i think i'm rotting on the inside. way down deep inside my soul.. i've built
this little coffin that i live in every day. i peek out every day or so to see
those ghosts at play. i've got my knife right by my side. i keep it warm, i hold
the blade. i want to keep watch, keep hold.. for when they come to take my soul
away. i've got this fear living inside me. it keeps me crippled and cold. like a
child i lie frozen. i hope these arms won't reach out and take hold. there's
i'm bleeding this time for no reason at all. i just miss the feeling of losing it all
SO USED TO IT
(i am the cave of life and death and the blood thatmakes the clock tick i didn't ask for it)
felt so hollow had to dry up and out my skin to hold my insides in. I'm
SO UNCOMFORTABLE but the skin holds the decay in. scraping the pins along the skin,
release the decay within. (i am the cave of life and death and the blood that makes
the clock tick i didn't ask for it) DISEASE... your flesh dancing to the drum of rot.
( rhythm of disintegration) one battle, two with death. came and pulled me out
by the breath. (doesn't make the pain of living go away. don't want to face the world today)
DISEASE..used to fight with death several times a night, facing that brick
wall choking for my life. we got to be good friends, death and i. i'd never give in
and he'd never lie..scratch till i pop up a vein, feel the hollow walls sucking air
that'll never get anywhere.(when this chemical lung gives out i'll be living at
(the horizon closed down..) what did you see before the world went dark?
i know i have no home now, (no place to hide) . my home is in your space,
STRANGER.(no place to hide) the edge of the water cracks, and you can see
they all have the same face. BROTHER , is there room for a sister now that
your bed is gone? DESTROY DESTROY DESTROY..Brother, friend is foe, and life
is a struggle to survive. BROTHER. DESTROY. STRANGER...(like dust and we
fall and we fall and we fall... the horizon closed down.) what did you see
before the world went dark? i know i have no home now. give me some place
to hide. no escaping the HORIZON. no escaping the WAR. brother, we are HOME.
...(you're so pale.) the lines of your eyes are weathered. your broken arms
can hold me no longer. (you're so pale) now i'm falling down faster. can't
see the ground yet, buy i know it's cold and wet. i see you in every cracked
line. you haunt me while i chase your ghost i can't seem to catch
you. (i just can't face your grave) you're lost in the darkness, you cannot
hear me. i'm lost against the background, wherever i look you can't be found.
the shadows fall around me and i can't see where i want to go because because
because( YOU'RE SO PALE AND DEAD) (i just can't face your grave) release me
Music: Afzaal, Gia Arrangement: Afzaal, Gia
find a lost man lost in his loss of control. find a lost man get lost in his loss of control.
become useful for the use of the user. become the dog bone then chew your way out.
her way into the game is to ride his wild dick. get close to me then maybe you can be me.
(FIRE) find a lost man lost in his loss of control. forget your own. forget your own
displacement.her way into the game is to ride his wild dick. get close to me then maybe
you can be me. so base in the basement of your body..you stink. fill her so she can feel
wanted, so she can fill a purpose. (FIRE) make a habit deceive me tell a fucked up story
be showered with pity (FIRE) i feel nothing for you . i am nothing like you. bred a victim
born again a warrior, now i just don't care about the war (FIRE)
...i NEED and it's never-ending.
(who am i? wasted. who am i this time? (wasted) i REGRET every moment
and i mourn every piece of memory that i've lived this way
( why should i try? otherwise...who am i? this time) I NEED and i can
only give myself the strength to look the other way. (why should i try?
otherwise..who am i this time?)GIVE ME ELECTRICITY.. given my life
to sacrifice, nothing left to call myself. caught up in my purpose,
can't seem to get what i want what i want can't seem to get what it is
that i want.i said, he's on the left, she's on the right that leaves
me no place to go. i'm BURIED under layer after layer after layer of
device WHO AM I? (wasted) who am i this time? who am i? wasted. otherwise,
denial of something you are the only statue left let the games begin(3x)... cold
and solid your stone is almost stronger than let the games begin(3x)...i am the
child of your emptiness, pieces stitched together with your bitterness. you're
standing by yourself you don't understand the mystery let the games begin(3x)...
i cannot feel, you never taught me that. kill me and hold me and break me from
falling. i'm feeling colder than- kill me and hold me and break me from falling.
i'm turning colder than-tearing away to reveal nothing inside to fill the
imagine to set one fire burn out the infection spread the ruin end the tyrrany i
saw you shut out the light tape the black fabric over your eyes and this is the
way you see there's a war going on insde me let me go down... your diseased hand
touches my mouth and the words and fingers rot and curl and wither there's a
hollowness that festers there let me go down... i'm in the need to cut you to
pieces. twist the lids of your blinded vision. i'm in the need to dismember the
ruinous joints of you i'm in the need for slaughter- i've got the taste of blood
on my tongue... picking at the skin offering no protection i'm bared down to the
wires leave me this tarnished key to lock and silence i need to be filled up
with light hope is sunken like my blackened eyes i've lost this breath withering
i want to hate you. i want to knife you. i want to kill you. you made me this.
