Great, Just Great

FDA to require lower recommended dosages for sleep drugs. WashingtonPost.com, 1/10/2013.

The new edict will affect the labeling of drugs that contain zolpidem, a widely used ingredient in sleep aids. FDA officials settled on the new rules after driving simulations and laboratory studies showed that eight hours after taking the medication, as many as 15 percent of women and 3 percent of men still had enough of the drug in their systems to impair driving “to a degree that increases the risk of a motor vehicle accident.”

An even higher percentage of patients experienced a lack of mental alertness the morning after using extended-release zolpidem products, the agency found.

There have been numerous incidents in recent years involving accidents caused by drivers allegedly under the influence of sleep medications. Last month, for example, a New Jersey man was sentenced to more than three years in prison for causing a fatal head-on collision while impaired by Ambien. In 2006, then-Rep. Patrick J. Kennedy (D-Mass.) faced charges after he crashed into a barricade near the Capitol in the middle of the night. He said he was disoriented from taking prescription drugs, including Ambien.

So because some amateurs took Ambien and didn’t go straight to bed, or mixed it with something and did strange things, or just happened to have that kind of brain or reaction, or who took it and didn’t pay attention to the warning to be sure you have a full 8 hours to process the drug, even if you wake up in fewer than 8 hours, those of us who suffer from a chronic lack of sleep or persistent, intractable insomnia [and there are many reasons for that but I'll get to that another day] will now get lower doses than we need to get the bare minimum of sleep because “a lack of mental alertness the morning after using extended-release zolpidem products” is more serious than a lack of alertness due to chronic insomnia. Having a few nights of bad sleep is not insomnia. Having a few YEARS of bad, poor, not enough sleep is insomnia. And that kind of long-term insomnia is bad for your entire body and your short- and long-term health.

According to recent research by Matthew Walker, director of the Sleep and Neuroimaging Laboratory at the University of California, Berkeley, the amygdala—the part of the brain that alerts the body to be prepared in times of danger—goes haywire when a full night’s sleeplessness occurs. That in turn wreaks havoc on the prefrontal cortex, which controls our logical reasoning and “fight or flight” reflex, turning us, as Walker says, into “emotional Jell-O.” Memory capacity and speech control diminish; irritability spikes. At the same time, some studies have shown that cortisol, a hormone related to stress and depression and linked to cardiovascular disease, is building up in the body instead of being moderated by a good night’s rest. Concentration is kaput. The muscles ache. What’s worse, the external, ordinary dangers of modern life become many times more deadly: according to the U.S. Department of Transportation, there are about 200,000 car accidents a year caused by sleepy drivers, killing more people than drunk driving. Essentially robbed of its power to encode or consolidate memories after just one day, the brain quickly instead begins to mimic the profile of people with acute psychiatric disorders.

Is this the “fault” of folks who take Ambien or Ambien CR for sleep? Probably not, since it is very common for drug companies to do study after study until they get one with the results they want and they get to present that one, or those two, studies to the FDA to gain approval. Did the makers of Ambien not know about these, and other, side effects? Can anyone seriously think the answer to that is No? And if you’re going to take away an insomniac’s or fibromyalgia sufferer’s Ambien/zolpidem, what will help them sleep? And do any of you sleeping-at-night motherfuckers care?

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“It’s your ego or a demon or Satan’s influence that causes you to doubt”

What makes a church a cult? I asked Rick Ross, whose nonprofit institute maintains an online archive of data on cults and controversial movements. (He says he is not familiar with the details of First Baptist.) Ross points to a landmark 1981 Harvard study on cult formation, which suggests that all cults, destructive or not, share three elements: an absolute authoritarian leader who defines the group; a “thought program” that includes “control of the environment, control of information, and people subordinating themselves and their feelings to the demands of the leader”; and a lack of accountability for the head of the group.

Another common characteristic of cults, Ross says, is that they use shame and some sort of exploitation—financial, spiritual, or sexual—to exercise control. Members of a Bible-based group, for example, are made to believe that “it’s a sin of pride for you to think for yourself,” he says. “It’s your ego or a demon or Satan’s influence that causes you to doubt the edicts of the leadership.”

Cults are not only religious groups and can be secular, organized around a philosophy  idea/ideal, or model. But I think that “world of difference between a cult of personality and a cult” isn’t that large of a world, and the real difference just the addition of a prepositional phrase.

Is there a burgeoning cult or pseudo-cult near you?

