Sadie Filmography

• Super 8 (2011)
• Next Day Air (2009)
• Hotel for Dogs (2009)
• Case 39 (2009)
• Marlowe (2008)
• Crash and Burn (2008)
• Fold (2008)
• Murder 101: New Age (2008)
• Man in the Chair (2007)
• The Kidnapping (2007)
• Mystery Woman: In the Shadows (2007)
• Rise (2007)
• Alpha Dog (2006)
• Undiscovered (2005)
• 24 Hours on Craigslist (2005)

Sadie Filmography

• Fat Ass Mothers (2010)
• Juicy White Anal Booty! 1 (2008)
• Mom's Black Cock Anal Nightmare 1 (2008)
• Mom Got Ass 2 (2007)
• Big Butt Brotha Lovers 10 (2007)
• Bubble Butt Mothers 2 (2006)
• Big White Wet Butts 7 (2006)
• Big Booty Moms (2006)
• Desperate Mothers & Wives 6 (2006)
• Ahh Shit White Mama 3 (2006)
• Money Fucker$ (2004)
• Eye Contact 13 (2001)
• Eye Contact 12 (2001)
• Blue Jean Blondes 3 (2001)

Sadi Filmography

• Tijd om gelukkig te zijn (1982)
• Boule et Bill (1975)
• Caterina from Heidelberg (1969)
• Festival der Stars (1969)
• Fantasie voor groot orkest en ballet (1965)
• Rétrospective 1964 (1965)

• Sadie - Jandek
• Sadie - R. Kelly
• Sadie - James Taylor
• Sadie - Alkaline Trio
• Sadie - Suede
• Sadie - John Farnham
• Sadie - Off With Their Heads
• Sadie - Joanna Newsom
• Chaotic World - Sadie
• Black Stars - Sadie
• Barking The Enemy - Sadie
• Waver In Darkness - Sadie
• Sexual Affection - Sadie
• Voice Of Pain - Sadie
• The Heartless - Sadie
• Swallow Rain - Sadie
• Struggle Against Betrayal - Sadie
• Ice Romancer - Sadie
• Grudge Of Sorrow - Sadie
• Grieving The Dead Soul - Sadie
• Dustin' Fucker Life - Sadie
• Recall - Sadie
• Payment Of Vomiter - Sadie
• Meranchoria - Sadie
• Imaginary Creature - Sadie
• Scarlet - Sadie
• Crimson Tear - Sadie
• Confusion - Sadie
• Children Of Despair - Sadie
• Sadie - No Address
• Sadie - Gratitude

You ought've seen Sadie
She was my special gal
Yeah we were pals one night ago
We had a
We had a spat
And you should've seen us
We was fighting like alley cats
Oh me and Sadie, we was not hearing (?) no parties tonight
We was gettin' loaded
Oh and now me and Sadie are alone
Nowhere to go, oh yeah
I'm gonna tell you 'bout the way it's been
The last few months or so
Well it's been here to go to
And here to show up
And it's nowhere to go, really
So me and Sadie
Lady I know, we
Got hold of uh, little surreptitious dough
And we spent it all on
Spent it all on booze
Yeah we got so loco every night
That's when we ran out
We had a terrible fight
Me and Sadie
Wearing a feather boa
Kimonos and Sears rubies
Why did she do it to me, oh Sadie
Sweet gal, why did we fall out so
I wanna know

Early one Sunday morning
Breakfast was on the table
There was no time to
She said to me boy hurry to Sunday school
Filled with the long of glory
We learned the holy story
She'll always have her dreams
Despite the things
This troubled world can bring.
Oh Sadie don't you know we love you sweet Sadie
Place No one above you sweet Sadie
Well Well Well
Living in the past
Sometimes it seems so funny, no money can turn your life around
Sweeter than cotton candy
Stronger than papas' old Brandy
Always that needed
Smile
Once in awhile she would break down and cry
Sometimes she'd be so
Happy
Being with us and daddy
Standing the worst of times
Breaking the
Binds with just a simple song
Oh Sadie
She's Loving my song in a special way
Sweet Sadie
Living in the
Past
Oh she's never sinning in Love she's always winnin
My my my my my
Love you mama
I just can't forget how you gave me love oh no
If there's a
Heaven up above I know she's teaching angels how to love
Its a mean world
Without ya
And I surely miss you much mother
And now that your gone I'm
Gonna carry on
Cause your cryin lady
Ooh sadie
When I think about the
Things that you done for me
Hey it brings a joy way down deep inside of me
Oh oh oh oo oh
See I love you mama
Yes I do
I'll never forget you mama no

