I just want to love what charms me!
You're the source.
My disbelief in innocence arise.
Feel that gosth seducing me.
Try to reach a hand in that golden circle.
You are no angel. And my heart is more than emptyness.
In the shadow of myself and I sleep under the trees
and no one else is sleeping well.
Burn me tonight. Feeing my lies slip away.
Burn me tonight.
And kill the demos in me.
Facing a saint feeling my life slip away.
Burn me tonight.
Until I'm disapointed.
Burn me tonight and kill the demons in me.
I disbelief in the summer in pearl lake.
I'm the pine float.
And now you're falling apart from me.
moonlight - a glance of the moon into my
blurred eyes - the darkness gives way
to the beauty of the evening light and
in a faint moment in this sheer
endless time of despair and thought
everything seems right - but it ain't
and my soul drowns in self-pity
it's so damn hard to keep one's face
to do the right thing
moonlight - beautiful moonlight
I travelled across the edges of my soul, add it
doesn't seem any better when I cross the border
The world falls to piece but every Sunset is
the rebirth of a new experience.
I often felt this sorrow, I often stand alone,
dipping and diving to see the bottom but where are the
lines that divine...
Confidential sins have already taken my so called
freedom and every choice I made framed my so called future.
I'm no longer care about the way I gone, burning
like a fire to smother in the end, wasting time
Your life is life, mine is just a lie.
Time passes by, everything flows in the same stream and we are driving down the river,
I pause and let you go, my tears whip the river, there I stand stiff forever,
Singing this song of mourning, my cradle is full of hope, I don't give up,
I break the wall (and fight forever for my joy)
YOu're going your own way, floating in another dream, you feel no fear, no doubt,
Your power keeps real
There will be new paths, no doubt and well fed fears, we will go our ways alone,
Together alone, let's go
Remember the time I burned all bridges to you, it still
breaks my heart in two.
How can I gain your trust again? How can I make you
believe again?
My heart beats just for you - I'll never let you go
Take this oath - i love you
My heart beats just for you - I'll never let you go
Take this oath - Everything is just for you!
Which words are strong enough to make us rise from ashes.
Forgiven is not forgotten. I want to be with you for now
and forever, But forever is not even quiet enough.
Be my haven, be my anchor. Be my guiding light and lead
us home - my heart is close to burst. My horizon is on
fire. And the sky turns (from) blue to grey - take my
heart and save my soul.
My heart beats just for you - I'll never let you go
Take this oath - i love you
My heart beats just for you - I'll never let you go
You've gotta be fucking kidding me!?
We are one voice - One heart!
You sound like a broken record, different words for the
same old lies, You know we'll be the ones who suffer, you
gain power while we pay the price.
Every time you open your mouth, you spread a disease! You
try to make us voiceless, you try to make us believe,
(but...)
We are the many, like drops of water, Alone we are
nothing, together we're crushing.
We are the many, like a plague of locusts, Alone we are
nothing, together we're crushing.
We are the many! Alone we are nothing, together we're
crushing!
We are one voice - One heart!
Any disaster is very welcome - in the darkest days you
promise the sun. Like the savior of a world in debris?
Yeah right, you've gotta be fucking kidding me!?
We are the many, like drops of water, Alone we are
nothing, together we're crushing.
We are the many, like a plague of locusts, Alone we are
nothing, together we're crushing.
How long to hold on? Through darkness I've been
So many things that I have never seen
This feeling will not live forever
I walk like the dead
Lost what I've never had
You gave me a reason to smile (smile)
To stay alive for a little while
I had these thoughts to say goodbye
Your eyes told me why
Whatever you say
Whatever you do
You keep me going on and on and on
Whatever you say
Whatever you do
You keep me going on and on and on and on
How long to hold on? Trough darkness I've been
So many things that I have never seen
This feeling will not live forever
I walk like the dead
Lost what I've never had
I would tear this world apart
Just to forget
What you meant to me
Waiting for your time to end (end)
What's left behind
A black tangled heart
Sever your ties
I'll know your lies
So don't even start
Waiting for your time
To end when sky burns red
SKY BURNS RED!
