Today newspaper says: on last Saturday
Some macabre discovery
Was made in a house of the neighborhood
A corpse was found in cave
Left in an advanced state of decomposition
And children's toys everywhere around him
Neighbors were alerted by the putrid stench
Escaping from the house
The man used to live alone
Polite and discreet on the quiet side of the street
Forensic autopsy: rigor mortis was present
Pupils widely dilated
Epidermolysis process
Pieces of flesh were missing
On several parts of the body, some were found close to him
Soaking in dry spilled blood
Pieces of flesh were missing (no cause or evidence found)
On several parts of the body
Morbid curiosity
Some were found close to him
This was a quiet day... the other missing pieces were extracted from his
Stomach
The autopsy revealed the man devoured himself
He probably vomited all the meat his organism couldn't endure
No psychiatric history or other element found
Old scars on his body
Revealed he endured bad treatments
I often wondered what could be hidden under
The sleeping thing that the eyes will never see
Lost somewhere in the dark water, silent and quiet
I fear the discharge
Watching
Waiting for your sleep, fear the underneath
Crouching
Waiting for your sleep, fear the underneath
The underneath
The carapace is frail and the peaceful warth of water
Wraps me up
Like a protecting uterus you never want to escape from
[The beast waits]
And receive the freezing [The beast waits] coldness of life
Torture of your first breath
The beast waits for you
Advent of the unknown side
Once born the entity gnaws each cell of the organism
It composed
The carapace is broken and I am swept along by the current
Like a gangrened literus vomiting a lifeless fetus
My feelings are so contradictory
Unconscious dreads it more than all
I felt my body slide slowly in liquid without being able
To prevent it
Sometimes it's better to watch the external world
From the underneath
Honey I'm home! The infection goes on
Unable to focus
Between all these deafening screams, cries and tinnitus
Their tears like falling from the ceiling
Run on me and disappear into the mud
Babies cry the always do
Babies cry they always do
And their whispering my name
Trying to find a way to escape
The thing runs through me and it's steams are orgasmic
I stare at this open point, fascinating black hole
They're unborn but in my dreams
Unborn infected children
Goodbye kids
Dad will never forsake you it's opening under me
All these faces at the same time
I can see them grab my tattered hands sweating
I can see them grab my tattered... nothing to lose
A macabre wetness covers my envelope
I've nothing left
Fear and tetany anesthetize my members
This thing so painful inside me is tamed for now
I bend under their weight
Mortal remains dissolving in killing silence
I scratch the ground until I break my nails
To keep them alive
Darkness and nothing else in his eyes
And once again he awakes in this closed unknown chamber
Explaining parts of childhood coming to him
His remembers are woolly, no birth-date
Past forgotten
Vicious, dangerous, incurable
As all the other times he's searching for his brother
Supposing that he owes him this new solitary confinement
Fixed glance, he pricks up the ear
Assuring us he knows who's behind the door
Negation of our existence
He begins to speak alone
Who are you? Are you the other me?
How could I know who I am? I'm just a half of myself
Again I feel this pain
[Chorus:]
Do you hear my voice behind this fucking door?
I hear you my brother
Why have they put us in a strange place?
Why don't I remember?
I have to tell you something, we've done something evil
We have murdered our father
We've done it together
Dissociation of mind always torn between fraternal love and hate
He refuses to pay the price for his fault
Fit of anger he violently breaks the door
And as he realizes what stand behind
Not his brother but absolutely nothing
There's no light, just decay
Waiting for the judgement's Day, Lucifer is dying
Hell in mourning for it's King
Devils gather in council to spill the blood that war appeals
Satan and Astharoth bring the war
Belzebuth and Cerbere bring madness
Devil's requiem for God
Legions progress, destroying paradise
Last evil will, his dream they realize
God will be slave for Eternity
Under the reign of the four fallen Angels
Into the light, human souls fly, dying, through the Devil's path
Fire burning from everywhere, they fear the Sentence in Evil Arms
Demons staring at God'Torment, another Path of Cross Eternal Night...
The candle is dead, the cold remains
Keep as a memory what you did to me
Die for this! The wind makes the flame twist
Smile as you see my defeat
The scars are closed, the cold remains
The cold remains on my cold remains
Look me deep in the eyes
Around me falls the sweet and cruel darkness embrace
Let me love you, beautiful guiltiness, you devour me so slow
I can feel the demons of your run in my blood gnaw my veins from the inside
The sensation is so delicious
Hit and consume my equilibrium
Hit and consume deeds of survival
There's no wrath or remorse as I creep until the unknown abyss
It's only the fear as I see my cold remains
Spilled everywhere around me
It makes confuse my sense, forget the limits of my own body
The place where I lay savagely left to die
My tongue is dry, my teeth are chattering
I feel the awful taste and nausea envelop my brain
In an opaque veil which shrinks and smothers it
The hazy horizon grows and the flame still shakes
The pale silhouettes disappear one by one
They can dance, I don't care
There's this sweet gasp rocking my heart
It's beats are so slow and discreet now, like falling asleep
I see the candle extinguish
Fire consumes the wax and vanishes away
Daddy will never leave you my lovely kids... the scars are closed
The candle is dead, the cold remains
Lick and swallow! Plague, you won't enter me again
Ill-disposed travelers spreading inside of me
Die, you weaken me
I know what you are
A sneaky passenger under a friendly disguise
I remember your terrifying work
Your endless spread. Your pieces colonizing bowels and guts
Infected cells, synthetic cancer
Like thousands invisible parts of broken glass making me secretly bleed
Their contaminated smoke invades me with symptoms beginnings
Dullness and shivers grow
My stomach burns
Paralyzing shoulders and spine
Swallow, all the water you would drink
All the showers you'd take for hours
Swallow, would not prevent from the noxious effect
For a neuronal hecatomb
Legs start to hurt
My sights lowly changes, I cannot think anymore
The bearable emptiness as things disappear
And leave me alone in a fiction no man's land
Inhale, swallow
Feel like if you were someone else
I just want to sleep
With the hope never to awake
I hate these germs, this everlasting sickness
I just can see him, this pathetic man watching me
And his strength to make me open the mouth
Your unflappable conceptions
Moralistic views
Never open to criticism
Your overpowering ruse
Promises of sanctuary
In eternal bliss
With starry eyes and cash in hand
Pledge all to the master plan
Just face the truth or fund the farce
At one with your god
Your sole intent
Your treasured place assured
For a substantial rent
Global lunacy
Death threats for supposed blasphemy
No room for free thought
All non believers pushed to the floor
Aggressive tyrants
Supposed saints for the cause
Judgment through force
Faith a fuel for pointless wars
When all is done
Who shall benefit? Who is the one?