Bryan Smith. Let Us Prey: Big Trouble at First Baptist Church. ChicagoMag.com, Jan. 2013.

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Books I Read in 2012

Baker, Dorothy. Cassandra at the Wedding. New York: New York Review Books, 1962, 1990.
Vaillant, John. The Tiger: A True Story of Vengeance and Survival. New York: Knopf, 2012.
Rock, Peter. My Abandonment. New York: Houghton Mifflin Harcourt, 2010.
Condé, Maryse. Desirada: A Novel. New York: Soho Press, 2003.
Dodson, Betty. Orgasms for Two: The Joy of Partnersex. New York: Crown Archetype, 2002.
Hustmyre, Chuck. The Axman of New Orleans. Seattle: Amazon Digital Services, 2012.
Williams, John Edward. Stoner. New York: New York Review of Books Classics, 2006.
Lane, Harlan. Wild Boy of Aveyron.
Francis, Monte. By Their Father’s Hand: The True Story of the Wesson Family Massacre
Unferth, Deb Olin. Vacation
Schulman, Helen. This Beautiful Life
Woodward, C. Vann. The Strange Career of Jim Crow
Johnson, Charles R. Oxherding Tale
Painter, Nell Irvin. The History of White People
Vida, Vendela. Let the Northern Lights Erase Your Name: A Novel
Wilson, William Julius. The Truly Disadvantaged: The Inner City, the Underclass, and Public Policy
Fusselman, Amy. The Pharmacist’s Mate
Painter, Nell Irvin. The History of White People
Krusoe, Jim. Parsifal
Hvistendahl, Mara. Unnatural Selection: Choosing Boys Over Girls, and the Consequences of a World Full of Men
Gelles, Richard J. The Book Of David: How Preserving Families Can Cost Children’s Lives
French, Albert. Holly
Kaysen, Susanna. Asa, as I Knew Him
Everett, Percival. Assumption
Ronson, Jon. The Psychopath Test: A Journey Through the Madness Industry
Baron-Cohen, Simon. The Science of Evil: On Empathy and the Origins of Cruelty
Kirino, Natsuo. Real World
Nathan, Debbie. Sybil Exposed: The Extraordinary Story Behind the Famous Multiple Personality Case
Condé, Maryse. I, Tituba, Black Witch of Salem
Alexander, Michelle. The New Jim Crow: Mass Incarceration in the Age of Colorblindness
Kirino, Natsuo. Grotesque
Kesey, Roy. Pacazo
Ellison, Ralph. Invisible Man [reread]
Atwood, Margaret. Oryx and Crake
Kirino, Natsuo. Out
Reitman, Janet. Inside Scientology: The Story of America’s Most Secretive Religion
Wilson, Carol. The Two Lives of Sally Miller: A Case of Mistaken Racial Identity in Antebellum New Orleans
Maguire, Jack. Essential Buddhism: A Complete Guide to Beliefs and Practices
Starlanyl, Devin J. Fibromyalgia & Chronic Myofascial Pain Syndrome: A Survival Manual
Cox, Anna-Lisa. A Stronger Kinship: One Town’s Extraordinary Story of Hope and Faith

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When People Who Have No Idea What Goes on in a Classroom Decide What Will Happen in the Classroom

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“to claim my personal power, and to stand my ground”

Aware of treading on dangerous ground  I was always mindful of the defenders of the status quo. Most of the attacks on me were in the form of name-calling that was meant to degrade me personally or to demean my words and art. The first label hurled at me was “pornographer.” I was angry and hurt. How could anyone find my beautiful classical nudes pornographic? But I soon learned that name-calling was at the heart of censorship. The real issue at stake was freedom to think, freedom to fantasize, freedom to imagine the unimaginable –in short, the freedom to be creative. My healing began when I stopped defending myself and embraced the label. “Yes, I’m a feminist pornographer who believes in artistic freedom.” Next came the pejorative hiss, “Lesbian!” which was supposed to intimidate me back into passive female conformity. “Yes, I’m a lesbian who loves both men and women.” When the ultimate degradation of “Whore!” was hurled at me, I welcomed that label, too. “Yes, I’m a whore, a sacred prostitute, an ancient temple priestess who serves the goddess of love and abundance.” Taking on all the labels allowed me to claim my personal power, and to stand my ground [xiv-xv].

Dodson, Betty. Sex for One: The Joy of Selfloving. New York: Crown, 1996.

 

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Crescent City Schools on Sale NOW!

crescent city schools coverA 2012 reprint is available, normally $25, now $20.

