Swallow Filmography

• Private XXX 3 (1999)
• Older and Anal 6 (1998)
• Private Stories 27: Galactic Girls (1997)
• Private Stories 20: No Mercy (1997)
• Private Stories 18: Wet Wet Wet (1997)
• Triple X 28 (1997)
• Private Stories 10: Timber Orgy (1996)

Swallow Filmography

• Granny's Gone Anal 2 (2004)

Swallow

A single mother is prescribed a controversial anti-depressant called Distral and quickly becomes dependant, but discovers that giving up the drug causes terrible side-effects. Unable to find support for her plight, she mounts a personal crusade against the pharmaceutical company who produce the pills. Meanwhile, a cynical marketing executive for the company has been trying to suppress all bad publicity and promote Distral as a wonder-product, but as he watches his sister suffer from terminal cancer, he begins to question his own ethics.

Cast

• Steven Mackintosh
• Christine Tremarco
• Bill Paterson
• Claire Skinner
• Anton Lesser
• Dearbhla Molloy
• James Bowers
• Kate Fenwick
• Sian Reeves
• Heather Cameron-McLintock
• Fleur Irving
• Simon Gregor
• Terence Harvey
• Dominic Rowan
• David Firth
• Ross Boatman
• Jennifer Hennessy
• Rosalind March
• Anna Keaveney
• Anthony Howell

• Season 1
• Episode 1: (#1.1)
  UK:5 December 2001...
• Episode 2: (#1.2)
  UK:12 December 2001...
• Episode 3: (#1.3)
  UK:19 December 2001...

• Lyrics: play full screen play karaoke
• Swallow - Korn
• Swallow - UFO
• Swallow - J Church
• Swallow - Placebo
• Swallow - Oomph!
• Swallow - Blindside
• Swallow - Flowing Tears
• Swallow - Benighted
• Swallow - My Bloody Valentine
• Swallow - Failure
• Swallow - Sleeper
• Swallow - Planet Funk
• Swallow - Achilles
• Swallow - Odium
• Swallow - Belasco
• Swallow - Dead Swans
• Swallow - Lifer
• Swallow - Maren Ord
• Swallow - Keen
• Swallow - Armchair Cynics
• Swallow - As You Drown

Fuck yes!
Always I'm locked in my head
Know pain, you don't know what I have had
By now, I'm so for sure
Right now, I am yours
My sorrow, I swallow
Follow me, oh hell no
It came unknown to me
Paranoid is controlling all of me
Somehow, a terror so pure
Right now, shit I'm yours
My sorrow, I swallow
Follow me all, oh hell no
Wasn't me, I swallow
Forgive me, i don't know
Oh hell no. . .
This thing I follow
The place, I'm too scared to fuckin' go
A freak, that I'm sure
A freak, that is yours

If sometimes
I could make you happy
if sometimes
you're feeling small
the truth is mine just to
do what I wanna do
this love is mine just to
say what I wanna say
Out on this lonely road
cold coffee and a cigarette
making a long distance call
I'm on some losing bet
We're not going down
we're not gonna take it baby
we're not going down
anyway you want it
we're not going down
we just got to be together now
and if you're feeling hollow
Hey, hey now swallow
And if your love's been lost and forsaken
if you've been left
passed up and broken too
the choice is yours just to
be where you wanna be
and the truth is yours just to
see what you wanna see
Out on this lonely road
where the black top never ends
we're racing up the hills
but we're losing it on th bends
We're not going down
we've just gotta be together baby
we're not going down
we ain't gonna take it now
we're not going down
we've gotta be there babe
and if you're feeling hollow
Hey, hey now swallow
you've got to swallow babe
Solo
We're not going down
we've gotta be there together babe
we're not going down
anyway you want it now
We're not going down
we've gotta be there
We're not going down
we've just gotta be together babe
and just your crazy ways
oh there's not an ordinary day
oh no