In a world like today
It's rare to see young mothers like the ones
Who were around when I grew up
But they live on in memory to quite a few of us
And this song is dedicated to those of us
Who cherish that memory
Early one Sunday morning
Breakfast was on the table
There was no time to eat
She said to me, boy, hurry to Sunday school
Filled with her load of glory
We learned the Holy story
She'll always have her dreams
Despite the things this troubled world can bring
Oh, Sadie, don't you know we love you, sweet Sadie?
We love you, Sadie
(There's no one above you, sweet Sadie)
Well, well, well
(Livin' in the past)
Some times it seems so funny
No money will turn your life around
Sweeter than cotton candy
Stronger than papas old brandy
Always that needed smile, once in awhile
She would break down and cry
Some times she'd seem so happy, yeah, yeah
Just being with us and daddy
Standing the worst of times, breaking the binds
With just a simple song
Oh, Sadie, baby
(don't you know we love you, sweet Sadie?)
Oh, darlin'
(There's no one above you, sweet Sadie)
Sadie,
(Livin' in the past)
Ever since the beginnin'
It's her her love that was always winnin', oh
(Sadie)
Sadie, baby
(Don't you know we love you, sweet Sadie?)
Well, we love you, Sadie
(There's no one above you, sweet Sadie)
(Livin' in the past)
If there's a heaven up above
I know that she's teachin' angels how to love
(Sadie)
Mama, mama, mama, Sadie
(Don't you know we love you, sweet Sadie?)
My Sadie, may no
(There's no one above you, sweet Sadie)
Well, well, well
(Livin' in the past)
Isn't it funny that in the end
It's just the love that you gave us, oh Sadie
It's a mean world without you, yeah
(Don't you know we love you, Sweet Sadie)
I love you, mama
(There's no one above you, sweet Sadie)
I miss you, mama, yeah
(Livin' in the past)
Bring me a [Incomprehensible]
Sometimes I'm feelin' so all alone
But I know I've to carry on
(Sadie)
It's a mean world without you
(Sadie)
But I know I got to go on
(My sweet Sadie)
It's what you wanted for me
(Livin' in the past)
Sweet Sadie, oh
(Sadie)
(Sadie)
I love u mama
(Sweet Sadie)
I can't forget your love

You're on your own my little nightmare you cannot stay here
It's far too bright for you
If they attack you just lay there,
Play dead dear, it's your only hope of pulling through.
And seconds they seem like a lifetime.
A dream, recurring, a dream that can't come true.
And they'll pin it all on you
after all you've been put through.
"Sadie G. she's crazy, see?"
That's what the white coats say.
Now Ms. Susan A. your losing
every opportunity to put us all away.
Go run along my little nightmare.
Your job is done here.
You've scared them all to death.
If they revive them just sit there.
Just smile dear. Make them thankful for every breath.
The sentence may seem like a lifetime,
a scream, that curdling the blood they found on you.
And your knives and clothing too.
Charlie's broken .22
"Sadie G. she's crazy, see?"
That's what the white coats say.
Now Ms. Susan A. your losing
every opportunity.
Well they found you and they shipped you up the river the same way that you've bound and gaged.
You've shot and stabed.
You tried to set them free, but they've thrown away the keys.
"I think that if I found a god to me that was so beautiful that I'd do anything for him. I'd do anything for god. Even murder, if I believed it was god, how could it not be right? Because he said it was. I have no remorse for the killer inside of me, I have no guilt in me"

Inside her is the suburbs, in the sodium lights and the streets
In the parked cars and the pretty parks, and in every disease
In the new loves under covers, in the cold touch of the right
In the dead flowers and the silent hours
Cold, cold as the night, high as the trees, slow as you like
Oh you know she's cold, cold as the night
High as the trees, slow as you like... Sadie
Inside her is the suburbs, in the old front rooms in the rain
In all the bad days and the music that plays
In the bored kids and their games
In the new loves under covers, and all the young mums and their worlds
Who are left at home when all the kids have grown watching the pretty young girls
Cold, cold as the night, high as the trees, slow as you like
Oh you know she's cold, cold as the night
High as the trees, slow as you like... Sadie
Oh and I've got to take it, and I've got to fake it
And I've got use her, and I've got to choose her
And I've got to feel it, and I've got steal it

