what this seems to be, what this seems to be, is real
all of my life is changing
you're the enemy, you're the enemy, I fear
all of my life is changing, always some rearranging
so much is lost, so much disharmony
so much is lost, no voice of sympathy
my identity, my identity, is not real
all of my life is changing
all of my lies you're facing
so much is lost, so much disharmony
so much is lost, no voice of sympathy
what this seems to be, what this seems to be, is real
all of my life seems wasted, all of my life seems wasted
so much is lost, so much disharmony
so much is lost, no voice of sympathy
so much is lost, so much disharmony
into what should not be done, into what was left undone
the way you fall onto your knees
into what should not be done, into what was left undone revealing
the fortune from your pleas
but I can't take it back, cos his soul keeps searching for more
but I can't take it back, any soul would cry out for more
And all the time I've wasted searching, you pretend
You never realised how close we're to the end
I'm here like sunshine
I'm here just sometimes
I never dreamed of life so jaded through contempt
As all deception ceases progress through resent
I'm here like sunshine
I'm here just sometimes
Let all the hatred go, silent in heart
Let all the hatred go, silent in heart
I'm here like sunshine
Slow the art of fear
Writhe against the fading
In these sheltered years
I escape from this cruel world
Chose to domineer
Thrive against all failing
Are these wretched tears
Just remains of my ruined worth
You'll never save me again....
Reanimate me again...
Into the grave
With all the symptoms you create
Into the fray
With all the sickness you'll remain
You'll never save me again....
Why can't you say sorrow
Why can't you say think I believe
Thou must not steal borrow
Why must you steal things I receive?
Why can't you say sorrow
Why can't you say think I believe
Why must you steal borrow
Always conceal cling to belief
Damaged this way hollowed
Living the lie that you can't take
Damaged maintained solemn
Living for rules you only break
How can you say?
The enemy is thrown into the sadness,
For the enemy there's only pain and sadness then death
How can you say?
Sorrow
The enemy is thrown into the sadness,
Too easy to explain
Too easy to explain
Oh, what you'll never talk about
Too easy to explain
Oh, but you'll never see the light behind an open door
Some days already all over for me
Some days already all over for me
Too easy to refrain
What you'll never talk about
Too easy to refrain
But you'll never see the light behind an open door
See the light behind an open door
Some days already all over for me
Some days already all over for me
On these nights we shine
Love ain't all the time, we learn
I'd never want it so
Too easy to explain
But you'll never
Some days already all over for me
Some days already all over for me
On these nights we shine
Love ain't all the time, we learn
I'd never want it so
On these nights we shine
Love ain't all the time, we learn
I'd never want it so
The sullen man before me turns a head and demonstrates
The power of a weak mind can't conceal or captivate
It's lost in a bleak scope of fragmented ways
Eternal non-events occur throughout its poor days
You're lost forever unable to see yourself
The thoughts arising, there's no disguising where you've been...
Reveal to me, your mind's identity
You'll pay, pay for the feelings that you feed me
Don't hold on to what you call a life...
Anger compels a force of weakness or fear
I'll promise no forgiveness for the rest of my years
A negative release, subliminal urge
Unwise declining, grey thoughts reviving all the way...
Your fallen prey, a loser pays
You'll pay, pay for the feelings that you feed me
You belong, don't look back,
No excuses...
When you're down, face the crowd,
So illusive...
To be the same is always there for me
To feel constrained is always there for me
Can you see the light?
Can you question why?
I wonder how, eternally I'm blind
When you're strong, have no doubts
So elusive...
When your thoughts face the shroud
Unobtrusive...
To be the same is always there for me
To feel constrained is always there for me
Can you see the light?
Can you question why?
I wonder how, eternally I'm blind
Can you see the light?
Can you question why?
I wonder how, eternally I'm blind
The seeds we never sow
Sedative god
Oh sedative god
Oh sedative god
Oh The seeds we never sow
Sedative god
Right way, there's a wrong way
Oh sedative god
And there's no way
Oh sedative god
It's worth fighting for
Failing now I wonder, turn the other way
Fading down to under
Don't let me dream at all, don't let me sleep
Don't let me dream at all, there's something that's a part of me
Must never be revealed, a rushing that just starts in me
It's never to be seen
It's worth fighting for
Fading down to under, turn the other way
Afraid and down I wander, damned & disobeyed
There's something that just starts in me,
It never can redeem
They say spirit always stays
They're all the same
These days experience decays
They all became, they're all the same
Agonizing together
Like you know me, you must know me
All the tears I've endeavored
You must owe me, you must owe me
They say will it all away
They're all the same
These days certainty is pain
They all became, they're all the same
Agonizing together
Like you know me, you must know me
All the tears I've endeavored
You must owe me, you must owe me
They all became, they're all the same
Sympathizing together
Like you know me, you must know me
Live a life of surrender
Love fails to die
Remain survive
It feeds off life
Weary frustration it's not enough
I'm pleading with the Solitary one
In this temptation we're without blood
I'm weakened by a solitary one
Redemption lies
In blood-filled eyes
Weary frustration it's not enough
I'm pleading with the Solitary one
In this damnation we're without blood
You'll never know the pain that I fear
You'll never known the pain that I fear
You've never felt the shame
And so inside of me
You'll never know the pain
Sanctimonious you
You're who I really want to be
Sanctimonious you
You're who I really want to be
You never seem ashamed, of what I see
You've never been afraid, without me
You've never been afraid
You're who I want to be
You've never been afraid
Sanctimonious you
You're who I really want to be
Sanctimonious you
You're who I really want to be
Another day
I'm lifeless, ordinary
Another day
I'm lifeless, ordinary
You'll never know the pain that I fear
You'll never known the pain
Sanctimonious you
You're who I really want to be
Sanctimonious you
Set me down, Oh set me down
On hallowed ground again
Wear me down in prayer confounded
Shadow my torment
It's dead it's over all too slow
Can't you see you're my worst enemy?
It's over, overthrown
All I see is just faithless decree
Set me down, Oh lay me down
On ravaged ground again
Lay me down, embrace me now
My prelude to descent
It's dead it's over all too slow
Can't you see you're my worst enemy?
It's over, overthrown
All I see is just faithless decree
We never run the same way
We never run the same...
It's over, overthrown
All I see is just faithless decree
It's over all too slow
Never seen such doubt
Never seen without
Forever seemed so right
Understand I try
Endeavour rests inane
Takes us once again...
