lifes full of pain
lifes full of stress
specialy when your comin from the
streets
inhale ma vibe
like ya smoking sess
let it flow from your head down to ya feet
i gotta high 4 every body who want some
worldwide ghettos if your feelin this one
i ghotta natural high just 4 your brain
i'll make you fly but i wont turn u insane
what me say know
fuck powder fuck pills see me
stricly chemical free like sweet sensi
fuck coke fuck ecstasy
i've seen that shit take over to many
fuck powder fuck pills see me
stricly chemical free like sweet sensi
fuck coke fuck ecstasy
ma music gets me as high as i need.
lifes full a pain
lifes full a sttress
specialy when your comin from the
streets
inhale ma vibe
like ya smoking sess
let it flow from your head down 2 ya feet
i gotta high 4 every body who want some
worldwide ghettos if your fellin this one
i gotta natural high just 4 ya brain
i'll make you fly but i wont turn u insane
what me say now
fuck powder fuck pills see me
sticly chemical free like sweet sensi
fuck coke fuck ecstasy
i seen that shit take over to many
fuck powder fuck pills see me
sticly chemical free like sweet sensi
fuck coke fuck ecstasy
Have you ever had a broken heart, felt so much pain
Lived in so much dark thought you'd never see the light again
Have you ever yearned from deep within when you see others laughin
That just for one second, you could b them
I lived life hiding behind the curtain
Never known for certain when I'd be free
I lived life as my shadow hopin that the pain would go
But all the time I was hidin from me
If you know what I mean
If you too are searchin 2 b happy
All you gotta do is dig a little deeper within you
Have you ever fallen out of love
Your feelings just disappeared
But it's yourself you're thinkin of
And so still you kept them near
Have you ever been untrue
Even though you knew right from wrong
But the coward in you just kept them hanging on
I ain't charmin 2 b no angel
I really never meant 2 it just weren't meant 2 b
I knew he thought I was the one
The least that I could of done was made him hear it from me
If you ever been through broken heart then really you need 2 remember how it
felt b4
Ur untrue
When we were young,
Life was so unjust,
At times i felt it was just us,
Mama working hard to put food on the table.
All on her own she sacrafised,
Even when my brothers and sisters died,
Some how she stayed strong,
I never saw her cry.
I was the oldet and responsibility was so immense,
The tension,
We'd disagree,
So i left, at the time I felt she hated me.
Told me to be strong,
Told me to hang on,
Hugged Me tight,
And said "Big Sister It'll be alright"...
Brother, I love ya,
Little brother,
I thank God for ya every day,
Little Brother,
I Love Ya,
And I pray he'll never take you away.
When my soul withered and i lived in the dark,
An emptiness it filled my heart.
U Never stopped holdin' me,
Never stopped tryin' to open me up.
The days and nights I spent stressin',
The years I spent In depression,
This is my confession.
Thought about ending it sometimes,
But the second you crossed my mind,
I knew, I could never leave you.
Made me believe,
You set me free,
To this day, all I say and do, i owe it all to you.