Sadie, the cleaning lady
With trusty scrubbing brush and pale of water
Worked her fingers to the bone, for the life she had at home
Providing at the same time for her daughter
Ahh Sadie, the cleaning lady
Her aching knees not getting any younger
Well her red detergent hands, have for years not held a man's
And time would find her heart in spite of hunger
Scrub your floors, do your chores, dear old Sadie
Looks as though you'll always be a cleaning lady
Can't afford to get bored dear old Sadie
Looks as though you'll always be a cleaning lady
Ahh Sadie, the cleaning lady
Her female mind would find a way of trapping
Though as gentle as a lamb, Sam the elevator man
So she could spend the night by TV, napping
Ahh Sadie, the cleaning lady
Her aching knees not getting any younger
Well her red detergent hands, have for years not held a man's
And time would find her heart in spite of hunger
Ahh, scrub your floors, do your chores, dear old Sadie
Looks as though you'll always be a cleaning lady
Can't afford to get bored dear old Sadie
Looks as though you'll always be a cleaning lady
Ahh Sadie, the cleaning lady
Her Sam was what she got, hook, line and sinker
To her sorrow and dismay, she's still working to this day
Her Sam turned out to be a nervous figure
Ahh, scrub your floors, do your chores, dear old Sadie
Looks as though you'll always be a cleaning lady
Can't afford to get bored dear old Sadie (fade)

Oh Sadie, do you want to steal your mother's car?
Don't forget her credit cards.
Man, I gotta find a way to get out of here.
Do you want to go now?
Oh Sadie, I hear the desert is pretty nice
This time of year. Let's not think twice.
Just smoke that shit up and let's drive.
We'll tell 'em what it's like to be alive.
Oh Sadie, let's get out and start a fight.
This desert town Bonnie and Clyde.
We can find God and capture his light.
We'll make him bow under our might.
You're the best fucking dream I ever had.
Do you want to go murder my dad?
We can bury him under the stairs.
We won't get caught. I'm prepared.
Oh Sadie, I'm sorry you wound up in jail.
I spent your mom's money, no bail.
Wasn't it fun while it lasted?
I hope you don't think I'm a bastard.
You better call me baby for the rest of your life.
Though you're incarcerated, I got the feeling you won't find
No one as good as me. No you won't.

Sadie
White coat
You carry me home
And bury this bone
And take this pinecone
Bury this bone
To gnaw on it later, gnawing on the telephone
And 'till then, we pray and suspend
The notion that these lives do never end
And all day long we talk about mercy
Lead me to water Lord, I sure am thirsty
Down in the ditch where I nearly served you
Up in the clouds where he almost heard you
And all that we built
And all that we breathed
And all that we spilt
Or pulled up like weeds
Is piled up in back
And it burns irrevocably
And we spoke up in turns
'Till the silence crept over me
And bless you
And I deeply do
No longer resolute
Oh, and I call to you
But the water go so cold
And you do lose
What you don't hold
This is an old song
These are old blues
And this is not my tune
But it's mine to use
And the seabirds
Where the fear once grew
Will flock with a fury
And they will bury
What'd come for you
And down where I darn with the milk-eyed mender
You and I, and a love so tender
Stretched-on the hoop where I stitch-this addage
"Bless our house and it's heart so savage."
And all that I want
And all that I need
And all that I got
Is scattered like seed
And all that I knew
Is moving away from me
And all that I know
Is blowing like tumbleweed
And the mealy worms
In the brine will burn
In a salty pyre
Among the fauns and ferns
And the love we hold
And the love we spurn
Will never grow cold
Oh, only taciturn
And I'll tell you tomorrow
Oh Sadie, go on home now
And bless those who've sickened below
And bless us who have chosen so
And all that I got
And all that I need
I tie in a knot
And I lay at your feet
And I have not forgot
But a silence crept over me
So dig up your bone

I CAN GET THE CRIME OF DARKNESS
I CAN GET THE BLIND OF MADNESS
I DONT BELIEVE THE JUSTICE AND LOVE
I DONT BELIEVE THE HUMANTRUE HEART
12345678SHOUT AT THE DIRTY CHAOTIC WORLD
(DARK･･･)
WHICH DO YOU TAKE AWAY ANSWER WORD IN BLACK OR WHITE?
YOU CAN CHOOSE IT BY YOURSELF
(BLACK･･･)
SWEET RIOT GETTIN JUNK BOY