Somewhere in the air
Somewhere in the air
The world can see a reason I believe
The words deceive the reason I believe
Heaven seemed so right
Understanding lies
Hail the fallen grade
Praise lamented shade
Somewhere in the air
Somewhere in the air
The world can see a reason I believe
The words deceive the reason I believe
I believe
The world can see a reason I believe
So you want to show
The only way you've known
A truth for all who see
I've fallen down there once before
I've fallen down there once before
I'm always down there rest assured
I'm always down there rest assured
Falling, hands are tied
Anyone else but me
Falling, hands are tied
Anyone else but me
Calling out to end disgrace
Calling out for death's embrace
All around seems so obscure
All around seems less than pure
Falling, hands are tied
Anyone else but me
Falling, hands are tied
Anyone else but me
Getting over the madness
Getting over the strain
Getting over the madness
Getting over the strain
Getting over the madness
I'm leaving on the five train
Don't ask me when I'm coming back again
I reckon it's only a matter of time
Before the law kick in the door
Mother I'm running out of change,
But I had to phone to let you know
They'll never take me alive
They'll never take me alive
Mother I killed someone
It wasn't that I hated him
You see, he was trying to stop me
But he found out
I'd go the whole way
They'll never take me alive
They'll never take me
I can't tell you how I feel
Maybe you don't wanna know
Maybe, maybe
But anyway: I love you so
They'll never take me alive
They'll never take me
Never saw the light against the world
Never seen a truth in all I've heard
Never for the Damned
Never for the Damned
Flawless, life just revealed as a chain of events you delay
Lawless, life the ordeal with no thread of intention retained
Heaven or denial again I learn
Heresy the truce for all who burn
Never for the Damned
Never for the Damned
Distress, throw out the dreams which you cry in defence of and pray
Only, rise if the reason determines you cling for the sake
Never there again...
Never lose pretend...
Ascend and fall for me...
We are foe
Self esteems low
Set me free...
Flawless
We are foe
Self esteems low
Set me free...
Flawless
We are foe
Self esteems low
In my afterlife, I'll rise again
Destroy all the ones who laughed
Kill them all, able to think, flex my limbs
Talk and socialize, live my life...
No future, an obscenity,
Why was I chosen to suffer?
Hoping I wake up,
And the curse has left my soul
Attempts at speech are drowned in laughter
I writhe and grit my teeth in anger, why?
Not allowed to make decisions,
I step off the train
I'm walkin' down your street again
And past your door
But you don't live there anymore
It's years since you've been there
And now you've disappeared somewhere
Like outer space
You've found some better place
And I miss you
Like the deserts miss the rain
And I miss you
Like the deserts miss the rain
Could you be dead?
You always were two steps ahead
Of ev'ryone
We'd walk behind while you would run
I look up at your house
And I can almost hear you shout, down to me
Where I always used to be
I step off the train
I'm walkin' down your street again
Past your door
I guess you don't live there anymore
It's years since you've been there
And now you've disappeared somewhere
Like outer space
You've found some better place
And I miss you
Like the deserts miss the rain
And I miss you
Like the deserts miss the rain
And I miss you
Like the deserts miss the rain
And I miss you
It's deaths intention
We pass through the certain awaits
Upholding the pleasures at hand
God given traits
Living with scars
Through bleak accession
We task through disaster we face
In fear of rejection we stand
God given grace
To live again
Taken by the ones we force
Without a solitary reason
It's like solace from the shade
Don't see it any other way
It's deaths inception we must take
With dark intention
A passing the certain awaits
With holding pleasures
At hand all that gods given drained
Living with scars
Living with scars
Taken by the ones we force
Without a solitary reason
Taken by the ones we cross
It's like a solace from the shade
Without a solitary reason
All this was the cause
All this was because you rose
All that's moved across
Was meaningless you show
All this was towards
All this was towards your goal
All the laws of cause
Are meaningless you showed me
We account for cost
As we wander through the lows
Learn to live with loss
And feelings we don't show
All this was towards
All this was towards your goal
All the laws of cause
Are meaningless you show me
Said you could
Believe you could
I'd wandered far astray
Forever yield the doorway to my pain
All this was towards
All this was towards your goal
All the laws of cause
Feel the will to try
Adapting all the time
Feel the wealth inside
For the last one...
For the last one...
Hear my last words
This my last regret
Hear my last words
This my last regret
Kill the will to die
In a sense it all seemed right
Dreaming darkness lies
Oh the last ones...
Freedom is denied
For the last ones...
Hear my last words
This my last regret
Hear my last words
I'm, I'm in a picture with you
You just seem to know
I am a liar I am a fake
In truth
You don't need to know
I turn at the laughter
As you proceed to show
I am a dead man, I'm a mistake
It's true
Do I need to know
In all I've shown
(In all I've shown)
In all I've shown
In all I've shown
(In all I've shown)
In all I've shown
Cross me again, all hope defeated again
Hold on we all strive
We ascend from a world we all try
I am a liar I am a fake
In truth
Do I need to know?
