• I Do - Pagoda
• Voices - Pagoda
• Lesson Learned - Pagoda
• Sadartha - Pagoda
• Fetus - Pagoda
• Death To Birth - Pagoda
• Botus - Pagoda
• Amego - Pagoda
• Alone - Pagoda

I taste you in a cheap hotel room
So this is what it's come to?
I’d love to say you taste a different way
But that hasn’t actually come true
This is so confusing and thoroughly amusing
My heart is bruising, only thoughts of you
And this is so degrading and I'm just waiting
Just keep meditating, holy matrimony, I do
I'm just a child of the night and I didn’t ask to be not right
Let's just say that it's that way
and it's been fun, and it's all done
And that's okay, the world's a dark place
and I'm just a dead face in its womb
We're just the children of the night

I watch that open flame
Bright light and beautiful orange
I watch that open flame
I watch that open flame
Dear God it’s calling my name
I watch that open flame
It was our job to make the money
And it was he who took all the risks
And we would sit down and wrestle our tummies
Some serotonin to kill the dope sick
But as you may know
lying face first in the snow
I dreamt of days so long ago
Do you remember them?
Where did they go?
Ah aaahhh…
What’d you say?
Oh no don’t reply
It’s just the voices inside
Oh no I can’t decide
They say you’re not here
I’m not
To feel no fear
It’s just my sickness
You’re nothing you’re no one
You don’t exist
It’s the voices inside
Which is mine
I wasn’t born with a silver spoon
That was then but I got one now
This ritual will kill me soon
Hey mom and dad be proud
Wednesday night they sweep the street
With my record they play for keeps
I don’t have any words to say
And we would wonder what took him so long
Half humming this unsung song
Did they find his works in his cold
Dead hand, a sunny day at Riker’s Island
More to say the least and never would it last
It was the nature of the beast

Lesson learned, learned today
My lesson learned, I learned this today
I’m too close to stay away
I’m too far to try and stay
Oh hurt me slowly, I feel your beauty
In every pulse of your sacred heart
Oh easy, easy, watch your cruelty
I felt it faintly from the start
But I don’t want to be you
I just want you here, I say
And I don’t want to see you
I just need you near
Here we go now
No, no, but yes, but yes, but yes
Head full of these useless questions
I can’t redeem my old temptation
Oh medicate me to ease my pain
Love me, know that I’m insane
Oh hate me, but use me to your liking
Oh yell at me to stop these voices
Become the you, just stop regretting

Sit now quiet, edge of forbidden nerve
Concentrate; focus,we are better than you, a zombie
Spirit of the ego, you are
as heavy as the air
It's nice to meet you;
I want to
tell you, you don't exist
The earth is my/our witness, Sadartha
Seen it on my chest, callous on my heart
It grew negligent, low now, you're a vegetable
Sifting leper, growing in and on me
Cut off, let free,
amputate, surgery
Sadartha, nature's mother, you are my friend

I think of you floating in there
And not a shred of thought or care
Of where you’re from or will be
Swimming inside the stomach of my baby
Little fetus went to meet us With your first swallow of air
Hollow lungs sucking on all of the world’s despair
I fiend for more, I fiend for the core
All on my back down and down in that sound
I found it beneath the junk
Just a punk who sunk in too deep
I weep for me, for everyone who is and will never be
Hey yeah yeah
Never gave, got much, consider or thought
I fought that grip that you never caught
But the soul of something I couldn’t help but feel
It’s real as the rain that wets as fresh as the fur on our pets
You’re the only God and I believe in portion
And I’ll kill you easy one, abortion
Foundation of my strife life, kiss me like a knife
Am I dead now, God am I dead now?
Yeah, yeah, yeah…
I think of you floating in there
And not a shred of thought or care
Of where you’re from or where you will be
Swimming inside the stomach of my baby
Little fetus went to meet us You were born in my headEvery time I hear my fear
Every tear my sad eye will drip
Every drop that runs past my lip
For every thought occurred That your death now benefits me
How could it benefit me?

