(Don Black/Mark London) EMI Publishing Music
Those school girl day
if telling tales and bitting nails are gone
But in my mind I know they still live on and on
But how do you thank someone
who was taken you from crayons to perfume
It isn't easy but I'll try
If you wanted the sky
I'd write across the sky in letters
That would soar a thousand feet high
To sir with love
The time has come
For closing books and lock less looks like stares
And as I leave I know that I am leaving my best friend
A friend who taught me right from wrong
And weak from strong that's a lot to learn
What can I give you in return
If you wanted the moon
I would try to make a start but I
Would rather you let give my heart
(music & lyrics: Fabio Silva)
The years have passed away but violence's still the same
Controllin' all the minds and infecting the whole world
A man was dead, a woman weeps and nobody knows why
Another crime, it's just the hate growing our the hearts
Bridge:
You can't see... Pain and fear... Cry!
Killers free... Agony... Die!
Chorus:
God, help us! Please bring peace to this world
God, help us! There are people who love and are loved
God, help us! The children still smile with the clowns
Children livin' on the streets, where are the social rules?
I read the news and only see the power of abuse
I stop and pray for God, I never saw it before
I pray and shout "Please give us the children smile"
Bridge
(music: Sandro Silva/Marcos Vinny/Fabio Silva - lyrics: Gerson Grecco/Fabio Silva)
They used to say
"Dreams are for fools! Do just what we want to"
Used to defame it
They just can't believe and call it Street of Dreams
Street of Dreams - follow this way
Street of Dreams - it's never too late
Street of Dreams - follow the signs
Walk this street - only reach who tries
Defiance is for the braves
The world is for you - do just what you want to!
I know it's so hard
I felt the same but I still play the game
Street of Dreams - follow this way
Street of Dreams - it's never too late
Street of Dreams - follow the signs
Walk this street - 'cause this could be a dream
Don't you let them take it - show me all your youth
(music: Sandro Silva - lyrics: Gerson Grecco)
Love goes stickin' around...
Ten times I've ended bruised
Ten times I've said no more
But love came fast and silent
I've felt this love before
Bridge:
Don't turn your body into a weapon
So I go crazy - you see
It ain't a Saturday night, girl
When you glance and get it free
You take my heart
So all your dreams come true - you see
I ask my heart 'bout my love
And now I wonder where it is
Oh please tell me where is it?
Chorus:
You make me feel it baby
Love goes stickin' around
You say it's gonna be worthy
And I hope you believe it
Do you believe in a man
Who can't love anymore?
His curse 'till the end of his days
Oh how can I be sure?
Bridge
(music: Sandro Silva/Venicio Junior/Gerson Grecco - lyrics: Gerson Grecco)
I want your body and soul
It's bringin' up!
I wanna feel it and touch
'till I reach the top
Chorus:
Just keep on moving like a fool
Just keep on floating in the air
I'm paralyzed by the magic of the moment
And feel it melting inside of me
I want to hear an old song
I've heard before
I wanna sing the Old Song
As if I couldn't sing it anymore
Chorus
I wanna sing the Old Song.. as if I couldn't sing it anymore
When the mouth and the eyes are lazy
And the legs don't even sustain me (It's Kavla)
Speakin' and breathin' like crazy
Only the feelings will remain... (It's Kavla)
I'm still alive, only float
I stay - No, I go
No! This is over!
Oh! Join us forever
(music: Fabio Silva/Sandro Silva - lyrics: Fabio Silva)
Here I am, trying to be someone again
Seeing my horizon not so gray
A strong will that guides me
Feeling like I've never felt
Ready to return to my own way
Bridge:
Do the same and now stand up
Bring it back from anywhere
Always fighting for yourself
Look Ahead! That's an order
Never think of looking back
Always fighting for yourself
Chorus:
Be a lightning in the shadows
Lighting up things in the air
Let your flame burn
I hope you understand
And the river of 'maybe'
Stopped running inside me
Just a new emotion in my veins
Thins emotion shows me
that my live is an open book
Following on a track like an old train
Bridge
(music: Sandro Silva)
Some rock'n'roll riffs for those that though it was lacking.
(music & lyrics: Fabio Silva)
.. When you are mature enough to walk conscientiously between Dream and Reality, you
become able to
put yourself
together, after any deception, doesn't matter how big it can be.
There isn't an end without a new beginning!
Be prepared to that!
(music & lyrics: Fabio Silva)
I fight until the end
I make of my dreams an alive and kicking reality
And people say to me
"You are insane! Have you another fantasy?"
I answer "Yes I do" - All right to me
It's the way I want to live
I face my life without pride or fear
Pride and fear don't last
I know, one day, I can find a wall.. very high...
Chorus:
I dry my tears than I start again
I'm man enough to cry
Beyond my limits, against my pride
Man enough to cry
A wall can be a dare
But anyway we must cross walls that we'll find ahead
I do everything I wish
I really turn my dreams into somethin' that I can reach
Don't be afraid when you need to cry
Losses make we learn
I face my life without pride or fear
Pride and fear don't last
I know, one day, I've really found a wall... very high...
Chorus
(music & lyrics: Gerson Grecco)
Sweet heart - made of dreams - all mine
You turned the tide
Love is somethin' 'round the borderline
Together we'll fly
I believe in Love Power writin' my fate
And I believe when faces cry and cry all day
Stay with you is like a lullaby
A non sense ease
It ain't something we can go by
A real God given
Oh you can read it through my eyes
The sorrow of leaving
It will be felt when we start to cry
Pure pain and fear
Oh baby baby baby oh - forgive me!