In all I've shown
(In all I've shown)
In all I've shown
In all I've shown
(In all I've shown)
We adapt to pain
In the hour we'll fight until the grave
As darkness sets on dead cells
Crawling rise, to which they fell
The dead sing out for my soul
Before they hide in their own hell
In this we dwell
We are trapped in blame, in a tower of spite
Until the darkness strikes the death knell
Paralysed bewitch the spell
The dead sing out for my soul
A torment thrives this dismal shell
In the name of Satan
We'll acheive our goal
With the blessings of Hades
We'll outlive our role
Through the power of Hellfire
We will gather our strength
With the blood of mere mortals
Our thirst will be quenched
In the name of Satan
Great things can be done
Through the lore of the demons
Satan's song can be sung
Gather around my Legions
For in time you'll see
Mortals screaming for mercy
World war three
Hail Satanas
In nomine Deinochous
Satanas Lucifre excelsis
In the name of Satan
We'll take what we need
Fucking damnation
Let your heart bleed
Sensing the distaster
So we'll blame our hate
Hell bore Satan's child
To use you as our bait
Hear infernal legions plead
As Satan sings his songs of war
As I see mortal corpses rise
Into the abyss
I care not for the whore
I shall destroy the priests
Bound in chains and demned in Hell
I shall n'er release their souls
Blindness as we consider our fate
Within our mortal wake
The will of one astray
To prevail my sins at Gods gate
At Gods gate
Digress as we consider and fail
Forlorn this empty cage
As treachery invades
You consider the tears and disengage
Disengage
Tear me down and break me I remain
I've never seen the love and confidence
To believe the faith & never speak again
Forever seething throes of opulence
To release the pain and never breathe again
Can you release the pain and never speak again
Tear me down and break me I remain
At Gods gate
In amidst the madness
That only tears into myself
The mists of sadness
It turns into my hell
Burns into the frail
All this speak of death
My honesty in death
Modesty until the end
Honesty in death
In amidst the anguish
My only prayers are to myself
Resist the discressions
Its clemency compels
Turning not to face
Only speak of death
My honesty in death
Honesty adorns the end
Modesty's intent
My honesty in death
Modesty until the end
Honesty in death
My honesty in death
Honesty adorns the end
There's no mistake
Plea denied, lying remains
Fear so restrained
Plea denied, lying insane
Pray for the day
Your sentence awaits
Inside your senses awake
Cold harsh first light
Face the trial failed in life
Hold on, first light
Face the trial, fade then die
Free from regret
Redefine darkened intent
Blood drawn and drained
Weakened I'm worthless in chains
Tears from the brave
Your senses awake
The final elegy waits
Cold harsh first light
Face the trial failed in life
Hold on, first light
Face the trial, fade then die
Cold harsh first light
Face the trial failed in life
Hold on, first light
Face the trial, fade then die
Hold on, first light
Lies divided me I wonder
Cries enlighten me I wonder
Light has guided me I'm stronger
To escape to where dearly intended dwell
Never seen the light, I don't know where to escape
From that fear of impending hell
Now I've seen the light, my soul laid bare
To forsake that fear of impending hell
Life denying need my hunger
Paralysing dreams I wander
Life has binded me I'm stronger
To escape from the tears of a last farewell
The party's over you never could believe
Refrain from the way we were
Slain the invincible
Changed are the ways of man
Fortitude to face the path
Vanquish the pain
Don't want to see it fail
(Faith divides us - Death unites us)
Vanquish the pain
Don't want to seek despair
(Faith divides us - Death unites us)
Tears for a hopeless case
Outside is still so vague
Frayed the landscapes of old
Cleared the indelible
Vanquish the pain
Don't want to see it fail
(Faith divides us - Death unites us)
Vanquish the pain
Don't want to seek despair
(Faith divides us - Death unites us)
Cannot sleep through darkened skies
Cannot dream until it's over
Cannot sleep through darkened skies
Cannot dream until it's over
Vanquish the pain
Don't want to see it fail
(Faith divides us - Death unites us)
Vanquish the pain
It's the same again. The truth is not too plain
No matter where you start
It's the same again. Refusal not to blame
For anything you are
An insane attempt a dire loser's discontent
Like arrows in the dark
Ending through changes everything changes
In the shade again, a truce too much to take
Endeavour night & day
It's the same again. A truth's too much to take.
Innocent, no matter what they say
All the blame again the truth is not too plain
What matters falls apart impart
Ending through changes everything changes
In the shade again, a truce too much to take
Endeavour night & day
People say, I'm in the way
People say, never betray
Oh, when I've gone, when I've gone
You'll turn to me when I've gone, when I've gone
Need a little understanding for all I've done
In another situation, I don't belong, belong
Every day humiliate
Every way solemn in trait
Oh, when I've gone, when I've gone
You'll turn the key when I've gone, don't belong
Need a little understanding for all I've done
In another situation, I don't belong
Need a little understanding for all I've done
In another situation, I would belong, belong
Need a little understanding for all I've done
In another situation, I don't belong
Need a little understanding for all I've done
Honor stay! Repentance to the grave.
With a prayer incest. Intentions not sustained.
Am I dreaming?
A sinner soon to die.
Am I dreaming?
The sentence you decide. Crucify!
Dying flame. Sweetness is so scrace.
Without its carry glass, I regret not to change.
Am I dreaming?
Consenting you deny.
Am I dreaming?
The sentence you decide. Crucify!
Crucify!
Am I dreaming?
A sinner soon to die.
Am I dreaming?
The sentence you decide. Crucify!
Crucify!
For eternity, you're my sentence.
Centuries, born to break my weary soul
Sanctioning, scorn to break my dearest foes
To rip the face off this
Reaching out I lost control
This soul in shame
All I can take
Who holds the blame
All that I've wasted
Sent to rest, scorn to break my weary soul
Sufferance, force to break my dearest goals
To rid disgrace from this
A loss of mind is lost control
To raise the gate, ever so elated
Erase the day ever so disdained
This soul in shame
All I can take
Who holds the blame
All that I've wasted
Descent awaits never you'll restrain this
This reprisal search for words
Analyse what it's worth
Set the stars ablaze from earth
In thoughts sublime we immerse
Another fear
Another fear I can't see
Another fear
Another fear I can't see
All blown away
You say you'll never run away
From a certain pointing light
Beneath black skies I search for words
Hell relies on what is worse
Heaven lies on sullen earth
Fall then rise
Fall then birth
Another fear
Another fear I can't see
Another fear
Another fear I can't see
All blown away
You say you'll never run away
From a certain point in life
Is there something wrong?
Nothing I sense no belong
Another fear
All blown away
You say you'll never run away
From a certain point in life
All blown away
You say you'll never run away
It's all I want
Clear my mistakes
All adhere to the first disgrace
Caress all with this agony
In dreams I have tried
Don't look back on disaster
Ask your questions in time
Despite the hate are you afraid
All consumed by a surging grace
I've buried all with this agony tears I have cried
Don't look back on disaster
Is there a place and a time
When all your dreams that just break apart you fall apart it seems
Another ending you'd make the start embrace the heart be free
Your beliefs shadow everyday
Never again
Live and breathe, shelter and restrain
Never again
Never wanted loss
My ever needing soul
Never wanted blood
You conceive tragedies innate
Never again
Feel so revived
You redeem fallacy remains
Never again
Fear so in mind
Never wanting loss
Never need control
Never wanting love
Could there be, something that your world depends on in me...
Never wanted loss
My ever needing soul
Never wanted blood
Could there be, something that your world depends on in me...