I have no reason to think this season is in itself to blame,
The phone it doesn't ring,
And so I do my thing,
What time is it back home?
"You've got no messages today",
"I find no fax I'm sorry to say",
"I won't check again",
Another Dover stop,
If I jump from the hill top?
Will that just be vain?
So now I'm swallowing my pride,
I've got little left to hide,
(I'm not going home tonight),
Now I'm swallowing my pride,
And I don't want you to decide,
(I'm not going home tonight),
She said my dreams are only lies,
I can't so why do I even try?
(I'm not going home tonight)
Now I'm swallowing my pride,
Was it really worth the price?
(I'm not going home tonight)
I'll try to call again,
You may pick up and then,
Here is your chance,
You can make me feel small,
And wish I hadn't called,
Or you'll save my life
So now I'm swallowing my pride,
I've got little left to hide,
(I'm not going home tonight),
Now I'm swallowing my pride,
And I don't want you to decide,
(I'm not going home tonight),
She said my dreams are only lies,
I can't so why do I even try?
(I'm not going home tonight)
Now I'm swallowing my pride,
Was it really worth the price?

Confiscate
razor blade
confiscate
marilyn
it kinda went like this
stay with me
stay with me
stop
stop stammering
I uh
I uh
stop
I forgot where I put it
I can't remember where I put it
swallow
swallow
what
marilyn
yeah
well I
kind of
it kinda went like this
kinda
stay with me
stay with me
stop
stammering
stop stammering
I uh
I uh
I forgot
I forgot
I uh
I forgot where I put it
I can't remember where I put it
I put it
swallow
swallow
marilyn
marilyn
well I
stop
it kinda went like this
stay with me
stay with me
stay with me
stop
stammering
stop stammering
I uh
I uh
stop
stop
I uh
forgot where I put it
I can't remember where I put it
swallow
marilyn
where I put it yeah
I well
well I
it kinda
kinda went like this
it went
like this it
stay with me
stay
stay with me
stop
stammering
stop stammering
I uh
I uh

So don't you rescue me
I'm blocked in the black of my mind
("Help me please")
So don't get stuck on me
My fuckup is keepin' me blind
("Save me please")
Tossin' and turnin'
You know `bout this yearnin'
This feeling you've locked deep inside
So swallow your frown - my love
And follow me down - my love
So don't you rescue me
I still feel the thorn in my side
("Help me please")
So don't you set me free
No chance for a turn of the tide
("Save me please")
Tossin' and turnin'
You know `bout this burnin'
This fever you cannot deny
So swallow your frown - my love
And follow me down - my love
Follow me down

Been waiting and now you're sinking slow
Been watching how you rated me low
You say water is supposed to be brown
I say there's garbage in the fountain
Yeah
Taste and swallow, swallow down
swallow down, swallow down
Yeah
Been wanted for thinking slow
Now you've been longing for an open window
Get out throw out
You're thirsty no doubt
Yeah
Taste and swallow, swallow down
swallow down, swallow down
swallow down, swallow down
Taste and swallow, swallow down
swallow down, swallow down
swallow down, swallow down
Taste and swallow, swallow down

for this bleeding sunwalk
we laid down besides
and a screaming sky walks
and a trigger by my side...
drowing karmic networks
sad machines inside
see the radio sky talks
under a searing heaven...
swallow
swallow
swallow
swallow the bitter taste you once craved deep
your christ, your veil, your sun
in bitter blood you lay your sleep
and keep the sun in turn
for my god, my cancer
my painful god alone
dream of plastic serpents
swallowed father take me home
close my stranded eyes now
kiss my sun goodbye
light this jesus lantern
crack my searing heaven...
swallow....
so leave in morpheous dreams
lay down crestfallen eyes
no sad farewell in plastic flowers
take this breath away from harm
as once a child in kaleidoscope mind