Ooh,
I would lie for you,
Cry for you,
Ride or die for you,
Touch the sky for you,
If you asked me to
Theres nothin i wont do
I took this life for joke
I would drink or smoke
To ease away the pain
And forget the memories up in my brain
But you helped me to stop the rain
The things that you promote
fighting, violence, like you
don't want to grow old
you talkin so much sex, but
you na tell the youths about aids
and you na tell them of consequence, no
you talkin like you a G
but you a killer killing your own
you're just a racist man's fossey
tell me who wants to know
what when, who where
or how you loose control
certainly not me, certainly not me
'coz baby personally
i like to be challenged mentally
i've heard it all before
gangstas pimps and whores
quality is born
a girl like me is born
it takes more (it takes more)
to amuse a girl like me
so much more (much more)
to confuse a girl like me
they've got you (got you)
'cos while you're braggin bout your badness
you're just, avoiding, adding
to the real shit that's happening to us
now who gives a damn
about, the ice, on your hand
if it's not to complex
tell me how many africans died
for the bagettes on your rolex
so what you pushing a nice car
don't you know, there's no such thing
as superstars
we leave this world alone
so who gives a shit
about the things you own
certainly not me, certainly not me
'coz baby personally
i like to be challenged mentally
contents insignificent
and it don't help to pay my rent
it's pure negativity
that you impose on me
it takes more (it takes more)
to amuse a girl like me
so much more (much more)
to confuse a girl like me
they've got you (got you)
'cos while you're braggin bout your badness
you're just, avoiding, adding
to the real shit that's happening to us
now i can sit and chat and spit bout how i sex
but my business is my business i got self respect
i could talk bout how my press could pimp mans dough
get the keys to his ride and his home
but i looked it up and that would make me a ho
little sisters now i really gotta let you know
real women ain't sexing for no mans dough
real women work hard to make their dough
we can all chat bout gats and blacks on blacks
and force the hypes and all be stereotypes
we use to watching, that ain't what i'm here for
show them to think higher and aspire to be more
it takes more (it takes more)
to amuse a girl like me
so much more (much more)
to confuse a girl like me
they've got you (got you)
'cos while you're braggin bout your badness
you're just, avoiding, adding
to the real shit that's happening to us
it takes more (it takes more)
to amuse a girl like me
so much more (much more)
to confuse a girl like me
they've got you (got you)
'cos while you're braggin bout your badness
you're just, avoiding, adding
to the real shit that's happening to us
Now im'a tell it like this girlfriend,
He don't love you.
Never have I seen him kiss or hug you,
He don't make effort,
He don't respect you,
Or accept you, for you.
Tells you what to wear and how to behave,
Comes in your home and treats you like his slave,
Don't need him if he make you sacrafice your freedom,
Get him out your life.
Shout and curse at you in public places,
Sleep in your house on a part time basis,
He aint even taking care of his child,
He don't make you smile.
I understand you love him and your down,
But that don't mean you got to be his clown.
Girl, you got to put him out,
Change them locks and all that.
Girl, you got to put him out,
And this time don't take him back.
Girl, you got to put him out,
Take the time to love yourself.
Girl, you got to put him out,
You can find real love with someone else.
He don't even know how to be honest,
All he know how to do is falso promise.
Any real man agree he ain't a man after the first time that he raised his hand.
Treat your home like hotel,
Don't pay his way,
Lost count of the times that that dog has strayed.
Sleep around,
Creep around,
Bring back disease,
What if next time it was HIV.
Four baby mummas, Eight kids and no work,
You can play strong but I know that it hurt,
You make the choices,
You gotta stop this,
Coz girlfriend,
The boy's worthless.
I understand that y'all love birds from school,
How did you get from being his girl to just bein his fool?
Ur little girl needs a daddy,
I agree,
But the fool is far from that.
Any boy can be a father,
That ain't reason enough to keep on takin' him back.
He never reads wit' her or takes her out,
That shits called neglect you hear.
Sure she confused and tired of always seeing mummas face bruised and drowing in tears.
Look what you showin' her by lettin' him disrespect you,
You just growin' her to think that it's something that all men do.
You owe it to yourself and your daughter cos she thinks it's all alright,
When she get older,
Follow the footsteps you showed her,
So many girls I know,
Don't wanna let me go,
That is the reason why,
Me and you just flow.
It's like you make me glow.
As soon as i see you, child,
Yes, you drive me wild,
Wit' your ebony smile,
You are, you are, you are something special.
So Anyway u want it,
You know I'll always try,
And when you need it (Girl),
You know I will provide,
You know I love it (love it),
Havin' you by my side,
Let's stay together (Girl),
Oh Oh.
I never tasted such a sweet kiss,
And I never felt so much tenderness,
And he got me weak,
He's gone five minutes and I miss him,
I'm feelin' deep,
Baby sit down and listen.
Anytime that you ain't here you got me feenin',
For your love it feels so good it's like I'm dreamin'.
Just your touch has got my heart screamin',
It's crazy baby what ya got me feelin'.