Not those who pass on
Have you ever heard the rattles of agony?
When each minute seems like an eternity
When the silence is broken by the screams of anguish
Perceptions altered by rage
Enclosed in a cage
Howling
Encircled by morbid visions
Which take all the place in me
Submitted to emptiness
Envolves merciless spirit
I have made things I cannot speak
Dreams which never die in me
Dead human bodies are treated like simple toys
Macabre games where victims are my near relations
Inhuman practices come to me by insctinct
Invading my heart with dark insanity
Accepting this pulses pleasure is growing more and more
How I like this feeling of culpability
Delectation without name
Remains of humanity
Inviting anyone in my circle of madness
And my need for violence is boiling in my veins
Gutting all the bodies until the last
Stay brutal
Chained up, muzzled, blinded, molested
Stay brutal
Beaten, borken, strangled, mangled
Stay brutal
Slowly dismembered alive
Stay brutal
Voices told me: "I am the one
Full of hate who guides your arm
Forget all notion of the asset of life"
And I still standing with my eyes closed to this sublime work of ferocity
There's this vision of red colour on the stainless snow
Painful senses, kindly coldness
The shy warmness fleeing little by little
Let the place to the emptiness of unknown feelings
Smile then bleed
You smile?
No affection on my face
Each heartbeat I can feel is like a slow step to chaos
Irremediably attracted to the other side
A long way to the breakpoint
I saw the gleam and followed it, this trail tinged with blood
As the macabre furrow of my life
I dream about beautiful work I let behind
Transported by the desire to lose all that remains me
My eyes are closed
And I hear this voice repeating this words "smile then bleed"
White and red together are splendid
A long way to the breakpoint
I saw the gleam and followed it, this trail tinged with blood
As the macabre furrow of my life
The landscape is peaceful and hostility has disappeared
A piece of resplendent cruelty, progeny of the sufferings inside
I let you as memory this glorious picture
Where the colours of life and death are mixed in a last breath
Then I put the light off
A long way to the breakpoint
I saw the gleam and followed it, this trail tinged with blood
As the macabre furrow of my life
Suddenly a yawning gulf appears under my feet
Now I can see the real face of the traitor
Paralysed by the unconceivable I'm still petrified
I see the fear in your eyes as you realize
The vile depth of your treachery
You deserve my wrath, deserve to suffer
Deserve to feel what I felt
The features are different,
The mask of beauty is fissured
And lets appear insane baseness of your soul
Harmony is collapsed
The ugly drowns the carnal shell little by little in an ocean of dust
I really saw you behind your disguise, the artifacts fall,
The evil stands at the same time fascinating and terrifying
Stench replaces the sweet perfume
Desires become disgust
Hypocrisy trickles from your smile
Your words are poison
Each tear you she'd is an insult to me
Each sob is a lie
All from you, slut, is dead to me
The own idea of your existence inside
Will be soon an old memory
Behold the ridiculous marionette
Lost in the meanders of his pathetic existence
Trapped in medical chains against the decrepit wall of his mental health
Mummified by the leather of the belts embracing him
He tries to breathe the air of a time he cannot understand anymore
Nibbles himself with each inhalation
His life's solstice in stabbing mastication
Shadows descend
They chew as the architects of his sickness
Back from a denied past
They wind in a threatening dance
All the familiar faces with their empty eyes
Chocked screams in abortion of the coming insane
Kill them all! Josef
Paints of the wounds color the skin
The shy brook of hemorrhage becomes a nile
A dreamlike travel without a return
There's this strange feeling invading me in all my being
It prevents me from all kind of thoughts
Without humanity
Inaccessible things torture me, gnaw my entrails
I am slave to this unknown entity
A burning demon watching me in each place I can go
An external part makes my life unbearable
My last moments of peace are when I see it bleed
As I pierce it through an through
My reason is drowning in an
Absence of delight
There's this strange feeling invading me in all my being
It prevents me from all kind of thoughts
Without humanity, inaccessible things torture me, gnaw my entrails
Disharmonic nature between human being and animal kingdom
[Chorus:]
Sex-addicted
Blind is the soul as you rise in bestiality
Psychotic world ruled by twisted sexuality
Nowhere to hide if you need to escape
I mutilate
As the blood runs from the sores, I feel guilty
The days are gone, only stay the scars of my wrath
Hidden in silence, followed by it's presence
Can't be delivered from my own-existence
Monomaniac
Tomorrow the time will come and the wounds will be closed
The constant persecutions will never end no more
Once again I won't be alone and will lose the control
And you'll take the entire place in me, my dark tormentor
Hear my cries, white is everywhere
There's no way to escape from this strange nightmare
In front of me attached on a bed
Lies the corpse of a child
With a face so pale
He turns his head and his glance meets mine
His voice resounds in me
Hurts and pierces my mind
Words of hatred try to dominate
Religious incantations desecrate my will
"Come to me little child,
See in my the resurrection of your god!