So many things that I have never seen
So many things that I have never seen
How long to hold on? Through darkness I've been
So many things that I have never seen
This feeling will not live forever
I walk like the dead
Lost what I've never had
I won't save you
I'm giving up the fight,
'Cause in the end they're always right.
But when you think like this,
It's almost too late
To escape their greps that controls you.
Free yourself - you will be heard.
Don't be scared - you are alive.
Broken thread - make your choice.
Stillborn thoughts - unleash your voice.
You will never be slave,
You will never be a puppet on a string.
Don't give up the fight, 'cause no one's ever right.
Believe in what you are
And you will keep your self control.
Don't believe in what they say,
You are no toy,
You are alive.
Free yourself - you will be heard.
Don't be scared - you are alive.
Broken thread - make your choice.
Stillborn thoughts - unleash your voice.
Fuck.
The wake up means walking on the edge.
Wrong desicions running through my veinsé Immortal sorrow scars on my soul.
Rejected and trapped in myself.
Black velvet was the gift of the time.
Nothing left to loose.
Nothing to believe hands tied feet chained.
Hidind behind shadows of anger.
To wake up means walking on the edge.
But I often feel that misery.
Corporate cunts and pencil pushers.
Prostitute your mind for cash. This way of live, it made
me suffer.
Trade your given time for trash.
You all work jobs you badly hate to keep the bills at
pay.
For shit you bought, but you don't need. What self-
deceptive way.
Right From the cradle straight to the grave they want to
tell us how to behave.Right from the cradle straight
to the end they want to force us to pretend.
An Open letter to you all. Your greed will take it's
toll. We're with our backs against the wall, but it's
only built to fall.
You tell me dreams are made to fail, like there is no
escape. Prepared to walk the longest trail. Away from
mental rape. Intimidate me with your lies.
I'm paying any price. And when I come to say goodbye,
can't look me in the eye.
Right From the cradle straight to the grave they want to
tell us how to behave.Right from the cradle straight
to the end they want to force us to pretend.
An Open letter to you all. Your greed will take it's
toll. We're with our backs against the wall, but it's
only built to fall.
But I chose not to live like that I'm fighting my way
(Heaven Shall Burn)
Take your god out of my life
Your words mean nothing to me
Your messages are just lies
One word, one lie one pocket full of money
How can someone die when he never existed?
A cycle of illusions crosses the land
Burn this cycle, burn it down
Your illusions kill your mind
Pay in the name of god or pay for nothing
Cold blooded you've slaughtered the innocent
Your merciless sport is so bloody
But not for much longer
The day will come you will burn in a fire of requital
You will bleed for your dreadful actions
In the end you will whine, but there's no mercy
And there will be bloodshed
But it won't be that of the innocent
Write down a story I'd rather forget won't mend the heart
that's shattered and shred.
Lord knows we tried, lord knows we failed (when)
mistrustful feelings slowly prevailed.
We fade and fade from kiss to kiss with everything that
lovely is. We've both grown cold from fight to fight.
...until our love has died!
All my dreams are far away - you took my life and gave me
hell. Give me back my yesterday - or should i finally bid
farewell.
Never give all the heart for love. No effort's ever good
enough. Highs result in lowest lows, we disavow till it
clearly shows.
A bad hand dealt, too blind with trust gave you my all,
till all was lost..There ain't no rose without a thorn
our love could grow and be reborn.
...and when you walk a way...then walk away my dear but
when you turn around i wont be standing here...
No tomorrow!
All my dreams are far away - you took my life and gave me
hell. Give me back my yesterday - or should i finally bid
farewell.
(Heaven Shall Burn)
I know words don't touch you anymore.
Weakness, social failure – an ancient phantom caught your hearts.
Following a leader, selling your souls, you're not above, you're so far below like sheep on the shambles, you're like tools in their hands.
Given up your existence, your dignity, you'll never take over, never again!
Raise my fist, the streets are ours.
You'll never bring it down, you will surrender.
Depression and hatred are not enough for winning this fight.
Resistance deep from inside.