Wild soul - made of dreams - all mine
you turned the tide
Freedom's somethin' 'round the borderline
And I think You'll fly
I believe that freedom's time should never be late
And I believe when livin' turns against the fate
The Wild Soul don't have any place
And have no future
And hopin' nothin' but mercy from Lord
No, It won't give it up
But there's no way to call me back
I won't hear
I killed everything 'bout my soul
(music: Venicio Junior/Gerson Grecco - lyrics: Gerson Grecco)
You rolled the dice on me
Made of me your object
A slave of your will
Trapped in love, blinded for the glare
You kid me! I'll never forget!
Chorus:
Love and Suffer - Nowhere to run
Love and Suffer - False love is like a gun
Another girl playin' with love
Chasing another weak heart
Who only get some fun when hurts
Just to fee her vanity
Only until you fall in true love
Only until you want it...
..and I don't want it... anymore
Shame on you - It's real
You were caught in love's trap
In my turn only I deal
In my turn you pay your dues
('n I told you)
Don't kid me! Never forget it!
Did you ever think that just maybe
We're supposed to be a little bit crazy
Can it be?
We're really this mentally diseased?
OCD narcissistic, manic depressive slit your wrists
Hyperactive ADD, generalized anxiety
Drug addicts, agoraphobic
Panic attacks, we're all just so sick
In the head, need medicine quick
Gotta stock up on prescription slips
Had a breakdown of a nervous kind
Pop a little xanax to unwind
Paranoid schizo half the time
Bipolar and borderline
Way fucked up when it comes to sex
Shit dick cunt that's tourette's
Stay in bed, we're too depressed
Post traumatic stress effects
Bulimics barf, anorexics starve
Fast food binge inside our cars
Multiple personalities
Like hi it's I, myself, and me
We got trichotillomaniacs
And autistic braniacs
All insaney to the max
So doped up on prozac packs
Histrionic plus delusions
Tangled dendrites, mad confusion
Klepto narcoleptic
All psych wards so antiseptic
Take your Zoloft, Paxil
Wellbutrin, Cymbalta, homie
What you using?
Ativan and Lexapro
Don't act like you do not know
Did you ever think that just maybe
We're supposed to be a little bit crazy
Can it be?
We're really this mentally diseased?
As I stare at an ink blot
Thinking why I think the thoughts I think
Paying 20 g's a year straight to my shrink
To analyze me on a couch
And while he's zoning out
I'm tuning in to my inner child
So that explains why I get wild
On the weekend drinking no tomorrow
Sleep around to ease my sorrow
And it all relates to what happened in second grade
I am told there is a name for what is wrong inside my brain
And that fact alone makes me feel like I'm hardly that insane
I've undergone psychoanalysis
My dreams all full of phalluses
Psychotropics I imbibe
So happy to be prescribed
What I get from Pfizer's not much different from Budweiser
Spitting spitballs back of the head
Kicking nerds in the butt till their cheeks turn red
Eyes glued to the clock so distracted
Don’t really give a fuck what my teacher said
Launching paper planes with wide ruled pages
How is it that forty minutes seems like ages?
Damn, five days a week
Passing my time picking on geeks
Wedgie in the classroom, swirlie in the bathroom
Better watch your ass when this bully come past you
Not known to be nice
Starting fights out by the racks made for the bikes
And I might take a fist to your face start to shite in
your pants
You are frightened of damage I do with my hands
Like to be like Mike Tyson alright
Never met miss manners I’m mad impolite
This is life as the life of a math class clown
Turning smiles upside down
Curse words in the blanks of my scantron
8th grade rebel with a cause I am one
Got no fear of detention did I mention
One fight away from a permanent suspension
Get my kicks playing tricks on the bus
Cheat on every test just to get a D+ motherfucker
Geek pride till I die, when I ride I'm alive
Cause I'm gonna be your boss when you work your 9 to 5
One day I'll be on top ballin' like nonstop
Out of school, you'll drop
Mopping floors at IHOP
I'm good at math, you goof off in class
You're sniffing glue, I'm busting my ass
Puffing your stash, spending mom's cash
You trip me in the hall but it only makes me laugh
Nelson Muntz never once drove a fly new car
My life will flip 180, yours is 2 pi r
You're only straight up dissin' me
`Cause I'm smaller physically
But girls they will be kissing me
It's tragic like Euripides
Look at Bill Gates, what's homeboy worth?
I'm proud to be a geek, `cause we'll inherit the Earth
Your dad is abusive so you are too kid
Oakland heading into Frisco
Days like this, life feels so simple
Days like this I feel like driving
Music way up, windows down, I’m vibing
Bracing for impact but none is in sight
I’m suspended up high in the air so light
Grey beams of concrete and steel encase this unrealness
City skyline can you feel this?