you ended me this way. i live in this house in the name of suffering. i am the
darkness. i live in the river, but i can't get myself clean- i'm as tainted as a
bloody fucking broken bottle. you made me this. you ended me this way. i am
dead. i am numb. and i walk in this world of the living. i am weary of this
world. in my life. i fuck the hours of death. and i blindfold you. with the
blackness of my breath. i want to hate you. i want to knife you. i want to keep
you away from me. this is me. what you did to me. this is my life, this is what
i do to you. this is you. i piss all over you. this is me, you cannot break me.
i've already broken myself, i've already buried myself. i will destroy you. i'll
kill the beast in you. i am going to hate you. i am going to knife you. i am
going to kill you. i hate you. now i am this. now you've ended me this way. now
i'm so cold. nothing on the inside. so burn me so cold. no one to hold. so burn
this body i'm not feeling anymore. chilling, now i'm turning to stone. so burn
this wretched body angel ambrace this disheveled wretch. i am the thief who
hides the light beneath the filth of burning fingers smothered under not quite
drowning reaching over, not quite living this is the gravedigger who throws his
own body beneath the shit you tread carry me there, regret the life tarry onward
running away calloused these ribs hold no more than hollowness- a hole dug as my
grave, though i'm buried insode my head. already dead to your touch, to your
light. your eyes march forward with c o n d e m n a t i o n.. feel this solitude
lay me down here, i've already dug my grave i'm ready..i'm not living anyway i
die in silence-i'm killing to tell the truth you destroy to meet your needs i'm
dying to speak to you no way out no way out. and you are more alive than me. no
way out no way out i open my eyes to see your darkness surrounds me diseased by
your own hand, wretched man you crowd the shadows of this tomb i occupy leave me
this your disease - i despise your passivity no way out no way out. the soul is
mine, and i've burned it already it's dead and it's empty. no way out no way out
I THOUGHT YOU WERE ON MY SIDE OF THE SWORD but this is where it ends laying down
my sword bowing down my head i'm empty. i'm weary. i'm disappearing. I THOUGHT
YOU WERE ON MY SIDE OF THE SWORD i wear this armour (mask) to hide me away from
you it's silver and white and it's melding into my bones i've got this darkness
in me no way out you need something i can't see no way out so unattached and
seething in this red world i am nothing. thrown to the roadside i carry the death of the desert
on my skin. have you looked into these eyes,feel the cracks in my hands..from soul to skin i am
dry (and i am alone) i eat gravel, shakes in my stomach to drown the voices in my head. the
sun's too far away and you don't notice. crawling, i am worthless ( and i am alone)
...one and two and i see 2 faces below me and i see yours in both, but one is open the other is closed...
(there is no dignity, there is no grace, and i am alone) seething in this red world i am nothing.
sold to a false hope, now i just float along in this dead ocean (there is no dignity, there is no grace)
...met up with my soul again on a cold dark road. it got tired of me a long
time ago.(so i've been living alone) do you know what it is to be dead like me?
can you feel what it is to be dead like me? can you feel what it is to be?
i cut out my heart just the other day. held it in my hand, said it doesn't work
that well anyway.( who need blood coarsinf through veins..this is the stain of my
father's shame) this body is ravaged by disease and dispair-
i just wanted to get away from there.(who needs blood coarsing through veins..
this is the stain of my father's shame) i'm tired of feeling so weary and old
so tired so hopeless so lifeless and cold. (i can almost mark the day when
my soul began to fade away) no longer scared of the ghosts i used to see-i'm one
of them, they're just like me.( i can almost mark the day when my hope began to
fade away) down on the road i saw a dead man. said, dead man, you look a lot
like me.(who needs blood. who needs shame. from my father all this came) so
i picked up the dead man, put him across my back. said, dead man,
i am part of the gate. cold hard rusted keeping the prisoner inside. i am just
an outline... disease starting down so deep eating its way out. this is where it
begins (secret captive sin) in a single rod of the iron gate rusted and no
longer serving its purpose i curve my posture, veil the reflections of
comprehension in eyes and breathe... and watch them participate in the movement
of the play while i am welded into the gate to watch them marching onward... i
am just an outline... travel onward through crevice of shallow space catch a
breath crawl onward travel onward through crevice of shallow space catch a
breath crawl onward searing in this i die, in the openness of wound.. i am part
... in all this time i have learned that no one speaks my language. i learned long ago that i walk
alone. (i don't believe in me) what can i say, 2 days dark and grey, and not much different from
yesterday. i hate what i am, not much more pleased with what i've become. used to close the
door and sleep away the days ( i don't believe in you) what can i say, time is the enemy. it makes
me empty. it is the thief of me..so i went to the big door and asked the old man for a favor
(SHOW ME A BRIGHTER DAY) down here in this mud where i'm stuck
(felt a ghost of myself running away) (SHOW ME A BETTER WAY) i hate what i am.
not much more pleased with what i've become. used to close the door and sleep away the days,
but i've come to face the day when my childhood was taken away. these movements of
displacement say: yesterday will never be back again. (build a wall around inside out.)