No one is safe
No one can hide
It can happen to anyone at any time
When you cross a street
Or when you go to school
Destiny Is all around
Today could be the last day of your life
Take a break, enjoy the day
Don't throw it away
Today could be the best day of your life
Planets collide
Watch it with a smile
And do what brings you joy
Enjoy your life before it's too late
Every second something bad can happen
In the end you don't wanna look back into nothing
Accidents are everywhere and happen all the time
Don't you dare to think you're safe
Just because you watch your steps
Today could be the last day of your life
Take a break, enjoy the day
Don't throw it away
Today could be the best day of your life
Planets collide
Watch it with a smile
And do what brings you joy
Enjoy your life before it's too late
Today could be the last day of your life
Take a break, enjoy the day
Don't throw it away
Today could be the best day of your life
Planets collide
Watch it with a smile
And do what brings you joy
Enjoy your life before it's too late
What is the meaning, which is the drive that keeps on hurting you?
My words are a double-edged sword, my wounds are your scars of tomorrow!
No more 2nd chances, no more fucking chances.
Every step I make is wrong, it?s like a (fuckin) nightmare and there are no more 2nd chances!!
No more 2nd chances, no more fucking chances.
All I can see is a horizon of pain (and hatred),
I just reflected cold emotions and I deserve the pain, maybe I?ll wake up one day!?
It's no secret we're close
As sweaty velcro
Like latex, fur and feathers
Stuck together, now
In their '62 Vette
Sharing one cigarette
In a black light trance then
Go go dance, then
They keep me warm on cold nights
We must be quite a sight
In our meat triangle
All tangled, wow
My girlfriend's girlfriend
She looks like you
My girlfriend's girlfriend
She's my girl, too
Her and me and her and she and me
An uncrowded couple are we three
And we don't care what people say
When walking hand in hand down King's Highway
Two for one today
My girlfriend's girlfriend
She looks like you
My girlfriend's girlfriend
When I get to the bottom
I go back to the top of the slide
Where I stop and turn
And I go for a ride
Till I get to the bottom and I see you again
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Do you don't you want me to love you
I'm coming down fast but I'm miles above you
Tell me tell me tell me come on tell me the answer
You may be a lover but you ain't no dancer
Helter skelter
Helter skelter
Helter skelter
Yeah
will you won't you want me to make you
I'm coming down fast but don't let me break you
Tell me tell me tell me the answer
You may be a lover but you ain't no dancer
Look out
Helter skelter
Helter skelter
Helter skelter
Look out cause here she comes
When I get to the bottom
I go back to the top of the slide
Where I stop and turn
And I go for a ride
Till I get to the bottom and I see you again
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Well do you don't you want me to make you
I'm coming down fast but don't let me break you
Tell me tell me tell me the answer
You may be a lover but you ain't no dancer
Helter skelter
Helter skelter
Helter skelter
Look out
Helter Skelter
She's coming down fast
Yes she is
Goodbye, a word that makes me cry
All the joy and all the fun
Are suddenly gone, goodbye
I can feel the cold steel on my shaking skin
I stand alone with my thoughts
On a crossway to neverwhere
Every end shows your tender face
I stand alone with my thoughts
On a crossway to neverwhere
Every end shows your tender face
A long kiss goodbye
In my head the distance rise
This sheer endless time of despair
Goodbye
I can feel the cold steel on my shaking skin
A long kiss goodbye
I can feel the cold steel on my shaking skin
A long kiss goodbye
I stand alone with my thoughts
On a crossway to neverwhere
Every end shows your tender face
A long kiss goodbye
My tears flow over
The time just fans the fire
The time just fans the fire
Why can't you stay forever?
Why can't you just pull the trigger?
I wish, I wish this nightmare would end
Goodbye
I can feel the cold steel on my shaking skin
A long kiss goodbye
I can feel the cold steel on my shaking skin
A long kiss goodbye, goodbye
I stand alone with my thoughts
On a crossway to neverwhere
a glance back, a glance into the now
tears sweeten the day, but the aftertaste is bitter
where are the good old times, where is my dependence ?bullet!
in your presence my memories swallow me
moment for moment you throw me back
a new way, the same paths, old fears
I'm the tool of my demons,
they hide the depths of my soul, in darkness
(I'm not ready for this way, to open up, to give ?blade!)
let me go before I end, lonely.
