I was a midnight rider on a cloud of smoke
I could make a woman hang on every single stroke
I was an iron man, I had a master plan
But I was alone
I could hear you breathing with a sigh of the wind
I remember how your body started trembling
Oh, what a night it's been and for the state I'm in
I'm still alone
And all the wonders made for the earth
And all the hearts in all creation
Somehow I always end up alone
Always end up alone
So I play, I'll wait
'Cause you know that love takes time
We made it so far
Just the beat of a lonely heart
And it's mine
And I don't want to be alone
Well, since I got no message on your answer phone
Since you're busy every minute I just stay at home
I make believe you care, I feel you everywhere
But I'm still alone
I'm on a wheel of fortune with a twist of fate
'Cause I know it isn't heaven, is it love or hate?
Am I the subject of the pain? Am I the stranger in the rain?
I am alone
And if there glory there to behold
Maybe it's my imagination
Another story there to be told
So I play, I'll wait
And I pray it's not too late
We made it so far
Just a beat of a lonely heart
And it's mine
And I don't want to be alone
And all the wonders made for the earth
And all the hearts in all creation
Another story there to be told
So I play, I'll wait
And I pray it's not too late
We made it so far
Just a beat of a lonely heart
And it's mine
And I don't want to be alone
Gone but not out of sight
I'm caught in the rain and there's no one home
Face the heat of the night
The one that you love got a heart that's made of stone
Shine and search for the light
And sooner or later you'll be cruising on your ocean
And clean out of sight
I'm caught in the rain and there's no one home
Face the heat of the night
The one that you love got a heart that's made of stone
Shine and search for the light
And sooner or later you'll be cruising on your ocean
And clean out of sight
I hear the ticking of the clock
I'm lying here the room's pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
Oh I hope that it won't end though
Alone
[Refrain:]
Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
You don't know how long I have wanted
to touch your lips and hold you tight,oh
You don't know how long I have waited
and I was going to tell you tonight
But the secret is still my own
and my love for you is still unknown
Alone
[Refrain:]
Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
Isn't that anyone who'll take me like I am
Someone who's willing to take a blue in man
Someone that please enough with himself to let me be
Someone who'd love me and try to understand my needs
No I guess there isn't and there's no place I can go I guess I'm destined to be alone
Good thing that somewhere in this world there'll be
Someone who wouldn't always try to change me
Someone not trying to prove their way is right
Take a flame that's burnin' and just put out the light
( Y. Gilbert / S. Lama / D. Jewell )
Alone between the sky and sea
An island
Reaching out to me
Neglected
A world apart rejected
It's wild shore
Deserted and unsought for
An island
An island
A vision calling me
An island in the setting sun
Alone
At peace when the day is done
Protected
It's secrets undetected
Illusion
Untouched and in seclusion
An island
An island
At peace when day is done
I must go there
Without the crowds around me
There with silence to astound me
Alone to face my destiny
To inderstand what life might be
I must go there
To take my furure chances
To turn away the backward glances
Then in that moment I will know
Why we are apart
When still I love you so
Alone between the sky and sea
An island
Reaching out to me
Neglected
A world apart rejected
It's wild shore
Deserted and unsought for
An island
This island
My island is you
I will be there
Without the past to hound me
There without the tears that bound me
Alone without my memories
As empty as the endless seas
I will be there
Without the pride that taunts me
Without the love and hate that haunts me
And in that moment I will know
The way to show
That still I love you so
(Repeat**)
Is you
Is you
I was a midnight rider on a cloud of smoke
I could make a woman hang on every single stroke
I was an iron man
I had a master plan
But I was alone
I could hear you breathing
With a sigh of the wind
I remember how your body started trembling
Oh, what's a night it's been
And for the state I'm in
I'm still alone
And all the wonders made for the Earth
And all the hearts in all creation
Somehow I always end up alone
Always end up alone
So I play, I'll wait
'Cause you know that love takes time
We came so far
Just the beat of a lonely heart
And it's mine
I don't want to be alone
Well, since I got no message on your answer phone
And since you're busy every minute.
I just stay at home
I make believe you care
I feel you everywhere
But I'm still alone
I'm on a wheel of fortune with a twist of fate
'Cause I know it isn't heaven, is it love or hate
Am I the subject of the pain
An I the stranger in the rain
I am alone
And if there glory there to behold
Maybe it's my imagination
Another story there to be told
So I play, I'll wait
And I pray it's not too late
We came so far
Just a beat of a lonely heart
And it's mine
I don't want to be alone
And all the wonders made for the Earth
And all the hearts in all creation
Another story there to be told
So I play, I'll wait
And I pray it's not too late
We came so far
Just a beat of a lonely heart
And it's mine
I don't want to be alone
Gone, but not out of sight
I'm caught in the rain and there's no one home
Face the heat of the night
The one that you love's got a heart that's made of stone
Shine and search for the light
And sooner or later you'll be cruising on your ocean
And clean out of sight
I'm caught in the rain and there's no one home
I waited for the sunrise
But it never came
I can see all the people
Somehow they're not the same
They're lost in the dreams
In the schemes that my eyes couldn't see
The wishing wells, the small hotels
Are what you left me
You said goodbye to me today
You left me on my own
Someone's gotta help me find my way
I'm standing here alone
I said 'please stay', you laughed and walked away
It's all over now
I can't believe it, I can't conceive it
That you're gone somehow
The smiling faces, the warm embraces
They're all in the past
Your sweet caress, my happiness
It just couldn't last
People say that I am just a fool
That I should go back home
I just smile and say I'm doin fine
I'm glad that I'm alone
I guess I'll go back home
I'll always be alone
(Chorus)
Shawty we been sippin on bub
N I done had enough
Let's get up out this club
Cuz I'm tryna get u
Alone alone alone
U alone alone alone
Shawty we been flirtin all night
N once we outside
Can I offer u a ride?
Cuz I'm tryna get u
Alone alone alone
U alone alone alone
Twinkle twinkle little star
Over there standing by the bar
Would u mind if I came 2 where u are?
Where u are?
When I look in ur eyes girl ur tellin me yes
N when I look at the way ur booty poke outta that dress
Nah nah girl don't try to hide it
I'm on my way over there stand right beside it
I wanna kno how u doin
What's ya name
Girl this chemistry we share is so insane
Girl u kno wats happenin
Me n u just laughing
Plus my phone done died so put ur number on this napkin
(Chorus)
Beautiful, Gorgeous,
I aint tryna buy ur time I can't afford it
Wat I'm tryna do is paint a pretty portrait
Me n u a chariot ride with horses
I done came a long way
From white tees n forces
N as a man I understand we can't force it
But if I walk u outside where the porche is
I'm tryna take u back home to my fortress
Woman take my hand
Tell me wats ur name
Girl this chemistry we share is off the chain
Tell me wat u think
U n I been laughing
Baby girl I'm asking
For a night of passion
(Chorus)
All I'm thinkin
How can we get
Alone alone alone
(Just u n me baby)
Alone alone alone
(Just u n I)
N once I get u imma kiss u
Imma touch u cuz ur softer than some tissue when u leave me ima miss u
Gotta get u alone
Alone alone alone
(Chorus)
I hope ur cool with that
I hear the ticking of the clock
I'm lying here, the room's pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
Oh, I hope that it won't end though
Alone
'Til now, I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone?
How do I get you alone?
You don't know how long I have wanted
To touch your lips and hold you tight, yeah
You don't know how long I have waited
And I was gonna to tell you tonight
But the secret is still my own
Oh, and my love for you is still unknown
Alone
'Til now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone?
How do I get you alone?
How do I get you alone?
How do I get you alone?
How do I get you alone?
How do I get you alone?
Uh uh oh oh oh
Uh uh oh oh oh
Hey man.
Tell me what were you thinking
What the hell were you saying?
Oh come on now,
Stop! and think about it.
Hey now,
maybe you should just listen,
maybe you should stop talking for a second.
Shut up, listen to me.
You're so obvious,
you're so oblivious,
and now you wonder why,
you're the one alone.
So don't apologize,
you don't even realize,
you screwed it up this time
now you're the one alone
Uh uh oh oh oh
Uh uh oh oh oh
Hey bro,
I'm just tryin' to let you know,
you really think that you're special,
oh come on now,
I've seen so much better,
hey there,
did you actually think that I cared?
Don't know if you want to go there,
oh come on now,
keep on, keep on dreaming.
You're so obvious,
you're so oblivious,
and now you wonder why,
you're the one alone.
So don't apologize,
you don't even realize,
you screwed it up this time
now you're the one alone
If you,
want to,
be my,
uh uh oh,
you know,
you can't,
play games,
and you know what I mean,
sorry,
but you don't,
get my,
my-y-y-y,
I'm gone,
you're still,
dreaming,
about me,
over and over and over and over and over again.
You're so obvious,
you're so oblivious,
and now you wonder why,
you're the one alone.
So don't apologize,
you don't even realize,
you screwed it up this time
now you're the one alone
You're so obvious,
you're so oblivious,
and now you wonder why,
you're the one alone.
So don't apologize,
you don't even realize,
you screwed it up this time
now you're the one alone
Uh uh Oh oh oh
Uh uh Oh oh oh
Uh uh Oh oh oh
Uh uh Oh oh oh
Wide awake like snakes in a panic
Never woke up alone ever before
Had a woman long as he can remember
He is to forget but he can't, he can't
Out of bed having dreams in the shower
She's standing naked, he's apologizing
Reaches for her and the water turns red, God
Woken up to be burned, burned again
Go it alone, you got it so it goes
Got his knees to his face
He can't take it any other way
On the streets he's walking wounded
Having nothing he tries nothing to say
Thoughts of suicide and alleviation
Anything to get his heart off of the coals
Go it alone, you got it so it goes
Got his knees to his face
He can't take it for another day
Wide awake and he shakes in a panic
Never woke up alone ever before
Had his woman long as he can remember
From childhood's hour I have not been
As others were ? I have not seen
As others saw ? I could not bring
My passions from a common spring.
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow; I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone;
And all I lov'd, I lov'd alone.
Then ? in my childhood ? in the dawn
Of a most stormy life ? was drawn
From ev'ry depth of good and ill
To mystery which binds me still:
From the torrent, or the fountain,
From the red cliff of the mountain,
From the sun that 'round me roll'd
In its autumn tint of gold ?
From the lightning in the sky
As it pass'd me flying by ?
From the thunder and the storm,
And the cloud that took the form
(When the rest of Heaven was blue)
Baby, can I talk to you for a minute?
Ohhh...
Ohh...
Listen...
Boy, you had me fooled.
I can't believe you.
Cuz' you never done anything that I asked of you.
Always talking like I just can't do right.
Blaming me for everything and that just ain't right.
Cuz I...
Cuz' I can't do this alone. (I don't know what to do.)
Alone.(I'm tryna stay with you.)
It's not all about you. (Ohhh)
Boy, I can't do this alone. (You're making this harder.)
Alone. (Boy, I'm bout to leave ya)
(Cuz I can't do this alone)
Alone...
Alone...
Alone.
And I gave you everything I had.
Yeah.
And I never said nothing.
Did everything for you.
What did you do?
Nothing.
Then you got the nerve to wanna run your mouth.
Like I ain't never held you down.
Baby, what did I do to deserve this?
Cuz' I put you on a shelf.
Girl, I need help.
Cuz' I can't do this alone, baby.
Cuz' I can't do this alone. (I don't know what to do.)
Alone. (I'm tryna stay with you.)
It's not all about you. (No, I can't do it)
Girl, I can't do this alone. (You're making this harder)
Alone. (Girl, I'm bout to leave ya)
(I can't do this alone)
Alone...
Alone...
Alone.
And I tried to work this out. (I'm tryna work this out)
But boy you're changing now. (Oh, you're changing now)
What do I do? (What do I do?)
I'm so confused. (I'm so confused, baby)
(And I tried to work this out.)
I tried it all.
(But girl, you're changing now.)
So did I.
(What do I do?)
What do I do?
(I'm so confused.)
What do I do?
I can't do this alone.
Cuz' I can't do this alone.
Alone.
But I'm tryna stay with you, yeah.)
It's not all about you.
No no no, it's not all about you.)
Boy, I can't do this alone.
I tried everything.)
Ohh...)
Alone.
I've done everything.)
Ohh...)
But I can't do this alone.)
Alone...(
I feel ya)
Alone...(
I feel ya)
Alone.
Cuz' I can't do this alone.
Baby help me)
Alone.
Baby help me.)
It's not all about you.
It's not all about you no, no, no, no)
Boy, I can't do this alone.
I wanna stay together.)
Alone.
I wanna stay together too.)
Girl, I'm bout to leave ya.)
I'm bout to leave you too.)
Alone...(
Cuz I can't do this alone.)
Alone...(
Ohhh....)
Alone.
I don't know what to do.
Cuz' boy I'm so tired of you.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Ohh...
Oh, said I don't know what to do.
Ohh...
Girl, I'm so tired of you.
Do what you gotta do.
Cuz I, I can't do this alone.
Cuz' I can't do this alone.
Alone.
Oh I tried everything but I can't do it no no.
It's not all about you.
It's not all about you.
Boy, I can't do this alone.
And I
Alone.
Been here so long, what I'm suppose to do?
I don't know.
Girl, I gotta leave you.
I don't know what to tell you.
Ohh...
Cuz I can't do it.
Alone...
Alone...
Alone.
Said I can't do this alone.
Said I can't do this alone.
Said I tried everything.
I've done everything.
When the life inside no doubt has died.
And you've turn your head away.
You tried to pay, but at the end of the day, it 's you again, alone.
Alone, confined. The mess in your mind.
When you can't relate to them.
You've reaped and sown, but little is known by those who aren't alone.
Why should a man learn not again what he has learned before?
He's overcome but must succumb to what he's living for.
He tried and tried. All those survived. He missed. He's fallen short.
(Carly Simon)
My goin' has nothing to do with you
I'm planning a trip all alone
And all I want is a room with a view
Where the sight of the sunset full blown
Makes me ache with feeling alone.
(Chorus)
And I'll think about you there
If I do some thinkin'
And I'll care about you there
As it's love I've know
It's not to leave you that I'm goin'
I'm just goin' to be alone
It seems that I'm hearing those noises again
The voices, once small, now have grown.