To remain pessimistic found, in this hour of distress
Till decayed, derelict down
In this shower of pretence
Desire profane
You never see again
As horizons end
Ever to descend
As horizons end
Ever to descend
You retain a desolated frown
In this hour of distress
You invade the decadent crowd
In a shadow of pretence
Desire profane
You never see again
The light of day it seems to be enslaved
As horizons end
Ever to descend
As horizons end
All This Was
All this was the cause
All this was because you rose
All that's moved across
Was meaningless you show
All this was towards
All this was towards your goal
All the laws of cause
Are meaningless you showed me
We account for cost
As we wander through the lows
Learn we live with loss
And feelings we don't show
All this was towards
All this was towards your goal
All the laws of cause
Are meaningless you showed me
Said you could
Believe you could
I'd wandered far astray
Forever yield the doorway to my pain
All this was towards
All this was towards your goal
All the laws of cause
You get high, with your destructive instinct
You get high, with your corrosive instinct
Where can I go, to escape your foul mind tricks
You're trying it more, but you will never break me
Cause you presume, the winner is you but that's not true,
So say just words to me, unreal what your hate's providing,
Say just words to me, your talk is always contradiction
Say just words to me, you won't feel the warmth of friends around you
Say just words to me, is it true that there is worth inside
So say just words to me
Your desires, all the worse from power craving
Your desires, only where there's fire burning,
I'll show you the way a pleasure that's for the talking,
You're trying it more but you won't get satisfaction
Cause you presume the winner is you but that's not true
Seasons of sun won`t suffice
But for you my guarding light
I´d walk around this earth
A though the streets are paved with gold
I´d collect it to be sold
I`m bringing this on myself
But I feel for you
Will you show you`re sane
In your mouthie a loaded gun
Pull the trigger have you won
Let`s see how you can do
It`s the darker days you dread
All the hurtful things I said
It seems I´m nothing
But I feel for you
There's something in the air that greets me
There's something in the air
I don't know where I belong
Or where does it go from here
See my dreams
They're not like anyone's, anyone's
There's something in your stare that greets me
There's something in your stare
That tells me where I belong
And where it all goes from here
I don't know where I belong
Or where it all goes from here
See my dreams
They're not like anyone's, anyone's
There's something in the air that greets me
There's something in the air
I don't know where I went wrong
Or where does it go from here
See my dreams
Come taste a century of hatred
Free from the sanity of them
Is there something, that you see in all of them
Non-believer, a time will come, but when?
All you worship in life, destroyed by human hands,
Spare the trouble you feel, save a breath for your next
Spit on the laws that I made for you
Betray the treasures within hearts
Is there something in death that you think reflects your life?
Come taste the loss that I feel, challenge paradise
All you worship in life, destroyed by human hands,
Save the trouble you feel, a treasure with no price
for the end, the time I'm feeling host
and I'm turning it around for you
lord I feel I tried much more than most
and I've done the things I wanted to
it's that useless contribution that leads to a solution for me
you don't need to search for answers or hide behind romances again...
for that very sign to leave this world
and I'm turning it around for you
on the edge of life it seems so low
and you've done the things you wanted to...
it's that finer concentration of total liberation for me
and the more that I believe in the less that I'm receiving instead...
it's that useless contribution that leads to a solution for me
you don't need to search for answers or hide behind romances again...
it's that finer concentration of total liberation for me
my life is not too whole
its understanding why
I take when I owe
I can't explain
but it seems like its going wrong again
and it feels like its going wrong again
my life is oh so cold
misunderstanding now
it seems that I'm slow
its seems obscene
but you steal and you're on the run again
and you steal and you're on the run again
without the strength to hold
onto what's sinking
I'll pretend its all show
I can reveal
but it seems like its going wrong again
and it feels like its going wrong again
but it seems like its going wrong again
sit alone and celebrate good times of change
sit alone anticipate great times of change
but their all washed away with laughter
as we wait to perish, turn to ashes
things we've all gone through...
sit alone and celebrate good times of change
sit alone annihilate all words of praise
when it all seems to spell disaster...
words of wisdom have no meaning
in all honesty
its just fiction, your religion
no apology
there's no concealing the things that I do
there's no concealing the things that I choose
sit alone and celebrate good times of change
sit alone anticipate great times of change
but their all washed away with laughter
words of wisdom have no meaning
in all honesty
your religions contradiction
but you cannot see
words of wisdom add frustration
to our agony
constant knowing, always showing
In your hands I'm trying flight
I can't die
In your hands I'm trying.
In your hands I'm trying flight
I can't die,
I'm flying in the cold breeze every night
Spare me all the strife
My desires never tire but would it feel much better if I died?
Petty highs get me by but how long must I live with this disguise...
Have you no direction?
I just sense pretentious signs...
In your sighs
Have you no direction?
I just sense the pretentious signs
In your highs...
I hear the same old stories every night
Spare me all the strife
My desires never tire
But would it feel much better if I died?
Petty highs get me by
Nature
I've never shown so much redemption
I've never shown
Crawl through the mist to the masses
Born through sadness
Endeavored far too long with this
I'm past this now
Your reach is far too long
Drawn to the freedom of action
Sworn compassion
Been severed far too long from this
I'm past this now
Failure
I've never shown so much intention
I've never known
Scorn a resist that surpasses
Fortunes absence
Been severed far too long from this
It's fractured now
Your reach is far too long
Your reach is far too long
And all I've got is frailty to release
Time waits for no one
Your show won't save me from the past
Dissolved dreaming it could last
I've never shown
Your reach is far too long
Your reach is far too long
And all I've got is frailty to release
On and on it rains
On and on no shelter
On and on it rains
The sun has gone forever
Let the sin go
Let the sin go
For all you leave behind...
Let the sin go
On and on abstain
All the more suppression
On and off with strain
All the more deception
Let the sin go
Let the sin go
For all you leave behind...
Let the sin go
It's all a state of mind
It's all a state of mind
It's all a state of mind
For all you leave behind...
Let the sin go
Let the sin go
For all you leave behind...
Let the sin go
Let the sin go
As creation reaches high
Generations we deny
Never again believe me...
Faded questioning remorse
Eases suffering and loss
Never again believe me...
Never again believe me...
We alone, the fallen children
Contemplating this resent
Understanding this contempt
Sorry to say it's easy
Frail the essence of denial
I return to face this trial
Never again believe me...
Never again believe me...
We alone, the fallen children
Can't save me like the others tried
Don't fail me as the others die
We alone, the fallen children
Why can't we hear
The time must come for us to leave
Here emotion has withered away
Our burnt out love has decayed
Obsessed to leave the Earth
Tragedy has overrun since birth
Now our righteous fathers weep
As the great eternal sleep
Are me born to pass away
Cry at all that remains
Chosen words fail to substance
The wisdom of powers heard
In dismal thoughts seemingly absurd
Now as hope and glory dies
We'll scream at our demise
Originally performed by Stillborn
'o you sweet, little six six sixteen
I'm the saviour of your sisterhood
stretched thing, held in leash for daddy
clench the thong now honey clench it good
shadow blue, the shadow of the ox whip
whistling through the dark and kiss my poor child
slashed sister, kneel before your daddy
and squeeze now honey swallow my pride
'o you are my favourite nightmare
'o you are my favourite nightmare
nude thing, 'o the nude so naked
mummy's little girl a long way from home
all by herself, on a southern highway
now you're the princess of my leather dome
'o you are my favourite nightmare
'o you are my favourite nightmare
'o you sweet, little six six sixteen
I'm your daddy you're my flesh and blood
shadow black, the shadow of the razor
Fair Roseanna your vagrancy's a familiar tale
Fraught with danger the lives you led were judged profane
Hatred enfolds us
Inculcates the minds with it's heresy
Laymen enfold us
Clemency arrives to set you free
Faith
Although Xavier has prayed
That life-giving waters may rain
Down on the souls of man
To cure them of their ways
These were the sins of Xavier's past
Hung like jewels in the forest of veils
Deep in the heart where the mysteries emerge
Eve bears the stigma of original sin
Freedom so hard when we are all bound by laws
Etched in the seam of nature's own hand
Unseen by all those who fail in their pursuit of faith
Although Xavier has prayed
That life-giving waters may rain
Down on the souls of man
To cure them of their ways
And as the night turns into day
Will the sun illuminate your way
Or will the nightmares come home to stay
Xavier's love lies in chains
These were the sins of Xavier's past
Hung like jewels in the forest of veils
It's a struggle with a failures frown
And it crashes in front of me
I see the clouds divide
Will you stay or try to leave
The time you're looking at through the door
And think to walk right through
I want to ignore
I only wish that it passes soon
Hearts beating...