I cannot be what I am
I can't take it anymore
I hate to see that people get chased away
Just because of their sense of style
I can't take it anymore
Everyone is unique in their own way
I can't take it anymore
We all have the right to choose
I can't take it anymore
Everyone has the right to be, who they want
We don't need no more bloodshed
End all sickness tonight
We don't need no hate or anger
Burn your hate inside
And I demand more respect for everyone
We need to have more tolerance
So leave your anger home and accept the facts
I don't care about your style
I can't take it anymore
I don't care how you wear your hair
I can't take it anymore
I don't care if you're straight or gay
I can't take it anymore
But I care about music
And the freedom of choice
We don't need no more bloodshed
End all sickness tonight
We don't need no hate or anger
Burn your hate inside
Free your mind
Don't be blind
Can't you see
What we need
We need to...
We need to...
End all the Sickness
... LIBERATE!
We don't need no more bloodshed
End all sickness tonight
We don't need no hate or anger
Lying down on the ground, filled with hate
No more power, no more future just emptiness
Searching for a helping hand, but just desperate cries
Everything is in vain
Black gold, black gold - our souls been sold it drips
down our throats - fills up our lungs.
We can barely breath - can't spread our wings.
golden horizon...burst in flames. burning
despair...again and again.
golden horizon...so bright, but it's fading...burst in
flames eternal return...we're waiting and waiting again
and again and again.
We know - but we'll never change. It's true - that's
what we became.
(We're) standing at the edge! We'll never change!
Edge of black
Like a king with a rusty crown - like a saint on it's
way down. To the deepest ocean floor - forever more.
Black gold, black gold - our souls been sold. We all
know the truth - but we'll never change. A shadow of a
saint - That's what we became.
Golden horizon...so bright, but it's fading - burst in
flames. Eternal return...we're waiting and waiting.
Again and again and again.
We know - but we'll never change. It's true - that's
what we became.
(We're) standing at the edge!!! We'll never change...
Edge Of Black
The destroying angel shall arise. To give salvation to
a world of lies. We will drown in an ocean of black.
And we all deserve it ...no way back!
Give 'em Hell We know - but we'll never change. It's
true - that's what we became.
We're standing at the edge!
We'll never change...
Can't you hear my screams?
Can't you see my desperation?
I am lying here, almost dead but still alive
I see the time passes by
I see you everyday come and go
Hoping for salvation
With tears in my eyes
End this coma!
Hoping for a sudden death
With blood on your hands
End this coma!
I see you everyday (everyday! )
Suffer a terrible fate
I see you everyday (everyday! )
Praying for my welfare
Help me out!
Help me out!
Help me out!
End this coma!
I can't move at all
And I can't feel any pain
This bed is my prison
And there is no act of grace
I just want to die or to wake up
Please, let me die
I don't want to live like that
End this coma!
Please, let me die
I don't want to live like that
End this coma!
I see you everyday (everyday! )
Suffer a terrible fate
I see you everyday (everyday! )
Die, die, die my darling
Don't utter a single word
Die, die, die my darling
Just shut your pretty eyesI'll be seeing you againI'll
be seeing you in Hell
Don't cry to me oh baby
Your future's in an oblong box
Don't cry to me oh baby
Should have seen it a-coming on
Don't cry to me oh baby
I don't know it was in your power
Don't cry to me oh baby
Dead-end girl for a dead-end guy
Don't cry to me oh baby
And now your life drains on that floor
Don't cry to me oh baby
Die, die, die my darling
Don't utter a single word
Die, die, die my darling
Just shut your pretty mouth
I'll be seeing you again
I'll be seeing you in Hell
Don't cry to me oh baby
Your future is in an oblong box
Don't cry to me oh baby
Should have seen the end a-coming on
Don't cry to me oh baby
I don't know it was in your power
Don't cry to me oh baby
Dead-end girl for a dead-end guy
Don't cry to me oh baby
Now your life drains on that floor
Don't cry to me oh baby
Die, die, die my darlingDon't utter a single wordDie,
die, die my darling
Just shut your pretty mouth
I'll be seeing you again
I'll be seeing you in HellDie die die
Die die die
Die die die
mandkind's birth caused destruction
two feelings of love & hate
manipulation is the way to hide the truth
you control your feelings to reach your aims
you check up the thoughts
to press upon your decision
lies on the world
they are crossing the land
and until there is one world
(So much) hatred inside - so close to ignite.