Let us count down 3...2...1 SHOCK !
One day oten wo sarakedasu god damn tenbin katabuku wa
shura metsubou
Yuukan ni chokkantekina hassou wa so so jitsu ni ni
karamaru jikan wa tomaru
Bad condition Tragedy desho
Kusottare no agaki koe wa nan desho
Kuraku igamu hoshi no mannaka de Cracker mad song
We're in the black stars rettouna style
Shala lalalalala
Crazy Stupid breaking my shadow
We're in the black stars kontonna space
Shake my head again
Give me a death song
Take me away blue sky
Some days sadon desu yuuretsu wa gobugobu rachi no
akanai mama no kattou
Ryuuchouna benron wa pero wo kamikiru naraku ni ochiru
naraku de kuchiru
Kill yourself killer good job
Ikiru tame ni kiritsumeru koto girigiri
Sakebu koto wo motometai no nara koko wa Here is a
barking place
We're in the black stars rettouna style
Shala lalalalala
Crayz Stupid breaking my shadow
We're in the black stars kontonna space
Give me a death song
Take me away blue sky
Batou sareru naraba batou sasotte mikubiru yaiba wo
guren ni somete
Tell me what can I do ?
Tell me should I do ?
Tell me somebody again
Tell me true the answer
We're in the black stars rettouna style
Shala lalalalala
Crayz Stupid breaking my shadow
We're in the black stars kontonna space
Shake my head again
Give me a death song

Kick it out!
What do you want tell me. You get away from me. It makes
me dizzy.
What do you want dare me. You don't have duisiness. It
makes me wrong.
You backbiting turns into plesure. My sorrow turns into
hatred.
System is cracking down. You changed me. I'm walking
towards despair.
Somebody is looking for my weakness now.
Somebody is investigated my sense of fear.
Barking the enemy
Like a howling a dog, like a howling a pig.
It's strange things. A laughter doesn't stop.
Like a howling a dog, like a howling a pig.
Were you satisfied when you barked at me?
I don't hear a voice of enemy. Because I don't run or
hide, take it.
Die the thing which disturbing me. Go to mad. I'll defeat

You wonder in darkness and you're crying.
You're living while being frightend by something.
If something doesn't change,you rot away.
What do you ask oneself?
Yourself know answer.
Do you understand a meaning?
You rise out of darkness and you're laughing.
You become reality if I image it.
Let oneself civilize to be satisfied.
Surely and ideal should become reality.
You killed yourself and wake up your mind.
Spit out the truth hidden in your heart.
You need to be afraid of nothing.
Destroy all the visible obstacle.
Because you don't tell a complaint.
Abandan own past,and you awake.
I will vent to a grudge of you oneself.
Wake up your mind and you stand up.
I will make paradice disturbed nobody.
If determination was made up,you should charge.
Because you need to be afraid of nothing,
have confidence.
Carry through what you decided by
oneself till the end.

Fuck yourself
So what?
Love your lie
Choke and die
You have been hiding in your mind.
Take off clothes and show the desire.
Your skin isn’t defiled, I make it dirty.
Shall we start prohibited love.
Close your eyes and feel my temperature still you sleep
here.
Think of yourself so selfish. Show me your instinct is
born.
To be slut, I will teach that smart leak a lesson.
Lick my leg in dirty look. Plead more fully on hands
and knees.
Gasp, gasp, gasp as slobbering.
Feel, feel, feel the peak more.
Fuckin’ yourself to be more in ecstasy. Throw away the
shame.
I make craze you and fuck you still you die.
I raise your mind.
You are indecent a look so my desire in driven.
But I can’t kiss you and lick you.