Flashbacks keep sending me way back to when
The sounds of the waves on the stones
Make me ache with feelin' alone
Like the contents of your handbag
You don't know why it's there
People ask you where you're heading
You just answer, "Anywhere"
We don't mean to be this vague
It just happens that we are
No one asked us to elaborate
We just shrug our shoulders and be
And like the stories that just happened
No one thought of, no one planned
We could have ruled, we could have conquered
Then we could have been a man
We could be ex-husband
We could be ex-wife
But no one looks at a menu
In a greasy spoon life
Alone, alone
Half an hour is seven hours
One day is several months
Alone, alone
A month is a calendar
A year can be a decade spent alone
He knows, 'Hello' in eighteen languages
'I love you' in only one
By the time he's got his phrase-book
The chance is usually gone
And we feel ourselves quite prepared
But quite prepared for what
We always took the lead
Before we actually knew the plot
And you can tell where we've been shopping
By the bags beneath our eyes
Make-up shoulders burden
But the smile never lies
We could be ex-husband
We could be ex-wife
But no one looks at the menu
In a greasy spoon life
Alone, alone
Half an hour is seven hours
One day is several months
Alone, alone
A month is a calendar
A year can be a decade spent alone
So empty at the airport
You don't set off the doors
We used to feel like chorus girls
And now we feel like whores
Hearts built like reservoirs
Words built like dams
Thoughts built like juggernauts
Our actions built like prams
And when the wind blows into our face
We should be warmer and not colder
Well, what price the charges
On this cargo that we shoulder
We could be ex-husband
We could be ex-wife
But no one looks at the menu
In a greasy spoon life
Alone, alone
Half an hour is seven hours
One day is several months
Alone, alone
A month is a calendar
A year can be a decade spent alone
And we only smoke when bored
So we do two packs a day
And we've lost the difference
Between bored and lonely anyway
Alone, alone
Alone, alone
Alone, alone
When we're driving in your car it's like i'm on my own (yeahhhh)
I can't ask you how you are, you're always on the phone,
and when we kiss i feel so empty,
i really wish you knew what's been on my mind,
You're gonna miss me so get ready,
i'm about to tell you why
Cos when i'm with you I'm alone,
No matter what you say,
I hope you know, woahh, that i'm alone,
you say you're gonna change,
but i know you won't woah-oh
when you look me in the eye it's like you're far away (yeaahh)
some pretty legs go walking by, your gaze is wandering (yeahhh)
it's such a shame that you don't notice,
the way that everybody's looking at me,
get off the train this love is hopeless,
feeling like i'm gonna sing,
Cos when i'm with you I'm alone,
No matter what you say,
I hope you know, woahh, that i'm alone,
you say you're gonna change,
but i know you won't woah-oh
Well here is something you don't know about me,
when you pushed me out i found something better, you'll see,
when you were paying no attention to me
i found somebody who can treat me right
when i'm with him i'm not alone
it gets better every day
i hope you know, ohh, i'm not alone,
it's never gonna change
I hope you know
when i'm with you I'm alone,
No matter what you say,
I hope you know, woahh, that i'm alone,
you say you're gonna change,
but i know you won't woah-oh
I'm not alone.
All obsessed with the taste of flesh...
(same thing said backwards)
All obsessed with the taste of flesh...
(same thing said backwards)
Even though you think you're alone their always everywhere
(pushing me, pulling me, helping me, guiding me)
I must be insaaannneee, no their always everywhere
(guiding me, helping me, pulling me, pushing me)
Futher everyday yeah they're always everywhere
Would you feel like
(your left alone)
Would you get high
(and try to find a zone)
It's alright
(you're not alone)
Don't even cry
(because you're not alone)
("All obsessed with the taste of flesh..."
Even though you think you're alone their always everywhere
(pushing me, pulling me, helping me, guiding me)
I must be insane, no they're always everywhere
(guiding me, helping me, pulling me, pushing me)
Futher everyday yeah they're always everywhere
Sleeping to dream
(it feels like home)
Come to sleep here
(still we're not alone)
My soul is mine
(that's all I own)
Don't want to wait
(Don't wanna be alone...)
("all obsessed with the taste of flesh..."
Even though you think you're alone they're always everywhere
(pushing me, pulling me, helping me, guiding me)
I must be insane, no they're always everywhere
(guiding me, helping me, pulling me, pushing me)
Futher everyday yeah they're always everywhere
And you dont give a shit
(I'm seeing them every day)
If they were here with you now
(And not so far away)
But now they live in a realm
(Where everything is black)
And when your gone
(Their never coming BBBBBBBBAAAACCCCCCCKKKKKKKKK!!!!!)
Even though you think you're alone they're always everywhere
(pushing me, pulling me, helping me, guiding me)
I must be insane, no they're always everywhere
(guiding me, helping me, pulling me, pushing me)
Alone
Alone with a sky of romance above.
Alone,
Alone on a night that was meant for love.
There must be someone waiting
who feels the way I do.
Whoever you are, are you, are you
Alone,
Alone on this night that we two could share.
Alone,
Alone with a kiss that could make me care.
And when you come I promise
to be your very own!
Alone,
Alone with a heart meant for you.
And when you come I promise
to be your very own!
Alone,
Alone with a heart meant for you.
Alone.
We find love, you and I
It's a new game to play
Then we tell our first lie
And see a love go away
And we find
We're alone
We rush on, you and I
We don't need love at all
We need thrills, we need speed
And we stumble and fall
And we find
We're alone
We're loyal, you and I
To flowers that are dead
We forget how to cry
And save photos instead
And we find
We're alone
We hear guns, you and I
And we ask what is that
Then we open The Times
We're informed where it's at
And we find
We're alone
We're moral you and I
We stand for what's right
We slaughter our evil bygones
And in life
We find we're alone
We're lucky, you and I
We're alive and secure
But in the bank and the church
We can never be sure
And we find
We're alone
We've made it, you and I
We have glory and fame
But we never know why
We feel so ashamed
And we find
We're alone
We've power, you and I
But what good is that now?
We'd build a new world
If we only knew how
And we find
We're alone
We are old you and I
We beg warmth from the sun
In the dreams that we dream
We ask, "What have we done?"
And we find
This empty room it fills my mind
Freedom it leaves me confined
Every single wall has cracked
But in this life you can't turn back
I don't want to live,
I don't want to live alone
Alone
Alone
Alone
As these words are with my tongue
I question why they're even sung
I have promised but I lied
I don't even know myself inside
I don't want to be,
I don't wanna be here alone
Alone
Alone
Alone
Today and tomorrow have become,
Become one
Every single thing has become none
Human nature is a beast
What I've done the most to show I have the least
Please don't leave me here
Please don't leave me here
Don't you leave me alone
Alone
Alone
what were doing here, now no one knows
the thoughts, the things that i dont know
images all but a mind blur
your laughter has drived you here
you can do what you want to
i need some time alone
between what answers there is
i need some time alone
dont talk to me
dont notice me
dont talk to me
dont notice me
images all but a mind blur
your laughter has drived you here
not in the mood, not just to justify
and not to think of what a lie
you can do what you want to
i need some time alone
between what answers there is
i need some time alone
dont talk to me
dont notice me
dont talk to me
No one should be made to feel rejected
And to feel the pain
No one should be made to feel unwanted
And to feel the hate
Sticks and stoned breaking bones
Names and words they hurt you
Effecting everything
No one should be made to feel alone
No one should be made to feel their heart break
And to feel unloved
No one should be made to feel they're ugly
And to feel ashamed
Sticks and stones breaking bones
Names and words they hurt you
Effecting everything
No one should be made to feel alone
lying in a wiped out park
with silver screams from the dark
theres no direction
a steel erection to feel
can you swallow the mist from this space
suffer with the gun on your face
well you can't imagine
the things that could happen this way
(chorus)
theres no reason to cry
anyway you won't get no reply
cos you're alone but i love you
but not me
does your baby face look so sad
but its the biggest thrill you've ever had
well its funny to think of the fun
you lig with this game
so you wanna be out of your mind
having a real good time but don't bother to choose
between calling this good or bad
(chorus)
(1st verse)
Don't want to lie to you
Don't want to cause you pain
But it's all I ever do
And it's driving me insane
So how much deeper will I sink
So how much further will I dare to go
I've gone so far that I can't think
Can't take it all away
But I want you to know
I never meant to hurt you
What did I turn into
And now... I just have this feeling
Sorry's lost it's meaning
And I feel alone...
It's not the same tonight
And will never be again
I was wrong and you were right
Now I have this mess I'm in
I can't continue on my own
The guilt I carry now is much to bare
For Heaven's sake answer your phone
Can't take the past away
But honestly I swear...
I never meant to hurt you
What did I turn into
And now... I just have this feeling
Sorry's lost it's meaning
And I feel alone
(Spoken words/samples)
Uhh, uhh
Uhh, uhh
Uhh, uhh
Now...
I never meant to hurt you
What did I turn into
And now... I just have this feeling
Sorry's lost it's meaning
And now...
I never meant to hurt you
What did I turn into
And now... I just have this feeling
Sorry's lost it's meaning
I hear the tickin' of the clock
I'm lying here the room's pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
Oh I hope that it won't end though
Alone
Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone?
How do I get you alone?
You don't know how long I have wanted
To touch your lips and hold you tight, oh
You don't know how long I have waited
And I was going to tell you tonight
But the secret is still my own
And my love for you is still unknown
Alone
Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone?
How do I get you alone?
How do I get you alone?
How do I get you alone?
Shakin' sugar from a sugar spoon
Peppermint tea afternoon
Alone, alone, alone
Taking a shower take another nap
Watching television take a bath
Alone, alone, alone
Feel like a book, but I just cant start it
Feel like a lover, brokenhearted
Look in the mirror at the face in the glass
Look like a question no one ever asks
Alone
Like I'm supposed to be
Lone lonely alone
Like I'm supposed to be
Go for a walk, go for a drive
Listen to the stereo stay inside
Alone, alone, alone
Feel like a book, but I just cant start it
Feel like a lover, brokenhearted
Look in the mirror at the face in the glass
Look like a question no one ever asks
Alone
Like I'm supposed to be
Lone lonely alone
Like I'm supposed to be
Shakin' sugar from a tablespoon
bitter black coffee underneath the moon
Alone, alone, alone
Feel like a book with a big ghost heart
I didn't finish, I didn't start it
Look in the mirror at the face in the glass
Look like a question no one ever asks
Alone
Like I'm supposed to be
Lone lonely alone
Like I'm supposed to be
Like a single grain of sand moving with the tide
No one knows I'm here wouldn't matter if I died
Out of control lost on my way searching and dying more each day
Trying as hard as I can
Won't someone hold out their hand
I feel so strange in this land
But if you ask me I'm fine
I can't go on
I've always had to be by myself
I'm so alone
I just need somebody's help
Time is running out tired of not having rest
Can't go on like this forever maybe death is best
Tell me what it's all about, you love me, well that I really doubt
Told me a story of a man with scars in His feet and hands
Can take me away from this land
(M. Turner, A. Powell, T. Turner, S. Upton)
Miles Music
Sit by the river's edge, and watch the water flow,
Sunlight that touched your face, and told you not to go.
Where, oh where, you search your heart - how much do you need?
All the things that take you far away from being alone.
Stay where your fellowship have watched you hide inside,
Don't you alarm the path where danger's arrows fly.
Places everywhere that seem to have no other days,
Calling out from what could only still be all alone.
Rain falls into your life, and leisure steals away,
Love and wishes floating down under today.
Sit by the river's edge, and watch the water flow,
Sunlight that touched your face, and told you not to go.
Where, oh where, you ask yourself - how much do you need?
All the things that take you far away from being alone.
I never really been the type to be superstitious.
And I wouldn't say that I'm super religious.
But lately I've been praying and hoping and wishing.
Is anyone out there willing to listen.
I'm kind of worried about the world that we live in.
It's time to stand up but everyone's sitting.
Mothers are crying all night long, waiting for their kids to come home.
Does anybody see that something's wrong.
(Yeah yeah yeah.)
The earth we live in today.
Is never ever gonna be the same.
If we don't wake up and make a change.
(No, tell me.)
Am I all alone.
Am I all alone.
Is there anybody out there hearing my song.
Is anybody home.
Is anybody home.
Is there anybody out there feeling that something's wrong.
Let me here you say; "Woah oh oh."
What good is a heart if there ain't love in it.
What good are your eyes if you ain't got vision.
What good is the world if we can't all fit in.
See all along, we ain't that different.
All tryna get by and raise our children.
Love and pain, yeah we share the same feelings.
Mothers are crying all night long, waiting for their kids to come home.
Does anybody see that something's wrong.
(Yeah yeah yeah.)
The earth we live in today.
Is never ever gonna be the same.
If we don't wake up and make a change.
(No, tell me.)
Am I all alone.
Am I all alone.
Is there anybody out there hearing my song.
Is anybody home.
Is anybody home.
Is there anybody out there feeling that something's wrong.
Let me here you say: "Woah oh oh."
Give me the chance.
Give love a chance.
Give you and me a chance.
I need to know.
Am I alone.
Am I all alone.
Am I all alone.
Is there anybody out there hearing my song.
Is anybody home.
Is anybody home.
Is there anybody out there feeling something's wrong.
Let me here you say: "Woah oh oh."
Am I all alone.
Am I by myself.
Am I all alone (yeah)
Is anybody home.
Is anybody home.
Living in this world that's full of hate
I just try to keep to myself
People gonna fuck with you anyway
They just can't leave you alone
Giving you advice you don't wanna hear
Like thier lives are so great
All of their lies filled me with anger and hate
There's always someone watching every move you make
Living in this world that's full of fools
I just try to keep to myself
People always throwing thier opinions at you
Makes it hard to see things clear
Just remember that in the end
The final decision is up to you
All of their lies filled me with anger and hate
They had their greed and their dictations
I just pretend to live a life in solitude
All I wanna be is left alone
Disappointment was all you got from me
All I wanna be is left alone
All I wanna be is left alone
Let me ask you a question
Will you lend me your ear?
Do you know the meaning of emptiness?
If not I'll make it clear
Alone, alone
Nobody knows how lonely it can be
And I'm so tired of being alone
Let me tell you a story
One you've probably heard
One about the man who was lost
And I can tell you in one word
Alone, alone
Nobody knows how lonely it can be
And he was tired of being alone
Alone, alone
Nobody knows how lonely it can be
And I'm so tired of being alone
There's an end to the fable
Where does all of this lead?