Self-proclaimed god
I am the one who lives in your entrails
Make you rot from inside
Invade me, blasphemy,
*I submit you to serve me
Your blood is mine, I'm your god
Alive
You'll learn to believe in my twisted existence
Crouched in the depths of your conscience
All the concepts fly away
End of dreams, beginning of fear."
Nervous disorder, go away!
Vicious imposter torturing my mind
Mental parasite, go away from me!
His words terrify me and I fall upon him
Severe corporal punishment
By pure act of the rage, uncontrolled
Blinded by blinkers of madness
The child lies disgorged
The white bed becomes red with his innocent blood
My eyes are lost in this ocean
Flowing on the ground until my feet
I sit in the most obscure corner of the room
As the child still look at me
Saw it all
When it happens that you love someone this someone possesses you
I refuse to be possessed by anyone on Earth
My silentglance is a torture for the mirror of the mind
Because people feel like if I was seeing through them instead of seeing them
Just take a look over yout shoulder
I dreamt they spilled blood everywhere around me
And I found it really aesthetic
All these people I killed, in particular the one I killed so many times
A part of me wants to make love with her
Another wants to see her head on a pick
Adrenaline grows and the excitation gets it's paroxysm
With the sexual dimension of the knife entering the flesh
Just take a look over your shoulder
I saw it all
Embraced your life
Saw it all
Leaded you behind
Coloness takes me away and the sight of colours is so delicious
Consider that your pain's nothing, compared to mine
When it happens that you love someone this someone possesses you
I refuse to be possessed by anyone on Earth
The instinct for destruction has no limit anymore and my work is now
To exterminate what does not deserve to live
Even my reason I want to be delivered from
Saw it all
Embraced your life
Saw it all
Leaded you behind
Coloness takes me away and the sight of colours is so delicious
The serpent ransacks the soul
Uttered howling in the night
She always does the same dream and she awakes in sweat and fear
Absolute loss of control, preventive way from suicide
Post-traumatic neurosis
Forced to live
Defenseless, ravaging the inner most being
Let the serpent ransack your soul
Defenseless, ravaging the inner most being
Ransack your soul
She explains the nightmare as she was pushed in a pit of serpents
Paralyzed in the swarming mass, hypnotized by their vicious eyes
Feeling them entering her
The coldness of their skin
The suffocation and the sufferings
Unable to move, praying that all stops
She's imploring Death to welcome her in it's kingdom
She asks us for dying
Unable to eat, afraid to let anything penetrate
Surviving against her will, catheters in her arms
Terrorize her, she feels the medicines poison the blood little by little
Wrapped into silence, laconic and motionless
Uttered howling in the night
She always does the same dream and she awakes in sweat and fear
As a mental impalement
Once the serpent has entered, it stays in you forever
He will be back soon, he always does
The wooden stairs crack under his steps
Slow and full cruelty
The permanent tic-tac, relentless and aggressive
I feel so alive under the beats
I wait for him patiently
My wounds never have time to close
Until a new awakening of the predator
Erase me
My soul is dead for me
I can smell his putrid aroma
Mixed with the wetness and filth of this place
My face lies on the ground inhaling the dust
My soul is dead for me
Unchain the rage
Meet your glance, find your weakness
As you must have one
Offer my body as meat and my blood as a gift
A past without any trail will be mine
Becoming your prey
Death comes to us all
We are what we are
Prey erase me
Bending again, wild and vulnerable according to your cynic desire
Your favorite play, your animal dominance
Open the case and make the puppet dance
With the symphonic sounds of a distant orchestra
The blood has stuck my lips but these melodies caress my wounded ears
Resounding until your distrust and hunger finish me
You chosen to be my guide on the fertile and erogenous fields
My soul is dead for me
Unchain the rage
Daddy has told me when he was alive
That forgiveness is strength
And all That I want is to get rid of this hate which gnaws me
Accept my forgiveness and fall!
My bitterness devours my entrails, takes the entire place in me
Don't consider me as your enemy but sleep with an eye open
Cause the day will come and all my fondness will fall on you
I'll clasp you so much that I will be able to hear
The sound of your broken bones
A word from me will slide on you as a scalpel on your skin
You'll understand what my terror means
And my imploring glance will make you sick
Accept my forgiveness and fall
I look at myself and I probe my mind
What I can see destroys me everyday
Pledge of retaliation
The day will come and all my fondness will fall on you
I'll clasp you so much that I will be able to hear
The sound of your broken bones
I don't want any revenge just a return to the balance
The thing which helps me to live is to know you suffer
I'll stand stoical admiring your slow decline
Please, accept me to forget it all but never turn your back
All is behind now but I am sorry
Lacerations, running blood as acid burns my veins from inside
Searching for the way to escape from this closed labyrinth
Exploring each part of organs, corroding it
In me there's no limit between dream and life
Anguish is so strong, pain so real
Deep-seated wounds have been made on my wrists
I cannot divert my glance from the sores,
Watching flow the sick blood.