So Anyway u want it,
You know I'll always try,
And when you need it (Boy),
You know I will provide,
You know I love it (love it),
Havin' you by my side,
Let's stay together (Boy),
Oh Oh.
I know something,
I do see,
Baby you got that love I need.
you're the only one that can set me free,
Boy I'll love you eternally.
I don't need nobody baby,
I really want you to know I love you crazy.
I don't need nothin' besides,
He doesn't want me around,
He's got something to hide.
I think he wants a clown,
Someone to take for a ride.
What I keep tellin' him..
I'm too experiences to be taken for a stroll,
Too experienced for someone to rock 'n' roll.
I'm too experienced to be taken for a ride,
And I know It's not my foolish pride.
He Hates the sight of me,
Because I turned his offer down.
He's always sayin' we were meant to be,
Somehow he thought I'd be his clown.
But this is what I say.
She doesn't want you around,
Because you have too much to hide.
I think you are a clown,
Not fit to be a bonafide.
But I'm tellin' you,
She's too experienced to be taken for a stroll,
Too experienced for someone to rock 'n' roll.
Too experienced to be taken for a ride,
Yo I'm the same little girl that grew up next door to you
Went through all the things a teenage girl goes through
Hangin' out all night breakin my curfew
When my daddy hit the door I gave my mumma the blues
Use 2 spend my time blazin' lazin' days away
Thought I was grown left home at 15 didn't want to obey
Had 2 get my act together couldn't take the heat
And now I'm making beats for the streets
I'm Ms. Dy-na-mi-tee
I stay blowin' up ur stereo everybody gotta hear me though
I'm just Ms. Dy-na-mi-tee
Hear me bussin' on da radio
Now feel my flow u get me though
I'm Ms. Dy-na-mi-tee
See me bouncin' in da video
And I come to rock the show
I'm Ms. Dy-na-mi-tee
Everybody loose control
Let my vibe touch your soul
I remeber all the house parties that took place
Bein' in my bed upstairs and we could still feel the base
And my cousins and my brothers we'd sit up all night
Listenin' to my family vibin' till the mornin' light
Remember my first years of school I was so innocent
I just wanted to learn I never been so content
But the more that I learned I found a guidin light
That showed me the need to fight
And be
I'm Ms. Dy-na-mi-tee
I stay blowin' up ur stereo
Everybody gotta hear me though
I'm just Ms. Dy-na-mi-tee
Hear me bussin' on da radio
Now feel my flow u get me though
I'm Ms. Dy-na-mi-tee
See me bouncin' in da video
And I come to rock the show
I'm Ms. Dy-na-mi-tee
Everybody loose control
Let my vibe touch ur soul
At 13 I thought I was in love with this guy
Anytime I caught his eye I thought that I'd just die
Remember playin' class clown I was just a disruptive fool
And the beatin' I got first time suspended from school
Remember Sunday School and after go to granmas for lunch
Macaroni, rice and peas, chicken and pineapple punch
Never had much my mum brother sister and me
But love was enough to succeed
to grow
I'm Ms. Dy-na-mi-tee
I stay blowin' up ur stereo
Everybody gotta hear me though
I'm just Ms. Dy-na-mi-tee
Hear me bussin' on da radio
Now feel my flow u get me though
I'm Ms. Dy-na-mi-tee
See me bouncin' in da video
And I come to rock the show
I'm Ms. Dy-na-mi-tee
Everybody loose control
Let my vibe touch ur soul
Every day I wake I feel like crying,
Every second I feel like praying,
Every where I turn my prople dying,
Brothers and sisters now listen what I'm saying...
I don't really feel like writing,
And i don't really feel like singing,
Coz everywhere I look my people fighting,
And It's out own that we're killing.
The same gunmen that cry 'bout suppresion,
Of the white man and he's racist oppression,
Go a church and give God he's confesion,
Gun in his pocket and crack in his possession.
Damn hypocrite don't be disillusioned,
Yeah life is tough but that's not no solution,
You g'wan like ya brave,
That's an illusion,
Brave man wouldn't kill his own,
Would start a revolution.