That for everyone who needs someone
There is someone there to need
Alone, alone
Someone is still alone
Alone, alone
(Heaton/Rotheray)
Like the contents of your handbag
You don't know why it's there
People ask you where you're heading
You just answer "anywhere"
We don't mean to be this vague
It just happens that we are
No-one asked us to elaborate
We just shrug our shoulders and be
And like the stories that just happened
No-one thought of, no-one planned
We could have ruled, we could have conquered
Then we could have been a man
We could be ex-husband
We could be ex-wife
But no-one looks at the menu in a greasy spoon life
Alone, alone
Half an hour is seven hours
One day is several months
Alone, alone
A month is a calendar
A year can be a decade spent
Alone
He knows "hello" in eighteen languages
"I love you" in only one
By the time he's got his phrase-book
The chance is usually gone
And we feel ourselves quite prepared
But quite prepared for what
We always took the lead
Before we actually knew the plot
And you can tell where we've been shopping
By the bags beneath our eyes
Make-up shoulders burden
But the smile never lies
We could be ex-husband
We could be ex-wife
But no-one looks at the menu in a greasy spoon life
Alone, alone
Half an hour is seven hours
One day is several months
Alone, alone
A month is a calendar
A year can be a decade spent
Alone
So empty at the airport
You don't set off the doors
We used to feel like chorus girls
And now we feel like whores
Hearts built like reservoirs
Words built like dams
Thoughts built like juggernauts
Our actions built like prams
And when the wind blows into our face
We should be warmer and not colder
Well, what price the charges
On this cargo that we shoulder
We could be ex-husband
We could be ex-wife
But no-one looks at the menu in a greasy spoon life
Alone, alone
Half an hour is seven hours
One day is several months
Alone, alone
A month is a calendar
A year can be a decade spent
Alone
And we only smoke when bored
So we do two packs a day
And we've lost the difference
Between bored and lonely anyway
Tell me which way the wind blows
And of the song it sings
Tell me where did the time go
And for who the bells ring
Baby, days are so empty now
No promises, no pain
I guess I, I guess I realized
I overstayed my day
And I wonder now as I write this down
How it's gonna sound when I'm old
Did I learn to fly, did I reach the sky
Am I goin' underground?
But I know, I know
I can tell you pretty darlin'
What it means to be alone
And I know, I know
I can tell you little darlin'
It's no good to be alone
Sometimes as the rain comes down
I feel it wash away my fears
And sometimes as the rain comes down
It's another veil of tears
And I wonder if I missed a turn
On the long and winding road
Did I lose my eyes, did my radar die
Is it time to crash and burn?
But I know, I know
I can tell you without lyin'
I don't wanna be alone
And I know, I know
I know the sky is cryin'
And I don't wanna be alone
And if I find you out there in the streets
Will you know me the moment our eyes meet?
Will you find me, will I know you?
And I wonder if I missed a turn
On the long and winding road
Did I lose my eyes, did my radar die
Am I gonna crash and burn?
And I know, I know
I can tell you pretty darlin'
I don't wanna be alone
And I know, I know
I know the sky is cryin'
Instrumental
(4:24)
I gave you my soul
You left me dying
(freezing in the cold wind that screams through
the silence, in the barren wastes of my heart)
Within the walls
Of my mind..... alone,
The winter serenade
Fell silent to me
Life must be empty when living a lie
With something to hide and nothing to show
You have learned nothing but how to destroy
Things that friends love you couldn't leave alone
Someday it's gonna hit you between the eyes
that we're not sixteen years old anymore
One day those people that used to welcome you with open arms
Will see you coming and hide then lock the door
People that listened to you were afraid
Even friends that knew you as a kid
Now you are sorry but you'll never change
change the things that you already did
Someday it's gonna hit you between the eyes
that the seeds have already been sown
Find your own garden because you still need space to grow
Until that time you will remain alone
Don't try to come around with your pathetic lies cause I
can see it in your
Eyes that you will always be the same and you will never
Have to say
Goodbye it's time for truth and not for lies...
That you have always told
I broke down on a Japanese street
Words unsaid they scar so deep
Bullshit, Palanuik both make me choke
Too much JD too much coke
She says speed up I want to go faster
She holds on but I outlast her
Build it up but what does that matter
We can build it up but we always watch it shatter
Get up the house is on fire
Get up I want to get higher
Get up you mother fucking liar
You make me feel alone
I burned out in Shibuya station
Lost all my friends hazard occupation
Manic Compression like quicksand slip
Ate too many mushrooms I'm gonna be sick
She says slow down you're going through the motions
I start to crash like a plane in the ocean
Build it up but what does that matter
When the shit goes down we all fucking scatter
I never said I wanted to try
Never said I wanted to live this lie
All you said was good-bye
All I ever said was to get me out of here
I focus on the flame
Set it off
Wasted what a shame
Set it off
Focus on the flame
Set it off
[Verse 1:]
Sorry that I've been so of the none
One day I'm feelin' you, the next day I don't know
The reason is that I been hurt before and now I'm insecure
Don't wanna feel it no more, but still
[Chorus:]
I really need someone that I can call my own
That loves me just for me, I'm tired of bein' alone
Could you be that someone, that I can call my own
That loves me just for me, I'm tired of bein' alone
[Verse 2:]
I don't call you like I should and it's takin' me a while
To open up to you, but when I look in the mirror
I'm just not the same and baby you are not the blame
I'm just being careful with my heart
[Hook:]
I need a girl with sensetivety and is it you?
I need a girl that's exclusively for me hopefully it's you, baby
[Chorus: x2]
I really need someone that I can call my own
That loves me just for me, I'm tired of bein' alone
Could you be that someone, that I can call my own
That loves me just for me, I'm tired of bein' alone
[Bridge:]
If you just hold on, I need you to stay strong
Just a little longer (I'm tired of bein' alone)
I'm little out off caracter, this ain't really me
Wait and you'll see, just hang in there with me
[Chorus: x2]
I really need someone that I can call my own
That loves me just for me, I'm tired of bein' alone
Could you be that someone, that I can call my own
That loves me just for me, I'm tired of bein' alone
[Bridge:]
I need a girl with sensetivety (Is it you? Is it you?)
I need a girl that's exclusively for me (Hopefully it's you)
[Chorus: x2]
I really need someone that I can call my own
That loves me just for me, I'm tired of bein' alone
Could you be that someone, that I can call my own
That loves me just for me, I'm tired of bein' alone
I'm tired of bein' alone
I'm tired of bein' alone
I'm tired of bein' alone
If I could get you alone
Would you take me back home
You remind me that I'm weak
You remind me I can fly
You remind me I can't read
Now you see me getting better
I'm right here on display
And I'll make it a bit heavier
By going all the way
Did you find it much easier
So stoop to where I was
With your power and your knowledge
To leave me here
Alone...
I'm all alone
Now's the time for being humble
By holding you down on your knees
I suspect you'll stay there and crumble
Rather so then to be alone
Do you believe your heart?
Trying in all around to find
To find your way back inside
I will be there
For you to care
And you will find
Tear dimmed rememberance
In a womb of time
Breath upon me
Possessed by the passion
Fate will set you free
Infertile
Chased be the precious
When flesh is an enemy
Fair weather man
(pre-chorus:)
Step aside from the way of a better man than you
So you fall at his feet he's the one who betrays you
It's the servants devotion for the decay
Stand up
(chorus:)
There are no flowers on your grave
There are no chains
There I keep chanting for the forgotten name
Why you feel so empty
And still have everything
It's fullfilment
I've got more companions
When I'm all alone
I scream at the sky, it's easier than crying
I'm shyest when I'm shouting out loud
I feel so alone in a room full of people
I'm loneliest when and I'm in a crowd
I'm alone and nobody hears me
Can't nobody heal me?
Won't nobody help me?
I'm alone, I just need someone to take my hand
And pick me up when I'm feeling down
Someone to take my heart and give it a home
Someone to be with me
And help me through the times when I'm down and lonely
Someone to be with me when I'm alone
Alone is the way I live
It's not the way I want it but you know you can't give in
Alone is the way I feel
It's so hard to understand why I've got to be alone
If you look in my heart you'd see it
That I'm trying to be something better
If you look in my heart you'd feel it
I've got to keep moving on
If you look in my heart you'd know it
I'm just trying to make my world better
If you look in my heart you'd see it
I got to do it alone
Well, I've been down, I've been down
I've been down, so down, so low
I've been lost, so lost with no place left to go
I've had emotions, emotions
That you better hope you never know
Sometimes it feels like I just can't take no more
If you look in my heart you'd see it
Well, I'm trying to be something better
If you look in my heart you'd feel it
I've got to keep moving on
If you look in my heart you'd know it
I'm just trying to make my world better
If you look in my heart you'd know it
I got to do it alone
Seems like things just keep getting further out of hand
Why can't for once things just go as I plan
How dare you, how dare you tell me that you understand
Let me tell you straight out there ain't nobody here that can
Well, I'm all alone, well, I'm so alone
To be alone now, just leave me alone
Well, I'm all alone, well so alone
To be alone, don't know why
If you look in my heart you'll see it
If you look in my heart you'd feel it
If you look in my heart you'd know it
I ain't trying to make no one bitter
I'm just alone, leave me alone
Alone alone, now leave me
I've lived in places that you wouldn't never ever want to be
Places where for a minute you couldn't ever stand to be
Well, I've seen things, I've seen things you'd never want to see
So what gives, what gives you the right to be the judge of me
I'm all alone, I'm so alone, to be alone, just leave me alone
A room full of people, can't nobody help me
Can't nobody help me
Well, I'm alone
Someone to take my hand
And pick me up when I'm feeling down
Someone to take my heart and give it a home
Someone to be with me
And help me through the times when I'm down and lonely
Someone to be with me when I'm alone
Alone is the way I live
It's not the way I want it but I know I can't give in
Alone is the way I feel
When i'm up in the middle of the night
trying to figure out who's wrong and who's right
shake my brain against my heart to find
this is not at all what i had in mind
yeah yeah yeah cause i am not alone
and i must remember that i am not alone
so when the sun circles round to catch my eye
and i am hiding here behind these last minute lies
you can see all the truth the night has brought
well you can see that this is
not at all what i wanted it to be yeah
yeah yeah
well i am not alone
and i, i must remember, that i am not alone
twenty eight teeth to bite through this fear
this fear of ever seeing anything clear
(something i'm not sure) cuz i am not alone
yeah, cuz i am not alone
so you want to destroy this part of me?
this part that tricks you into thinking that i am free
well you do not know the first thing about me
you do not know, how to reach me
yeah yeah yeah cuz i am not alone
oh you know that i must remember
that i am not alone
yeah i am not alone
Scott: (from creed)
It's been a long day at the bottom of the hill,
she died of a broken heart.
She told me I was living in the past,
drinking from a broken glass.
Chorus: ( Maynard and Scott)
I'm alone [I never wanna be alone],
now I [now I] try to face the cold.
I'm alone [I never wanna be alone],
now I [now I] try to travel home.
Scott:
I walked down to the other end of the day,
just to catch those last few rays.
I held out my hand and slowly waved goodbye,
I turned now my eyes up to the sky.
Chorus
(Both)
She'll come back to me. [She'll come back to me.]
She'll come back to me. [She'll come back to me.]
All alone in this mysery.
She'll come back to me.
Maynard:
I held out my hands into the light and I watched it die,
I know that I was part to play.
My god, my time to die.
Never want to spend my life alone.
Chorus
(Lyrics: Sundin)
"Let me die", I cried as the curtain fell
and I stared in woe at the world before me
My weeping eyes could not bear to tell
or the shattered kingdom in ruins before me
What became of the lands that were?
A pearl in the nest of memories
Forever gone...departed by the minds of man
Scavengers, feeding on your mother's blood
Parasites of life, with my heart I condemn
your ignorant ways
Like the leaves of the high trees
I wither and fall,
Borne by autumnal winds
to my funeral hall
I'm all alone in the grip of the silent sadness
I have been told to honour life
and what therein I'll find
but if all I see is darkness,
let me die and wake up blind
As the gleaming blade before me,
singing lullabies of loss
Whispering "Death is your redeemer
to the Paradise you've lost"
Mankind, evoker of inferno
Let me burn your honoured Crown of Creation
and dethrone you to ashes for aeons to come
Why should I stay here where I do not belong?
Of weakness burns my within...And empty shell
I've lost the way to the sanctity I need
I'll greet the dawn that brings no life,
no frail beams of sun to cleanse the black night
My mournful roam has ended
I hide in the shadows white binding my time,
sheltered from this world which disorderly rhyme
with the fury of damnation
Once I held in my hand the starlight of Eden
and the white sky lay open in a soul that was free
(But the years flew so fast as the shadows were cast
and I woke up one morning with no reason to be)
I'm all alone in the shade of the nameless
Sorrow
I'm all alone within a shadowfire of fear
take me home to whence I came
Where I'll find light to feed my flame of life
Alone
It's like being in a crowded room with no familiar faces
Alone
It's like thinking that I see your face in unfamiliar places
Alone
It's waking up to a empty bet you used to lay your head on
Alone
And I don't wanna be alone anymore
See I was wrong
Not afraid to admit
I was such a jerk
Can't believe the things I did
I made you hurt
You don't deserve that
Never know just what got until it's gone
Now I'm shook-up (I can hardly sleep)
Now I'm choke-up (I can hardly eat)
Now we broke up and it's killing me
I'm falling, I'm falling baby
Don't wanna be, don't wanna be
Alone
Never brought a rose
Never said I love you
Oh baby
Never realized
I couldn't live without you
Always heard you talk
Never really listened
And I never said how beautiful you are
If I had another chance
Promise I'd be twice the man
I was
Yesterday
If I had another try
I never tell another lie
I swear
Music & Lyrics: John Popper
I said ";I love you";
She began to cry
She said she needed a friend
I said ";I'll try";
Soon we'd say nothing
Somehow I never wondered why
You see, she left me
She left me
I'm alone
I'm alone
I'm alone
I'm alone
I'd loved her always
She didn't know
I tried patience
Let a friendship grow
I tried to keep her
That's what made her go
You see, she left me
She left me
I'm alone
I'm alone
I'm alone
I'm alone
Beauty and the beast
Was how it seemed to be
A love like hers
Ain't meant for guys like me
Some call me crazy
Some politely call me free
But either way you see
You see, she left me
She left me
I'm alone
I'm alone
I'm alone
I'm alone
I'm trying to forget you but it just won't work
Think I'm losing my mind, think I'm going berserk
I love you with a passion that you just don't know
And I kinda wish right now that I was telling you so
I could rant, or rave, or play some little game
But when I look into your eyes, it all seems the same
That you weren't meant for me and that's a sad but true fact
Now I don't care how I look and don't care how I act
Cuz you set me free
I'm a man among men
But when I think of what I missed it starts all again
Now alone in the darkness of each new day
My heart is on its own
I wanna rip it from my chest and throw it away
Watch this bassman take me home
I guess some day
Love will soon be here
And maybe then
I'll see things more clear
I guess I got excited
Cause it felt so near
And
You see, she left me
She left me
I'm alone
I'm alone
I'm alone
I'm alone
But I know I'd give my life
Just to hold her now
And who knows
I might see her around
Hopes can always go up
Tears can only come down
You see, she left me
She left me
I'm alone
I'm alone
I'm alone
I'm alone
Alice in Chains & Pearl Jam
"Alone"
It's been a long day at the bottom of the hill,
she died of a broken heart.