Lick and swallow! Plague, you won't enter me again
Ill-disposed travelers spreading inside of me
Die, you weaken me
I know what you are
A sneaky passenger under a friendly disguise
I remember your terrifying work
Your endless spread. Your pieces colonizing bowels and guts
Infected cells, synthetic cancer
Like thousands invisible parts of broken glass making me secretly bleed
Their contaminated smoke invades me with symptoms beginnings
Dullness and shivers grow
My stomach burns
Paralyzing shoulders and spine
Swallow, all the water you would drink
All the showers you'd take for hours
Swallow, would not prevent from the noxious effect
For a neuronal hecatomb
Legs start to hurt
My sights lowly changes, I cannot think anymore
The bearable emptiness as things disappear
And leave me alone in a fiction no man's land
Inhale, swallow
Feel like if you were someone else
I just want to sleep
With the hope never to awake
I hate these germs, this everlasting sickness
I just can see him, this pathetic man watching me
And his strength to make me open the mouth

Sweetheart
I want
To know
Your (all)
Now I
Swallow, swallow (love)
I close my mouth
Swallow, swallow (love)
Into my mouth
Close
The door
I want
You more
You can
Crawl down

Twisting slowly up the walk
I want to get there so quickly
But my body is not doing
What I thought (a knee) could do
(the pile) is getting slippery
Your illusion's getting early
And I feel a certain panic
Flowing through me... in waves
Won't you listen
Listen to me
Won't you listen
Can't you see
Let me in
I've come (for/from) mother
Let me in

This little creature
Lives in your wardrobe
He's seen you fake it
He's seen you naked
He's been through your pockets
And sucked out your secrets
He stole all your best lines
Seems just like the old times
There
He comes
She swallows
That's no lover
That's a vanity thief
That's no lover
That's a vanity thief
Seen through your good shoes
Rubbed off your red lips
He sits like a fatman
Curled round your thin hips
He messed up your bed sheets
Sucked up your secrets
He stole all your best lines
Seems just like old times
There
He comes
She swallows

Swallow, Swallow, Swallow
Your vitamins
Living Is a discipline
Don’t be afraid
Make quick decisions
Be afraid
Life’s a big collision
Anyway
If you believe in
If you believe in
If you believe in
If you believe in
Swallow, Swallow, Swallow
Your discipline
Living
Is a vitamin
Don’t be afraid
Make quick decisions
Be afraid
Life’s a big collision
Anyway
If you believe in
If you believe in
If you believe in
If you believe in
Swallow, Swallow, Swallow
Your vitamins
living
Is a discipline
Don’t be afraid
Make quick decisions
Be afraid
Life’s a big collision
Anyway
If you believe in
Anyway
Anyway
Anyway
Anyway

We wipe away the sleep from our eyes
to be blinded by all of this light surrounding us
Cover ourselves to hide
knowing that if we look long enough we might be able (to) see

Wash away the sins from me
Take away the fears
Fill the cup with the blood I bleed
Followed by some tears
I lay my soul into your hands
Won't you keep it warm
A grim reflection of you and me
Please, do me no harm
A hammer to the forehead
It makes me think of you
A hammer to my forehead
Now what am I gonna do?
Swallow the bitter pill
All the lies they make me ill
All my nightmares are fulfilled
Swallow the bitter pill (2x)
Why can't you explain?
I do not understand
your anger crushes my face

staring at the stars from this place
the grass it folds around me
hoping that i'll live forever
i dream that i'm at home
you can swallow
you can swallow
shadows creep about and wake me
but fear of my response
my vengeance fuels my lust for power
of which i cannot taste
you can swallow
you can swallow
well i know there's stuff i can't explain
but i'll try to do it anyway
so my demons tell me what to do
yeah they're masterful they'll think of something
ah oh
ah oh
you can swallow
you can swallow
well i know there's stuff i'd like to say
but my feelings shift from white to grey
will my enemies smile as i go
or retire to their homes feeling guilty?
ah oh
ah oh
ah oh

I've tried to tell you so many times
but my secrets have pushed me so far way from you.
It will never be the same.
I wish you understood.
Useless thoughts run through my head
as I try to explain what I've been holding back.
It's never been the same since I moved back home.
I've lost control of everything and each day I wait for an end.
It's just a matter of time before it all comes crashing down.
I've tried to tell you so many times
but my secrets have pushed me so far way from you.
It will never be the same.
I wish you understood.
Useless thoughts run through my head
as I try to explain what I've been holding back.
It's never been the same since I moved back home.