But what you hate is a reflection. A reflection of the
love denied. And what you love is denial.
Denial (that) makes this love a lie. Afraid to escape -
to break your fate. Open this gate
before it's too late.
Take a look in the mirror. What you see is a broken
smile.
Caught in a world of false believes in a prison - where
all hope will die.
Ich bin der Dämon! Zeig' nicht mein Gesicht! Erkennst
Du mich? Erkennst Du mich nicht!?
Ich bin der Dämon! Durchbreche das Licht! Ich bin Du -
Du bist ich - Los wirst Du mich nicht!
Du wirst mich nicht los...
Now that I can see you - I let you go. Du wirst mich
nicht los!
Now that I can hear you - I let you go. Wir sind eins!
Ich sehe Dich - Ich erkenne mich!
Ich bin der Dämon! Zeig' nicht mein Gesicht! Erkennst
Du mich? Erkennst Du mich nicht!?
Ich bin der Dämon! Durchbreche das Licht! Ich bin Du -
Du bist ich - Los wirst Du mich nicht!
Du... mein Dämon! Ich erkenne Dich!
Du warst die Hoffnung, (Du) warst das Licht.
Du... mein Dämon! Ich erkenne Dich!
Ich zerstör' Dein R3Ich.
Blood for blood - Heart for heart
Woke up in this dream an ugly world unseen. Unleash the
beast in me - takin' a walk on elm street. I sing you a
lullaby - in which your fears come to life.
A good place to die - no chance to survive.
Eye for an eye - A feast of sacrifice. I'm the shadow - i
am the light. No place to run, no place to hide.
Blood pours from the sky - We're dancing in the rain. A
pandemonium - a symphony in pain.
I am your demise You're my sacrifice
I am the shadow - I am the light - you're my sacrifice.
I am the shadow - I am the light - I´m your demise.
Who i am? I am you!
Those who enter here will forever disappear. In the
darkest night - I whispered in your ear.
You will be mine - cause it's high time. Carnage - chaos
- endless pain - will drive you insane.
I am nemesis - i give you death
Now you belong to me - (you will) die in agony. Greetings
from hell - these are my dying words.
Every time I kill - I hope to end this curse.
I am the shadow - i am the light - you're my sacrifice.
I am the shadow - i am the light - i´m your demise.
Killing you is killing me.
Am I awake or still asleep?
I’m not going down that road again. You will drown by your self again.
In your ocean of made up lies. Rising water slowly shuts your eyes.
The waves are coming in. They washing you away. They leaving you astray.
I can be your anchor no more
I’m not going down that road again. You will drown in the crimson rain.
A flooded soul, a cold embrace. Davy Jones´s locker till the end of days.
The waves are coming in. They washing you away. They leaving you astray.
I‘m so sorry cause i´m not sorry…
The waves are coming in. They washing you away. They leaving you astray.
get lost,
No one hears you
No one fears you
You are invisible - Nothing
Trace of belief
You're going blind - Dazzeled by
The beauty of the day
Your footsteps slowly dissappear
Realease your soul
(This is a diary)
This is a diary - The diary of an addict
It's just a diary - Only written words
Help me, help me
Get me, get me out of here
Help me, help me
Get me out of here
Help me, help me
Get me out of here
Your own mind leads you to this
Just remember where you are
Beneath the cold and senseless
No trace of belief
Help me, help me
Get me, get me out of here
Help me, help me
Get me out of here
Help me, help me, help me
Get me out of here
Help me, help me
Get me out of here
Your throat swells, your eyes glow
Deep inside you swallow the blood
Hit the darkness - Feel the cold
Release your soul
Help me, help me
Get me, get me out of here
Help me, help me
Get me out of here
Help me, help me, help me
Get me out of here
Help me, help me
Get me out of here
This is a diary - The diary of an addict
Arms are weak, my feet are stiff and cold
Why do I not escape
Arms are weak, my feet are stiff and cold
I'm the scourage of my self made walls
Shadows of the past thrown on me
And broke my walls
All the time that has passed
However the pain is not less
Hopelessly caught in emptiness
Recognition of boredom
Arms are weak, my feet are stiff and cold
Why do I not escape
Arms are weak, my feet are stiff and cold
I'm the scourage of my self made walls
Dreams of hope come up
And let me fall again even deeper
Into the band of pain
Steel colors my skin deep red
Changing channels - watching the drama. Sit and fade
while loosing your karma.