She told me i was living in the past,
drinking from a broken glass.
[Chorus]
I'm alone (I never wanna be alone),
now i (now i) turn to face the cold.
I'm alone (I never wanna be alone),
now i (now i) turn to travel home.
I walked down to the other end of the day,
just to catch those last few waves.
I held out my hand and slowly waved goodbye,
i turned now my eyes up to the sky.
[Chorus]
I'm alone (I never wanna be alone),
now i (now i) turn to face the cold.
I'm alone (I never wanna be alone),
now i (now i) turn to travel home.
She'll come back to me (She'll come back to me).
She'll come back to me (She'll come back to me).
All alone in this misery.
She'll come back to me.
I held out my hands into the light and i watched it die,
i know that i was part to play.
My god, my time to die.
Never want to spend my life alone
[Chorus]
I'm alone (I never wanna be alone),
now i (now i) turn to face the cold.
I'm alone (I never wanna be alone),
lying in a wiped out park
with silver screams from the dark
theres no direction
a steel erection to feel
can you swallow the mist from this space
suffer with the gun on your face
well you can't imagine
the things that could happen this way
(chorus)
theres no reason to cry
anyway you won't get no replycos you're alone but i love you
but not me
does your baby face look so sad
but its the biggest thrill you've ever had
well its funny to think of the fun
you lig with this game
so you wanna be out of your mind
having a real good time but don't bother to choose
between calling this good or bad
(chorus)
(1st verse)
(chorus)
Man of the past, a veteran survivor
Now old and feeling out of place
His hands are frail, his body scarred
Wrinkles cover his face
He gave his body, he gave his soul
For his land, his family, his home
He lost it all and not many seem to care
That he faces the world all alone
Sub-Chorus:
His body is old, tired, and worn
His old wounds are starting to ail
The once strong and mighty soldier
Feels his life is slipping away
The winners of the war wrote the history books
The noble and the brave they condemned
It wasn't hard for them to villify the truth
When they stood on the winning end
Chorus:
He's just an old man, he fought under command
No one could realize the hell he's been through
Stripped of his pension, robbed of his land
Accused of crimes that he didn't do
He fought with honor, he fought with valor
Never questioned orders his commanders gave
Now his kind is shunned and he doesn't understand
Why his beloved land has turned it's back on the brave
He's haunted by images of hell
He faced so many years ago
Dreaming the images of his fallen comrades
In graves so far away from home
He sits in his room, keeps wondering why
No one shows them any respect
When so much sacrifice was paid in blood
How could anyone forget?
(Repeat Sub-Chorus)
(Repeat Chorus)
Now time is running out
His generation is coming to an end
He wants to leave his mark on society
Any way that he can
He feels no guilt, he feels no shame
He just wants his voice to be heard
To tell the truth about the past
He wants to tell the world
(Repeat Sub-Chorus)
(5:32)
"Let me die", I cried as the curtain fell
And I stared in woe at the world before me
My weeping eyes could not bear to tell
Or the shattered kingdom in ruins before me
What became of the lands that were?
A pearl in the nest of memories
Forever gone... departed by the minds of man
Scavengers, feeding on your mother's blood
Parasites of life, with my heart I condemn
Your ignorant ways
Like the leaves of the high trees
I wither and fall,
Borne by autumnal winds
To my funeral hall
I'm all alone in the grip of the silent sadness
I have been told to honour life
And what therein I'll find
But if all I see is darkness,
Let me die and wake up blind
As the gleaming blade before me,
Singing lullabies of loss
Whispering "Death is your redeemer
To the paradise you've lost"
Mankind, evoker of inferno
Let me burn your honoured crown of creation
And dethrone you to ashes for aeons to come
Why should I stay here where I do not belong?
Of weakness burns my within... and empty shell
I've lost the way to the sanctity I need
I'll greet the dawn that brings no life,
No frail beams of sun to cleanse the black night
My mournful roam has ended
I hide in the shadows white binding my time,
Sheltered from this world which disorderly rhyme
With the fury of damnation
Once I held in my hand the starlight of eden
And the white sky lay open in a soul that was free
(But the years flew so fast as the shadows were cast
And I woke up one morning with no reason to be)
I'm all alone in the shade of the nameless
Sorrow
I'm all alone within a shadowfire of fear
Take me home to whence I came
Where I'll find light to feed my flame of life
Or my heart will die without a whisper of hope...
not gonna explain myself to the likes of you
tired of feeling sorry for feeling the way i do
ive heard that you cant please everybody on this earth
so from now on im putting myself first
doing what you know to be right, fuck everybody else
doing what you feel to be right, you only got yourself
never turn your back on friends that are true
sooner or later it comes down to you
stand up for yourself and what you believe
as long as you're true to yourself, theres nothing you cant achieve!
there comes a time when you may find yourself down and beaten
NO HOPE, NO FUTURE, total utter abandon
but you gotta take control, rise up outta nothing
only you can help yourself, your strength comes from within
not gonna explain myself to the likes of you
tired of feeling sorry for feeling the way i do
ive heard that you cant please everybody on this earth
so from now on im putting myself first
doing what you know to be right, fuck everybody else
doing what you feel to be right, you only got yourself
never turn your back on friends that are true
sooner or later it comes down to you
stand up for yourself and what you believe
as long as you're true to yourself, theres nothing you cant achieve!
there comes a time when you may find yourself down and beaten
NO HOPE, NO FUTURE, total utter abandon
but you gotta take control, rise up outta nothing
only you can help yourself, your strength comes from within
have pride in nothing, cause nothing is sacred.
So many hard times I've been through even though you were by my side
So many times I've looked at you in the eyes
I'll never know what you have insisde
Hell, could hell be worse?
There's nothing to say, I'm alone
I tried my best to keep things going
Until the day I woke up screaming
Now what's real and what's illusion?
I'm dreaming about you girl
i'm alone, but you point your finger and laugh at me and thank god that you are nowhere close to me because we're different and you try so hard to hate me, to go home i'm alone and i cannot stay, what do you know about being alone has life ever had a suicidal tone, no one wants to know me for they slip me out im outside looking in think im under pressure while im here today but we only know the right words to say that has come and gone if they had only known they couldnt go through life alone. help me two words i dont know how to say im in pain but that's a message you can never convey, hear me and ive tried to make you understand without love, life'll kill the strongest man.
Now you see me getting better
I'm right here on display
And I'll make it a bit heavier
By going all the way
Did you find it much easier
So stoop to where I was
With your power and your knowledge
To leave me here
Alone...
I'm all alone
Now's the time for being humble
By holding you down on your knees
I suspect you'll stay there and crumble
Rather so then to be alone
Do you believe your heart?
Trying in all around to find
to find your way back inside
I will be there
For you to care
And you will find
Peace of mind
Thank you for the roses that you sent me-
They're beautiful
And you asked me to think of you,
You know I will
Your note just said "I'm sorry, please forgive me"
I always do, but I have to let you know the way I feel:
I left you this mesage so you'd know
Sometimes loving me just means leaving me alone
So please don't call everytime you think of me
'Cause I need some time alone to kill this pain
You should know that I don't give up easily
But sometimes for things to grow, they need some rain
And sometimes loving me just means leaving me alone
I left you this mesage so you'd know
To not come by everytme you miss me
'Cause I need some time alone to kill this pain
You should know that I don't give up easily
But sometimes for things to grow, they need some rain
And sometimes loving me just means leaving me alone
I've waited for the sunrise but it never came
I can see all the people somehow they're not the same
They're lost in the dreams in the schemes that my eyes couldn't see
The wishing wells, the small hotels are what you left me
You said goodbye to me today, you left me on my own
Someone's gotta help me find my way, I'm standing here alone
I said please stay, you laughed and walked away, it's all over now
I can't believe it, I can't conceive it that you're gone somehow
The smiling faces, the warm embraces, they're all in the past
Your sweet caress, my happiness, it just couldn't last
People say that I am just a fool that I should go back home
I just smile and say I'm doing fine, I'm glad that I'm alone
(la la la la la la la ya ya ya yah)
(la la la la la la la ya ya ya yah)
(la la la la la la la ya ya ya yah)
Alone
Why must I be alone
I've spent so many hours with you
How can I be alone
Alone
Why must I dream alone
Our dreams were meant for us to share
How can I dream alone
There's such a thing a forgiving
So why can't you forgive
There's such a thing as forgetting
So can't you forgive and forget
Apart
Why must we be apart
Let's put our hearts together
And never be alone
There's such a thing a forgiving
So why can't you forgive
There's such a thing as forgetting
So can't you forgive and forget
Apart
Why must we be apart
Let's put our hearts together
And never ever be alone
(la la la la la la la ya ya ya yah)
(la la la la la la la ya ya ya yah)
And never ever be alone
[solo throughout song]
How can you tell me?
I still believe in sometime
You don't have to make it a show or a begining
Just have to move yourself today
Alone...
Alone...
Alone...
Alone...
Wish you were there to tell me
I still need your sunshine
I'll go over and I'm bare foot
Can't believe I'm in the ?????
Alone...
Alone...
Alone...
Alone...
Now won't you tell me?
I still believe in some [?]
I try it oh so many ways to get to you
And it could never [?] [?] [?]
Alone...
Alone...
Alone...
Alone...
Why wont you tell me?
Now in the time, by my side
Re-tell the story
Guess I cant take it this time
Alone...
Alone...
Alone...
i want to be by myself, sometimes i do.
i don't want to be left behind, but sometimes i'm left by you.
i press my tongue to the top of my mouth,
'cause my jaw, it was tired with the thinking.
i stretched my toes to the end of the couch,
'cause my back, it was aching from sleeping.
so what is this weather, and what is this darkness,
and why do i feel so alone?
when will it snow, it's been raining for hours,
and why do i feel so alone?
and when i'm left at home, when you're with someone else i'm all alone.
you do not cheat me of my childhood.
you bring me blankets for the walls of my forts.
there is no anger with the eyebrow raised.
when you do the fantastic i am amazed.
so what is this weather, and what is this darkness,
and why do i feel so alone?
when will it snow, it's been raining for hours,
and why do i feel so alone?
you were leaving some bar, and you're coming downtown,
you're not ripping out stitches, but you want me around.
just to call you my love, just to call you my love.
you are the treasure custodian cleaning the moon for me.
scouring the sky so the stars would shine bright.
you stand straight-faced, and tip-toed on top of a ladder,
and wait.
and when i'm left at home, i'm all alone.
but i'd rather be alone with you.
so what is this weather, and what is this darkness,
and why do i feel so alone?
when will it snow, it's been raining for hours,
Soon the sick part is here
The part where I must feel
Awakened by my thoughts
Of the impending end
Alone - I face the cross
I have no friends - not here
Carry on - you die alone
My desperation grows - It's showing
Ill tempered, Ill disposed - of the forgotten
Temptation has no fear
I long to touch your face.
I haven't seen you in so long.
I'm never there when you need it most.
No matter what road you walk down on your own, I'll be there.
You won't always have to be...Alone tonight, it's alright.
I know that I'm gone.
But here now, somehow, I can feel you with me in my heart.
I need to see your face.
How has it been so long?
Out on the road you're stuck there at home.
I thought of you today, and all that you would say.
I've been driving this road for the third straight day,
As the thoughts from the past are to pick my brain,
And now i feel like screaming to the world,
'Cause this highways goin' nowhere,
And the lines have all been blurred,
By the rain that's fallin' down in front of me,
So i clear the windshield just to find,
Another cross to mark the passing of a life,
It's a crystal clear reminder that all things come to an end,
And i wonder when that end will come for me,
When the lines go down,
And the clocks time out,
And the bells just don't chime anymore,
Is it tragedy,
That we can't see,
What lies on the other side of every single smile
I've been asking myself for the third straight night,
If there's truth in the writings that shape our lives,
And now i feel like screaming to the world,
Do these sermons run in circles?
Are they spoken by design?
To erase the thoughts of insecurity?
Or maybe we're just never meant to find,
The answer to the question we've all kept inside,
Give me something to believe in,
Give me anything at all,
'Cause right now this world just feels like it's too small
When the lines go down,
And the clocks time out,
And the bells just don't chime anymore,
Is it tragedy,
That we can't see,
What lies on the other side of every single smile
I won't cry,
Not tonight,
I won't lie down without a fight
I won't cry,
Not tonight,
I won't lie down
When the lines go down,
And the clocks time out,
And the bells just don't chime anymore,
Is it tragedy,
That we can't see,
What lies on the other side of every single smile
When the lines go down, (I won't cry)
And the clocks time out, (Not tonight)
I won't lie down without a fight,
Is it tragedy, (I won't cry)
That we can't see, (Not tonight)
Alone
Na na na na na
Alone
Na na na na na
I know (listen up)
Questions cloud my head with why
Tears on my pillow as I cry
Makes no sense for us too say goodbye
Impossible to hide this pain inside
Thinking bout the times we shared
Makes me wonder if you even cared
Contemplating should I let you go
Girl why'd you leave me
Alone
I been seating here waiting
By the phone
Give anything to hear
Your tone
It was all my fault
I know
Now I just stand here
Alone
Still remember the day when everything
Went wrong
Try to think how it would be if you hadn't
Gone
Away, shoulda made you stay
Now I just stand
Stormy nights and cloudy days
Can I fix it, what can I do, what can I say
Feels as if I'm stuck in a maze
With no way out I think I'm goin insane
So alone without you
Where'd you go I miss my baby boo
It's a shame cause I can't breath without you
Please come back girl
Cause I'm missing you
Alone
I been seating here waiting
By the phone (by the phone)
Give anything to hear
Your tone (yeah, ohh ohh)
It was all my fault
I know (I know...I kno, kno, kno)
Now I just stand here
Alone
Still remember the day when everything
Went wrong
Try to think how it would be if you hadn't
Gone
Away, shoulda made you stay
Now I just stand
Why, why, why
You leave out of my life
Need you right here by my side
Why, why, why
Why oh why
Alone
I been seating here waiting
By the phone (by the phone)
Give anything to hear
Your tone (give anything)
It was all my fault
I know
Now I just stand here
Alone
Still remember the day when everything
Went wrong
Try to think how it would be if you hadn't
Gone
Away, shoulda made you stay
I hear the ticking of the clock
I'm lying here the room's pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
Oh I hope that it won't end though
Alone
Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
You don't know how long i have wanted
to touch your lips and hold you tight
You don't know how long I have waited
and I was going to tell you tonight
But the secret is still my own
and my love for you is still unknown
Alone
Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
You hide behind a smile
So no one sees the tears you cry
Just stop and think a while
Are you just living out a lie
The smile upon your face
A smile that only lasts until you turn around
And when you fall from grace
Suddenly you'll find that you lost the friens you found
Keep you emotions in captivity
Hide in the shadows but long to be free
Wishing and hoping the sooner you see
You'll never be happy
Until you can be alone again
Alone again
Alone again
Alone again
Alone again
Alone again
Alone again
You hide behind a smile
So no one sees the tears you cry
Just stop and think a while
Are you just living out a lie
The smile upon your face
A smile that only lasts until you turn around
And when you fall from grace
Suddenly you'll find that you lost the friens you found
Keep you emotions in captivity
Hide in the shadows but long to be free
Wishing and hoping the sooner you see
You'll never be happy
Until you can be alone again
Alone again
Alone again
Alone again
Alone again
Alone again
Alone again
It doesn't matter anymore
It doesn't matter anymore
I'm not the person I used to be
I'm not the man I thought I once was
I don't know quite where I am
Where I am where I am
I'm sitting here in a dark corner
Looking at nothing but always something
Always something
My eyes are fixed on a vision
Of you, of you
My eyes are fixed on a vision
Of you, of you
Of you
Of you
From: A Moment In Time
Words by Michael Carrodus
True love exists yes I know this
My heart was waiting for you
And when we met I felt my chest
pound fast, racing for the chance
to know you, to hold you
To open up and show you
The way it feels when you know...