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A Comment I Read

My policy, reinforced by nola.com and most, if not all, of the rest of the Internet, is to not read comments at all, ever, and to slap myself in the face, twice, if I get sucked in.

But this one was worth reading, and I felt like I’d read a mini-novel through the epiphany and denouement and felt/feel slightly shaken.

I watched my wife die slowly, in agony, over the course of a year, eventually starving to death as the cancer made it impossible for her to metabolize food. Eventually, no amount of morphine, which was delivered by a pump directly into a cardiac vein via a catheter, eventually no amount of morphine was able to control the pain, as the cancer had colonized her pelvic bones, her abdomen, her intestines. Finally they had to put her in a coma, so that in her last days I sat watching her breathing grow shallower and shallower, as her RBC dropped and dropped, until, at last, weighing less than 90 pounds and her pelvis held together with metal, with a colostomy and constant urinary incontinence for years, after cancer took every bit of pleasure and common comfort, replacing it with agonizing pain, finally, in the middle of the night last January, she died. She was 44.

This shit happens every day. Your fellow human beings witness the horrors of war every day, in their bedrooms and in hospital rooms. When we were in hospice, there was a 4-year-old boy, dying of brain cancer: blind, unable to understand what was happening to him, his mother hysterical. The hospice nurses, who were inured to everything, had to draw straws to see who would care for him.

The horror. The horror.

Comment by SirFuddlestonHuddleston. Amour Is the Most Brutal Movie of the Year, Maybe Ever. Gawker.com, 12/13/12.

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“it is fatal to the trajectory of one’s work”

If Faye [Dunaway] made a mistake in her career, it is that she gave a shit what people said or thought of her, but that is easy for me to say: I’m a man, and, sue me for this, but I think it is easier for a man to flip someone off and to tell them to get off than it is for a woman. No matter how fierce Faye has been in seeking the truth of her work, and virtually destroying herself to convey this truth, she is also terribly sensitive to how she is perceived and how she may have treated those around her.

This is admirable and it endears her to me, but it is fatal to the trajectory of one’s work.

I am not implying that an artist is allowed to be rude or required to be, but I do think they should have a way cleared before them as they do their work, and I also think they do not owe us an explanation of how they do their work or live their lives.

Faye always felt she had to explain her rigorous standards, and this is all I will quibble with insofar as she is concerned.

Elia Kazan on Faye Dunaway: God And Will. Follies Of God by James Grissom: Selected material from the journals compiled during the writing and editing of Follies Of God, 1990-2010 [weblog].

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Voucher Stumble

CenLamar: Jindal’s Scheme to Defund Public Schools In Order to Enrich Religious Schools Ruled Unconstitutional

Less than 24 hours later, Kelley ruled that Jindal’s voucher program is unconstitutional. Period. I’ve read some commentary that suggests vouchers weren’t “unconstitutional,” only the way vouchers were funded. Sorry guys, same difference. This program was ruled unconstitutional, and no amount of rhetorical nitpicking works.

I was completely wrong about Judge Tim Kelley. His opinion was cogent, on-point, and objective. “It’s an incredible first step,” writes education activist Zack Kopplin, “Judge Kelley deserves praise and I hope the Supreme Court makes the right decision.”

That is true, but remember, this was just Round One.

nola.com: Jindal voucher overhaul unconstitutionally diverts public funds to private schools, judge rules

And what does Gov. Jindal say, in his intense disappointment?

“The opinion sadly ignores the rights of families who do not have the means necessary to escape failing schools.”

Instead, Governor, you choose to ignore “the…families who do not have the means” by taking tax dollars paid by those families regardless of actual income out of the public schools in their neighborhoods to make which schools “better”?

Around 8:30 AM, the nola.com poll results surprised the shit out of me:

I guess it’s early.

This has probably been down since the voucher schools kerfuffle and horrid national press but when you click on “2012-2013 Participating Schools and Available Seats (Map by Parish)” at the LDOE website, you get an Error 404 page.

 

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What Happens When G Bitch Gets a Free Subscription to Marie Claire

Oh. Fuck. Where oh where do I start?

Can she be any fucking skinnier? What is she, a 4? 6? She can’t be an 8—I’ve been 8 and never looked that much like a plank. How unrealistic is that?

Why does she have that finger-in-mouth, baby-faced come-fuck-me look?

And GIRLS? What is this, middle fucking school? Girls running what exactly where?Maybe if they were WOMEN, they could get some shit done.

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