Gunamn and too much drug man,
What are we showing the youts dem?
We should be protecting,
Instead we're destroying.
Oh father,
Long time I been waitin' to get next to you,
Long time I been anticipatin' the things that I wanna do,
Long time I been feenin' just for one kiss,
Long time I been dreamin' bout feelin' your tenderness.
Sometimes I wanna grab you and just dance slow,
Sometimes I really feel the urge to let you know.
The feelings I have if you how deep they gom
I gotta Krazy Krush on you but can't seem to let it go.
If you knew the heat I feel when our eyes meet,
So hot, so deep that it gets my knees weak,
So sweet, but the heat's got my heart skippin' beats.
I can't hide, though I'm tryin' to be discreet.
U got me feelin somethin',
My heart it won't stop rushin',
U got a sister blushin',
Ooh dis Krazy Krush and...
U got me day dreamin,
U got a sister feenin',
U got me thinkin' bout every word you ever said,
This Krazy Krush it keeps foolin' up my head.
Long time it's all just been buildin' up inside of me,
Long time I just wanted to touch but I just let it be,
Long time I been searchin' for the words,
They just dont come,
Long time I been so certain dat u da one.
Sometimes I wanna grab you and just dance slow,
Sometimes I really feel the urge to let you know.
The feelings I have if you how deep they gom
I gotta Krazy Krush on you but can't seem to let it go.
U come like sunshine they way you make my heart melt,
U give me flutterin butterflies I never felt,
U get me nervous I cant’t keep my calm,
Sweatin' at the palms,
Temperature rise,
Hypnotised by your charm.
Now here we are all alone,
Here we are on our own,
And my emotions are running wild,
I really wanna let loose but it just ain't my style,
Still I gotta show you,
Make you know you,
Touch my soul you,
Got me outta control, ooh!
I just wanna hold you,
Remember when I was so weak 4 u,
Remember when I felt so deep 4 u,
I remember the day I cried 4 u,
Remember the days I thoughI'd die for you.
But you said you had no time for me,
Said that you and I would never be,
Said you wouldn't mind gettin' up between my legs,
But not good enough to be your girl that's what you said.
Ooh how you broke my heart that day,
All the love I had for you,
But only disrespect did you show me.
Now you want my love,
So what ya tryin' 2 tell me?
Now I'm good enough?
And now you want my time,
If you think you're gunna get it must be out ya fuckin mind.
Now it was pure disrespect that you showed me,
And now suddenly a brother wanna know me,
Is it because I'm Ms. Dynamitee,
That suddenly you wantin' me to be your wifey.
You're showing how shallow you really are,
Coz all this shit don't make me no superstar,
Lickle name Lickle fame Up in dis game,
Shit ain't changed, shit ain't changed,
I'm still the same,
I'm still the same girl,
Who's heart you broke that day,
All the love I had for you,
But only disrespect did you show me.
Da Da Da
Now you tried misusin', abusin' and usin'
Was it ammusin' when you was confusin'
And left me in sorrow.
Now tell me who's in control.