Day by day - they feed your brain. Lay your thoughts in
hidden dreams. Those who watch, or those who serve!
I guess we (all) get what we deserve!
spineless & faceless - go fuck yourself - don't ask why.
heartless & breathless - go fuck yourself - you know why.
pointless & senseless - go fuck yourself - don't ask why.
aimless & faithless - go fuck yourself - you know why.
It's killing me - this war in my head - It's killing me.
We can't break free
Consume the light, consume the lie. Forget the world,
forget your life. I cast a spell on you & everybody else.
Who doesn't give a shit for someone else. The world
around you is an ugly place. You're not gonna die with a
smile on your face.
Illness & sickness - go fuck yourself . Dullness &
darkness - go fuck yourself .
The virus is out and there is no escape. A silent killer
is on his way. The virus is out to choke your brain. A
silent killer is after you - it's all in vain!
It's killing me - this war in my head - It's killing me.
We can't break free
I don't wanna know about your madness.
I don't wanna know about your low life existence.
Shadows of the past thrown on me
And broke my walls,
All the time that has passed,
However the pain is not less-
Hopelessy caught in emptiness
Recognition of boredom...
Arms are weak, my feet are stiff and cold
Why do I not escape
Arms are weak, my feet are stiff and cold
I'm the scourage of my self made walls
Dreams of hope come up
And let me fall again even deeper
Into the band of pain,
Steel colours my skin deep red,
'We are blind to the
World within us,
Waiting to be born'
I cast aside my chains
Fall from reality
Purgatory unleashed
Now burn the face of the earth
Purgatory unleashed
Now burn the face of the earth
The face of all your fears
All your fears unleashed
The face of all your fears
Born of the demon sky
Twisting reality
Sweet nauseating pain
Is death the only release?
nauseating pain
Is death the only release?
The face of all your fears
All your fears unleashed
The face of all your fears
I cast aside my chains
Fall from reality
Suicidal disease
The face of all your fears
Now covered with sores
Humanity exiled
Purgatory unleashed
Now burn the face of the earth
Purgatory unleashed
Now burn the face of the earth
The face of all your fears
All your fears unleashed
The imagination of an unrestrained dedication,
without considering the consequences and the betrayal of own ideals,
just to kill my thirst,
fills me with hate,
the temptation to dedicate myself unrestrained to cold love,
is just as big as the hate for the lust of the flesh.
The lust of flesh is an assassin of love! Why is it so hard? (its so damn hard).
Emotions just ain't mechanic,
the question of greed, love, past, future, anger and anxiety,
I don't want to live my present in the past anymore,
Stand up you´ve got to manage, I wont sympathize anymore.
And if you complain once more, you meet an army of me.
You´re all right, there´s nothing wrong, self sufficiency please!
And get to work.
And if you complain once more, you meet an army of me.
You´re all right, there´s nothing wrong, self sufficiency please!
You´re on your own now, we won´t save you, we won´t save you,
You´re on your own now, we won´t save you, your rescue squad is too exhausted.
And if you complain once more, you meet an army of me.
Save your breath
I don't wanna hear
This time it's forever
Nothing you could say will ever change that
Change that!
Save your breath
I don't wanna hear
This time it's forever
Nothing you could say will ever change that
Change that!
I gave you all I have
But you betrayed all we had
Today is gonna change
Today I'm taking it all back!
Save your breath
I don't wanna hear
This time it's forever
Nothing you could say will ever change that
Change that!
Save your breath
I don't wanna hear
This time it's forever
Nothing you could say will ever change that
Change that!