Like a shooting star in a galaxy of cars I accelerate
left lane headed for wherever
When is all this gonna end hope never
Not a cloud in the atmosphere love the Cali weather
Paid my tolls, my dues, my bills, and the taxman
All my money gone like dots to a pacman
But I don’t fret
The day well homie it ain’t done yet
Cause it’s only half past three
Chillin as the CHP zoom swiftly right past me
Radio on but I’m tuned in my own brain
No plan in mind but it’s OK
Oakland heading into Frisco
Days like this, life feels so simple
Days like this I feel like driving
Well the repo man has got a greedy hand
He wants to take your shit no help from Uncle Sam
So you’re slumped on your sofa bed wishing
You were multiplying stead of doing long division
Bank accounts, small amounts you don’t ball but checks
they bounce
Mickey D’s driving through get small fries if I were
And it’s just not fair, sporting some discount
underwear
Pair of Costco jeans, say bye bye to your good life
dreams
Every other sucker’s laid off because of motherfucking
Bernie Madoff
Buy and sell, might as well
Economists don’t know shit far as I can tell
Where my moneymakers at?
Laying low cause they got jack
Goldman Sachs and AIG get bailed how free how lame is
that?
Where’s my money?
Where’s my money?
Stimulus checks not enough
They get the bucks and we get fucked
If I could turn back time, hit the dial 1929
They say history repeats
But the ghosts of the past must be like sheesh
How foolish can you get?
Deregulating markets, giving bonuses ignoring all
effects
Take that hedge fund and shove it up your ass
CEOs better run real fast
Cause now their money’s half of half as big, do that
math
It’s a numbers crunch, no take out better pack your
lunch
Homes foreclosed, 6 months mortgage what you owe
I’m angry, pinching pennies
Every meal eat good and plentys
Employed I’m only semi, benjamins I don’t have any
So if you’re happy with these current events
Just take a look at all our money that the government
Saw you from across the circus tent
Hot body, cute face, you’re a perfect 10
And I wanna have you in my world
Swinging on the trapeze, break me off a piece
Waving to you as I fly by on my water skis
Saying can I be your girl
Rendezvous in the Bahamas
I really wanna be your baby mama right here and now
So why don’t you cancel all plans come and kick it on the
sand
Sun tan while we make out
We could learn to scuba dive in the deep blue sea
Introduce the fishies to the birds and bees
Deluxe suite, let’s get it
Treat me like a tennis ball boy and hit it
I wanna make love in this Club Med
I got an island fever and the only cure
Is to get down and dirty on the racquetball court
On this pre-paid vacay who would have thunk
At the circus after party I’d be straight up drunk
Macking on a hot guy, hair braided with beads
Club Med fulfilled my every need
Rounding home plate in the tropics
Come up to my villa shut the door and lock it
I wanna make love in this club to a thug with a speedo
Hit up my cabana whip it like devo
No clap, all I’m catching is rays
Lock him up and throw away the key
Let him fill with hopelessness and misery
Wasting all his days away, never sees the light of day
Except for a tiny little hole where the sun peeks through
Well he was doomed from the start, falsely accused
Questioned for weeks, verbal abuse
We condone that crime
Coerced to confess, strip searched and undressed
Out on the streets yes now there is one less
Let him do the time
But how do you expect that man
To live his life when the bars are gone?
Make him weak, then break him to pieces
Faith is all gone stopped praying to Jesus
Well I’ve been working like there’s no tomorrow
Feeling my time is borrowed
Waiting on that Monte Carlo to pick me up
I wanna know how long I’ll be taking the bus
Cause it just does not seem just
Kicking up dust, always a wreck
Eating the crust, never the rest
My feet have hit the pavement
Zero is my bank statement
My heart is aching, I’m a BLT without the bacon
Cross so heavy got to keep walk steady
My life is like confetti cut in pieces, yo I’m ready
To show the whole world what I’m made of
Could have gone to bed but I stayed up
I do it now, never later
So tell me why I end up being the hater
Slaving away, day after day, make no headway and it’s
so draining
Sick of hearing myself keep complaining, it’s such a
I am just some twenty something feeling like a piece of
shit
I can see the pie ahead, wanting just a piece of it
Writing in my room I’m sure nowhere is where’s I’m
heading
Regret all my past mistakes
Wish that I could be no sweating, like
Time to kick back, party go get that
I am the gravy, y’all are the biscuit
Me and the crazy, no not a mismatch
Go nuts, yeah I already did that
I’m getting what I deserve
Top of the world, munching hors d’oerves
Spreading a little bit of gossip
Throwing off these heavy crosses, but
It’s not so easy when you’re stuck on that one page
No matter what I do I just can’t seem to disengage
I’ve become unglued
Did you ever think that just maybe
We’re supposed to be a little bit crazy
Can it be?
We’re really this mentally diseased?
OCD narcissistic, manic depressive slit your wrists
Hyperactive ADD, generalized anxiety
Drug addicts, agoraphobic
Panic attacks, we’re all just so sick
In the head, need medicine quick
Gotta stock up on prescription slips
Had a breakdown of a nervous kind
Pop a little xanax to unwind
Paranoid schizo half the time
Bipolar and borderline
Way fucked up when it comes to sex
Shit dick cunt that’s tourette’s
Stay in bed, we’re too depressed
Post traumatic stress effects
Bulimics barf, anorexics starve
Fast food binge inside our cars
Multiple personalities
Like hi it’s I, myself, and me
We got trichotillomaniacs
And autistic braniacs
All insaney to the max
So doped up on prozac packs
Histrionic plus delusions
Tangled dendrites, mad confusion
Klepto narcoleptic
All psych wards so antiseptic
Take your Zoloft, Paxil
Wellbutrin, Cymbalta, homie
What you using?
Ativan and Lexapro
Don’t act like you do not know
Did you ever think that just maybe
We’re supposed to be a little bit crazy
Can it be?