You are not alone
Know that I would fight the tides to
Be together
When you feel alone
Listen to this song to make your heart
feel better
Two hearts entwined, yes, you are mine
And I'll be your's forever
I've done the math, I'm less than half
We're better off together
And I want you here by my side
As much as you are on my mind
When I'm gona you should no
Rainy Mondays feel like Fridays
When you're smiling at me I can feel
The space
Between us collapsing
Our love is everlasting
Listen to this song
She waits- patiently
Holding- time for me
Tells me- about herself
She writes- everything
Up and down for me
Keeps it- inside herself
As the deception reveals itself
My morality
A slave to gravity
My sanity has turned to agony
She hides- me away
Can't speak- or convey
Secrets- about herself
She holds- all the things
That keep her- lingering
I take her- inside myself
My morality
A slave to gravity
The hours tick by slowly
Like lashes from the hand of time
i've never had these feelings before
But I know that inside I'm dying
Falling deeper in a pit of emotions
Not sure of what I should do
Feeling trapped by my indecision
With the anticipation of being alone
I look inside but i'm afraid of
What I see when I look in your eyes
I get scared they might look at me
I stare with a sullen glaze
From infinity to eternity
I stare in your eyes they're black
So black but never look back at me
I don't want you anymore
But that's what makes me want you more
Annihilate myself when I think of the game
The raw guilt and directed blame
Retaliate for the things that upset me
But my conscience won't let me
The more I know the more I don't want to know
Questions in my head about the way you feel
Tie knots in the fabric of my mind
I want to get away from you but...
I can't get enough of you
I was alone
But I was happy
I let you in and you tricked me
There's nothing I can do for
My thoughts and feelings
Can't you see we're screaming
I saw it coming
But I didn't know what hit me
The flame was dying
You came and lit me
But now it's over and the flame
Has gone away
Just like you
Now it's worse than ever before
music: T. Saukkonen
words: T. Saukkonen
This sense of failure haunting still
lack of confidence feeding my fear
descending sun invites the darkness in
the child inside, with silent cry
I don't want to be alone...again...
Starfire above when darkness descends
Thinking of the wood that guards the hillside
It has changed in many ways
The best friend that I ever had, I killed him
And I'll always remember his face
But I'm alone...
I'm thinking of the voices from the parklane
How come they just disappeared
Right now I am back where it all started
And now the voices are calling again
But I'm alone...
And the voices are only one voice
I hear it much clearer now
It's like on another level
Where I can hear the words without a blur
And it seems like that we can communicate
I hear him say he's such a lonely soul
A spirit from the lonely skies
And somehow I recall the voice
But I just can't place it in time
- Hey, you should remember me! It said
And then it was gone
Faster than it came
Faster than it came
I am walking down the lane and I am shaking
Now the voices have returned
And I wonder who the hell I've been forsaking
Who will see my bridges burn?
And I am not alone...
And I am not alone...
I'm not alone...
I saw my shadow move
But I didn't move
I has a life of itself
And it's breathing
And you can't runaway from your own shadow
I'm desperately trying to run away from myself
But the shadow is following me wherever I go
Just like my shadow, but it's not my shadow
It's not my shadow
I saw you today. Had nothing to say.
I just walked on by right on my way.
You flashed me a smile, I threw it right back.
It wasn't my miss I know for a fact.
Why won't you why won't you leave me alone!?
Why won't you why won't you leave me alone?!
Why won't you why won't you leave me alone?!
I want to get out on my own!
I went to the store to get me some eats,
I grabbed a box of shredded wheats.
And through the shelf, I saw your face.
Why must you follow me every place?
I decided to move, had to get away.
To a distant island in Honnelei
My friends through me a party, to get me boned,
you were there won't you leave me alone!?
Your body's perfect
Your style
The way you move
My eyes couldn't leave you alone
You're so exotic
Your face
Your hair
Your clothes
Got me wishing I could take you home
Can it be arranged baby?
We can do some things baby?
Do me like you want to
I've never felt this way
[Chorus:]
There ain't too much more I can say
But I know there's something we can do
Girl it's wrong for you to do me this way
And although there's many people watching you
You move your body so sensual
And you keep the conversation minimal
So many other people in this club
But your actin like were all alone
Don't you wanna be alone?
Get to know me better alone?
You know your movin on me so wrong
Now you gotta take me home
You gon have to take me home
Even thought your friends say no
The way you move your body says yes
You wantin me to take it slow
And help you to get undressed
Wait wait were still in the club
There's people watching us
There's no more o discuss
I'm ready to feel your love
[Chorus:]
There ain't too much more I can say
But I know there's something we can do
Girl it's wrong for you to do me this way
And although there's many people watching you
You move your body so sensual
And you keep the conversation minimal
So many other people in this club
But your actin like were all alone
Don't you wanna be alone?
Get to know me better alone?
You know your movin on me so wrong
Now you gotta take me home
You gon have to take me home
I'm feeling you when the mood is right
So turn around and tell your friends goodnight
It's okay it's gonna be all right
Imma make u sing my song tonight
I know you want me in your bed tonight
I won't forget that we just met tonight
Not gonna, don't wanna, never gonna, don't wanna, wanna end up alone
Not gonna, never gonna, don't, don't wanna, wanna end up alone
I need to sit back and pick out, its about the way I'm making you feel,
You're trying to show me that you're happy, really happy, really happy
But I can see that you're feeling don't for real
The unhappiness, I'm maybe causing you its definitely unintentional, definitely unintentional
So don't hesitate, don't be afraid to tell me
Cos my actions are not personal, oh
But I'll tell you something right now
Not gonna, don't wanna, never gonna, don't wanna, wanna end up alone
Not gonna, never gonna, don't, don't wanna, wanna end up alone
I need you to be honest, really honest, and tell me what's on your mind
Can't you tell me what's on your mind?
Whatever the problem may be, tell me, oh
Cos the body never lies
Am I two hard (two hard
), two soft (two soft [Shaz, Nat & Nic]),
Or am I really just selfish to the bone?
So don't hesitate - I'm not psychic babe,
Let your feelings all be known, but I'll tell you something right now
Not gonna, don't wanna,never gonna, don't wanna, wanna end up alone
Not gonna, never gonna, don't, don't wanna, wanna end up alone
Oh, no, oh oh, not gonna , don't wanna, not gonna, don't wanna, don't know
(not gonna , don't wanna, never gonna, don't wanna, don't know)
Not gonna , don't wanna , not gonna, don't wanna, don't know
(No, no, ooh)
Oh, no, oh
Shifting light outlines my battered form. Stranger to the world, alone in my abandonment. A gaining army of white horses, stark warning before the icy front. The deceiving calm betrays all signs of impeding change. Evening tide what do you hide, damnation or salvation? As my skin breaks the blackened surface, the cold is rising, yer all embracing. Darkness, erase this lonesome place from my every existence. An angry sky bares the signs, a distant violence yet to break. The ocean's travellers cry forth across the waves. Lightning cracks across a vast horizon, reaching out its hands towards an unsuspecting shore. No light to guide. No ties, no ties to bind. Evening Tide what do you hide? To the years spent waiting on the winds of change, this is penance paid. This is my penance paid, to the morning Sun, whose warmth never found this young man's face. Shifting light outlines my battered form. Stranger to the world. Alone. Evening tide, what do you hide? Lightning cracks across a vast horizon, reaching out its hand towards an unsuspecting shore. With a final effort I strike out across the swells, seeking only the answers, maybe horizons hold.
No one is better than me,
Everyone is beneath my every deed,
All my scared Actions
Should Be claimed Divine
Winning Team
Takes It all alone
Competing is the key
Defeating the weak is the way
Destroy all obstacles
Exterminate all other forms of life
All My scared actions
Should be claimed divine
Winning Team
Takes it all alone
Victory for the sake wining
Brutality for the joy of killing
Insanity to create fake sanity
I've been alone for too long, I've been alone for too long
Did you want me just to welcome you with open arms?
Did you want me fall down at your feet falling for your charms?
I've been alone for too long, I've been alone for too long
Always looking out for rainbows that's how I lived my life
Always searching for rainbows 'cos I want color in my life
You've been away for far too long and I've been alone for too long
I've been chasing your picture around the corners of my mind
But you keep getting farther, farther every time
Everyday I travel, travel in time
Try my best to reach you I just don't know what I'll find
Everyday I travel, everyday you lie
Everyday it's harder harder to forgive
You've been away for too long and I've been alone for too long
Looking out for shadows thinking of you
Chasing after shadows what am I supposed to do?
I've been alone for too long, I've been alone for too long
Did you want me just to welcome you with open arms?
Did you want me fall down at your feet, falling for your charms?
Temper, one hell of a temper,
Keep your voice down,
If your blood boils like a rainstorm,
Keeps the dust out in the desert,
I will hold to you...
...When you're alone and,
You won't be alone.
I'll float over buildings,
Over farm lands, over countries,
I have lost love, forever,
'Til the day when we met each other.
...When you're alone and,
You won't be alone,
Yeah when you're alone and,
You won't be alone.
Well, you won your fight,
Well, you won your fight,
If I was someone else and,
If I was someone older,
I'll be the rain in your desert,
I'll be the flood in your lands
Oh, when you're alone and,
You won't be alone,
When you're alone and,
You won't be alone.
Alone
Alone with a sky of romance above
Alone
Alone on a night that was meant for love
There must be someone waiting
Who feels the way I do
Whoever you are, are you, are you...
Alone
Alone on this night that we two could share
Alone
Alone with your kiss that could make me care
And when you come I'll promise to be your very own
Alone
Alone with a heart meant for you
Alone.
Oreta awai tsubasa kimi wa sukoshi aosugiru sora ni
Tsukareta dake sa mou dareka no tame ja nakuta
Jibun no tame ni waratte ii yo
Izen to shite shinobiyoru kodoku uchigawa ni
Tomoru rousoku nigiwau bani gouka na shanderia
Towa urahara ni
Tarinai kotoba no
Kubami o nani de umetara ii ni darou
Mou wakaranai yo
Semete yume no naka de
Jiyuu ni oyogetara anna sora mo iranai no ni
Kinou made no koto o
Nuritsubusa nakute mo asu ni
Mukaeru no ni
Oreta awai tsubasa kimi wa sukoshi
Aosugiru sora ni tsukarete dake sa
Mou dareka no tame ja nakute
Jibun no tame ni waratte ii yo
Rettoukan tono wakaiwa
Kantan ni wakanawanaisa
Jiishiki no teppen ni suwaru
Kagami ga utsusu hanabira
Furishiboru you ni
Kogoreta ai wo sakende miru
Keredo modokashikute
Meguru toki no nakade
Kizugich wa yagate
Kasabuta ni kawatte iku
Kimi wa sore o matazu
Totemo utsukushku
Totemo hakanage de
Hagare ochita ato no
Ubuge no you ni
Hi damari no nakade furueru inori
Ima wa muri ni dareka no koto wo
Ai souto omowanakute ii no ni
Toki ni kono sekaiwa ue wo muite
Aruku ni wa sukoshi mabushii suhiru ne
Shizumu you ni me wo fuseru to
Kawaita jimen ga namida wo susuru
Why do we feel alone now everyday?
Subete wo uketomenakute temo ii yo
Why do e feel so alone now everyday?
Let Grimmer Night Come
Sway In A Swing Of Gods
Tossed Between Heaven And Earth
Deepest Sin Of The Night
Mark In Every Eye
Sinner Had It's Day A Long Ago
Let Grimmer Night Come
Sway In A Swing Of Gods
Tossed Between Heaven And Hell
Strands Of Birch
Are Made Out Of Love
Maid Of Mercy Turns Into A Harlot
No Beauty, No Image, None
Sound of her soul,
She has sound in her soul,
She writhes for her heart,
In a foreign land of confusion.
Way above the earth, way above the crowd, Way past you.
Somebody's inside, Body's alive, Body is blind to you.
Love is dead, I said her love is dead,
And her siren red lights take the lonely ones,
No more I'm taking this hatred from you
You make me feel dead when I'm talking to you
You'll take me for granted when I'm not around
So burn all your bridges 'cause I'm not going down
This time I will be heard, I'm not gonna burn
It's funny how the table, how the table turns
You fake condemnation, you pray for salvation
'Cause your heart is made of stone, you can die and rot alone
I hope you're unhappy and hurting inside
I want you to choke when you swallow your pride
Lay in your coffin and sleep with your sins
Give me the nails and I'll hammer them in right now
This time you won't be heard, you are gonna burn
It's funny how the table, how the table turns
You fake condemnation, you pray for salvation
'Cause your heart is made of stone, you can die and rot alone
You fake condemnation, you pray for salvation
'Cause your heart is made of stone, you can die and rot alone
This time you won't be heard, you are gonna burn
It's funny how the table, how the table turns
You fake condemnation, you pray for salvation
'Cause your heart is made of stone, you can die and rot alone
You fake condemnation, you pray for salvation
'Cause your heart is made of stone, you can die and rot alone
You can die and rot alone, just die and rot alone
This time you won't be heard
This time you won't be heard
She stands alone
All in a crowd
Is it her fault that (not sure about this line)
She waits to see
What’s happening?
