I was born in
Israel,raised in Bnei Brak-considered the most ultra-Orthodox city in Israel. There famous Rabbis live and thousands of men spend their entire life studying in the yeshivot (rabbinical schools).To religious
Jews, our ancestry is very important to us. So here is mine: My father, grandfather and ancestors were rabbis. Some were “dayans,” meaning “judges of rabbis.” My grandfather,
Rabbi Pinhas Porat, escaped from the holocaust in
Poland. As he fled, he helped two women who were sisters escape with him. One sister died on the way to Israel and the other became my grandmother.
My mother wasn’t born into a religious home. Her father, Zev Goldman, was a member of the
Knesset in the
Likud party – now headed by
Benjamin Netanyahu. But when she met my father, she was ready to become part of the ultra-
Orthodox community and in
1965 I was born.
My father was offered a job in
Los Angeles to be principal in a
Hebrew day school and Rabbi of a synagogue, so I was raised in southern
California. One day when we were leaving school, a group of Christians stood across the street handing out tracts and
Christian literature.
My father was furious and told us to stay away from those people because they were dangerous. He told me that God would be angry with me if I just mentioned the name of
Jesus because it was blasphemy and against Judaism.
I remember growing up being particularly scared of two things – the name of Jesus and pork.
After junior high my father sent me to a very Orthodox yeshiva – a rabbinical school – called “
Emek” in downtown
Los Angeles. I wore black clothes with the shtreimel, the big black hat, and peias, the long sidecurls.
My father and grandfather - the whole family - was expecting me to continue the tradition of becoming a rabbi - the most honored profession by far among
Orthodox Jews.
But
I never actually wanted to be religious. It was just too difficult for me, too intense with rules, rules, rules, and I begged to go to a public school. My father finally agreed on condition that I study in the afternoons at the synagogue.
I didn’t really connect with the kids in public school as I was “the rabbi’s son,” and not allowed to mix with the outside world. So I grew up without many friends.
Then my father suddenly died of a heart attack and we returned to Israel and buried him in a special cemetery in
Bnai Brak – where rabbis and religious soldiers are buried.
I
Join the
Air Force
My grandfather, Rabbi Pinhas Porat, was still alive and he took the place of my father, making sure he made time to keep me studying the Torah and Talmud. I loved my grandfather and was thankful that he cared for me as he did.
But it was time to make some decisions in my life. I decided to join the air force – something that ultra- Orthodox men don’t often do. But by this time I had taken off my shtreimel and was only wearing a yarmulka – a knitted skullcap.
And I shaved off my beard. I was becoming less inclined to ultra-Orthodoxy
.
In the air force I began to drift away from religion altogether and did everything that I was not allowed to do
as an Orthodox Jew. I started going to bars, to drink and to get into fights.
Eventually the
Internet came along; I was doing everything on the Internet except the will of God.
I went to work for a large insurance company, and for extra money was a clerk at reception in a hotel two evenings a week. One night a tour group from
China arrived to visit a food exhibition in
Tel Aviv. Out of the entire tour only one woman, Lin, could speak any
English, and so I registered the group and helped them settle into the hotel through Lin.
I found out she was a top chef from
Shanghai and somehow we clicked.
Soon we married. At home I still had pictures of rabbis on the wall and icons warding off the evil eye, while Lin lit incense to a statue of
Buddha.
I
Meet a
New Friend
One day when I was in an
Internet chat room someone asked me where I was from. When I said “Israel,” the guy began to talk with me about Jesus, about Yeshua. I of course told him I am
Jewish and I don’t want to hear about the
New Testament because it is not for
Jewish people. “Secondly,” I said, “I came to the chat room in order to run away from God and I don’t want to talk to you!”
The easiest thing would have been to press the delete button and this guy would have been out of my life. But for some reason (which I understand now) I didn’t. So this guy – his name was
Todd – told me his story. He was from
Southern California (where I grew up), and he began to chat with me about the
Good News. I couldn’t press the delete button.
Todd then told me, “
Listen,
I’ll teach you the truth that’s found in the
Bible. I’ll show you from the
Old Testament.”
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- published: 09 Feb 2016
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