Lacerate - evacuate - dominate - phlebotomized
Dominate the ignorance, blood everywhere
I spill blood eveywhere to empty my soul
Morbid paints on my body with the coulour of life, show me the way to follow
Awake from this dark witchery, from the insane delight
I have no feelings in my hands any more
My skin becomes grey and cold like an ancient stone
The conscience goes away from my orphaned mind
Cut the veins to lacerate, cut the veins to evacuate
Cut the veins to dominate. Phlebotomized
The rhythm of the drops crashing on the ground
Replaces slowly beats of my heart. All cis quiet. There's no more pain
Begetting of disorder nature
Perpueral cannibalism
The sensation to be devoured
And consumed little by little
She recognizes him behind his disguise, guessing his features
Vile creature
She sees his unhealthy and sinister smile
As the beginning of her torments
Organic liquids flow through the natural
Wide opened wounds of her chest
His mouth does harm, burns the areola
Masticates the breast until the blood
His pupils are shining, inspiring the dread,
In the abysses of the eye she could see the bottom of hell
Absorbing her vital substance
The murmurs of a nameless fear, torture of the flesh by the flesh
Like a cancer which would spread to all the organism
Sensitive illusions, victim of visual hallucinations
Each cry hurts the drums, tears the mind apart
Hunger for killing, thirst for the evil
It would settle the cells until yhe last one in her
Best disguise of the devil hidden behind the picture of the innocence
Her own-blood is searching for self-destruction
Unable to move like paralysed
Perpueral cannibalism
Used as food she can just let it do
In my den of limbs where I've been sent by the immortal gods
I reign and I count your days
Do you believe in atrocities of divine punishment
Hovering above your head?
I judge you die
Stones of my edifice will slowly become my throne
My venom gnaws your founding
The sinner pays for the fault
Behind the loop-holes I will witness and then I'll designate
Who shall answer who shall die?
Asepticized brains hidden behind the mirror of their lies
Nothing will be forgotten
[Chorus:]
I judge you die
In my domain, I reign
I count your days, human
Your blood is my emblem
Nothing will stay but the silence that dominate
The silence that I hate
I judge you die
I am the divinity, the sovereign
See in me the phantasm everyone is looking for
Rising high in the sky, my shadow above you
Ready the fall the arm of justice
Womb of the earth is deadly infected
The arrival of my command
For the advent of a dehumanized world
[Chorus]
Such a violence in a room is very impressive
Smashing her face on the walls
I dreamt I was in the skin of someone else
And everybody around me
Told me that I was this man
Preferred blindness to lucidity
Truth is a blinding sun that sight can't stand
To fill the emptiness with flight
[Chorus:]
Mourning affliction makes the lie
Makes the madness
Torn away
Ancient trauma, epileptic passage, the rebirth of rage
Subconscious
Deceased person, his face comes to my mind
So familiar but so frightening
Lying powers dominate
I'm the sum of the identities which compose me
As pieces of puzzle
The real one falls in nothingness
Lost in dark parallel spheres
Let it die
You lie, let him die
Escape by all means the conscience of the mortal state
As the eyes open, lying in warm blood
Trying to move the body still worn out
I don't know how long I stayed unconscious
Remains are so far; obscurity's gone.
I ignore the date and don't feel life flying
Days are slaughtering me little by little
Icrawl along the ground like a blinded child
Trying to rule the lost senses of life.
A neverending night is taking me away
Through the path of the eternal sleep.
I have lost the control of my body I begin to slaver
Intelligence is now an old remain beast without reflex
I still lying unmoved lost in dark hebetude
Time endless runs out embracing this slow agony
I dream about a grave under the sun
With my name engraved on the stone cross
Holding out my hand to this illusory hope, lost.
Internal bleedings, I suffocate
Life is drowning like a corpse in a casket
Die for dying, always vain...
Lethal
This weird and recurrent dream my subconscious forces me to
Where I stand and behold a sinister painting I made
Holding my mother's hand the disfigured face stares at me, so little...
Lethal
Hidden darkness in nooks and corners
Shrouded in smokes which daze his portrait so pale
I wait for the dreadful second
The fall of the uncrosses barriers
Seeping through my dreamlike visions
Senseless and self destroying reflects
Torture quietly, dig the thin bark
A forgotten being
Without vice and purpose
His skin so cold... the eyes smile as lips are absent
Feed me with you abandoned life
Darkness replaces the light, I' a creature of Night
I hide my dark side of personnality.
I'm as the wolf, bestialy rules my life and my heart
My prey tries to flee but it's running in vain
Hidden in gloomy wood, I am slavering for meat.
My sight has changed, my green eyes are now deathly pale
My blood-spotted muzzle dives deep in entrails
And I greedy devour muscle, tendons and veins.
I stare at the Moon
There's a Death beneath Darkness of sky
Torture without cruelty
In the woods reigns something funeral
Beneath Darkness of sky.
Dying, crossing the Styx to the other side
Entering abysmal world
Feeling extreme coldness from winds of hate
To endly regret past mortal pain
Listening to the howlings
Sleeping without dreaming
Pictures of murderous scenes where blood and tears mix together
To create a morbid essence
Entrails burn from inside, face the beast, unleash hell now
Bloodbath torture the weak, skin the lamb, unleash hell.