And it was so upsettin' but now I'm lettin' you know my love you ain't gettin',
[Ms Dynamite]
Take you away now
Take you away now
We’re gonna fight into your heart
Original .. on the radar
When I feel .. not afraid
Like I eat cheese with potato
.. never know the moves we’ve been making
Best things to those who have been waiting
Hold on tight cause you can’t never run of what you see
Take my advice spirits don’t fly unless they are free
I’ve been taking it to the world …
Levitate .. what’s up
No .. neva soft
.. at all … never let me down
None of them is with the style
.. got the beat
I am not taking you back like the …
Take your way now
Take you away now
We’re gonna fight into your heart
So hold on tight
Never know the moves we’ve been making
Best things to those who have been waiting
Hold on tight cause you can’t never run of what you see
Take my advice spirits don’t fly unless they are free
I’ve been taking it to the world …
Levitate .. what’s up
No .. neva soft
.. at all … never let me down
None of them is with the style
.. got the beat
It's dat bad black British bigger beats bitch
From Brixton to Beanu the streets get switched
She said, hard lips ching, we don't want shit no
Singing a flow and it started a tempo
Sharper dan a razor, when you walkin' my way
Gonna fuck you up caught you up in the style
When I'm wise and my style, slit your wrist
Suicide, with my fists and my tounge comes like a knife
Meana-mee-za, meana-mee-za, and it's my trick
To six foot deeper dan da concrete
Comin' misty but like Shaggy, it wasn't me
It was my lyrical ability on trinity
My flem caught on billy so my lyrics are a flame
So my tounge comes in danger signs of deadly
So dey sayin' it's anotha explosion
But it won't really fussy, 'cuz I really 'em
It's dat bad black British bigger beats bitch
From Brixton to Beanu the streets get switched
She said hard lips ching, we don't want shit no
Singing a flow and it started a tempo
It's dat bad black British bigger beats bitch
From Brixton to Beanu the streets get switched
She said hard lips ching, we don't want shit no
Singing a flow and it started a tempo
You never knew about the lyrical G, lyrical G
Mirical, lyrically, haters fakers S T E P, your boot in G R A V E
You M I S S I N G, or D A T E to L I T E
Wanna fuck wit dis bad girl MC
While I fuck wit D Y N A M I T E
Fuck dat, now I'm famine girl, fuck your chat
It's time to get dhose, who don't really feel
Unfortunately and I'mma get R E S P E C T
Now bring your crew, your fools, your ton, your gun
Bring your dawgs, bring your men, bring your mum
Take her in like you fuckin' wit sons
'Cuz I paid when the job is done
People dynamite's danger, the family changer
X-Zones banger, re-arranger, dynamite is danger
And now you don't know that dynamite's deadly, I'm ready
You ready, I'm ready, all's empty, dynamite is deadly
You so fun, bring your girly and cum
Dynamite is on, pussy ready on da run
Re-arrange your face like you was Jackson ta don
[Incomprehensible]
Power failure, let's get powerfully
Let's get one ting clear, MC wit'a pussy
But I'm not be fuck wit, I'm not to be dissed
Take another piece, 'cuz I'm just a lyricist
Lyrics hit like mic-core Ali's siss
Man's say she's script and girl's sayin' she's a bitch
MC's say she's shit 'cuz I'm here flippin' scripts
People wit sense would say I don't wanna quick snitch
Labels wanna sign her, and raters like behind her
Haters wanna bind her and dawgs wanna grind her
Smart man stiff 'cuz dey ain't even fine
'Cuz dey kno I ain't called Dynamite for nuttin'
Everywhere I step, everywhere I turn
I see da haters they can't handle anything burnt
Everywhere I spin, everywhere I go
Jealously wanna my facet and they want try and steal my dough
Everywhere I step, everywhere I turn
I see da haters they can't handle anything burnt
Everywhere I spin, everywhere I go
Jealously wanna my pussy and they want try and steal my dough
It's dat bad black British bigger beats bitch
From Brixton to Beanu the streets get switched
She said hard lips ching, we don't want shit no
Singing a flow and it started a tempo
It's dat bad black British bigger beats bitch
From Brixton to Beanu the streets get switched
She said hard lips ching, we don't want shit no
When I'm with you I only feel completness,
I can feel taste on my lips,
It's so hard to conceal the weakness caused by your fingertips.
If I told you just how deep my lovin' really goes for you,
And that you got all my trust,
If you knew tell me what would you do?
All I ever wanna do is love you,
That's why I take the time to make it special,
Night after night,
Night after night.
Everything I have is yours only yours,
Bothing ever touched my soul like this before,
Feels so right,
Feels so right.
Now if I told you taht you're worth the world and all it's love to me,
If I told you that I wanna birth a family with you some day,
If I told you that i wanna grow old together what would you say?
If I was to let you know I wanna see forever with you,
Would you run away?