I gave you all I have
But you betrayed all we had
Today is gonna change
Today I'm taking it all back!
You laid it down to rest
But it would never be the same
You laid it down to rest
But it would never be the same
It took apart myself to tell you that
I don't care
If you still do
Don't ever let me know!
It took apart myself to tell you that
I don't care
Save your breath
I don't wanna hear
This time it's forever!
Nothing you could say will ever change that (change that! )
Save your breath
I don't wanna hear
This time it's forever!
When time decides.
The circle made from love and trust breaks.
The chain breaks. An emptieness reveals.
Memories start to swallow me.
Searching the unknown of frustration from being into nothing.
Freedom. Way stars. My aim.
The joy of existhing.
What remained of waitin so long was the bitter
and painful experience of being left.
Reality. I'm tightly embraced Wounds of love never going to heal.
As long as the past remains. Only covered by illusion.
The outer wrap breaks from inner pain.
Got to be strong and egoistic. Thats the way it is.
Oh our so beautiful world.
Wake up and see the truth
It's over for sure
Like the sinking of the moon
All hope seems to be gone
All lust is fading away
For the dust of forgetting
Every breath aches as it was the last
Every moment distorted through tears
The walls have fallen down
The walls have fallen down
Pure cold reality surrounds me
Is hugging me
This big, black hold inside me
Screams for fulfilment and nearness
So tell me who I am - Tell me lies
So tell me who I am - Give me hope
So tell me who I am - Lead me to my heart
All hope seems to be gone
All lust is fading away
For the dust of forgetting
Every breath aches as it was the last
Every moment distorted through tears
The walls have fallen down
The walls have fallen down
Pure cold reality surrounds me
Is hugging me
The awareness of the emptiness
I'm there of what you dream
I see you, but what are you?
I'm there of what you dream
I see you, but what are you?
You make me sick
Eat me up
Stand up
I was there where you will never be
Bits come off your shell
But I recognize still nothing
You change with the flow of the mass
A thick empty shell with no content
I keep my eyes shut, but I scream at you
Just open your eyes
Take me up, tear me down
But when I'm gone
You're the one who's left
Take me up, tear me down
You're the one who's left
I can't recognize you
A bug full of stand ups
I can't recognize you
A bug full of stand ups
A bug full of stand ups
A bug full of stand ups
Bits come off your shell
But I recognize still nothing
You change with the flow of the mass
A thick empty shell with no content
I keep my eyes shut, but I scream at you
Just open your eyes
Take me up, tear me down
But when I'm gone
You're the one who's left
Take me up, tear me down
Tear me down
Take me up, tear me down
But when I'm gone
You're the one who's left
Take me up, tear me down
Certainty of emptiness, trustful,
New pain and thoughts of the path
There is just one constant: Nothing is forever!
Time of calm and peace,
Time to look inside,
Relic pictures of past,
Black and white deceives,
Uncovers the glance for my grief,
Nothing is forever!
I gave my heart,
My blood,
Nothing is forever (but eternity).
Time of calm and peace,
Time to look inside,
Relic pictures of past,
Black an d white deceives,
Uncovers the glance for my grief,
Nothing is forever!
And in the end only haze remains,
Nothing is forever.
I gave my heart,
my blood,
nothing is forever (but eternity).
Certainty of fate,
Fatal emptiness,
An empty hope for future,
How shapeless fate shows,
I fight for something eternal,
Time of calm and peace,
Time to look inside,
Relic pictures of past,
Black and white deceives uncovers the glance for my grief.
In our world fire burns brightly,
Take care or you get hurt,
Flames kiss you goodnight,
In our world you cry.
Ashes is what's left behind,
You're dead in my head,
In our world you cry
We've gone too far now,
We fell too deep,
It's our burden to bleed!
We - kill you all!
Kill you all!
We - kill you all!
Kill you!
We've gone too far,
We fell to deep,
Didn't you see?
It's our burden to bleed.
Our life was just a lie,
Our way just pain what happened,
What's left behind?
We've gone too far now,
We fell too deep,
It's our burden to bleed!
We - kill you all!
Kill you all!
We - kill you all!
Die!
What's left behind?
What's left behind?
What's left behind?