Is it safe and sound?
She says, free me from this enemy
She’s waiting to be set free
Free me from this enemy
She’s crying to be set free
She takes so long
But it feels so right
To be all alone
She takes so long
But it feels so right
To be all alone
She stands alone
All in a crowd
Is it her fault that (not sure about this line)
She waits to see,
What’s happening?
Is it safe and sound?
She says, free me from this enemy,
She’s crying to be set free.
Free me from this enemy,
She’s crying to be set free.
She takes so long but it feels so right to be, all
alone.
She takes so long but it feels so right to be, all
alone.
She takes so long but it feels so right to be, all
It's late again
It didn't seem to be a problem I couldn't see
You made that choice that made me want to set you free
I see you alone
How does it feel
You lost me again
Took the wrong road
Afraid to be seen
You didn't believe me
How could I prevent what was so meant to me
It's not my fault I knew this all would come to be
Why did you feel so bad to me
I see you alone
How does it feel
You lost me again
Took the wrong road
Afraid to be seen
You didn't believe me
How at all could you expect to sit and stay
After that night there is now way this would not break
I see you alone
How does it feel
You lost me again
Took the wrong road
Afraid to be seen
Seeing people all around me with their high class careers
Does it make em' feel happy, won't it cause any tears
Want to sit here in my room and do nothing at all
No I don't want to answer to society's call
I want to be a kid forever, no responsibilities
I want to be a kid forever, aged 10 when I freeze
Seeing couples on the streets walking kindly hang in hand
Happily married, this I can't understand
Rather be all alone on an island far away
Never think about tomorrow, I'm just gonna seize the day
Don't wanna undestand the world, there's way too much hate
Don't wanna go to school to learn, they'll decide your fate
Don't wanna change the earth,
just le me be I wanna be a kid forever, honest and free
I don't wanna grow up, adults are so complicated
In this hectic society I'm not sure, I'm gonna make it
Will I stay isolated until the end of times
Baby, don't you wanna cry?
'Cause I really need to
And I really miss you
Oh baby, I'm a lady, a baby, oh baby
Well you haven't got much to say, uh-uh
Just take me to the garden
I know there's a way
See that woman sitting over there in the corner
She sleeps with many candles around her bed
Once the night's getting old and you really wanna tell her
She'll find the light and run all the way back home
From mystic eyes she looks at you if she wants to
But never will they tell you what's ahead
And though she may be cold, she doesn't want to hurt anyone
She just wants to live a life of her own
And she doesn't want to be alone
But she only wants to be at home
So it's better if she lives unknown. Unknown
The voice inside her sings a different tone
Alone, 'cause no one understands her
Who's that woman sitting over there in the corner?
She may be here but she's very far away
Once the night's getting old and you think you're getting closer
You'll be the fool 'cause she's never gonna let you in
From mystic skies (mystic skies) the rains will fall when they want to
Sometimes it happens every single day (What will the moon say?)
Does she wanna spend the rest of her life just hiding out and hurting herself
When they come to the door now is she gonna let them in?
And she doesn't want to be alone
But she only wants to be at home
So it's better if she stays unknown. (It's better) Unknown.
The voice inside her says she couldn't be wrong
She's alone, 'cause no one reprimands her
Try to look her in the eye
Try to look her in the eye
Try and look her in the eye
Try and look her in the eye
No, no, no, no,... oh no
And she only wants to be at home
So it's better if she lives... unknown
All alone I'm not scared just empty
I feel there's nothing left I keep going
Despite the feelings I lack when worlds collide
I can't get this pain off my back - off my back
All that's wrong - I stand alone
Sickness and pain for what? - for what?
I'm still here our worlds collide
I survive now you rot the mistakes you made
All these scars for nothing
All these scars for nothing
Stand alone
All these scars - all these scars for what?
all alone I'm not scared just empty
Colors only made to fade It gets faster every single day Our
brightest red is turning into gray And it's gonna leave a stain
Just to remind us How good it once was Before the flame
What if We don't finish what we started? Because loving is the
hardest Are we brave enough to be alone?
Feeling that are never spoken Our letters that were never opened
Underneath the sky is falling frozen Silence is why we are broken
Don't remind us How good it once was Before the flame
What if We don't finish what we started? Because loving is the
hardest Are we brave enough to be alone
Alone Hoo, hoo, hoo Hoo, hoo, hoo Hmmm Hoo, hoo, hoo Hoo,
hoo, hoo Mmm Mmm mmm mmm
So what if We don't finish what we started? Because trusting is the
hardest Are we brave enough to be alone
If we are better off apart Then I hope wherever we go We're
She had Screeching Weasel
Playing on her radio
Her windows down she looked
at me and then she waved hello
I smiled back and thought about
The time when my dad said
There'd be a lightning bolt
And it'll hit you some day
And I've never felt that way
That's when we met and I knew
That we would stay together
From that moment on but I
Messed up and I know I was
Wrong I miss that smile when
I'd sing her a song I feel so
Alone cause now It's all gone
She's always talking in her sleep
I realize now more than before
That I'm for her and she's for me
I know that her and me can't
Be hurt by this tragedy
The way she'd laugh and cry
And look me in the eyes and
Feel the same way as I do
I'm here all alone there's no one
Around but I'm being blinded
By the sound of her voice
Sitting here on the ground
I'm laughing out loud
Realizing how stupid I am
And I know I was wrong I miss
That smile when I'd sing her
A song I feel so alone cause
Now it's all gone
Sometimes I'd like to try to
Try moving on without you
Maintaining composure is so
Hard to do confrontations are
Hard when your hearts filled
With doubt and I can't seem
To form a sentence with these
I, feel the time, slowly drifting in my veins
Memories, remains.
Confined, Im alive, somewhere by the autumn leaves
Falling in between
Cause no one's there to hold my head up high
no one's there to peace my mind
Alone lies my soul
I'm so cold, I'm afraid
To find hollow life
Sleepless nights, empty days
Opaque fading eyes stumble in my face
Through the crowd I forsake
Demised Im aside weaked by the lonely haze
Of no point, no aim
Cause no one's there to hold my head up high
no one's there to peace my mind
Alone, I'm afraid
To find hollow life
Sleepless nights, empty days
You're the pearl in the trashcan of my life
I am the beggar a useless stain in time
Can't you see how I grieve...
What you mean to me?
Let's grow cold together - alone
The rain it beats...
Ripping flesh down to the bone
Leaving me hanging onto you
I pray to keep the beating of this tired heart
Long enough, so I can live this through
You're my world... the bullet in my gun
I am the doubt... black is my sun
Girl where is our child
Sent him to your mother's
For a while
All your friends are gone
You know i sent them home
Girl i live for you
So i don't give a fuck about the news
So please turn off the t.v.
And if you give a damn about me
I wanna hear you moan
Let's be alone
I wanna hear you moan
Let's be alone
So we can get it on
Let's be alone
Better than you and me
Better than a damn movie
Our love is so much fun
Let's do some freaky shit
And then i'll make you cum
Nothing compares to us
I love we have so much trust
Tell me can you see
I was made for you and you for me
I've been questioning days
I've been questioning nights
Though my heart is awake
Life is passing me by
I prayed to the moon, the silent rain
To lift me up and then
Heal me again
I've been questioning times
I've been questioning thoughts
Inside these ivory walls
Within this ivory heart
Love like a ghost
My only friend
Would seal me up and then
Leave me again
I don't know how
And I don't know where to go
Till it lifts me up, till it fills me up
And I'm back again
All alone
I've been waiting too long
Contemplating my bet
I expected too much
So you bitterly fled
Crashed into the wall
Of the final round
Was saved from the flames
But burned to the ground
I don't know why
And I don't know where to go
Till it lifts me up, till it fills me up
And I'm back again
And I don't know why
And I don't know where to go
Till it lifts me up, till it fills me up
Fills me up...
And all alone
Lumpong naglalakad
Katabi niya'y haring nakahubad
binging nakikinig sa iyak
ng piping mayroong tinig
alisin ang yong maskara
at idilat ang mga mata ang isipang tangan ay buksan
sa walang kabuluhan
iligtas nyo ako sa sarili kong anino
daan ay hanapin palabas sa salamin
kay dami daming hugis ng salamin
nakatitig na bulag
sa mga haliging nabuwag
baliw na sumasayaw
sa liwanag siya'y ikaw
at ang diwa ko'y litong lito
ito'y balatkayo
ang nakikita'y kabaliktaran
hindi ang kinagisnan
tangay sa agos
sa mundong puro abo
hindi mundong ito
bato ay abutin
at basagin ang salamin
pirapirasong bubog ng salamin
kung alam ko lang kung papaano
kung alam ko lang
Autumn leaves are falling down again
Last year seems like yesterday
What to do now that those days have gone
I have to start again
Inspiration means so hard to find
Words already on the page
I just have to write it down
In my own way
Say something worth saying
Time comes and goes
A life unnoticed
Cry out loud
Don't let me away
From this dream
I won't be a friend in need
No one escapes
From this feeling
I tell myself hold on
Everything is right
Not wrong
Love is what I ask for
Tonight
Hold on to me
I can't breath
Why am I
Alone
Blaming the dawn
Blame me
I know all the lies disagree
You can't just escape
From the leaving
Soon the sick part is here
The part where I must feel
Awakened by my thoughts
Of the impending end
Alone - I face the cross
I have no friends - not here
Carry on - you die alone
My desperation grows - It's showing
I'll tempered, I'll disposed - of the forgotten
Temptation has no fear
Decisions all come near
The choice I made here
The stand I took for life
it Was my own
There's no one else to blame
Is this the way
To forever stay alive
This time alone
My place I will claim
Walking dead end roads
Oh, it sickens me
Close to the edge
Feed on my soul
I see what is not real
I'm lost In what I know
Into a void I am gone
A sense of loss in my heart
Perceive me
I can not see
what the future will bring
But I hope
I'm not over the edge
Is this the way
To forever stay alive
to refind the true
Walking dead end roads
Oh, it sickens me
Close to the edge
Feed on my soul
I see what is not real
I'm lost In what I know
Into a void I am gone
A sense of loss in my heart
Perceive me
My dreams were always of this
My heart always longing now
I'm whole again
By the touch of your hand
I see what is not real
I'm lost In what I know
Into a void I am gone
A sense of loss in my heart
Record cracked under the DJ's thumb
He's got no joy now that the beat is done
Had all I could take from your dirty mouth
Your tube top's tangled and you're hanging out
I got static in stereo on my TV
I'm living in the shadow of a factory
I never really know why I ever stayed
It's too late to think about it anyway
It's one more day, no souvenir,
Just me and the ghost
Of a dreamer here
I've got one chance hanging in the atmosphere,
And now,
No one ever knows
(No one knows, no one knows...)
Coming on my radio waves
(Come to me, I'm a... come to me, I'm alone...)
Calling, calling everyday
(Come to me, I'm a... come to me, I'm alone...)
And if I ever make it,
And if I ever make it,
Conversation lead me home
(Come to me, I'm... come to me, I'm alone...)
I was the king on a camel with a broken back
This boardwalk carousel is rusted flat
I'm bringing flowers growing up through the sidewalk crack
But just junkie ex-boyfriend is such a drag
I got static in stereo on my TV
Reminds me of the way you talk to me
I never really know why I ever stayed
But a dog don't think about the price he pays
And it's one more day, no souvenir,
Just me and the ghost
I'm a dreamer here
I've got one chance hanging in the atmosphere,
And no one ever knows
(No one knows, no one knows...)
Coming on my radio waves
(Come to me, I'm a... come to me, I'm alone....)
Calling, calling everyday
(Come to me, I'm a... come to me, I'm alone...)
And if I ever make it,
And if I ever make it,
Conversation lead me home
(Come to me, I'm a... come to me, I'm a..)
(I'm so lonely, I'm so lonely, I'm so lonely)
(Come to me, I'm alone)
And if I ever make it,
And if I ever make it,
Conversation lead me home
[Verse 1:]
Tell me how
How did we get here
We keep runnin from all the answers
And leaving me here with questions
It's not fare
Why you never there
You keep leaving me here alone
Please tell me what
What you wanna do
My heart belongs to you
And I don't know what to do
You say
That you still love me
It's not in your actions so what's the distractions
Were falling
Falling apart
Feels like our ending
It's not like the start
Please won't you tell me the truth
Instead of always just leaving me here alone
[Chorus:]
Alone
Don't wanna be
Alone
Don't wanna be here alone [x3]
Please won't u tell me the truth
Instead of always just leaving me here alone
[Verse 2:]
Please tell me
How did you and I become
Then change from we to me
I see you changed
And I'm the one to blame
Cause I noticed everything
And I never said a thing
So say what's on your mind
So we don't waste our time
Tryna hold on to loose ties
Oh baby
Please won't you tell me the truth
Instead of always just leaving me here alone
[Chorus:]
Alone
Don't wanna be
Alone
Don't wanna be here alone [x3]
Please won't u tell me the truth
Instead of always just leaving me here alone
[Bridge:]
If I'm apart of you
And your apart of me
Then why can't we talk it out
And bring it back to we
You said forever youd never leave
It's worth more than everything
And that's what I believe
The choses your making are breaking us up
Your making it hard to identify love
I'm tryna keep us together
The only way to make it better
Is don't let me be alone
[Chorus:]
Alone
Don't wanna be
Alone
Don't wanna be here alone [x3]
Please won't u tell me the truth
uh. know what I mean
we all, we all got our own thing,
and heres mine..
verse one:
Now my things was cool
I swore id never break the rules
straight with you cause I could relate to you
stay with you
special in my book
in my point of view he couldn't sex you like I could
you got with you wanted
and flaunted what you wanted
and I went a little further even when you didn't want it
cause right in time, right what I had in mind
plus your heads been right in mine (my mind)
so I took the time, my choice was to love you.
And I didn't listen when they said never should I trust you.
So why must you take me for granted
I swore you loved me too, damn ill never understand it.
I'm a man with feeling to and I'm a fool for the way I still feel for you.
But heres to you, I'm a better man then that
you took my heart then and now I want it back
so come on
chorus :
told me you and I might live together someday(someday)
now I see it in a whole new other way
and ain't gonna lie girl you need to realize
I'm staying home tonight (so come on)
said I wanna be alone (said I wanna be alone)
all by myself
said I'm staying home, I don't need no one else (wanna be alone)
verse two:
I was cool, gave you one more chance
you gave the same old song, same old dance,
so hell with it, I had to face that shit.