A line tries to visit life to neighborhood of death
To die in the degree that is not wasted...
To deny oneself in oneself...
To confirm that I live...
I calm down without an answer a little.
A line tries to visit life to neighborhood of death
To change misfortune of a heart...
To deny oneself in oneself...
To confirm that I live...
I am encouraged to blood and thank for a scab
A self-harm act isn't an act to hurt oneself
It's a weakness to give a vivid description
I understand such a thing
Dead or alive...
I decided suicide, but I can not die
Murder me
Can't you hear a voice of pain
I'm dying to be painful
You concidered me, but you don't cry and laugh at me
Cause I'm needed nobody

What is it to live in now?
Whom should I trust?
I'll be surely used easily, if I die.
Nobody saves oneself.
Be rebeared by myself.
Be cause nothing changes even if I worry.
kazashita te ni wa todokanai kimi wo zankoku na kage
tsuba wo haki tsuke kurui dasu saga wa munashiki sugata
Please tell me how to smile.
Please kill my another mind.
A virtual image disturbs me in a heart.
Lonely threatens me.
I shouldn't have been born.
Can you hear my voice of screaming?
Uragiri no naka　hakai sarete iku ichiaku no ai
Kuchihateru nara soredake no koto sa batou wa negau
Moshi hitotsu dake kanau koto ga aru naraba
I think in my heart.
Nichijou no naka de sonao ni waraeru hibi wo...
Maybe the wish doesn't come true
Hitsuu ni sakebi　shihai sarete iku
My heart is injured by your brain.
Dare wo nokoshite dare wo uragiru no? Hinikuna delete

Counted smiles are swept away by the tear-wind, and the
withdrawn body temperature is freezing my chest
In an incomplete reality, merely my sad right hand is
crying
Words that don't return
Swallow Rain, once more
I want to cry next to you
Swallow Rain, I want it to be
a necessity to you, who can't return
Is not my wish fulfilled through all eternity?
This quiet room is going to grow stale
I can't even remember the voice of your last moment
There's no shyness in the face reflected in the mirror
I seized the phone that shouldn't have been ringing
Swallow Rain, as it is
I crave the morning in which I don't awake
Swallow Rain, I wonder why
the unstopping rain is dear to me
I want to get away from the reality that does not come
true.
My heart is blinded.
So always it depend on you.
I can't live without you, so change my mind.
Swallow Rain, obediently
I was afraid of the lonely night
Swallow Rain, I don't understand
I crave a meaning of living
Only one voice is wishing upon the flower blooming in
the thawing snow
to not get lost
Seemingly ephemerally going to pass, not reaching,
unable to protect

I kill myself
I pour my rotten blood on you.
Cry for you.
I hate you making a fool of me.
I want to murder you decieving me.
Let a restrained tangle loose.
I don't want to hear the excuse.
I already got tired of hearing the falsehood.
I'm drownd, and nothing looks sorrowful.
My heartless instinct makes darkness.
What is the thing which can save me
who was about to be broken?
Betrayal (fuck off)
Can you hear my pains and crys?
The reality gives me fear cruelly.
I pray with all my malice.

Love that seems to frozen, Seems to be broken. I can't
get a hold of it .
I'm just asking for somebody.
Tears of glass that froze even disillusioned tragedy,
and even mercilessness.
The love that seems to melt.
Vague profile, sighs are melting snow.
Disappeared and forgotten reality of the past, crying
and clinging to stay in my heart,
Flower petals to someone's bottom.
Take in a breath, take a hold of it and don't disappear
while it doesn't change.
The voice that Is tender, and seems to be vain, Makes
us again.
I'm frightened.
The feelings that cooled down, let tears freeze up and
lose love.
I sleep.
A true mirror was broken.
Love that seems to frozen, seems to be broken. I can't
get a hold of it
I'm just asking for somebody.
Tears of glass that froze even disillusioned tragedy,
and even mercilessness
The love that seems to melt.
Kindness and transitoriness take turns
Like an urge the hourglass is tempting you.
Will you change if I make you satisfied?
The meaning is that this lies and reality are
overrated.
The voice that Is tender, and seems to be vain, Makes
us again.
I'm frightened.
The feelings that cooled down, let tears freeze up and
lose love.
I sleep.
A true mirror was broken.
I love you, seem to destroy you, I'm mad
I can't say goodbye
So please don't leave, don't separate from me, because
we exchanged this promise
The love that seems to melt.
Holding somebody in my arms, hurting somebody, making
them forget
Taking away the loneliness, tormenting myself even
more, comforting myself in feeling nothing - killing
the voice
Love that seems to frozen, seems to be broken - I can't
get a hold of it
I'm just asking for somebody
Tears of glass that froze even disillusioned tragedy
and even mercilessness