We’re really this mentally diseased?
As I stare at an ink blot
Thinking why I think the thoughts I think
Paying 20 g’s a year straight to my shrink
To analyze me on a couch
And while he’s zoning out
I’m tuning in to my inner child
So that explains why I get wild
On the weekend drinking no tomorrow
Sleep around to ease my sorrow
And it all relates to what happened in second grade
I am told there is a name for what is wrong inside my
brain
And that fact alone makes me feel like I’m hardly that
insane
I’ve undergone psychoanalysis
My dreams all full of phalluses
Psychotropics I imbibe
So happy to be prescribed
What I get from Pfizer’s not much different from
Budweiser
Little did I know shit would get so crazy,
So fast, so maybe
I'll get baked on the daily
Put my feet up, let my mind go hazy.
Little did I know shit would get this gnarly,
This quickly, I hardly
Had time to think,
Uh-uh, no time to think
If you like S&M;, go choke a bitch
If you wanna just blaze, go smoke a spliff
If you got an envelope, go open it
If you need to urinate, stop holding it
If you're mad fed up, find a bone to pick
And if you wanna get laid, then don't commit
Relax, bubble bath go soak in it
Dead broke, but you got a couple poker chips
Feeling hopeless, 'cause it's all downhill
From the moment that you're born to the moment that you're killed
Well, at least when you're dead
You could get a little G-d damn rest
See, I've been outta whack since '92
When my folks split up and I came unglued
And I haven't really slept that well since then
Staring at alarm clocks on my nightstands
But now I'm married to the kick drum
Sampling loops like they're dim sum
Tell myself I think I can, little engine
But sometimes it seems like it's all been done
I wanna end on a good note
But damn, I misspoke so
I retract everything I said
Outta rise and shine
Think I'll stay in bed
Little did I know shit would get so crazy,
So fast, so maybe
I'll get baked on the daily
Put my feet up, let my mind go hazy.
Little did I know shit would get this gnarly,
This quickly, I hardly
Had time to think,
Uh-uh, no time to think
If you want nice eyes, wear Maybelline,
If you need a new friend, pick Rachel Greene
If you wanna act wild, go make a scene
Getting paid over here, baby ching-a-ling
If you're scared to propose, then save the ring
And if he can't hit it right, fake a scream
Life sucker punch might break your spleen
So you better get used to the pace of things
'Cause basically, it's like stress non-stop
From the moment that you're born to the moment that you drop
Well, at least when you're dead
You could get a little peace in the head
See, I've been feeling blue since '99
When I realized I'm a slave to time
And the minutes that we got, all limited in stock
When I'm looking at my watch just wasting mine
Ah, caught a glimpse of the action
Since that day, I felt the passion
Don't just talk, go make it happen
Three points in the clutch, John Paxson
But I'm maxing everything out, damn
And the same doubts
Keep weighing on my brain
Outta rise and shine
Think I'll just complain
Little did I know shit would get so crazy,
So fast, so maybe
I'll get baked on the daily
Put my feet up, let my mind go hazy.
Little did I know shit would get this gnarly,
This quickly, I hardly
Had time to think,
Uh-uh, no time to think
If you like what you have and you got what you need
If your apartment is the place to be
If you eat sweet crepes or savory
Wanna get in touch so you're paging me
If you stalk down your rival, and break her knee
If you're wandering the earth aimlessly
Tryin' to learn it all, A to Z
But you can't get it up when you lay the D
Well, I suggest you switch your mind state
When people ask you how it's going just say, "I'm great"
Okay
Well, I suggest you switch your mind state
When people ask you how it's going just say, "I'm great"
See I thought it might be easier to be who I'm not
Took a sip now uno mas
I'm lots of things but none of them interesting
Thinking about my dreams and hopes just jokes
I've told myself to close the holes in my brain
Getting older by the second
Inching forward toward my grave
Wondering what's the lesson
I'd rather be dumb than smart
I'd rather make shit than art
I'd rather just sit and watch the ships depart
Every mark I, mark I, mark I make is a b-side
Besides all I eat's freeze dried, harbinger of my demise
The dude telling you it's a ruse well he's right
Packing up a parachute and a pair of Levi's
Apocalypse coming blank pages I'm thumbing
The gyres keep widening til I am number
Than gums at a dentist just covered with gauze
Gasping for gas, trapped in the jaws
Don't you set me straight, I've got it square
Squandering my youth, but I don't care
What I feel is nothing at all
What I feel is nothing at all
Scratch, scratch, scratching at my shins
First season Mad Men on in the background
Can't stop laughing
Half of what I do is purposeless
Windexing surfaces, vultures circling
I'm searching for what on earth this really is
You can catch me in a Super 8
Things are going super great
Melting my mental space is how I'm losing weight
I'd rather be thin and hungry than happy and fat
I'd rather be uninformed than face the facts
Re-relax I'm choking on a splinter with a termite
Ermines living like they're kings cause their fur's nice
Feel myself trapped somewhere between LA and Irvine
Doubtful that the shards of my fractured mind will survive
Eyeing the traffic light but I'm not yielding
My left arm has left me now glued to the ceiling
I'm feeling like this could get out of control
Plates stacked high, stress keeps piling
We don't even talk, I hate the silence
And I've been feeling like an island
Blinded, trapped in the middle of my mind
I'm in a state of disarray
Aimed for a bang, but I went astray
Got amends to make wish I could end today
Regret in my heart plus the rent to pay
I can't sleep
Lungs collapse so I can't breathe
Face the past, no not for me
Forget about a friend my company's my misery
And we're happily living in a box
About to collapse like jenga blocks
Holes widen in my socks as I watch the clock
And just pray to the sky for the time to stop
Trying to find a way to make up for my indiscretions
Watched you fall apart so you would think I learned my lesson
Imagine that you magically appear
But I've been looking you're not here
I'm too weak to be strong for you
I'm too weak, baby
Late last night cried in bed
Need to turn off my head
It's been on overdrive
Feel like shit, no surprise
Suppose that I should open up
But I hide from the truth like most of us
Keep the deceased too close to us
Rules of the game just so unjust
Wish that my dad could be seeing this
Wish he wasn't cursed with the beast
Wish he didn't treat every bottle like a secret
Wish in an another world he'd say I quit and he'd mean it
And I need to be locking my thoughts up
Wanna be wonderbread, but I feel like matzah
The cost of living right on the brink
Got time to waste but no time to think
Trying to find a way to make up for my indiscretions
Watched you fall apart so you would think I learned my lesson
Imagine that you magically appear
But I've been looking, you're not here
I'm too weak to be strong for you
I'm too weak, baby
Inevitable it'd be this way
Stuck in a role and it's on replay
Following the lines in my palms
Thinking to myself where did I go wrong?