Blackness of my thoughts still so deep
Lightning of wrath fall on flesh
Mass decayed, putrefying, submitted flesh gives itself up
To the torments of a mad spirit, slow beheaded, deep delight
Dust away, burst the eyes, human belief falling insane
Crows eating corpses remains
The scorching heat and dismal fear renforce the sick feeling
Drowning in death's anguish
Darkness fires unleashed
Demons devour the heart
The mind is torn apart
From the torrents of blood flows eternal hate
Mountains of cadaverous faces left to their sad fate
As the macabre essence essence becomes great red sea
Anger into the glance becomes euphory
Murderous delight
A mind eclipse, corporal possession will
Senses supreme annihilation
He said he is just seven years old
Don't understand what he is doing here
None of us can enter the secret spheres
Mechanisms which brought him to dementia
All that he can see looks so strange
His hands are different, old and wrinkled
They are covered by tortuous veins
Entire body's decrepit
Seized with a great distress
[Chorus:]
At dawn of his birthday
The day of his eight years
The night when he is gone
Fallen asleep in a breath
And never, has never awaken
Dandled in sweet rest
Even his own-voice has changed since the last time
Tired, hoarse and breathless
Asking what kind of disease he's got, he feels exhausted
He can't stand up
Nobody told him that a cancer is growing in him everyday
He can't recognize anybody around the bed
He asks for his parents to come but they won't do
He keeps the impress that he leaves without having lived
Who are these persons near me, all smiling
With tears running on the cheeks
Let the blood spill, between my broken teeth
The desert landscapes stretch on the infinite horizon
Monotonous and wild
Unchain the wrath, naked skin tries to stay closed
Under the atrocious lashing sounds
Step by step appear the lugubrious furrows
Drawn by the born rivers
Their streams dig again and again, corrode the ground
Torturing the wide expanses
The sky turns black, the surfaces become quivering
The fleshy mountains like alive proudly rise
Cut in their middle, pierced under the rock
Opening the labyrinths of human thoughts
Lacerated plains by barbaric passages
Underground flows and plaintive whispers
Floods and earthquakes
Lightning strikes, traumatizes and signs the eternity with a forgotten name
Beneath a blinding light
A blinding light
The ground separates, cut in several places
The imprint of hostile elements is close to be made
Break
I clench my jaws and I bite as strong as I can
I let the blood spill between my broken teeth
Lava currents drown
The fissures
And spread the running disease
Hidden under indelible scars
Damages are made of a delicious disharmony
Like a bow sliding at random on a out of tune violin
Shapeless and devastating magmas search for the path of the surface
Fighting hopeless not to be broken
The desert landscapes stretch on the infinite horizon
Monotonous and wild
Unchain the wrath, naked skin tries to stay closed
Under the atrocious lashes
Lava currents drown
The fissures
And spread the running disease
My conscience lies, scruples betray
Erase trust, love and kindness.
Emotions lead to suffering, forget all compassion.
There's no mercy for the weakness
Deny all your existence
Black eyes empty of any expression gleam in frenzied brightness
Intent glance of the dead creature shines in the dark, liteless...
I condemn myself to be insensitive Screams and Nightmares of a life I wanted less cruel for me
I behold all Twilight's magnificence for a last time
Then I take a leave of the Sun's light
And prepare myself to become what I am,
Dead part of life.
What is dead this night in me is my last part of humanity
The dark silhouette of my body crouched on the corner of a cliff edge
Waits patiently for exorcism of it's mind sepultures of Mankind
Peace finally I find
What's dead this night is my last part of humanity
Born, suffer, dying...
Love, lie, hate...
Ruling emptiness, I stand up full of glory
Inhaling deeply I look down upon the Sea
I fly up into the night and plunge from the ridge
I'm drowning in Darkness, howling out immortal cries...
Leaving all I have been as the ground comes near me
In few seconds I feel strong, free from feelings.
I have chosen my way and taken control of my destiny
(You killed Jesus, we expect to hear your shrieks of pig
Macabre realms of your bestiality
You don't deserve to live! )
Voices told me I killed the Christ
I hear them at night and day, whispering
For centuries I've supported the weight of my shame
Threats, mockeries
[Chorus:]
When I will be dead, voices will leave me
I'm a betrayer and I deserve to suffer
I feel so guilty
Before the entire human race
I beg for a vain forgiveness
During weeks I've not sleet
All my fears become stronger in the dark
Shadows pass in front of me
And show me with their incriminating finger
I'm God and animal at the same time
In a shroud of mystery
Triumph of the unholy ones
Once I'll be dead they won't be able to catch me
[Chorus]
Foetal essence of darkness
Drained in immemorial times
Hidden I choke down a sob
Now that I stand at he gates of madness I will escape
My body shakes all over
And my name will finally sink into the oblivion
How easy and comfortable it's to be master in your own world
Enter my circle and let be a human instrument of it
Betray me and wait for your retribution
The mind next to the body patiently waits
And takes a look at the I'll entity
The weak empty body enchained to unavoidable decrepitude
Condemned to return to ashes as impotent witness
My rules, my vision, my doom
You can be all and nothing from a second to another
As you're over with human state there is no turning back
There is no turning back
Just patiently wait for your fate
Human as I know me
Thing as I deny you
This is an abstract conviction,
Everything still exists by the simple idea I have on it
Spiritually beheaded
When you're out of my circle you lose the right to be someone
Someone becomes something
And now something can pretend to have won the right to die
Human circles
Human circles
Traumatism in my mind
The subject of my deceit is in front of me
Ans blood is boiling in my veins as the rage's growing in me
You can be all and nothing from a second to another
As you're over with human state there is no turning back
Just patiently wait for you fate
Human as I know me
Thing as I deny you
This is an abstract conviction
Everything still exists (human circles)
By the simple idea I have on it
Spiritually beheaded
Human circles
Here I stand, despair invading me
Dragging me in it's vertiginous fall
Endless echoes of the howling
As a sweet requiem of existence
Invoke hate, the silence is deafening
Invoke hate, erase it and start again
His voice and mine confront inside
Creating an indescribable magma
Of inept whispers and murmurs
Commands, insults, treats and lies
Giddiness is growing stronger and my head's close
To explode
Extricate myself from all of this
Get the emptiness back
The walls are invisible and the anguish tortures me
Through my ears annihilate
Eradicate,
Invoxhate
Pain leaves me rocked in a languorous wave of the
Vital essence
Fleeing and discharging from my ear-drums
Through my head lacerate
Ejaculate
Invoxhate
All seems clear, as my eyes disappear,
His world vanished away
Praying for touching the ground
And feel this hate spilled
As tears of blood are rainig from the sky
Sleeping body of the visitor lies
From the depths rise the eternal singings
Which orchestrate the march of the ceremony
Hosanna
Opening his eyes the amazing spectacle
Of the torturers enchained at the stake
Imploring faces are devoid of this hate
Which condemned the supposed heretics to death
The visitor's looking at this stream of pain
The pleasure in his eyes rises higher than the flames.