I'm sick in nightmare of the name to call reality.
Will you have a pain in the depths of a chest?
Reveal a wound hiding.
Spit out a lie hiding.
A grudge as it boils will repeat self-torture.
I want to escape from reality I approrch, and to come.
Because nobody can save my heart anyway.
The sigh faded away for wind.
Tsukuriageta kireigoto ka?
Tsutawaranai kietehoshii dosuguroi ame ga furu
The sigh faded away for wind.
Ibasho ga naku mogaitemasu fukai kizu yo shitataru chi yo
sonzai no imi
ha doko na no ka?
I cut darkness and live.
Itsuwari to minikusa no naka de daremo shinjirarenai kara
Azawarau boukanshatachi yo nani mo dekizu orokasa ni
nageku koto darou
Where is my place to stay?
What do you expect for me?
Kanashimi no naka dareka no koe o machiwabitemasu
shinitakumonai

Grow back dead soul.
Grow back fuck the dead soul.
Can you be proud of your mind?
We can stand again, it breaks our rotting heart.
Can you hate yourself again?
I can not erase this from me now again.
I know that. I can't kill you.
you know that you can't kill me too.
The past is real.
So you can show pain me.
deadly soul... check mate
kazashita yubi ha taiyou kareki niha hai subete wo saka
seru
souzou shita sekai ha sukue nai arisama ka
deadly soul... check mate
sonzai ha jiyuu ronsou toriyame nonai ranhansha mousou
rakutan suru mirai ni saiwaa re yue kakumei wo
Taking the sadness. Breaking the mirror.
daremo shira nai sekai de
koe kara shi naki kuzure ta hohoemi wo
Calling the loser. Cutting the blue heart.
enda kurushi mito tsumi wo koware teiku risei hamounai
ayamachi wo yurushi soshite nin wo aisuru tsuyoki
kokoro ha
mie nakatta mono wo mise tekureta hibiku kyoumei
hontou no tsuyosa mise rareta kokoro wo utsusu subete
What's up? Why not?
You just keep on screaming and destroy.
Taking the sadness. Breaking the mirror.
daremo shira nai sekai de
koe kara shi naki kuzure ta hohoemi wo
Calling the loser. Cutting the blue heart.
enda kurushi mito tsumi wo koware teiku risei hamounai
nageki wo toi yami ni furue daremo aise nainonara
nanimo kamosubete wasure te motome tekurebaii
hitsuyou nara ore no koe mo kusatta chi mo namida mo
subete

Dustin' Fucker Life
Genjitsu wa souzou sekai seikai wa ugokane doumei
Daimei wa na mo naki jouzou disorder
Sainou wa ore no honnou sokuhou wa satsugai juudai
Mondai wa risei no yokusei crack your head
Eikou wa meiwaku meisei reisei na interi juudai
Saisei wa furachi na eizou fuckin' girl
Moumoku wa kakureta shinsou kouzou wa nounai sakusei
Sansei wa ga no aru mujaki na other face
Let's shoot at enemy mask.
Let's break out the highest wall.
Let's hang on lies and truth.
Let's spark up in your mind.
When the sun rise in your heart.
Show me your love within the true.
You aren't lonely, so you don't cry.
Too be crazy, to forget the fact.
Tanin ni aisou futte warai ore no kanjou koroshite naku
Jibun no mirai ni zento tanan de ittai naze umarete
kitanda?
Kindan wa kiri saku koudou shoudou wa seishin antei
Saitei wa kodoku no kansei I know well.
Benkai wa oroka na runri lonely night wasureta kyouson
retsujou yokujou hatsujou aij ou ninjou gekijou I go
Let's shoot at enemy mask.
Let's break out the highest wall.
Let's hang on lies and truth.
Let's spark up in your mind.
When the sun rise in your heart.
Show me your love within the true.
You aren't lonely, so you don't cry.