I raise a sunken smile
As I serve only the ones who served
What can I achieve
As you steal the air I breathe
A cruel misfortune
Forbidding is to see
When stories may collide
It's a sad state of mind
Hearts beating...
Hearts beating for the last time
Hearts beating it is a state of mind
Hearts beating for the last time
The peace you cannot find
You get high, with your destructive instinct
You get high, with your corrosive instinct
Where can I go, to escape your foul mind tricks
You're trying it more, but you will never break me
Cause you presume, the winner is you but that's not true,
So say just words to me, unreal what your hate's providing,
Say just words to me, your talk is always contradiction
Say just words to me, you won't feel the warmth of friends around you
Say just words to me, is it true that there is worth inside
So say just words to me
Your desires, all the worse from power craving
Your desires, only where there's fire burning,
I'll show you the way a pleasure that's for the talking,
You're trying it more but you won't get satisfaction
Cause you presume the winner is you but that's not true
So say just words to me
You leave in the morning
With everything you own
In a little black case
Alone on a platform
The wind and the rain
On a sad and lonely face
Mother will never understand
Why you had to leave
But the answers you seek
Will never be found at home
The love that you need
Will never be found at home
Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away
Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away
Pushed around and kicked around
Always a lonely boy
You were the one
That they'd talk about around town
As they put you down
And as hard as they would try
They'd hurt to make you cry
But you never cried to them
Just to your soul
No, you never cried to them
Just to your soul
Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away
Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away
Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away
Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away
Cry, boy, cry
Cry, boy
Cry, boy, cry
Cry, boy
Cry, boy, cry
Cry, boy
Cry, boy, cry
You leave in the morning
With everything you own
In a little black case
Alone on a platform
The wind and the rain
On a sad and lonely face
Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away
Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away
Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away
Plead forgiveness father
All my troubles fade from view
Pale the four walls surround
Have I madness in my eyes?
While mortals watch the day
Our fear will pave the way
Hidden until the end
See a room of crimson
Nothing I have seen before
Coldness wrapped around me
Struggle not for hell is here
While tyrants close the doors
Each one will know the score
Sorrow takes it all
Saved the sick of life's bliss
Charity of utmost guilt
Fear the blinded temper
It has lied it's way to you...
While mortals watch the day
And light has turned to grey
What lies up ahead
Light shines into your eyes
That I'm blinded by, your eyes
Mortal throughout the days
Until we're saved...
Turning to black
I can't see through this
No option from turning away
We will see another day
Once solemn, the things I'm leaving alone
Once solemn, the looks that turn one to stone
And I'm learning the highs and the lows of the panic inside
And I'm learning the highs and the lows of the take promises
Your powers electrify me
Your prowess repels apathy
Your imagine can turn your soul to stone
Can't find another way
Can't find the words to say...
Unchaining the things that's holding me down
And it's frustrating, the pressure's getting me down
And it's trying to live with a bad decision every day
It's a fever that's eating away in search of a fast release
Your powers electrify me
Devour the one that's guilty
Your imagine can turn a soul to stone
Can't find another way
Can't find the words to say...
Your powers electrify me
Devour the one that's guilty
Your prowess repels apathy
As you stare into the depths of darkness
Illusions of your mind pressured by horror
Standing on a plain of desolation
The streams of frozen mist are shattered by the sun
Travel through the uncaring skies
Prepare for this defeat
Once you're dead your eyes are shut forever
Is it just the darkness that greets our pleas?
Trapped in my skull, sanities locked inside
Can't express my feelings, the pain I must hide
My body possessed by an unseen force
Crippled for life
As I try to speak my voice...
No physical pain you will feel
Is this mental insanity real?
No future an obscenity
Why was I chosen to suffer?
Hoping I wake up and the curse has left my soul
Attempts at speech are drowned in laughter
I writhe and grit my teeth in anger... why...?
Not allowed to make decisions
If only I could tell them all I can think
In my afterlife, I'll rise again
Destroy all the ones who laughed
Kill them all...
you may need some honest words to heal
you may need some honest words, so ill say them...
oh lord knows why...
cause I'm made of the same as your made
if I struggle with ill fortune that's my way
you may have fortune enough to breathe
you may feel that that's enough, so lets pray then...
oh lord knows why
cause I'm made of the same as your made
if I choose to fear rejection that's my way...
do you think you'll live forever, a goal at any cost
you control your prize endeavor a game in which you've lost...
live to breathe new life forever blinded by the cause
if you think you'll live forever the games already lost
its so cold... many years to go
its so cold... many years to go
cause I'm made of the same as your made
if I struggle with ill fortune that's my way
cause I'm made of the same as your made
if I choose to fear rejection that's my way...
You'd love to be so far away
It's not a long way to go it's gonna end in your pain
Greet open handed stranger
Create the turmoil, you're not sane
I want the last one to go the embers will revive
So stay
You want to live a lifetime each and every day
You've struggled before, I swear to do it again
You've told it before till I, until I'm weakened and sore
Seek hallowed land
You'd love to see right through my veins
The pale reflection tells all, predomination's sustain
Crawl over land or mountain in sight the ultimate escape
A silhouette subsiding enticed unable to relate
You want to live a lifetime each and every day
You've beckoned before, you'll never do it again
You've prayed before who are the prayers for
Seek hallowed land
Begone the fools that lead me - I need to know
Accept reclining spirit I need to endure
You try to live a lifetime each and every day
A fallen time that's bygone
A crude elite that's from a distant zone
You turn a blind eye on what's `brave'
You don't know if it's the truth you told
Anger looks on the quiet dreaming
Seals the sense incandescent ones
Hold back desire for danger
A bet you lose, you'll have no way to turn
I see the man who lives and breathes corruption
Into a circle that you call your own
Don't run away, from the pain.