If I told you I wanna be your drive,
Your strength and courage when your weak,
I send my angels out every night to protect you from the street.
If you knew I'd sacrafice almost everything to keep you happy,
Would you let me love you for life,
Woo Woo...
Cuz when a womans fed up...well, well, well...
Hmmm mmm
Must of thought that we'd always be together,
Most of thought i'd be here no matter the wether,
Must of thought I'd b having your madness forever,
You thought wrong.
Must of thought that i'd sit and take your shit,
Must of thought that i'd never make the split,
Must of thought that you was so addictive,
You thought wrong.
I just can't be that girl that don't care,
If you're out takin my love, to anyone, anywhere...
I just can't be that chick that's gunna share, no, no,
And if she don't mind,
That's her business,
Nigga better take it there.
Coz I'm, Sick 'n' tired of the talkin,
Sick 'n' tired of repeating myself,
And just cheatin myself,
Sick 'n' tired of the way that you play,
Shit you say,
Ballshit you portray,
So I'll be on my way.
Boom, bye bye, you can kiss this kitty-kitty, Boom, bye bye,
Nigga it's a pity but its, Boom, bye bye,
You can kiss this kitty-kitty, Boom, bye bye,
Nice try.
Must of thought that I'd be your foolish chick,
Mus of thought I was the type you used to deal with,
Must of thought that I'd turn a blind eye, and take it,
You thought wrong.
Must of thought that you could cheat this,
Must of thought that you was my completness,
Must of thought that my kindness was weakness,
You thought wrong.
I Just that girl that's cool,
With my nigga playin around while I sit and play the fool.
My self respect won't let me change the rules,
And if she don't mind,
That's her business,
Then my bruvva she the one for you.
Never know,
What ya got 'til it's gone,
Brother, You should of never do me wrong.
Cuz now we're through,
The best thing that ever happened to you.
All the lies, cheats ya tried,
I'm bout to fly,
I'm bout to say bye bye,
Cuz now it's clear to me,
At first glance its like cupid hit,
Mesmorised by her thighs and her hips.
So, she went ahead and find a man wit' some chips,
And left school when she cop da whip.
Caught in the game,
Locked in the speedin' lane.
Livin a life for money, drugs and fame,
But true love is what she can't entertain.
And every chance she get she's given the blame.
Then she askin' why,
I told she was livin a lie.
When I told her she started to cry.
Don't just sit and let life pass you by,
And I slowly wiped the tears from her eyes.
I told her to take it slow,
Girl give it time to flow,
And from a seed to a flower you'll grow.
So many seeds on the street,
No sunshine but always heat.
And lives are lost at every heartbeat.
I told her take it slow,
Girl give it time to flow,
And from a seed to a flower you'll grow.
So many seeds on the street,
No sunshine but always heat.
Drownin' in poverty and deceit,
But black roses grow from concrete.
He got a family to feed,
So every night he out on the street,
Shottin poison to young mothers and youths dem,
Coz he feel it the only way to keep his peeps on they feet,
Makes ends meet,
And gets his own up out of poverty.
Until one night,
He came home to find his mother cry,
she pointed to the floor and he saw a trail of his supply,
She led him to his room to find his brother on his bed,
Track marks,
Needle in his arm and stone cold dead.
And suddenly,
They all flashed before his eyes,
The kids that he sold to,
And they mothers cries.
Every child is someones child
You affa a mind what u do,
Cos Karma gunna bring the drama back on you.
Do what you gotta do,
But nigga when it comes to them youths,
There is no excuse,
Our future that,
We supposed to nurture that,
Nah lettin nuttin or nobody hurt that.