When I feel like I want to cry, I’m softly filled with
warmth
When I feel like I want to laugh, I’m softly filled
with sadness
I am afraid of what I can’t see, and even though I hate
people I just can’t move, that is my weakness
The goodbye of my lover who refuses my betrayal, my
sadness and my unstableness make my tears come up
I am afraid of loneliness, so I chose to gather
I want liberty, so I chose loneliness
When I feel like I want to cry, I’m softly filled with
warmth
When I feel like I want to laugh, I’m softly filled
with sadness
Adults worship the north wind or the sun with pride,
they employ fraud as a boundary for superiority and
inferiority
If I am desperate by questions that have no answer, I
should spit them like candies tied by a whip
I am afraid of loneliness, so I chose to gather
I want liberty, so I chose loneliness
When I feel like I want to cry, I’m softly filled with
warmth
When I feel like I want to laugh, I’m softly filled
with sadness
When I ask myself “who can I show my tears to?” The
answer to it is for sure : in front of you
As you are by my side, as I want to cherish you, I make
you hear my voice and we won’t break apart
As the thoughts I can’t really express with words are
accumulating, I want to try to tell you them softly
with this letter of this night
Whispering, I put together my hands numbed with cold
and think “Take care. Thank you.” The powdered snow is
accumulating
If you can’t walk, raise your right hand
If you want to stop, you should close your right hand
Here is kindness, because you offer me a future
Here is sadness, because you take away my past from me
Don’t forget, because if you give me half of your
crimes and sadness
Those smart words don’t suit you but if you’re yourself
that’s just fine
My dear, now I hate you but the thoughts I wrote down
are made of lovely and ironic words
My voice rots away, and even if I become alone I’ll

The reality drives me mad.
No one can trust it.
Tell me all the reasons.
Something might be broken.
The past threatens me.
I want to erase the memory.
Give me pain and sadness.
Cause I can become well.
I can't save me... I can't breath you.
Who are you? Destroy them. I'm cruel.
Break into the mad.
Vomit... the reason fades away.
Samidare ni mau metsubou no hana　kokoro wa kimi wo
nageku
Oshiminagara 　kurushiminagara　kodoku ni shi wo
I pray for you.

The cold wind of February will fade away
One flower tilts its head
The voice of truth told lies
The grey snow colored my heart
If I close my eyes it would be repeated
One flower loses its head
The days and months of three years are only a dream of
soap bubbles
The grey snow melted into tears
The mourning voice withered in the sky and laughed
Not even knowing what doubt is I loved only you
I engraved the far away disappearing past into my chest

The existing love of the world is merciless.
All the people indulge in sympathy and die.
Love is holy sorrow.
Love is cruel sorrow.
Free me from darkness to influence loneliness.
Traducción:
El mundo de hoy, el amor no tiene piedad.
Todas las personas complacen en simpatía y luego mueren
Amor es santa tristeza
Amor es cruel tristeza

Yugamu ai katachi wo kaete senritsu ga hajou ni tou
Naze ni kau zetsubou no hate haitoku no saga
Kasanariau toiki to hada ni irozuita toge hanabira
Zankoku ni hikisaku riyuu retsujou no bara
Can you take me away?
I'm waiting for your love.
Kono sakebi ga gekidou no shuuen na no ka
My scarlet blood is crying.
Cause I miss you, I lost the way.
Yagate shizumu taiyou ga kuruoshikute
The rose is withered again.
Please give it the name of love.
The rose is withered again.
Please give it the name of love.
Yugamu ai katachi wo kaete senritsu ga hajou ni tou
Naze ni kau zetsubou no hate haitoku no saga
Kasanariau toiki to hada ni irozuita toge hanabira
Zankoku ni hikisaku riyuu retsujou no bara
Can you take me away?
I'm waiting for your love.
Kono sakebi ga gekidou no shuuen na no ka
My scarlet blood is crying.
Cause I miss you, I lost the way.
Yagate shizumu taiyou ga kuruoshikute
The rose is withered again.
Please give it the name of love.
The rose is withered again.
Please give it the name of love.
Can you take me away?
I'm waiting for your love.
My scarlet blood is crying.
Cause I miss you, I lost the way.
Can you take me away?
I'm waiting for your love
Madoromu koe doukoku wa sora ni kieta
My scarlet blood is crying,
Cause I miss you,I lost the way.
Me wo tozashita moumoku no kiseki na no ka
The rose is withered again.
Please give it the name of love.
The rose is withered again.
Please give it the name of love.
The rose is withered again.
Please give it the name of love.
The rose is withered again.