A claim that you deal with
A power game, from within.
Impossible for you to see this
Laid down the laws of deceit
The ones who cherish are the ones who'll go
Into the ashes of a tortured world
Only in mind's eye can you see a light
Harmony breaks, dark awakes, in old eyes - the trouble feel it
Here to stay, mark the way, improvise the judgement hearing
Anger looks on the quiet dreaming
Seals the sense incandescent ones
All remains of the glowing embers
living life today
when tomorrow brings this trail of desperate thoughts
living so afraid
when tomorrow brings this trail of simple thoughts
give in for one day
face the absolute that things won't go your way
I cannot overstate the problems you have caused
when they all seem to be much deeper than before
living for today
when tomorrow brings this trail of damaged thoughts
living for today
until the afternoon reactions take their course
I cannot overstate the problems you have caused
when they all seem to be much deeper than before
anger so deep and anger so alive
anger so deep and anger so alive
I cannot overstate the problems you have caused
when they all seem to be much deeper than before
I cannot overstate the problems you have caused
Coming back today, the pounding thoughts relay
It's a time that's for myself
I'm laying low, strife is gaining slow
A kind of anguish, I don't need...
When I see you frown, hurt will put me down
If I could see a light shining
Is this borrowed time maybe a final time?
That I can see a light shining
Will you make it slow, pure evil makes it slow
I know you're brandishing the sign
Dare I take a chance? In this circumstance
Or will I leave without a hope
When you seal my fate sorrow turns to hate
If I could see a light shining
Is this borrowed time maybe a final time?
That I can see a light shining
What one man makes is there for one to take
A single handed fall from grace
Hearts beating just, beating till the last
A draining feeling's all that I know
When I see you frown, it becomes my frown
If I could see a light shining
Is this borrowed time maybe a final time?
Originally performed by Sisters Of Mercy
And in the summer when the clouds show through
I might go the same way too if
You and I could talk together
Well what am I supposed to do with
You and I would walk together
Then with always close around and
Now you gaze toward the doorway
When the weather comes falling down
And when the rain comes down
Would you choose to walk or stay
Would you choose to walk
Would you choose to stay
Would you
Walk walk walk walk walk away
Though when the day is nearly
Through I might see the same way too if
You would name the things
That bring you down on me so I could say it's
Not quite true if you don't really
Know or understand the circumstance
Behind then I might clear your
see the hands that wave their last goodbye
talk with friends of god sometimes
you'll see its not that simple any more somehow
don't say its not that simple any more somehow
save your weak demands for one who cares
no more can I fake this
you'll see its not that simple anymore somehow
don't say its not that simple anymore somehow
fear demands its say, it's where I've failed, its sad to say
faith will find a way, accept the shames, a loosing game
see the hands that wave their last goodbye
talk with friends of god sometimes
you'll see its not that simple any more somehow
don't say its not that simple any more somehow
fear demands its say, it's where I've failed, its sad to say
faith will find a way, accept the shames, a loosing game
fear demands its say, it's where I've failed, its sad to say
Breathing here, and the air is clear
Changes of which I could foresee
Violence caressing, impending distress
As my body lay sleeping eternally bleeding, and...
Shallow despair, broken years cannot repair
Summoned here, and all must see the hypocrisy
Peel back the face, the sorry mind, a vacant space
Born deprived, the moods expired in reality
A fantasy, based on harmony
A victim released accordingly
Scatter the ashes, remains of life's passages,
Mocking the meaningless, joys of the empty, and...
Mighty and proud, reaching up to touch the shroud
Tangled here, and far beyond from atrocity
Frozen and cold, bleak the memories of old
A mass of breathing souls
For times are desolate
Passing judgement on my sentence
As I perceive my dying day
Give me a promise.
The word I will never hear
Sympathies forging, stalling in me
I'm closing all the doors
While my frown remains
Until I reach my golden haven
I'll let the sadness pass my way
Preaching the words of angels, to a darker side of man
My halo's fading with all the sin I deal
Have I been banished, `a forgery'
Sear, the tender feeling as my solar glow dies
And I'm waiting for my sweet hell
You'll wait for `your' hell, I wish you hell...
In time the hate corrodes
Our brains are desolate
And this prison which we serve in
Will be a witness to our pains
As a withered hand grips tight through fear
The cold caressing rains
The reaping arms of silence, evolve for us to see
Overruled by a lack of patience, it's untold
That's the secret that has made us
Constructive powers flow desire
The last intense degree
Scratching at the surface, for all of us to hear
Gather round, the secrets that you know
And the speech that makes blood flow
Blame desire, you'll blame revenge
Standing at the solemn shores
Where blessed fools are born
Happiness is wasted, wasted blood and tears
Re-abuse infiltration. it's untold
Raping life from other nations
The ritual explosive fires
Rewarding enemies
Shells of empty faces, crying to be free
Dying free, the spirits gather round
While the soul lays underground
Sickened by the feeling within
Laughing at my pain
Forget the lies, live the reality
Eager waiting for a chance to indulge
In this sinful perversion
I have crown weak now
God may forgive and save
Our "precocious souls"
Lift the curse from us
Embrace all distorted thoughts
Indoctrinating sins
In this our Earth the love is lost
As disruption begins
Madness as the soils of the Earth
It's In My Heart; It's In Your Soul,
You Choose To Judge,
Is That Your Role?
Don't Analyse Or Complicate,
You'll Critisise, You Can't Relate...
And Now You Want Some Understanding.
What's My Point Of View?
Chorus:
Then I'll Just Fade Away
When I Hear All Your Lies I Choke
Then I'll Just Fade Away
Suffering From The Times You Spoke I Fade
Regarding More? Just Seems Much Less.
So Cynical You Must Confess.
I'm Dying Here, Completely Blind
Your Will To Live- Just Dampens Mine,
And Now You Want Some Understanding...
What's My Point Of View?
Chorus
ACCEPT THIS BITTER PAIN
ACCEPT THIS BITTER PAIN
THERE'S TOO MANY SEASONS HAVE CHANGED
THERE'S TOO MANY REASONS TO CHANGE
AND WHEN DID YOU DECIDE
WHEN ID GONE?
AND WHEN DID YOU DECIDE TO BREAKDOWN
WHEN ID GONE?
YOUR WRATH HAS BEING UNCHAINED
YOUR WRATH HAS BEING UNCHAINED
THERE'S TOO MANY FEELING ESTRANGED
THERE'S TOO MANY LEAVING THE STAGE
AND WHEN DID YOU DECIDE
WHEN ID GONE?
AND WHEN DID YOU DECIDE TO BREAKDOWN
WHEN ID GONE?