Hosanna
His feeling of injustice dies
Pictures of torture seems so far
The pain for fictitious heresy
Revenge comes a day finally
Episode between death and life
The evil consumed bodies lie
The visitor falls again in big sleep
This dead man can now rest in peace.
Le frisson d' un traitre vent murmure son nom
Ses infames litanies que je connais trop
Maais je sais qu il me trompe
Je discerne la marche indigne de l' homme furtif
L'ombre qui distrait et fait craquer les lames
De mon humble et mesprisable chambre sombre
Ou j'expire a la lueur de l' antique flamme
De mes derniers rales d' agonie
Dehors, l' hiver morne est a genoux
Assomme sous les pluies acides
J' al grave la pierre face aux larmes des cierges
Fait danser le miroir brise, harponne les murs
Des griffes de mon soleil noir
Les chevaux d' hades traverseront ta route
Enflammeront tes ruines gerces
Mes griffes ravageront tes chairs
Tu t' effondreras, mon etreinte sur ta nuque
Je mutilerai tes carences
Tes chairs arrachees
Et m' offrirai enfin le reve d' une nuit sans ecume. Flesh hostole
Admirant les pieces eparses
Je murmurerai ton nom aux portes des enfers
Quand l' opale brillera, alors tu seras proche
Greed becomes wrath, annoyed, hatefull
Out of control, no sky above
Lust as te life turns to the deepest disgust
I hear this voice in my head
Ruling all my thoughts now until the lie.
From desire to disgust
All dimensions are collapsed
From desire to disgust
My feelings are a lie for me
Where the root of the evil is searching for another me.
Hell is let loose in me
War in the head, visions in red
Metal perturbation, senses abolition.
Shut in avidity
I'm shut up in avidity
Destroying what I desire
From desire to disgust
I hear this voice in my head
Es war ein abend I'm april
I'm blutroten schein der sonne
Ich bin ein kranker teil unserer spezies - ich weiss
Ich allein I'm flimmernden licht mit diesen fluchtigen bildern
Das bin nicht ich, das ist nicht mein gesicht
Fensterlose welt I'm nichts
Das bin nicht ich, das ist nicht mein gesicht
Sie beobachten mich schon lange, immer sind sie da
Sie sezieren mich schon jetzt, mein innerstes liegt bar
Ich bin ein kranker teil unserer spezies - ich weiss schuld
Meine schuld frisst mich auf, mein gewissen ist rein
Konnte ich denn je ein solches monster sein? Meine muden augen starren mich
Mit versiegelten lippen spricht mein mund zu mir
Machtloser zeuge, mein schicksal enthullt
Ich bin ein kranker teil unserer spezies - ich weiss
Das bin nicht ich, das ist nicht mein gesicht
Sie beobachten mich schon lange, immer sind sie da
Sie sezieren mich schon jetzt, mein innerstes liegt bar
Der bann halt mich gefangen, doch das bild erlischt
Die lichtlose nacht dringt tief in mich ein
Ich lege in ketten das bose in mir
Mein schuld
Mein schuld frisst mich auf, mein gewissen ist rein
Forsake
Every night happens the same relentless terrifying scenario
Alex ten years old has to confront hell to finally find the sleep
Closed eyelids do not prevent him to see
The hands on the ears and he still listens
Afraid that his heart stopped in the hammering of a funeral march
Forsaken, the hour has come
He's forsaken by the ones he trusted the most in
Between invisible creatures as darkness is falling around
Freezing kisses from his mother rejoining her bed in heaven
Closed eyelids do not prevent him to see
The hands on the ears and he still listens
Afraid that his heart stopped in the hammering of a funeral march
Scary noises under him
An uncertain place on the Earth and the ritual reject
Lead him to surrender himself in terror
Slave to the aggressive outside
In the lair of the ashamed child
As he stands close to the Styx
Ready to fall and swim
Convinced that he will never be able to cross it
Abysses inhale him from underground
Closed eyelids do not prevent him to see
The hands on the ears and he still listens
Afraid that his heart stopped in the hammering of a funeral march
Forsaken, the hour has come
Between the tombstones, my body lies, dead
Among my remains swarm the maggots
Greedily masticate
Members dislocate
Man feasting on the disinterred corpse
Muscles cutted in slices trickle
Pus and blood are running from my mouth
Greedily masticate
Members dislocate
Man feasting on the disinterred corpse
I can see the scene out of my body
Necrophagous
Rotting innards, decomposing organs are devoured
Night's cruelty and the sight burn my stomach from inside
I hear that my soul cries
The wind is cold as stone
As my complains anse
My hangman licks my bones
Tasting the light, just trashing the light
To forget all the pains
I lose my mind in my agony
They drown me into absolute black
All these silent and friendly bastards
Impatient to make me play their game
And feel me suffocate with anguish
My throat gets dry, lungs collapse
My chest explodes
Knelt down, I guess my hands are attached
Cause I cannot actually feel them
My shoulders hurt
The electricity burns my nerves
Those whom I hear behind
I know they do exist
Sweat makes me blind
Unable to react
Only darkness round me
Asphyxiated
Carnage
I hear your coward walk
Carnage
Is it not what you want? I wait for the first bite, grind and choke
To feel the rest of the horde rip my entire skin
I wait for the first bite, grind and choke
Ignore the end, don't mind the fall
Those whom I hear behind
In close circles of desire and unknown expectation
Excited by blood stench and primal animal fear
Archaic excitement of murderous frenzy the warm breath of the best on my
Neck
And movements on both sides
My own breath seems closer
Plastic film comes back on my face
Never wake me up
I drown in constant fear
Tear me into pieces inside
Heinous deceit
Nothing is over
They do exist
Something inside of me is watching me and waiting
And the thing which scares me the most is when I cannot fight anymore
I'm hearing speaking the voice of my father, disturbed by fits of abstraction,
Silences of mind.