Where did we go right where did you go I'm just trying
To get some kind of grip on this grand design
And the answer I get the sense that it's senseless
Said I wish you left but I never really meant it
And now I'm upended
Energy all spent
Feeding my hunger to be torn asunder
And still I keep wondering why
Night after night I wake in a cold sweat
I'm 24, not even old yet
Afraid to move forward but taped up the rear view
Scared of what it means to be near you
I, I wanna be, be somebody
Someone golden
I, I wanna see, see underneath
Check the sky, not a bird or a plane
In a nimbus cloud is where this Cali girl hangs
Weaving in and out of lanes no traffic for me
Not a metaphor I’m speaking actually
Strapped onto my back is a jetpack
Jets in my path like the Beatles saying get back
I am exactly 20 miles high in the air
You are down here I am up there
Got a supersized smile on my countenance
Hot shit stoners you can roll an ounce to this
I’m bouncing all over the place like pong
Head up to the heavens, ring the bell, ding dong
Sipping on vanilla malts chillin as I regard the tectonic
faults
Trace out the lines of the long great wall
Skinny dip for a little bit at Niagara Falls
Zoom through the drive through hyper speed
Like hi can I please get a number three
Hamburger in my hand, cruise across the land
Add a W-O and homie I am the man
You can’t understand until you’ve done it
Revving up the engine sky high then gun it
Stuntin like my daddy in the trade wind flow
Well it's 10 pm I'm feeling listless, no it ain't no joke
Sitting right on top my wish list, a vanilla coke
So I walk out my door, head to George's liquor store
Where they always got what I'm looking for
A 20 oz coke with some sweetness on the side
It's like my life support had a little fix but I need
some more
You can buy happiness I am sure and it costs 1.85
Pay the man behind the counter, tell him mister thanks
Without your establishment I'd have no coke to drink
Stride along the sidewalk, got no time to talk for real
Pass a crack head and I'm thinking man I know how you
feel
Cloudy skies they all just clear up
Got my high fructose corn syrup
Life doesn't get better than this
Forget a man all I need is that very first sip
Maybe I'd be sicker if I had a higher bedroom
And a lot of cash sticker than the fucking Big
I like to get big quickers with zippers
I'm ?? that people never make the shots
Brain dead's better
So the joke is my life's went south
Anybody know where I might buy glue?
Kinda bums on my fun shit glow
My heart, my spirit, my art, my toes
Had enough to drink but I wanna tear a shot
I've been letting my liquor to wash up my thoughts
Yeah, I mingle with the highs but I'm half half not
And I lit matches in a flagstaff rap box
That's cool to motel six, you know some tricks
And a poet in mix is a loaded clip
For the twisted life and dose of loneliness
Till the door got slammed, I got no demands
Just a call for damned and an open hand
Leave a man when he bleed me out
Gonna cut them down, gonna vote for them
Fuck the lemon, y'all, I'm sucking on a glow stick
Only chance to smile about it as far as I can throw it
Don't, don't, don't let me cry
I'm not a sinner
Don't make me testify
I can't remember anything
Hail Mary, decided that I wanna go back
Hail Mary, decided that I wanna go back
Back, back
Can somebody help me while I'm looking in the mirror?