I could not care less for on,
So many things tales of your distress
And what tomorrow brings alluring
You on sight I'd harbour my delight
You could not care
For what tune sorrows sings
In this battle of ages
A breath of fire would light your pilot
Are you soul courageous
A breath of life would make you maybe see...
You bring me to the ground
Victory's in vain unless one knows the score
Inner peace reclines in place the bitter scorn
Spirit maketh man always at hand
within the hour it finds me
how come with you it takes so long?
so long, so long
and if you're slipping out of sanity
I reveal, you're not the fool that feels it strong
what it takes to make you go
holding the hands that shake me
it's just the rules you're reading wrong
oh so wrong
and if you're careless with hostility
I reveal, you're not the fool that gets it wrong
what it takes to make you go
within the hour it finds me
how come with you it takes so long?
so long, so long
and if you're slipping out of sanity
I reveal, and like a fool I feel it strong
i don't owe anything
i don't owe anyone
shoot pride for all its worth
i don't belong
in a situation now
that i could not repair
i assert myself to sleep
show others that i've cared
how cold is this poor life
lay ashes at my grave
if it takes me away from you
a subtle gesture
i don't know anyone (cherish my religion)
i don't know anyone (faith is only fiction)
i don't know anyone (cherish my religion)
i don't know anyone (faith is only fiction)
this is erased i promise not a trace
this is erased i promise not a trace no delay
It's Not Without It's Consequence
It's Not Without Its Joy
Sell It To Myself
Sell It To Myself
Then Sell It To The World.
It's Not Without Belligerence
It's Not Without A Ploy
Sell It To Myself
Sell It To Myself
Then Sell It To The World.
It Thrives In One Fraternity
And Slowly Will Destroy
Sell It To Myself
Sell It To Myself
Then Sell It To The World.
It’s a struggle with a failures frown
And it erashes in front of me
I see the clouds divide
Will you stay or try to leave
The time you’re looking at through the door
And think to walk right trough
I want to ignore
I only wish that it passes soon
Hearts beatingHearts beating 6x
I raise a sunken smile
As I serve only the ones who served
What can I achieve
As you steal the air I breathe
A cruel misfortune
Forbidding is to see
When stories may collide
It’s a sad on state of mind
Hearts beatingFor the last time
Solo
Hearts beating for the last time
Hearts beating still a state of mind
Hearts beatingHearts beating
Hearts beating for the last time
Claws of death, grips my life
Empty my mind and my knowledge is deceased
Mindless and dumb, instinct gone.
Running in circles
Not knowing where my fate lies...
Blinding, running through the eternal maze
Surrounded by people the same
Not knowing this place as the darkness falls above...
Will we ever see the sun deteriorate away?
Feelings disappear
Your eyes stare blank
Another world to greet
quest for power to the born again
and pray for silence for the hurt again
eradication of the tortured man
configuration of the lonely bleeding
the gods are praying for our souls again
the willing conquest of our souls again
the wicked rule the one who dares to cross
accept the pain and simply count the losses
feed my fear
feed my fear
through the madness with a surge of strength
turn a blind eye and say the rest
at close of fear destroy a weak defense
you can't survive the pain of constant grieving
feed my fear
feed my fear
obsession clings to life that holds no hope
the fluid making life will cease to flow
eradication of the lonely man
It's In My Heart; It's In Your Soul,
You Choose To Judge,
Is That Your Role?
Don't Analyse Or Complicate,
You'll Critisise, You Can't Relate...
And Now You Want Some Understanding.
What's My Point Of View?
[Chorus]
Then I'll Just Fade Away
When I Hear All Your Lies I Choke
Then I'll Just Fade Away
Suffering From The Times You Spoke I Fade
Regarding More? Just Seems Much Less.
So Cynical You Must Confess.
I'm Dying Here, Completely Blind
Your Will To Live- Just Dampens Mine,
And Now You Want Some Understanding...
What's My Point Of View?
[Chorus]
Why can't we hear
The time must come for us to leave here
Emotion has withered away
Out burnt out love has decayed
Obsessed to leave the earth
Tragedy has overrun since birth
Now our righteous fathers weep
As we greet eternal sleep
Are we born to pass away
Cry at all that remains
"Chosen words" fail to sustain
The wisdom of powers heard
In dismal thoughts seemingly absurd
Now as hope and glory dies
We'll scream at our demise
Are we lost forever more
Now our righteous fathers weep
As we greet eternal sleep
Are we born to pass away
resent a sense of feeding, demanding bleeding
unhinged a savage seeks a quest
hollow hearts, rapid beating
the pulse is high its never ceasing
this cannot be a false pretence
as people arise I feel it
stone cold, a passive disease, no chance of healing
you'll wonder if this is the end
the void submit to pass through
fear the eyes staring at you
a time of unrivalled despair
as people arrive I feel their stare
you lived a life in chains
your master could not save
you'll lose the grasp of gain
no method to your rage
you die a death each day
for some it seems to stay that way
channels to feed your hate
lying there for you to take
a place where fools attend
Opaque the dissident establishment
That we all suffer
Refill the porous shell with words that mean so many things
Words mean so many things
The feeling can't avoid you
Stoking the fires of absence
Loss and anguish long departed
Adjust to changes re-arranging, burns in many ways
Words mean so many things
feared and loathed besides...
it's such a tragedy
I've seen all others try
it ends in misery
could you stand back and take this all in
before it's too late?
fragrant your remarks
you offered sympathy
read between the lines?
the dream is honesty
could you stand back and take this all in
before it's too late? now,
could you stand back and set this soul free
before it's too late?
dealt the loosing hand
no need for jealousy
as our worlds collapse
who will the saviours be?
could you stand back and take this all in
before it's too late? now,
could you stand back and set this soul free
Innocence, beneath this sorry veil I see `you have'
Plenitude, the sweetness of a new born child
Its lost deserted reverence
For my life and the stars creation
For my life it's the same rejection
Lost in life, I'll blame it all on you
Loss of hope, failing situation
Readapt, death is life's temptation
Dying slow, I'll blame it all on you
Resurrect, the harsh tones of our self contempt recall
Fail to breathe, in sight no normal state of mind
In time the hour will fail to chime
instumental
On and on it rains
On and on no shelter
On and on it rains
The sun has gone forever
Let the sin go
Let the sin go
For all you leave behind...
Let the sin go
On and on abstain
All the more suppression
On and off with strain
All the more deception
Let the sin go
Let the sin go
For all you leave behind...
Let the sin go
It's all a state of mind
It's all a state of mind
It's all a state of mind
For all you leave behind...
Let the sin go
Let the sin go
For all you leave behind...