You was to immature for relationships,
so I moved on for the time being,
then I heard a lie, theres a guy that you were caught seeing,
I flipped shits, but you flipped shits right back,
you cried you knew I wouldn't do you like that,
still my heart was lonely, nobody to hold me.
You was my only, damn girl you was my homie,
you know me, you said you were stuck back there,
so when I tried you leave you sucked me right back in.
why would I taste what I already ate?
So I took time to get my priorities straight.
So listen you know me well I hate to doubt you,
but girl truth is I'm better off with out you and
chorus :
told me you and I might live together someday(someday)
now I see it in a whole new other way
and ain't gonna lie girl you need to realize
I'm staying home tonight (so come on)
said I wanna be alone (said I wanna be alone)
all by myself
said I'm staying home, I don't need no one (wanna be alone)
verse three:
damn girl I thought it never would end.
But this is it thats all, never again.
I couldn't deal with it then and I sure can't now.
So what makes you think I'ma let you hold me down, no.
I told you before never to roam but this is real when I say leave me alone.
I gotta be on my own, and you do too.
Through and through just please let me do what I do.
Maybe sometime soon we can both be friends,
but for now this is where its suppose to end.
My brain is sick, my heart is torn, my arms are empty,
but baby girl I just need to be alone,
my heart will beat alone, and I keep my head up.
But truth is now I'm a little bit fed up.
I don't hate you though, you still close to me.
So lets just go back to how we used to be, cool..
chorus :
told me you and I might live together someday(someday)
now I see it in a whole new other way
and ain't gonna lie girl you need to realize
I'm staying home tonight (so come on)
said I wanna be alone (said I wanna be alone)
all by myself (no no no no no)
said I'm staying home, I don't need no one (wanna be alone)
I don't wanna be here in this chair,
waiting on you aw baby, to see things my way
why don't you see things my way
(woahhhhhh)
told me you and I might live together someday(someday)
now I see it in a whole new other way
and ain't gonna lie girl you need to realize
I'm staying home tonight (so come on)
said I wanna be alone (no no no no no)
all by myself
said I'm staying home(said I'm staying home)
I don't need no one (wanna be alone)
From childhood's hours I have not been
As others were --- I have not seen
As others saw --- I could not bring
My passion from a common spring
From the Same source I have not taken
My sorrows; I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone;
And all I loved, I loved alone.
Then --- In my childhood --- In the dawn
Of a most stormy life --- was dawn
From every depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still:
From the torrent or the fountain,
From the red cliff of the mountain,
From the sun that 'round me rolled
In its autumn tint of gold---
From the lightening in the sky
As it passed me flaying by---
From the thunder and the storm,
And the clouds that took form
When the rest of Heaven was blue
I look at you and see
Someone I don't wanna be
And it's taking me too long to realize
I'm better off alone
All the times that you told me lies
And you know that it happend too many times
And its time that I realize
I'm better off alone
I look at you and see
Someone I don't wanna be
And it's taking me too long to realize
I'm better off alone
All the times that you told me lies
And you know that it happend too many times
And its time that I realize
I'm better off alone
I'm leaving you now
I want you to know
I know what I want and I knew all along
I couldn't let go but I'm not gonna stay anymore
So I'm leaving baby
I cannot forget all the pain that I had
All the things that you said
How you're making me mad
And you've made me feel bad all alone
This time I'm moving on
Leaving you don't need you anymore
Leaving you don't need you anymore
Leaving you don't need you anymore
Leaving you don't need you anymore
I am leaving you this time
I'm not letting you play with my mind
And I moving with my life
This time
I am leaving you behind
All the times that you told me lies
And you know that it happend too many times
Now it's time that I realize
I'm better off alone
All the times that you told me lies
And you know that it happend too many times
And it's time that I realize
I'm better off alone
I'm leaving you now (living you now)
I want you to know (leaving you now)
I know what I want and I knew all along (I want you to know)
I couldn't let go but i'm not gonna stay anymore (leaving you don't need you anymore)
So I'm leaving baby (I'm leaving baby)
I cannot forget all the pain that I had (I'm leaving baby)
All the things that you said
How you're making me mad (I'm leaving baby)
And you've made me feel bad all alone
I am alone
But now is even harder
My head aches
I'm alone even when I'm with you
Even with my friends
Something is wrong
In this world we live in
Everything is old and I just can't stand it
If there is love
Where the hell is it?
Open up your window
What do you really see?
See the children playing with guns
See the government having fun
Is that the world we love so much?
Sometimes the world kisses you with a punch
We're alone
But now it's different
Everyday I see you dying
You're alone
But it's not your fault
You were taught to feel like that
See the children being dead (we're dead)
You may think that's not so bad (you're dead)
But someday you will die too (fuck you)
Who will finish the job for you
Loneliness is up to you
[Elizabeth]
Oh Freddie. Freddie, I miss you so much. Life is
absolute—(to waiter) Dry martini James, and I mean dry—
(to Frederick) hell
without you. I’m so…so…so…
(sung)
Alone
On my French ivory phone
Adrift in a sea of anwe
Just twenty-two servants and me
(to waiter) Not dry enough.
(sung)
Alone
Here I am on my own
Champagne and foi groi
Just twenty-two garson and moi
(to waiter) Not dry enough.
(sung)
I’m so lost without you
Life doesn’t seem right
Although it’s petris they’re pouring
I find it all boring
I need you to get through the night
(to waiter) Too dry.
(sung)
Alone
I’m so freaking alone
Dancing ‘till half-past three
Just twenty-two playboys and me
Keep your gala premieres
They bore me to tears
I always feel blue
At a fancy to-do
Who needs elation
Delightful sensation
I don’t want fun
I want you
But I’m flying solo
‘Cause I’m so oh-so alone
Alone
I am alone in the darkness
Can You hear me now?
Are You the same
Or are You different somehow?
Can You reach me?
Can I be sure that You won?t hurt me
If I let You in?
Are You the same
Or are You different somehow?
Can I trust You?
If I gave You my heart
If I gave You my soul
Would You take me apart?
Would You make me whole?
Do You know my name?
When the tears fall are You there to feel the pain?
Can You reach me here?
Can You give me what I?m looking for?
Can You take away the fear?
Can I trust You?
They say that You could come and meet me
Are You really there?
Are You the same or are You different somehow?
Can You love me?
If I gave You my heart
If I gave You my soul
Would You take me apart?
Where am I
Why is it so dark down here
Do you know me
Doesn’t anybody recognize my face
Or can I be replaced
Can I be replaced
Do you need me
What if I just up and left
Would you miss me
Would you miss me
I am so alone
Doesn’t anyone understand me
I long to be home in my Father’s arms
Because he knows me
All I want is a little bit of company
All I have is a paper bag
Full of pieces that don’t fit together
Did they ever
I am so alone
Doesn’t anyone understand me
I long to be home
In my Father’s arms
Because he knows me
But I am so thankful for this time
You so graciously remind me
This is not my home
(V1)
I am alone in the darkness
Can You hear me now
Are You the same
Or are You different somehow
Can You reach me
(V2)
Can I be sure that You won€™t hurt me
If I let You in
Are You the same
Or are You different somehow
Can I trust You
(PC)
If I gave You my heart
If I gave You my soul
Would You take me apart
Would You make me whole
(CH)
Do You know my name
When the tears fall are You there to feel the pain
Can You reach me here
Can You give me what I€™m looking for
Can You take away the fear
Can I trust You
(V3)
They say that You could come and meet me
Are You really there
Are You the same or are You different somehow
Can You love me
(V4)
If I gave You my heart
If I gave You my soul
Would You take me apart
Would You make me whole
Poem by Edgar Allan Poe
From childhood's hour I have not been
As others were - I have not seen
As others saw - I could not bring
My passions from a common spring
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow; I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone;
And all I lov'd, I lov'd alone
Then - in my childhood - in the dawn
Of a most stormy life - was drawn
From ev'ry depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still:
From the torrent, or the fountain,
From the red cliff of the mountain
From the sun that 'round me roll'd
In it's autumn tint of gold -
From the lighting in the sky
As it pass'd me flying by -
From the thunder and the storm,
And the cloud that look the form
(When the rest of Heaven was blue)
Alone, with too much generosity.
A theatre mask of hostility attracts
Assauts occur, infrequently
And those who come, to conquer
Need strength
But damage accumulates
Still mvoing him to tears
Retain a sense of humor.
Retain a sense of humor.
Retain a sense of humor.
The day was clear
Unknown feeling
You wake up and time stops
You leave your body
New dimension under sun
Leave earth far behind
Only in dreams you see it
Alone...
Spectrum through you
Bombastic experience
What you see you can't believe
Echo from universe
View disappeared
Now you're alone
This is twilight
See ultimate things
I'm the masters apprentice
Time of earth has ended
They told me lies:
there'll be no Eden nights
and thousand stars
will sleep in emptiness
I once believed
in words of human world
but they can not guide me,
not anymore
When life is gone and all is dead
you can not see me one last time
Where light will fade and time has come
this darkness takes the place of life
When time has come
this light will fade away
My thoughts are dark,
my dreams will die away
There is no light
in my shattered life
I leave this ground
Originally performed by Heart
I hear the ticking of the clock
I'm lying here, the room's pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
no answer on the telephone
and the night goes by so very slow
oh, I hope that it won't end though
Alone
Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
and now it chills me to the bone
how do I get you alone
how do I get you alone
You don't know how long I have wanted
to touch your lips and hold you tight
oh, you don't know how long I have waited
and I was going to tell you tonight
but the secret is still my own
and my love for you is still unknown
Alone
Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
and now it chills me to the bone
how do I get you alone
how do I get you alone
Alone...
How do I get you alone
how do I get you alone
Alone...
Been sitting €˜round here baby,
thinking €˜bout our last long talk.
Been sitting here at this table at your favorite restaurant.
Been hoping I could meet you here so that I could make this perfectly clear
That all I do is think about you since you went and left me on my own
I€™m so alone, ohhhh,
I€™m so lonely baby. And i need to say that...
I know I was wrong, ohhhh. and I€™m asking you to come back home
Don€™t wanna be here alone
??? your sweet body baby, tears are streaming down my face, yeah
go on and make your mind up-your mind up
I ain€™t got no where to be right now, baby
But loving you€™s a long, long way from here
and all I ask of you my dear
Is maybe you would reconsider all the love you€™ve missed since you€™ve been gone
I€™m so alone, ohhh
I€™m so lonely baby, and I need to say that I know I was wrong, I was so wrong
And I€™m asking you to come back home, don€™t wanna be here alone
I know I was the fist to say good-bye, I was a fool baby
Look at these tears in my eyes
And if loving you€™s a long, long way from here, then all I ask of you my dear
Is maybe you would reconsider all the love you€™ve missed since you€™ve been gone
I€™m so alone, ohh, I€™m so lonely baby, and I need to say that
I know I was wrong, I was so wrong
And I€™m, asking you to come back home, don€™t wanna be here alone
I€™m so alone, ohhh, I€™m so lonely baby. Ohh yes,
and I know that I was wrong, oh I was wrong
But I€™m asking you to come back home, I don€™t wanna be here alone
I€™m so alone.......
(fades away...)
The moon's greygolden meshes make
All nights a veil,
The shorelamps in the sleeping lake
Laburnum tendrils trail.
The sly reeds whisper to the night
A name - his name -
And all my soul is a delight,
A swoon of shame.
[James Joyce]
Here I go again
Drifting from home
And I'm all alone
Driving on the ten
Freeway late at night (yes)
Going towards the shore
But what the hell for
Cause all we're gonna do is fight
[chorus:]
I'm pretending what I feel
Trapped inside
Was not real
And tell me all I need to know
Yet it blows away
And I'm all a...
And here I am
Standing at your door
Just like before
Cause it's all a game
They named us as pons
And we're pros at this
That's when we kiss
And loss what was gone
Gasping for air (yes)
Search for ground (ground)
Seeking my sound for sound
But there's nothing there
[chorus]
And I'm all alone
[x7]
I'm sorry now (yes)
What was I to do (uh oh)
I'm way past bloom
Makes me wonder how
Could I see so deep
Drowning in my tears
Can't even see my peers
I think I'll go to sleep
[Chorus x3]
My son
My dear son
My son
Come home
Come home
My dear son
Come home
You gave me
Cold glass love
You've got teeth for biting
And you've bore a hole in me
You and me
Hot and cold
You have crossed all safely
While I teeter on my rope
Better than me
And I know
You are calm and symmetry
And I'm an empty hole
My envy
Of all you own
I want to be a possession
You dust and won't let go
Gentlest touch
And sweetest sound
Something you'll run back in
For when the house burns down
Alone, alone
Doesn't feel so cold
Alone, alone
Doesn't feel so cold
'Cause your arms
Your arms they don't feel so warm
So come, come love
And take me home
What I am
And what you are
Some things just don't hold the way
The night has trapped a star
Alone, alone
Doesn't feel so cold
Alone, alone
Doesn't feel so cold
'Cause your arms
Your arms they don't feel so warm
So come, come love
Alone, why must I be alone
I've spent so many hours with you
How can I be alone
Alone, why must I dream alone
Our dreams where made for us to share
How can I dream alone
There's such a thing as forgiving
So why can't you forgive
There's such a thing as forgetting
Can't you forgive and forget
Apart, why must we be apart
Let's put our hearts together
And never be alone
There's such a thing as forgiving
So why can't you forgive
There's such a thing as forgetting
Can't you forgive and forget
Apart, why must we be apart
Let's put our hearts together
And never be alone
Solitude spread it's wings
Awakening forgotten fiends
Listen to the thunder scream
Fear and silence
Strangling shadows in my dreams
Lend me the warmth of your skin
Send me the light of your eyes
Grant me the shelter of your heart
Why can't you hear my silent shriek?
Neverwhere embraces me
Shades of grey is all I see
Listen to the ravens screech
Fear and praying
Choking wind take away my speech
Lend me the warmth of your skin
Send me the light of your eyes
Grant me the shelter of your heart
Why can't you hear my silent shriek?