Splash some water on my face ‘cause I drank too much liquor
Man, I'm still knocked down, put a smoke in my hand
Play dotted dominoes while I get to my trunk
Can't go on, I tried that off, everything hurts till I get a little something
Can't feel my face and I really don't care
We are about that party in here
Gluing electro to my truck so much fun but it all went to get
Buy another ?? always fresh, I'm making out with a slut
Taking out aggression, this where the drugs at, time to get wasted
Can't take life with another of these bitches
Slap my mind while you're comfortable with this, gonna let the T Zoo seal their fate
Ain't no bitches, party go deep
Ain't no business, tell me where she went
Mad and fight, put the party on our way
Say please, hail Mary, save us from grace
Ain't no bitches, tell ‘em as you will
Ain't no way, bout to go get it
Mad and fight, put the party on our way
Say please, hail Mary, save us from grace
Don't, don't, don't let me cry
I'm not a sinner
Don't make me testify
I can't remember anything
Hail Mary, decided that I wanna go back
Hail Mary, decided that I wanna go back
Back, back
What they say is a bucket full of sunshine
Sunshine
Her face gone numb, won't she suck it to me one time
One time
What they got is a secret in the cocaine, cocaine
I feed you dinner just to watch as you chocking
Chocking
Don't, don't, don't let me cry
I'm not a sinner
Don't make me testify
I can't remember anything
Hail Mary, decided that I wanna go back
Hail Mary, decided that I wanna go back
it's a cold world we're living in
feel myself giving in
drink, drink, shot, shot
acetaminophen is what i'll be needing if i keep it up
tomorrow morning but i'm warning you i could give a
fuck
see i'm living on the edge of things til my mind is
wrecked
say you'll give me all those better things
breathing on my neck
got drugs in my purse and stars in my eyes
been thinking all this over and i've come to realize
you only like me when you're drunk
all us girls we look the same
i'm just the flavor of the month
tomorrow you'll forget my name
you only like me when i'm drunk
all us girls we look the same
i'm just the flavor of the month
tomorrow you'll forget my name
it's getting hot up in this room so
let's treat the party like it's carryout, to go
what we'll do who knows
kudos, congratulations, my regards
you got me in your pocket now let's hop inside your car
see i'm living on the edge of things til my mind is
wrecked
say you'll give me all those better things
breathing on my neck
got drugs in my purse and stars in my eyes
been thinking all this over and i've come to realize
you only like me when you're drunk
all us girls we look the same
i'm just the flavor of the month
tomorrow you'll forget my name
you only like me when i'm drunk
all us girls we look the same
i'm just the flavor of the month
Stop, stop, stop making me live like this
Brain dead, hit the snooze
No job, what's the use
Last night, pass the joint
Still life yeah that's the point
Get dressed, half awake
Ripped jeans and a stomachache
Try to puke but it won't come out
Think of all the shit I wish I'd known about
Kneel down, fade to black
Two fingers stick em back
Want food but I burned the toast
Little things always the first to go
Phone rings, don't care
Dead space, blank stare
Left and right inside my mind neither here nor there
Less than zero greater than the sum of my parts
Want to light a fire but I can't get a spark
Stop, stop, stop making me live like this
Both shoes filled with lead
Somehow rise off the bed
Head pounding, kill the lights
Scared to death I'll never feel alright
Ten paces more like miles
Lips cracked, fake a smile
Swear that I'll stop swimming in my afterthoughts
But it's nothing new
Too much shit I can't undo
And no matter what you say I know I've disappointed you
Get these demons off of me
Ask the man can I have a coffee please
Faded for hell of it, just a table of elements
I am...
Less than zero greater than the sum of my parts
Want to light a fire but I can't get a spark
Stop, stop, stop making me live like this
Before I know it, the day's already over
And I'm ready to go at it again
I wanna feel no thing is even real so
So fuck you and everything you said
it was all lies, messin with my head
Watch the ceiling fan make shadows on the wall
my life is like a cancelled series, plotlines all have stalled
enveloped by a shell of endless lethargy and doom
population one in my excuse for a bedroom
no longer sure that i can make it, or if i even want
to try my luck again at this bullshit that we call love
no longer sure that i can take it, or if i ever will
cause lower than the ocean floor is where i'm living still
Is it the way you touched my shoulder blades
how you just seemed to fill in all the blanks
when i pushed you pulled, you always made me feel so beautiful
is it the way your hand fit into mine
told me you'd hold me til the end of time
i'm just lost at sea without you next to me
So fuck you and everything you said
it was all lies, messin with my head
Going through the motions but i don't feel a thing
waiting for the weightlessness that wakefulness can't bring
taste you on my tongue, the pressure of your fingertips
remembering just how you traced the outlines of my ribs
don't wanna keep looking behind me or reenact the past
but it's hard because my heart's just a potato that's been mashed
don't want to keep hoping you'll find me and make this all untrue
right now lying in my bed all the days the best that i can do
Is it the way you touched my shoulder blades
how you just seemed to fill in all the blanks
when i pushed you pulled, you always made me feel so beautiful
is it the way your hand fit into mine
told me you'd hold me til the end of time
i'm just lost at sea without you next to me
So fuck you and everything you said
My head hurts, my back too
Nervous breakdowns, already had two
Phone bill way past due
And all I got to eat's chicken katsu
Feeling kinda like a fat dude
My day's just a movie that I sat through
Meaningless sequence of snafus
Got no cash and an ass bruise
Wish I was more like an Ashley or a Lindsay
I mean actually maybe Deborah or Elizabeth
Life's a motherfucking bitch, isn't it?
Yeah it's fun to be carefree
Til you're clinging to the edge just barely
I have less sex than a mathlete
Wanna know the deal don't ask me
Last night I called the doctor and he said to me
No matter what you try to do you're gonna die eventually
Tears inside my eyes I said I'm scared to fade to black
He replied girl once you see the light there ain't no turning back
All these folks telling me I'm about to be something big
But you see joke's on them
Sitting in a board room hella bored
Can't hear a thing though my amp's on ten
Mind in a permanent state of flux mental double dutch
Had a bag of Cheetos ate em up
3 PM and I'm still waking up
Wishing I could save myself, but I'm not brave enough
Sick of all these handshakes
Before I know it every morning bran flakes
How much bullshit can a man take til she finally breaks?