Let the sin go
Let the sin go
For all you leave behind
Like a pill
Like a pill these dreams
Like a pill
Kill almost everything
Like a drop in the ocean
Life's a drop in the ocean
Like a pill it's all the same
Accept the pain, for all who ever tried
For all who tried
Overkill, Overkill it seems
Overkill, Feeding off all extremes
Loyalty through emotion
Cruelty kills devotion
Accept the pain, for all who ever tried
Accept the pain, as all our fears subside (our fears subside)
Like a pill
Like a pill these dreams
Like a pill
It's all the same, it's all the same
Accept the pain, for all who ever tried
Accept the pain, as spirits purify (purify)
breathing life, as true as honest work
breathing life, a truth for all its worth
you want to seem to be as fragile as can be
I want to roll inside that shell you call a mind
breathing life, as frail as insincere
breathing life, too cold to shed a tear
you want to seem to be as fragile as can be
I want to see the things that I'm supposed to see
I want to know the fear that sets inside of me
I want to breathe the air, like I was meant to on ordinary days
you want to seem to be as fragile as can be
I want to see the things that I'm supposed to see
I want to know the fear that sets inside of me
the sense required is all too vague
within my faculties, building me
this awesome presence longs to see
the times i've fallen
the times i've failed
and i've never seen my hands
and i couldn't walk away
two worlds are the same tomorrow
still i must not complain
the sense acquired is all too grave
with less than one percent left in me
this awesome prison locked and sealed
for times i've borrowed, for times i've failed
and i've never seen my hands
and i couldn't walk away
two worlds are the same tomorrow
still i must not complain
and i've never seen my hands
and i couldn't walk away
two worlds are the same tomorrow
still i must not complain
and i've never heard a whisper
and i'd never speak of pain
two worlds are the same tomorrow
to all i seem inane
I can take one day to achieve my goal then it starts again
In this circumstance that I call my own dreams just don`t deliver
I never needed forever feeling low cause they break me down cannot fake this frown
I never took offence I never swore in advance
But I´ll break you down with my poison mouth again
I cannot deny bittersweet recline to a sole religion
It`s certain way that I`m feeling host to a new deception...
It looks to kill
And fails to wait in sight
It twists me from inside
Carry all, heal the sore, I can no longer bleed
What is this, thing I've been, you can set me free
The one I see, a blinded fool corrupting me
From within, worn away
Find, by mind, abusive ways
Allures me from restrain (I'd kill while others rape)
Create the obscene, you can set me free
Sense predicts the scorn
The hour of peace is gone
The one I see, a blind deaf fool forever be
Burning me... burning me
Worn fools that prey
On a faith filled day
Laughter stays, out of my way
i'm self-obsessed
wrong words i said
it's clear that some things aren't worth really trying
so let it go, let it be
then we'll talk and i can
dream you're not here
persevere, i could live without this
the one you'd like to go
is taken much too slow
you're not impressed
wrong words i said
a mere subject of your self-indulgence
so let it go, let it be
shall we to talk about it
my misery is when you breathe
there's no doubt about it
Locked inside this peaceful tomb
Entwined on seas of endless bliss
The painless...
Strength is released
The horror passes through our eyes
Diversions cast upon our souls
The meek shall inherit our fears
Stray from this tranquil place
Guarded by all fear
Submit now to this curse
In out plight for existence
Reach the sky not falling down
Sunlight shines in heaven
Stray from this tranquil place
It's a struggle with a failures frown
And it crashes in front of me
I see the clouds divide
Will you stay or try to leave
The time you're looking at through the door
And think to walk right through
I want to ignore
I only wish that it passes soon
Hearts beating...
I raise a sunken smile
As I serve only the ones who served
What can I achieve
As you steal the air I breathe
A cruel misfortune
Forbidding is to see
When stories may collide
It's a sad state of mind
Hearts beating...
Hearts beating for the last time
Hearts beating it is a state of mind
Hearts beating for the last time
Approaching a silence, a blur of subsidence
Time may heal all troubles, is that what I've found?
Joy entices all, until death's lonely shroud
But I know it's forever...
Praying for a change
Our lives leading onwards, the essence is stronger
Memories of the drifting further away I must doubt that where
There's will there's a way...
But I know it's forever
there's two arms you could break
how low can you descend
approach the subject kindly
you've chosen to defend
those tears are not for real
they're falling on command
a harsh decision maybe
you're living on remand
your mind is thinking madness
much more you could not take
before you fall on bad days
and lower your defence as always...
suddenly demanding, choosing not to feed on all this sadness
my stomach tends to fold
when I speak of your name
accept that you're regretful
accept that you're not safe
your life is contradiction
a life that's bruised and torn
I've chosen toleration
you've chosen to dismiss as always
suddenly demanding, the truth is always worse when you are sober
suddenly demanding, choosing not to feed on all this sadness
suddenly demanding, choosing not to feed on all this sadness
I speak of people whose game is disguise
The myth of flavour appears with no sign
'Cause I see it coming, just like a long lost friend
A temple of rubble, the low and blind betray
Inane the pleasures that leave a sorry state
You're told of treasures, indulgence cannot wait
But wait for tomorrow and steal some sanity
Insane thoughts are borrowed, unable to repay them back
As I now fall... fall into deprivation
Fall... fallen there's still tomorrow
Love hides the things you'll never know
A lack of reason that makes a mortal man
Untold the treason, the past where it began
'Cause I see horror, horror to think about
Insane thoughts are borrowed, unable to repay them back
As I see the blood, blood on the hands of reason
Blood, bloody the hands that lead me
Pay the deadly price
Lift the fallen prize
Told you soon will die
Sin that sails alight
Carry ungodly crimes
Travelling out of reach
Taking the weight of the night upon my back
You cannot believe the pain that I've seen
Crawling out of life my fire is strong
Can it be, I can't go on
And I'm hurt now, don't turn your back
Changing ways, events prolong
Hidden by the mist, insinuate what's gone
Insinuate what's gone...
Your hand in mine
We'll reach the sign of plains above us
Your hand in mine
Unholy times of pain relentless
Forced to watch not eagerly
Breaking hearts with words and all ecstasy
The ecstasy...
Your hand in mine
Reveal all life, uphold all others
Your hand in mine
Are you alive, with flames of sadness
Your hand in mine
We'll reach the sign of plains above us
Your hand in mine
Unholy times of pain relentless
More than this
A certain divide ask yourself why
More than this
Turn back in time wondering why
Then you'll see, tears won't wash this away
Memories of the years that started the pain
All of this
Thoughts that unite long been denied
All of this
Anger ignites a lasting goodbye
Then you'll see, tears won't wash this away
Memories of the years that started the pain
Can't you see tears won't wash out the rage?
Memories of the years that started the pain