I always do what voices in my head tell me to do
"You are no one, a child of naught, you'll burn in fire. You have to hide,
Shame of life, mistake of nature, swathe your face, your monstrous features,
You are condemned!"
I always do what voices in my head tell me to do
Atered and disfigured, dysmorphophobia.
The eye fixed, a razor in the hand, determined to comit the worst,
The cost of the loss, a psychic rebirth,
Through this path enslaved to my own delirium, delivered by auto-mutilation.
In front of my reflection so detestable, I tear pieces of my face,
Again until I will be unrecognizable.
My acts relieve my mind, I forgivemyself his absence,
He inconscious repression always grows in the head
There's no forgiveness inside, it's just a semblance of truth
This unacceptable state cuts the mind in two
And one of them disappears in the limbs of oblivion
Anormal human behaviour by morbid rationalization
Installs istelf disguised by perversion
Restrictionof the vision, diversions, manipulations
All the tricks are used to realize the deviated purposes
Dementia, the precocious symptoms of mental perversion
Anger from disturbed childhood
Comes through unconscious paths
Far from our reality, hate for his identity
He wants to become more than a simple human
And behind a wall of lies, build his own pleasure
Violence as answer to affective deficiency
The awakening is brutal and the strange places around me
And both quiet and distressing
The urge to vomit is back
In my inside world I think I've crossed the line
Swear and tears run on my skin
I feel the same pain again.
The ashes of my past life still burn
And cycle of my being is back in a new beginning
The first fruits of a second childhood which is more obscure and twisted
How could I forgive?
Ho could I forget?
During my soul crossed
Blindfolded centuries
The pathetic reflection of all I was frightened to be
Appears to me with unbearable brutality
This morning looks like the others
And I feel dizzy in front of the immobility of my existence
I've seen my equals cross the blindfolded centuries
And fall around me
Each time born in a different dimension
My own sick representations
Which perhaps only exist through me
But today begins my new life
In this pure white room
I can't move, the chains are back
To tell me that my torments are not over
I can just look at this new birth, powerless
The first breath's so painful
Blindfolded centuries
The pathetic reflection of all I was frightened to be
Appears to me with unbearable brutality
All that I believed being a part of me in this entity
Doctor, I've read your last diagnosis
About my pathology, this chimera which obsesses you
Are you serious when you call me psychotic
Just because my reality is not yours
I would be insane for that, look at your world
You live behind a wall of lies
Your children born in laboratory
Developed in bottles, fed with plastic
You dare to call it progress
[Chorus:]
Are you so far from insanity?
The physical inferiority increased by the slow destruction
Of your body with old age, illness and death
These are ill's I've never dread
You work so hard to cause your own ruin
Colonize environment as a never sated parasite
Finding your pleasure in pain of the others
Domination you can enforce
Because I refuse this state
This human nature which chains up to eternal mediocrity
You think I'm deranged, affected by disease
Psychotic as if I was blind to the world
Blind to the world
I just wait my rebirth in a superior entity
To all these creeping larva, reminiscent of naught
Hurt my eyes, dear sweet daylight
In this sticky and damp cave
Where my body lies
Unmoving with my ravaged face deep in the mud
Feeling the lashes of whip
Love conditioned in violence
Bestial breeding
Squestration, parental molestation
Learning by the blows the reality of life
Existence through sufferings
My only one wish is to return
This life I never asked
Flesh is hurt by the beats
I hear the steps coming near me
And again he started to molest my body
"Beast, bastard,
You feel the wrath boiling into me, you compelled me to do that
Cast down your eyes and don't defy me
You know what is waiting for you!"
Confrontation, humiliation
Sweat burns my wounds, it's not enough
I ask for more
Tell me the right end fed by our hate
Driven by my fate habits of today
Hi-tech machine, just controlled by some hands
Forgive the feelings, desire, my end.
By a bleeding hand.
I fight in silence, I do it in the name of mine
Searching for the piece lost in their painful dreams
Breathing under black water, hidden behind a face
Illusion of a day, gloomy is the sky.
Mountain of life, tears of hate laying under the eternal lie
Fire of light, I am now ready to die
And born again.
What I become is now what I used to feel
Take my visions, feel and leave your body
Escape the mind sorry for what you see
Immortal sin visions of what's the becoming.
Here you will die by fire
Cry, no escape for the curse of your life
Die for them
Die by a hand, bleeding
Live for them
Sacrifice all your dreams for ideas
Nothing is real.
I break the silence and the long way
I forgive and I hang my destiny
Dumb is the soul, fire and flames surrounding my body
I cannot breath too much dust feelings away.
Sounds of the night I can't describe fear inside
I am the necrobutcher of what I am.
Thunder falling from the red sky black lightening
Long trip for desire.
I am crawling under evil of hell
Heaven upside
I die alone, into the ground, death against a new desire
I'm knocking my chains, sound of the night
Lost breath of hope in the burning cry
I cannot accept the right of living
I'm touching my head, sound of the night
I am my own pain burning inside
I cannot accept the right of living.
Goddess dressed in the flames gives me this sin of life
Spirit blessed inside me for this lie
Eternal lie creating about a destiny
A new world ordering growing inside of mine.