(on beaches of bone the siren sings. and you cover your ears,
but it's the song you used to sing. there's no escaping as you are pulled into the sea...)
and he said, i'm gonna sail my ship away from this shore. can't feel my soul within
me anymore. so he followed a song he heard within his heart. it was bound for
disaster right from the start. (he's gonna get it) after just one day into his journey
he was well off course-gave in to the easy way out. then he came to his senses,
towed in a line of regret. but it was too late- he was caught in her net.
(he's gonna get it) (woe is me. well, i asked for it. this is what i deserve. well, i asked for it...)
wait till we get outta here, he yelled to the captain. then we'll get our freedom back.
i'm trapped in the stare, he said. i've gotta get my soul back.
(woe is me.well, i asked for it. this is what i deserve) i can't take my eyes off of her.
if i can't have her no one can,because i'm the man. (woe is me.well, i asked for it.
this is what i deserve) i'm gonna wring your neck, gonna wring your neck i'm gonna
gonna wring your neck neck neck..now the ship's going down. we'll wreck upon the rocks,
and we'll be fed upon.(woe is me. there's no escaping) i'm scared and i want outta here,
but i can't turn the ship back. (woe is me.there's no escaping) i take full responsibility,
he begged to the captain. i couldn't keep my dick in my pants. (there's no escaping..
on beaches of bone the siren sings. and you cover your but it's the song you used to sing.
i am not what you think you see. one of the hunted. i am a ghost living in this
walking death. one of the hunted. i am game to the most vicious prey. one of the
hunted... sunrise and deathset, mind rots in to capture the soul. cage(ing) me,
suck the life from my veins. swallow your own breath, this is my fist in your
gut. collapsing now, this is the sound of my cracking bones. no insides left in
this body-i've let 'em all slip away. can't find the right sustenance-don't need
it anyway. i sleep in this bed of misery. and i wake paralyzed underneath the
shadows. i have no face, only the scar of your hatred. this womb leaves me as
one of the hunted. i am the fire burning in the hollow land. i walk in the
battle underneath your empty pretense of pain. and i'll wear to the world my
has the light become part of the machinery? has the hand become part of the
disease? has the body become the unwilling vessel? hahahaha how simple to peel
away the skin and cut away the flesh. to discard and dispose or preserve of
brain, vertricle, heart, lungs..to be left with bones... stitching the pieces of
appendage of directed sight and speech. dictating placement of footsteps and
embrace. SERVE MY DESTINY SERVE MY PROPHECY SERVE MY FUTURE SERVE MY FUTURE the
master man maker; twitching the thread of a thigh bone, twisting the stitch of a
wrist moving toward its destiny... SERVE MY DESTINY/PROPHECY/ FUTURE(2x) beading
the twinkle of an eye to shine on only one truth. casting a lock of hair meant
to strangle the last bit of hope. YOU ARE THE MASTER YOU ARE THE DOLL MAKER YOU
ARE THE SLAVE CREATOR string them up to teach them your language YOU ARE THE
MASTER YOU ARE THE SLAVE CREATOR hahaha an individual with choices to make you
are not. you merely play into my hands, the web i weave. i twist you in like a
fly. and you no longer think. and you no longer feel. and this is the dance you
do. and this is the dance you do. building the confines of trust and obedience,
housing the weakness of winged spirits and capture the mystery of otherness. YOU
ARE THE MAN MAKER YOU ARE THE WILL BREAKER YOU ARE THE LIFE TAKER cage them up
to keep them from falling out of line puppet strings begin to twist. a master
hand..do you know who i am? SERVE MY DESTINY. SERVE MY PROPHECY. SERVE MY
FUTURE. this garden breeds the yellow pestilence of wicked fingers at work among
the living. branches are broken for posture and structure of spineless cloth
now just where the fuck have i gone. the days feel so old and cracked and your
eyelids close-you shut me out. got run over by your words today, and everyone's
a hazy shade of gray. and i don't know who i am anymore, don't know where i'm
coming from, don't know where i'm going to but i kinda want to hate you. i'm
screaming till my bones break, but you swear you didn't even hear a whisper. i'm
always left to pick up your pieces. a room of gold and you see red. what is
there left that i can believe in...this so useless so dead and so ugly your eyes
so disgusting so hating degrading...a room of gold and you see red. what is
there left that i can believe in... now just where the fuck have i gone. the
days feel so old and cracked and your eyelids close-you shut me out. and just
where did i get lost. where did you go and where have i gone. it's back to me
again. hair as fire. eyes as sharp as switchblades breathing death into my arms.