The difference between getting what you want
And what they want is nuanced
So listen baby girl put your boots on
Here's something to chew on
In the end we might go to hell or we might go to heaven
So you might as well cut it out with crisis of faith
Feeling crushed in the dome like a vice to the face
And you might just escape all the time that you wasted
If you stuck to the basics
Get a grip, buckle up
Take a pill, what the fuck
Last night I called the doctor and he said to me
No matter what you try to do you're gonna die eventually
Tears inside my eyes I said I'm scared to fade to black
1: K. Flay]
Boom boom pow, this is kung fu
Roundhouse kick: TKO, 1 – 2
Mama said to knock you out, so that's what I'm gon' do
Combat, mortal; you cannot press "undo"
Many enemies that I run through
Jump in my jumpsuit
Twisting your arm till you scream out uncle
{gasping} That's a lung-full
I'm Michael Buffer, motherfucker: let's get ready to rumble
I see you over there, acting like you're never scared
But I come equipped with mad hi hats and kicks, so be prepared
Knock you with an uppercut
Make your toes move like you were doing double dutch
Causing such a fuss
I can smoosh all of y'all at will: call me Snuffleupagus
I'm batshit crazy: do you like Spacey
Stomping on your face till you're pushing up daisies
It's amazing to witness
Skull and some crossbones, I bring the sickness
Fork to your eyelid; I'm not kidding when I say that I might get
Real heavy hitting; call a medic: you should ice it
Bringing the pain till you say that you likes it (yeah, I likes it...)
[Hook: K. Flay]x2
Step into my zone
Get a dent put in your dome
Come across my path, you don't want to be alone
Yo, I'm a pacifist, but, when it comes to my music, I'm a masochist
Another day, another track, another ass to whip
Rocking teeny boppers cause they asked for it: I got cash to get
You don't really even know the half of it
Lyrical content? Got a stack of it
Resurrect beats like Lazarus
My mixtape, homie, pass that shit!
I'mma break it down and tell it to you straight
Concuss' your brain, have a bad headache
Stutter step: ankles might break
Heavy hitter though I look like a lightweight
My...right hook is a deadly weapon
Take to you to stairways, straight to heaven
Knuckles made of brass, fists so iron
Not Odysseus, but I'm hearing sirens
[Verse 1]
Bowl of cheerios gripped up in my left hand
Balling like Lebron, but I'm less tan, sweating no headband
Undercover x-man, posers I hex them
Hear your shit, I treat it like my bitch, onto the next jam
Just kidding, I treat my bitches with respect
Talking politics to boys while they're kissing on my neck
I'm Lex Luther, Carlos Boozer
You wear your laces loose I rock my nikes looser
The booster seats where I reside, puffing Mary J, bumpin Mary J Blige
And I might go psycho when the mic goes in my hand
Take my Flintstones vitamins
Fixed gear bike I'm cycling
Yeah I when I come in you see me stomping taters
More popular than gefilte fish at a seder
My calculators TI-89, you're stuck on 83
While you all wait in line, I'm on that VIP
Feeling me moving the earth by millimeters with my words
Fuck what you heard verses tighter than Ernie and Bert
Dudes and girls they're lifting their shirts when they see me
That's one of the perks, I'm basically the lady who merks
Everything in sight I'm going berserk
You dummies slower than molasses, I'm cutting classes
As is I earned a perfect grade point average
You're up to bat I'm Greg Maddux, si yo estoy
Making every boys package happy call me almond joy
Sharp shooter aim impeccable, roll with Dewey decimal
The dopest animal from here to Senegal
Flow so menstrual I need a tampon on the track
Got a couple bars to kill it and some monkeys on my back
I must admit I'm just a bit custom fitted
Check this shit who wants to hit it
Who am I kidding, everyone up in this city wanna get it
Don't need a sidekick
People treat my style like retainer molds and bite it
[Hook x2]
Smoking, soaking up sun you think I'm done I've just begun
Giant on the mic they're calling me Paul Bunyan
Yakking on some purp' and sipping on some soda
see i've been caught in between two extremes
from the high to low, gotta hide from the light of day
feeling like i might just float away
can't say what's real anymore
or what the hell i'm living for
but it sounds so sweet when you tell me that you love
space in which i'm in erased can't travel
watch the stitches of my life unravel
and i'm battling what does it matter
silence in a world full of chatter
yeah i'm having a real hard go of it
who gives a shit well nobody
might turn to dust, but i like what you do to me too
much
i don't see nothing wrong with feeling like i don't
belong
anywhere but here
i can't find nothing right with feeling like i won't
survive
so make this disappear
and let me just fly, high, high away
i wanna just fly high, high away
see I've been stretched to the max
pushed every limit can't be brought back
innocence well i lost that, feeling good well i'm off
that
so i revel in the pain
chemicals inside my veins
and it sounds so sweet when you tell me that you love
i'm a ghost, a flash, a pure apparition
and it goes so fast, sure that i'm missing
any hope of the path that i wanna be following
take a drink, keep swallowing
take a pill, tip the bottle back
go in for the kill and i'm automatically feeling fine
let me step out of my mind
i don't see nothing wrong with feeling like i don't
belong
anywhere but here
i can't find nothing right with feeling like i won't
survive
so make this disappear
and let me just fly, high, high away
i wanna just fly high, high away
from what i can detect the mess that i've been left in
heart soon arrested beating slowly
and i'm facing a wall full of questions
demons in my chest i confess they own me
and if only i could just break this trend
i believe that i might be myself again
it's been a long time since i felt free
it's been a long time since i felt new