I stand up for my rights but I don't want to give
My soul rising from an unknown place
It's killing for me my fate and they can't see this crime
Whispers, no light, shadows in the endless night
I am dancing with angels to celebrate
Sounds of sorrow my soul breaks up in the dark
I am what the human machine creates
Dust in the night I create this fear inside
I am the butcher in glory of fate.
Give me a new soul flowng in veins
Driven by a fate over the lies you told before
I'm a new man rising from ashes of life
Underneath contexes silence
Of the puppets of this world hides perverse nature of the mind
Underneath bleeding skies, promise of hating fellow being will be
Dogma of life.
Pray the bloody almighty behind the lie.
Here are the ones condamned to eternal night
Here are those who lost the right to be human
In the name of faith
Closed to night torn inside, erasing ancient beliefs
Slave to their morbidity chained up in nocturnal fears
Creature form rapture born and by reason killed
Banished
They take conscience of the emptiness they leave after their life
Underneath parfull lies,
The ghosts of a sleeping night are haunting the dreams of a deranged mind.
Spirit staring through the eyes of the beast
Whispers from trees resound in obscurity
Submitted animal fears being slave to the spiritual
And affraid creature can't resist against the ritual
Run justifies the rage
Mind is a wide open cage
To propagand's blast
Body disappears at last
La suie coule sur les sombres verrous
Du bois noir transsudant sa colere
Vois les parois lisses et glissantes et l'equilibre ephemere
L'obscurite luit par les orifices
S'evanouit avec la plus grande decadence
Encerclant la bete prisonniere
Entre peur et rage indomptee
Qui transpire de chaque pore de louverture
Son souffle frappe le bois, charge de la moiteur crasse des murs qui
L'entourent
Tombeau sans promesse de lumiere
Qui m'eblouit de sa malveillance
Etouffante et majestueuse
Lambeau de l'esprit tapi dans l'antre
Aux reflets torteux
Asylum cave
Que ce silence qui dechire et consume l'edifice
Aux multiples visages dormants
Deformes de souffrances indicibles
Happes et dchires au crepuscule de l'ouverture
Asylum cave
Les oppressantes chaines de L'inavouable
Devenant poussiere a meme le sol
Falling down, searching for Satan
Your hypocrisy comes too far, too fast, stand up the ripper, coming soon
You fall into the abysses of sadness bloody curses from the one of the unlight
Hidden somewhere in old flames, manipulations of senses destroyed your mind
You wanted the forbidden but the power escaped from your hands, not betraying.
You tried through lies, you die on your lonely way
I die in my mind, ashes become my power
You created hate astrocity will come for you
I sweaar revenge, benighted was your cold destiny.
Power is mine
I grown too
In your mine your complain
Neverending pain born from your doubts tears your soul apart
From the fucking dark past weaking up again
Trying to justify that your fault was betraying your conscience.
You lost your mindk creates a new line for your future, cold illness.
Ready for rising, smoke through the hole
Crawling from my soul, ready for a night to fight against your will
Rising gain, breaking the unlight
My own destiny, escaping from the dark
Knowledge come as the power from ancient gods
Delievering fire from the sky, burning
Thunderstorm shining over your soul
Your minute is coming, be ready.
Escaped away far from the light
Into the night, into the dark
In the deepest lystery, unlight
Dying too fast
You fear the night, benighted feelings
Hate blinds your eyes, you've only enemies
Satan lines are life through your I'll mind
Dead witch will never stop to rule your thoughts, haunting your nights
Trust in yourself, forgive the others
You are in the light you can choose your way
Coming from the mountains of thousand lies
Ooooho
Rockin' At The Disco
D-i-s-c
D-i-s-c-o
Ooooho
D-i-s-c
D-i-s-c-o
Ooooho
Stand Up
Everybody Here We Go
No More
Listening to The Radio
Now's Your Time
You Can Be The Star of The Show
Rockin' At The Disco
Lose Yourself
Be What You Wanna Be
Feel Your Body Moving to The Melody
Have Fun Dancing to The Songs That You Know
Rockin' At The Disco
Ooooho
Rockin' At The Disco
Ooooho
Rockin' At The Disco
D-i-s-c
D-i-s-c-o
Ooooho
Rockin' At The Disco
D-i-s-c
D-i-s-c-o
Ooooho
Rockin' At The Disco
Reach Out
Here's Tonight
We Are Gonna Have A Party
Everything Will Be Alright
Break Down
Your Desire
You Feel The Music It's Moving You
Like Your Body's on Fire
You Can Dance You Can Shine
You Can Have a Good Time
Cus No Boundries Will Be Draging us Down
So If You'r Ready Get Steady
Everybody Lets Go
Because We Are Rockin' At The Disco
Stand Up
Everybody Here We Go
No More
Listening to The Radio
Now's Your Time
You Can Be The Star of The Show
Rockin' At The Disco
Lose Yourself
Be What You Wanna Be
Feel Your Body Moving to The Melody
Have Fun Dancing to The Songs That You Know
Ooooho
Rockin' At The Disco
D-i-s-c
D-i-s-c-o
Ooooho
Rockin' At The Disco
D-i-s-c
D-i-s-c-o
Ooooho
Rockin' At The Disco
D-i-s-c
D-i-s-c-o
Ooooho
Rockin' At The Disco
D-i-s-c
D-i-s-c-o
Ooooho
Rockin' At The Disco
D-i-s-c
D-i-s-c-o
Ooooho
Rockin' At The Disco
Stand Up
Everybody Here We Go
No More
Listening to The Radio
Now's Your Time
You Can Be The Star of The Show
Ooooho
Rockin' At The Disco
Lose Yourself
Be What You Wanna Be
Feel Your Body Moving to The Melody
Have Fun Dancing to The Songs That You Know
Ooooho