as i wake
i open my eyes
i find, i realize
my drive was so far but close enough to go
compelled by someone or something
who knows the real me?
i showed you everything and you took from me
spit it out
pull it out
i come when i'm amused by you.
so take my hand
will you show me what you like?
i will show you what i like
will you touch me there?
while i'm touching you
if i told you i loved you and without you i would die
i lied to you
i lied to you
fuck me!
spit it out
pull it out
i come when i'm amused by you
spit it out
pull it out
i cum only when i'm in you
if i told you that i lied
if i told you that i lied
i'm a liar.
it might be in you
it might be masturbation
find comfort in you
feel my desperation
on your skin
on your lips
on your toungue
in your mouth
do you spit?
do you swallow?
it might be in you
it might be masturbation
find comfort in you
feel my desperation
on your skin
on your lips
on your toungue
in your mouth
do you spit?
do you swallow?
spit it out
pull it out
i come when i'm amused by you
spit it out
pull it out
i cum only when i'm in you

Just smile and swallow
Nod your head and look away
Raise your chin and walk away.
That's the best way
Well you know, I know
Well, we both know
That this is going to be hard.
chorus
So when you go
Don't you swallow
All the words that I've spoken
Because it's all ok
We're both protected.
Well I hate it that
There's going to be
Some kind of deadline
between you and me.
Well, you know
That's the best way.

Swallow bitter taste of chewed worm, maybe it's your
poison
(and now swallow and fuck you)
The White dust is bleeding, it's only a consequence,
maybe it's your sentence
(and now swallow and fuck you)
pray your Christ, your sad promises, pray your
falseness in bitter blood you drown
(and now swallow and fuck you)
pray your Christ, your sad promises, pray your
falseness in bitter blood you drown
(and now swallow and fuck you)
Swallow!!!
Swallow!!!
Swallow!!!
Swallow bitter taste of chewed worm, maybe it's your
poison
(and now swallow and fuck you)
something inside your corpse, want to kill us now, but
we are alive
(and now swallow and fuck you)
pray your Christ, your sad promises, pray your
falseness in bitter blood you lay
(and now swallow and fuck you)
pray your Christ, your sad promises, pray your
falseness in bitter blood you lay
(and now swallow and fuck you)
Swallow!!!
Swallow!!!

On the ceiling the plaster moves like clouds,
That turn to shapes.
Headlights from all the passing cars leak through my blinds,
Crash against the wall.
And I'm a picture frame hiding nicotine stains,
Hung up here for countless days.
Half awake and half asleep,
Just lying here with what's inside of me.
She cast the darkest shade onto my heart.
Turned a life of love into a bitter pill so hard to swallow.
Hard to swallow.
Here it comes,
The feeling that I don't want to face this.
Here it comes,
Just when things were getting good.
Here it comes,
The feeling that she cast the darkest shade.
Cancels out the day.
In the morning the sun is a crack of light,
That finds my face.
Shines itself down on this dark room,
Through half filled bottles of spilt cheap booze.
And I'm a pair of shoes strung over a telephone wire,
Over head and out of reach.
I'm half awake and half asleep,
Just lying here with what's inside of me.
She cast the darkest shade onto my heart.
Turned a life of love into a bitter pill so hard to swallow.
Hard to swallow.
Hard to swallow.
Here it comes,
The feeling that I don't want to face this.
Here it comes,
Just when things were getting good.
Here it comes,
The feeling that she cast the darkest shade.
Cancels out the day.
Cast the darkest shade...
Cancels out the day...
Here it comes,
The feeling that I don't want to face this.
Here it comes,
Just when things were getting good.
Here it comes,
The feeling that she cast the darkest shade.
Cancels out the day.
Cast the darkest shade...
Cancels out the day...
Cast the darkest shade...

Soaring into blackness
Into a screaming sky
Sever the ties of reality
Dissolve all self-control
Swallow and disappear
The liquid will drown all your fears
Deny tomorrow - Delete yesterday
Patterns repeating - Forever the same
Number every moment
Remembering how to fly
Number every moment
And not afraid to die
Sever of the ties of reality
Dissolve all self-control
Until we fade from view