From ripe
To rotten
Too real
To live
Should I lie down
Or stand up
And walk around again
My eyes finally wide open up
My eyes finally wide open shut
To find the found(fount) of sound
That hears the touch of my tears
Smells the taste of all we waste
Could feed the others
But we smother each other with the necter
And pucker the sour
A bittersweet weather
It blows through our trees
Swims through our seas
Fly's through the last gasp we left
On this earth
Ohh Ohh Ohhhhh
It's a long lonely journey
From death to birth
It's a long long lonely journey
From death to...
It's a long lonely journey
From death to birth
Oh It's a long lonely journey
From death to birth
Yeaaah...
Should I die again
Should I die around
The pounds of matter
wheeling through space
I know I'll never know
Until I come face to face
With my own
With my own
With my own
With my own cold dead face
With my own wooden case
Yeaaah...
Pucker the sour
Sugar sweet weather
Blows through our trees
Swims through our seas
Fly's through the last gasp we left
On this earth
Ohhhhhh
It's a long lonely journey
from death to birth
It's a long lonely journey
from death to birth
What should I die again
Should I tell you when
The pounds of matter
wheeling through space
I know I'll never know
Unitl I come face to face
It's a long lonely journey
from death to birth
It's a long lonely journey

Tony got shot at the Mexican border
Leaving his past far behind his leg
He could run fast
But he knew they would catch him
They’re gonna find me out some day, some day
But Tony tried, and he denied, but he relied
On the wrong person
And he made his own way
But now he lay at Mexico’s end
Little boy Botus selling fruit and tacos
American tourists are so strange, so strange
I’m saving up money for my mother and my hunny
Gonna buy a big house some day, some day
But Botus he was only eight
And he only ate if he had a good day
And he saw Tony bleed
On two pounds of weed and some peyote
But little boy Botus he was young but no dummy
Filling, his tummy, was all he ever knew
He grabbed Tony’s stash, filled his pockets with his cash
He ran like the devil, Hell, I would too
But Botus see he didn’t know
That once you go, man, you never come back
And he ran from the man, with dirt, and sand,

Someone killed my son
With a heavy gun
They shot and wore him down
Now frown
Cause I’m a callous prick
Are you a treat or trick?
Oh do I make you sick?
I’m proud!
Come on feel this pride
Like Satan’s bride
Like a heavy tide, you drown
Wanna frown on me?
I will make you see
Just how ugly, I am!
Damn!
La la la la
My friend
La la la la
The end
La la la la
I am
Hey yo amego
I know you think I’m loco
So slow, I don’t grow
Take me back to Mexico
Blah blah blah blah blah
Blah blah blah blah blah
Blah blah blah blah blah
Blah
Weapons of mass destruction
Blah blah blah blah blah
Blah blah blah blah blah
Blah
War on terrorism
Blah blah blah blah blah
Blah blah blah blah blah
Fight for nothing
Blah blah blah blah blah
Blah blah blah blah blah
Blah

And so I’m here now, I used to be there
It was before that I was unhappy
Now I’m just numb…
And now I can’t leave
I just sit in my room
With only cigarettes to kill my time
I’ll be fine, I’ll be alright
One more day off my life
On more niche to chisel in the wall
I won’t fall
I’ll keep on breathing in spite of you
Like love was something I never knew
And you can spite me too
Cause I don’t wanna see nobody
I don’t wanna hear nobody
I don’t wanna take nobody home with me tonight
You think it’s funny, I have nobody
Somebody to hold my crummy hand
I’m alone
No ring ring to infect my phone
Nobody’s calling, no one’s home
Except silence and her lovely lovely tone
I swear I’m alone
I’ll just sit here in my hotel room
I’ll just sit here in my rented tomb
I’ll just sit, enjoy the view