What will one’s existence be?
Where will be hope to live?
I'm hurting from sorrow rather than from a wound.
The crimson tears won't stop…
Inside those crimson tears, I’m wondering what is the
sense of my existence
I closed myself to your reluctant mind
With your smile combined with hypocrisy, I understand
your foolish lie
I want to forget my dear and cruel you
I pray for your welfare and a little malice.
What should I find in despair? Make me realize.
Image is breaking.
This invisible grief is painful
Take away my sad blood. Destroy my scared face.
Am I only tumbling in pain?
I’m just crying… I still want to love you
Under this mask, I’m quivering in lamented weakness
Who am I only looking for, hating, and living for?
Laugh at my exposed wound
Can you be satisfied with the crime you spitted out
with your horrible voice? Again…
I'm just killing myself.
I’m just crying… I still want to love you
Under this mask, I’m quivering in lamented weakness
Holding my despair from your unreachable voice, I don’t
hesitate anymore
I can’t live with strength, nobody can save me
Who am I only looking for, hating, living for?
Laugh at my exposed wound
Can you be satisfied with the crime you spitted out
with your horrible voice? Again…
I'm just killing myself.
Even if I die in darkness, surrounded by my solitude,
would you cry for me?
An cynical perfect love
In order to break this disturbed mind, the shapeless
me, you didn’t yet…

I sentence it to good-bye.
I can say nothing
(Nani mo)
hoshiku ha nai
I sentence it to good-bye.
I can say nothing
(dare mo)
shinjitakunakatta
Confusion asked me...
dare ka no sukui motometeita
kokoro no soko kara yowai jibun o aiseru no darou ka
I sentence it to good-bye.
I can say nothing
(Nani mo)
hoshiku ha nai
I sentence it to good-bye.
I can say nothing
(dare mo)

Children, wanting freedom
The children who abandaned freedom
I cannot believe it and considered the sun
Children, expecting a riot
I was scary to become alone and considered the sun
A person to believe is not saved
A person to believe feels like a fool
A person to believe watches tears
The person whom sincerity frets about is only oneself
There is not god...
Thus it is good if i wake

La da dee da dee da dee da dee da dee down down down
La da dee da dee da dee da dee da dee down down
La da dee da dee da dee da dee da dee down down down
La da dee da dee da dee da dee da dee down down
Let's hop a train
and stow away
down in Mexico
And on the way
as music plays
we'll let our beards grow tall
She don't like me singing songs
She don't want to sing along
It's still the same and
She only likes me when I'm gone
It's still the same and
She only likes me when I'm gone
La da dee da dee da dee da dee da dee down down down
La da dee da dee da dee da dee da dee down down
I spilled my drink
across the bar
said, "Baby what's your name?"
Her boyfriend stood
and smashed a bottle over my head
She don't like me singing songs
She just want to sing along
It's still the same and
She only likes me when I'm gone
It's still the same and
She only likes me when I'm gone
La da dee da dee da dee da dee da dee down down down
La da dee da dee da dee da dee da dee down down
La da dee da dee da dee da dee da dee down down down
La da dee da dee da dee da dee da dee down down
She don't like me singing songs
She just want to sing along
La da dee da dee da dee da dee da dee down down down
La da dee da dee da dee da dee da dee still the
She don't like me singing songs
She just want to sing along
It's still the same and
She don't like me when I'm gone
It's still the same and
She only likes me when I'm gone
It's still the same and
She only likes me when I'm gone
It's still the same and
She only likes me when I'm gone
La da dee da dee da dee da dee da dee down down down
La da dee da dee da dee da dee da dee down down
La da dee da dee da dee da dee da dee down down down
La da dee da dee da dee da dee da dee down down

Sadie you want me to be there
Be there in the end
Send me your letters
Send me your letters
I'm willing to pretend
All I mean, is let it be
Got options, so look around
You're beautiful, so is she
So is he, so look around
I can't right now
But let's try to talk tomorrow
Maybe tomorrow, maybe someday
Sadie you want me to be there
Be there in the end
Send me your letters
Send me your letters
I'm willing to pretend
Yeah
Growing up, getting straight
Move forward, so look around
But what a mess, we've gotta make
To get there
Look around, around
I can't right now
But let's try to talk tomorrow
Maybe tomorrow, maybe someday
Sadie you want me to be there
Be there in the end
Send me your letters
Send me your letters
I'm willing to pretend
Sadie you want me to be there
Be there in the end
Send me your letters
Send me your letters
I'm willing to pretend
Sadie you want me
But what a mess we've gotta make
To be there, will you be there
In the end
Sadie you want me to be there
Be there in the end
Send me your letters
Send me your letters
I'm willing to pretend
Maybe we'd all better beware
Or end up here again
Sending our letters
Sending our letters
And willing to pretend
Sadie you want me to be there
Be there in the end
Sadie you want me, oh
Yeah I'm willing
Willing to pretend