fingers dripping scarlet.. what is there left that i can beleieve in.. i am so
numb. i can't feel anything anymore. i am trapped in a shell and i can't feel
anything anymore. i am so numb. ican't feel anything anymore.i can't feel me. i
find a lost man lost in his loss of control. find a lost man get lost in his loss of control.
become useful for the use of the user. become the dog bone then chew your way out.
her way into the game is to ride his wild dick. get close to me then maybe you can be me.
(FIRE) find a lost man lost in his loss of control. forget your own. forget your own
displacement.her way into the game is to ride his wild dick. get close to me then maybe
you can be me. so base in the basement of your body..you stink. fill her so she can feel
wanted, so she can fill a purpose. (FIRE) make a habit deceive me tell a fucked up story
be showered with pity (FIRE) i feel nothing for you . i am nothing like you. bred a victim
born again a warrior, now i just don't care about the war (FIRE)
As I sleep
I’m in your head
to watch you
with castles
I’m in your dreams
watch me
As the years go by
I crawl through your veins
As the years go by
listen
Watching the holy ghost
Watch you
in a battle
You may have won
By mistake
As the years go by
I crawl through your veins
As the years go by
I crawl through your hell
As the years go by
We wait
As the years go by
We wait
And the years go by
You crawl through our veins
And the years go by
We crawl through the haze
somethings changed in your face i noticed
a different sparkle in those crazy eyes
your unmistakeable chirade
i know it
always tricks me
everytime
a million tears
a trillion times
ive seen that glaze
and glitch in your eyes
this is a trick
(hello hello i know)
what this really is
(Hello hello hello)
whats the matter with your transformation
what youve been practicing for days and nights
well im watching your creation of this awful creature
that no one likes
a million tears
a trillion times
ive seen that glaze
and glitch in your eyes
this is a trick
(hello hello i know)
what this really is
(i know hello hello)
im so excited i can heardly take it
this is a trick
(hello hello i know)
what it really is
(i know it hello hello)
its just a trick!
(hello hello i know)
what it really is
Here on this stainless table
I come inside you and haunt your dreams
Baby I don't mind, you can fake it
But I don't mind, come away with me.
You make a godly servant
Protect your bible between your knees
Baby I won't mind, let me play with it
I don't mind, run away with it.
The funeral party favorite
I'm the ghost in the human shape
Baby I don't mind, if you play with me
I don't mind, run away with me.
We'll drink from the waves and feel our souls,
Fall asleep on the graves and seal our souls.
Get drunk on the waves, reveal our souls
Fall asleep on the graves and seal our souls
I know when the angel calls you
You'll cross your fingers then fall asleep
Baby I don't mind, if you play with me
I don't mind, come away with me
We'll drink from the waves and feel our souls,
We'll fall asleep on the graves and seal our souls.
Get drunk on the waves, reveal our souls
I dream a day that god will surface
To retrieve his nails and open your heart.
You'll say you're mine for the ages
Just open your heart and say
"I swear on the cross"
Can you promise this to the grave you'll take my name can you promise me?
Overseas and over mountains
A thousand years I've waited for her
To say the lines "from this day forward"
Just open your heart and say
"I swear on the cross"
Can you promise that to the grave you'll take my name?
Can you promise me?
All this time I've prayed for this day to come true,
No one knows how deep the waves we waded through.
I wish I could take your hand and make it true.
Cause no one knows how far apart we've stayed to get through.
I wish I could take your hand and make it true.
Cause no one knows how far apart we stay to get through.
Can you say "I swear on the cross"
Can you promise that to the grave you'll take my name?
Your lips could be my lipstick
I just wanna check check
Out your microphone
Out your microphone
Let's push up the volume
I'd look so good on you
Wanna take you home
U wanna take me home
Is this thing on
What you wanna do
If you come along
You'll see what I can do
With the microphone
When we are alone
When we are alone
CHORUS:
Let's see what happens when the lights go down
I know them tricks that'll make you scream out loud
Let's find a place where we can lose this crowd
Would you like me to sing you a song
Gimme a - a microphone, your microphone
It's just you, me & the microphone
I'm sending signals, you're receiving
Tonight I won't be sleeping
Are you gonna come
Are you gonna come
You won't get no feedback
Hungry wanna feed that
Oh - oh - oh
Check 1 - 2
Is this thing on
What you wanna do
If you come along
You'll see what I can do
With the microphone
When we are alone
Don't you wanna know - know - know
CHORUS
Let's skip all the metaphors
What you wanna do
What you wanna do