i spent a long time down on my knees
waiting to find someone like you
i don't see nothing wrong with feeling like i don't
belong
anywhere but here
i can't find nothing right with feeling like i won't
survive
so make this disappear
and let me just fly, high, high away
Well you can try to ignore me
But it's rather difficult
Bird I'm the early, catching all the wordplay
And I'm built just like the Hulk
Kicking it on 14th, K.Flay is the bombest that you've
heard or seen
I mean to say that I'm a phenom, Bowie plus Iman
Infinity much slicker than a Nissan
Please pass the Dijon, boy do the econ
At in n out yes I'm getting my beef on
Flay is the reason y'all flip the beat on
Bustin cabezas from Frisco to Milan
You can hate what I do but if you do then you're hating
On the dopest girl in Cali, yeah my rhymes so hard
they're breaking
Bones and egos no escaping check my saddle it is
blazing
In a tub of Lincolns every morning I am bathing
Jam packed style I'm saran wrapped I'll
Cause a motherfucking ruckus in the Tampax aisle
They love it like Lyle, spit until I puke bile
Try to outsmart me, homie that is futile
Lacing tracks I do that daily
Seven senses more than Haley
Osmont, yes I'm on it
OCD I clean with comet
Bring the furor, rural juror
Got that good shit, mine is purer
I commit lyrical murder
I'm so posh I nosh on Werther's
Dripping words over tracks like syrup
Other rappers make it rain well I make the skies clear
Soon enough my video's gonna be on Al Jazeera
Fall in love every time that I look into the mirror
Copycats wanna bite my ways
Beat Michelle Kwan in the Icecapades
Pull a couple spins then a triple axle
Youre sitting there far away from all that we had
If you wait your mind will form again
So imagine if our shadows had stood their ground
And never hid to weather the storm in shade
As you wait for a sign you stand back in line
But its not over yet
As wed never know of what could have been
As wed never know of all we could be
Wed lie around in wonder of what could have been
Were getting older
Its little things in life we shared that kept it strong
So as you wait remember we belong
As someday I will find of, Ill find a way
Ill try to hide the weathered days
As you wait for a sign that its worth all the time look in your heart
As wed never know of what could have been
As wed never know of all we could be
Oh wed lie around in wonder of what could have been
Were getting older
Its been far too long Ive been without your pretty face.
As its been far too cold
As you wait for a sign. That all will be fine. Look in your heart
As wed never know of what could have been
As wed never know of all we couldve been
Oh wed lie around in wonder of what could have been
Were getting older
Its been far too long
I quietly wait in blind hope
Youre miles away as I hold out for more
Going out of my way I try to find words for
A voice in my head as you stay alone
Somewhere now a wonder awaits for this lifeless soul and its somewhere I know
Dont wait for daylight to find a place
Oh dont let me down now or try to walk away
As time and space wont forever stand
Oh dont let me down oh just dont let me down
As I found a sign of better days
The whirlwind breaks on
You wake and look out at the pouring rain with eyes that showed
To inspire those journeys from a time of old
Somewhere now a wonder awaits for this lifeless soul and its somewhere I know
Dont wait for daylight to find a place
Oh dont let me down now or try to walk away
As time and space wont forever stand
Oh dont let me down oh just dont let me down
I keep looking away and hope for more
I never find enough of our words to say and hope for more
But I know that it could change, as I know
That somewhere now a wonder awaits for this lifeless soul and its somewhere I
Know
So dont wait for daylight to find a place
Oh dont let me down now or try to walk away
As time and space wont forever stand
Oh dont let me down oh just dont let me down
Dont let me down now
As I wait for a moment to form, I hope for more
A long road ahead now awaits our chosen line
Slowly step-by-step we chase a better life
I hear their cries they tell me stay on track
But Ill try no looking back
To find all those colours of life
Wondering what its like
On the outside of those walls we maintain
Before I find were all the same
Before were old and hope to start over again
So make your move and hold
no more mindset thats overused
With memories all foretold, make a change or join the queue
We hear their cries they tell us stay on track
but well try no looking back
To find all those colours of life
Wondering what its like
On the outside of those walls we maintain
Before I find were all the same
Before were old and hope to start over again
As its better to look out toward the unknown
With all to show as its better to have lived with no looking back
A long road ahead
Slowly step by step
Well find all those colours of life
No wondering what its like
On the outside of those walls we maintain
Before I find were all the same
Before were old and hope to start over again
As its better to have known
I awaken now to find that Im falling down
I ride on that tide of emotion I sail away
Around in those circles it takes breath away
We found of life out in those clouded minds
We made all those old dark skies alight again
A full moon shines overhead
We look out at night
Waves surround the light
We freefall down once again
With a shining moon over head
Oh we found of a way that dreams only know
We freefall down
We live for the now we freefall down
I try to stand
But a fire burns it takes me back
A longtail of finer moments swim again
Our dreams held overhead
We look out at night
Waves surround the light
We freefall down once again
With a shining moon over head
Oh we found of a way that dreams only know
We freefall down
We live for the now we freefall down
We freefall down oooohhhhh
Freefall down oooohhhh
We live for the now
We live for the now