Do what you gotta do,
But nigga when it comes to them youths,
There is no excuse,
Our future that,
We supposed to nurture that,
The shit that you promote
Fighting, violence
Like you don't want to grow
Your talking so much sex
But you not tell her you spelt AIDS
You not tell her 'bout consequence, no
Your talking like you a G
But you are killer killing your own
Your just a racist man's pussy
Tell me who wants to know
What when who where
Or how you lose control
Certainly not me
Certainly not me
'Cause baby personally
I like to be challenged mentally
I've heard it all before
Gangsta's pimps and whores
Quality is poor
A girl like me needs more
It takes more (takes more)
To amuse a girl like me
So much more (much more)
To confuse a girl like me
They've got 'tude (got 'tude)
'Cause while you braggin' 'bout your badness your just
Avoiding, adding
To the real shit thats happenin' to us
Now who gives a damn
About the ice on your hands?
If its not too complex
Tell me how many African's died
For the baguettes on your Rolex?
So what you pushing a nice car
Don't you know there's no such thing as superstar
We leave this world alone
So who gives a fuck about the things you own?
Certainly not me
Certainly not me
'Cause baby personally
I like to be challenged mentally
Your shit's insignificant
And it don't help to pay my rent
Its pure negativity
That you impose on me
It takes more (takes more)
To amuse a girl like me
So much more (much more)
To confuse a girl like me
They've got 'tude (got 'tude)
'Cause while you braggin' 'bout your badness your just
Avoiding, adding
To the real shit thats happenin' to us
Now I can sit
And chat a spit about dicks and sex
But my business is my business I got self respect
I can talk 'bout how my press could pick man's dough
Get the keys to his ride and his home
But I mix it up and that would make me a ho'
Little sisters now I really gotta let you know
Real woman ain't sexin' for no mans dough
Real woman work hard to make the dough
And we can all chat baguettes and blacks
The blacks false hype and all the stereotypes
We're used to watching, but that ain't what I'm here for
Show them to think higher and aspire for more
It takes more (takes more)
To amuse a girl like me
So much more (much more)
To confuse a girl like me
They've got 'tude (got 'tude)
'Cause while you braggin' 'bout your badness your just
Avoiding, adding
To the real shit thats happenin' to us
It takes more (takes more)
To amuse a girl like me
So much more (much more)
To confuse a girl like me
They've got 'tude (got 'tude)
'Cause while you braggin' 'bout your badness your just
Avoiding, adding
I don't wanna be the one to turn and walk away.
I still feel u in my heart but i just can't stay.
I ain't nobody's fool, I know just what I'm worth .
I know what I want, What I need, What I feel that i deserve.
You said you wanna be someone,
Said you wanna get out the game.
And I'm hearin' all your talk but I ain't seein' no change.
You say you wanna grow wit' me and uplift each others minds.
But baby all you're showing me is you wasting your time.
I just gotta let you know,
I don't want nobody else.
I just wanna see you grow.
But I can't help if you won't help yourself.
I just gotta let you know,
I don't want nobody else,
I just gotta let you go,
Cos I can't help if you want help yourself.
I have always told you that I'm happy being second best,
To your baby girl but I ain't havin' your baby mumma's stress.
Her childness,
Her intent is obvious.
And nigga the way you deal with her,
You're fooling with my trust.
Now boy it's really killing me,
You don't have to say a word.
I see the sorrow in your eyes,
And in my soul I feel your hurt.
I'm guessin' it's your pride that keeps your pain so deep inside,
In my heart the sharpest pain,
The darkest clouds up in my brain.
Anger so immense and rage so deep,
Each time he took one away from me.
It's only now I see,
They were angels too good to be
Here in this hell on earth and so he set them free.
Only now I see, now I'm sure,
I don't want no more brothers and sisters growing up in this cold world of war,
I ain't ready to die,
But I ain't afraid to die,
And go check my bro's and sisters on the other side.
Everyday they still walk with me,
Every night they still talk with me,
They spirit deep in my soul,
They oh so far but they closer than close.
It's only now I see there's no more tears to shed,
I done some crazy shit to ease all the mad confusion,
And numbness in my head,
Only now I see it's alright,
Good hearts don't die,
They just fly to be in peace,
Beyond the sky.
Where there's no evil and no greed,
No sign of war cos everybody's free,
Where only joyfull tears are cried,
There's no pain,
No tears,
No lies,
He'll free your soul,
Free your mind,
When it's your time,