Can't you see I'm fading
If only I had one more chance
to change my life today
Then I would never let you go
All my friends keep telling me
That I should leave you for a while
So you must show your love to me
And tell me what you feel
I thought that even you had feelings for me too
I know I was wrong
And baby when you care, then I will be there
By your side
And now I stand here alone in the dark
Without you
There's nothing more that I would like
Than be with you
I close my eyes but I can't stop
Thinking of you
And now I stand here alone in the dark
I've got a fever,
My dead soul burns,
Dark feelin's tearin' me apart
[Chorus]
Alone,
Alone,
You've got it tough
Tough,
When you're alone
Naked and beaten on the bed,
They found her lying in a pool of red,
[Chorus]
A glass of scotch in an empty room,
Sunken eyes black with blue
Don't feel useless, but don't ask
If I'm hiding or I'm holding something back
I have nothing that isn't yours
But there's a place I need to go behind closed doors
I don't be afraid
I don't be ashamed
If you let me go you know I will be back again
And I know from the outside looking in
You can't find me here
You don't know where to begin
I can't say anything you need to know
You're the ocean, I'm an island
We're together but I'm still alone
Keep on sailing for the shore
When you get here you won't find what you were looking for
You're still reaching so I've been gone
So distant that I can't be touched by anyone
Just give me space
Some time away
It's a place only for me but I'll be back again
I don't need you to save me
I know from the outside looking in
You can't find me here
You don't know where to begin
If I can't say anything you need to know
You're the ocean, I'm an island
[Words: Jim Hunter]
Have you ever felt alone in a crowd?
Voices all around but you didn't hear a sound
Sometimes I get lost in my mind
My thoughts are my only friends
This world filled with loveless souls
All emotions are only pretend
Two-faces are all I see
Is there any other way??
Is it me against the world?
I wonder what it's like
To feel truly fulfilled
I wonder what it's like
To feel you're needed
I cry out all my pain
but my echo just laughs at me
I'm the outcast
The lone fool
I can't laugh because the joke is on me
But I pray better days will come
When I can truly connect with someone
And break this deadened shell
For now I hope and wait for that day
People tell me
Always smile
Ignore what you feel inside
Deception
Their way of life
But I cannot lie to myself
I know this won't be forever
Real love I know you're out there
So please remember me
I'll be here waiting for you
Something's burning inside of me
Can I put out the flame
Before I'm laid to waste
Hear I stand it's getting hard to breathe
Now I can feel the burn
it's getting cold and lonely
Stay because I'm feeling alone
And I need you more than you know
Don't leave because I'm under attack
And you don't have a reason to go
Don't leave me alone
I've been living too blind to see
How do you know my name
Why are we all the same
I count all the memories
The bitterness of old
How is my life unfolding
Stay because I'm feeling alone
And I need you more than you know
Don't leave because I'm under attack
And you don't have a reason to go
Don't leave me alone
I'm going to end up
Going to end up wasting away
I'm going to end up
Going to end up wasting away
Stay because I'm feeling alone
And I need you more than you know
Don't leave because I'm under attack
And you don't have a reason to go
Don't leave me alone
Stay because I'm feeling alone
And I need you more than you know
Don't leave because I'm under attack
And you don't have a reason to go
Don't leave me alone
Don't leave me alone
[Verse 1:]
Everyday
You walk on by
I get out of your way
You just don't have time
For your heart to get stolen
Heart to be broken
By some man
Who just isn't worth it
It's just too hard
So you put up your guard
[Pre-Chorus:]
No one can break through
You don't have to do it on your own
No one can get through
And you don't have to be made of stone
To make it in this life
To find a peace of mind
Just give love a try
[Chorus:]
Take a breath
Close your eyes
Believe in me jump in, let go
Hold my hand
Girl, don't be shy
Sometimes you have to lose control
You've got to trust
We can try
To see how much this love can grow
If you look
Then you will find
That you don't have to be alone
[Verse 2:]
Honestly
I think you'd find
What true love really means
Girl, if you were mine
You'd finally see
Just what you were missing
All my love
In one tender kiss and
All your pain
Would just melt away
[Pre-Chorus:]
If I could break through
You'd see it's not you against the world
If I could break through
You'd feel so complete being my girl
It's not that you need me
You just need somebody
To break your walls down finally
[Chorus:]
Take a breath
Close your eyes
Believe in me jump in, let go
Hold my hand
Girl, don't be shy
Sometimes you have to lose control
You've got to trust
We can try
To see how much this love can grow
If you look
Then you will find
That you don't have to be alone
[Bridge:]
I know you've been hurt
And I know that you've cried
But when you're in pain
You can't keep it inside
Girl, You never should feel
Like there's nowhere to go
You don't have to be alone
[Chorus:]
Take a breath
Close your eyes
Believe in me jump in, let go
Hold my hand
Girl, don't be shy
Sometimes you have to lose control
You've got to trust
We can try
To see how much this love can grow
If you look
Then you will find
We find love, you and I
It's a new game to play
Then we tell our first lie
And see love go away
And we find...we're alone
We rush on, you and I
We don't need love at all
We need thrills, we need speed
Then we stumble and fall
And we find...we're alone
We're loyal, you and I
To flowers that are dead
We forget how to cry
We save photos instead
And we find...we're alone
We hear guns, you and I
We ask what is that
Then we open the Times
We're informed where it's at
And we find...we're alone
We're moral, you and I
We stand for what's right
We Slaughter all evil
By dawn's early light
And we find...we're alone
We're lucky you and I
We're alive and secure
But in the bank and the church
We can never feel sure
And we find...we're alone
We've made it, you and I
We have glory and fame
Yet we never know why
We feel so ashamed
And we find...we're alone
We have power, you and I
But what good is that now
We could build a new world
If we only knew how
And we find...we're alone
We are old, you and I
We beg warmth from the sun
In the dreams that we dream
We ask what have done
And we find...we're alone
Maybe I give up too easy
Maybe I don't fight enough
Maybe my heart is afraid of falling in love
Maybe I'm too scared to find out
What it feels like to hurt
Maybe I worry, I'll land with my face in the dirt
But if I don't try, I won't know
These walls that surround me, they're strong and they're tall
I could slip and fall with no one to catch me at all
And end up alone
An honest heart's trying to love me
But I had nothing to give
I just wanted to see how much I could get
We're all guilty of wanting
The very thing we can't have
But the more that we take, the sooner, we'll crash
Oh, and if I don't try, I won't know
These walls that surround me, they're strong and they're tall
I could slip and fall with no one to catch me at all
And end up alone
But something's changing inside me
Something here, it wants to break free
Well, I thought love was a blind spot, I believe
I don't want to end up alone
So maybe I give up too easy
Maybe I don't fight enough
You will never know my true intent
You're heaven sent
But I'm hell-bent
On ruining it all
Throwing away everything I have
Everything I am
In your frame you look like art
And I can't start to let myself
Think you feel the same
It's blasphomey to think of you that way
To think you feel at all
Deep within the chaos
And the white noise
You are oblivion
And I will be true
Don't ever think I don't
Realize what I have
But just to please myself
I'd rather be alone
It's the only thing I've known
And it makes me feel at home
Just to please myself
I'd rather be alone
Your love is all I've known
And I can't love a stone
The joy of living pales against
The majesty of your presence
And I could waste away
Living in the promise of that day
When you would know my name
My shadow would grow
Bigger than myself
You are oblivion
And I know it's true
Don't ever think I don't
Realize what you are
But just to please myself
I'd rather be alone
It's the only thing I've known
And I can't love a stone
Maybe you need sympathy
Or something stronger
But no amount of fire from me
Will make you warmer
You will never know my true intent.
You're heaven sent
But I'm hell-bent
On ruining it all,
Throwing away everything I have,
Everything I am.
Regardless of the chaos
And the white noise,
You are oblivion
And I know it's true,
Don't ever think I don't
Realize what you are.
But just to please myself
I'd rather be alone,
It's the only thing I've known,
and I can't love a stone.
Just to please myself
I'd rather be alone,
It's the only thing I've known,
Living it up just the best I can
Some day I gotta be a man
You don't gotta grow up but you gotta grow old
I've been told, I've been told
I remember days, days when I went down
Sometimes life is better when there's no one else around
It's alright to be alone sometimes
You don't need to argue and you don't need to fight
Let it all out I said let it all out and everything will be fine tonight
It used to be so easy to keep you satisfied
To keep that smile on your face all I had to do was lie
Something had to change something deep inside
Here I stand beside my window gazing at the rain
I watch the sky so black, seein' lightning shooting...
Flames are getting higher in the night
They light the desert in my heart with a blackened light
Got my doubts about it, was it all this worth?
I was for weeks in heaven, now I feel like six feet down under...
Earth would swallow and cover my body tonight
There's nothing left for me, nothing left but my foolish pride
My foolish pride
I got nowhere to run and hide, oh...
We all search for something we may never find
We all try so hard ti win like the deaf ones leading the blind
We all take for granted, until it's much too late
What we have got we never see 'cause we all hate to wait...
Oh, we are all alone...
Alone
Winds change directions every hour, every day
And as I watch my life's reflections, I always tried to take that...
Wasted times
Got to give me a shove
There must be a chance to change, there must be hope
Still I want to love, still I want to live
In a darkness full of dreams
In a light without hope
Prisioner of the shadows
For something that you don't know
When it began
It's a sphere which I can't discern
What's illusion and what is real
Faithlessness and doubt, they are my guide
In a world where I am blind
Painful, frozen tears, fall down to the ground
And they break up from your fear...
Memories in the air
They are fading away through the time
Voices around your head
Trying to wake you from this nightmare
Day dreaming flying high
But you are really falling down
It's a sphere...
Painful...
Without consciousness
Fighting against yourself
Waiting for your last dawn
Riding though your mind
Infinitive lost tales,
Convinced that your piece
Every day you wake
and start complaining
believing it would stay like this
until the day you’re ending
No one there to talk
no understanding
there is nothing left to do
no more use pretending
You are not the only one to hide
but you can not understand
full of fear full of fear
you have nothing to decide
and you’re trying to withstand
every tear every tear
We were not meant to live alone
We build up cities to have homes
Improving means to stay in touch
which do not seem to help that much
The more we think that we have grown
the more it proves that we’re alone
despite the people you call friends
the sun goes down and there it ends
It’s every minute that you spend
reflecting life is just for rent
regardless if you fill it out
we shouldn’t waste it without doubt
Waiting on your own
and count the hours
nothing seems to cheer you up
you have no more powers
asking what went wrong
with your illusions
you just want a place to be
Don't want to lie to you
Don't want to cause you pain
But it's all I ever do
And it's driving me insane
So how much deeper will I sink
So how much further will I dare to go
I've gone so far that I can't think
Can't take it all away
But I want you to know
I never meant to hurt you
What did I turn into
And now... I just have this feeling
Sorry's lost it's meaning
And I feel alone...
It's not the same tonight
And will never be again
I was wrong and you were right
Now I have this mess I'm in
I can't continue on my own
The guilt I carry now is much to bare
For Heaven's sake answer your phone
Can't take the past away
But honestly I swear...
I never meant to hurt you
What did I turn into
And now... I just have this feeling
Sorry's lost it's meaning
And I feel alone
[spoken words/samples]
Uhh, uhh
Uhh, uhh
Uhh, uhh
Now...
I never meant to hurt you
What did I turn into
And now... I just have this feeling
Sorry's lost it's meaning
And now...
I never meant to hurt you
What did I turn into
And now... I just have this feeling
Sorry's lost it's meaning
It's been a long day
At the bottom of the hill
They say she died of a broken heart
She told me I was living in the past
Drinking from a broken glass
I'm Alone
Now I turn to face the cold
I'm Alone
Now I turn to travel home
I walked down
to the other end today
Just to catch those last few rays
I held out my hands and slowly waved goodbye
I turn my eyes to the sky
Chorus
She'll come back to me
I held out my hands to the light and I watched it die
I know, that I was part to blame
But I've done my time
and I Never want to spend my life alone
Its got me on my head again.
Close can be so misleading.
Its hard enough to get to know yourself.
Into words I cough my feelings.
I dont know the half of it but, this I finally figured out:
I used to think that being alone meant being by myself.
Now I know, to truly be alone means being without you.
Ignorance eats for free.
Theres more questions than theres reason.
Time smiles, forever laughing by.
End is prey for the beginning.
Lost track, forgot whos losing.
A mouth opens up inside.
I used to think that being alone meant being by myself.
Now I know, to truly be alone means being without you.
Its got me on my head again.
Close can be so misleading.
Its hard enough to get to know yourself.
I used to think that being alone meant being by myself.
Now I know, to truly be alone means being without you.
I used to think that being alone meant being by myself.
[music by Morbid Death]
[lyric by Rui Lima]
I have been alone all my life
Streets full of people
Kisses of the wind
Hands of pity
Silences of the mind
Birds in my jail
Lions on the rum
Cages of ill
There is no sun
And I am alone
Streets full of people
What is my life
A wall of pain
A deck of blood
A fading sin
An uncertain mood
There is no one
There is none
An apple falling
No way of catching
And I am alone
Streets full of people
Where am I?
A place to stay or a place to die
There is no freedom
There is no room
A dark sky
A sin of mine
Streets full of nothing
I`m ready to go
I`m ready to die
I`m ready to go
And I am alone
Yeh, uh huh
A life is a game,
Everybody gotta play it,
But when the game is over,
Ain't nobody gon' say it,
Whenever we pass a second,
As my pushing inside,
If the day came by, and I die,
Would they cry?
Coz I'm tired of lies
Who's really by your side?
I survive each day,
But my music, I get high,
Kinda funny ain`t it?
This shit we go thru
Sometimes the drug's too
But got the top two
Seems like I need an escape
From this world, from my mum
From my friends, even my girl,
Coz I lived it all,
From this ghetto I was part,
Most people ain`t use to
Hearing shots when it's dark
Walk alone in the park,
Nobody insight,
Flashbacks of memories from everyday fights
I always knew life was hard,
But not for this long
Everyday gets harder
Everything I do is wrong
And sometimes I don't even know what to do
Except in the day watch my skin bloom
Got problems at home,
Got trouble with the law
I got violence outside
In my dream to be a star
Never thought one person could
Make it go away
With a smile so bright
It always brighten my day
Kinda shameful
That drugs keep me sane
How can someone you love
i sometimes feel all alone
like the dark is closing in
i look for Sonshine
splitting night, crashing in
where's the victory
and death where is your sting?
He is my light i'll never be lonely anymore
no more fight He'll always be there (for me)
i can feel Him coursing through my veins
give me Your spirit to cover up all my shame
i know Him i know well give the power
Whoo Whoo Whoo Whoo (I don't wanna cry)
Whoo Whoo Whoo Whoo (Please dry my eyes)
Whoo Whoo Whoo Whoo (I'm fallin' down)
Whoo Whoo Whoo Whoo (Without you I'm fallin' down)
Cueoki iri manheulkka neon daece mwohalkka
Ajik nan irea hoksi dora ulkka bwa
Na jeoldae ireon ae aninde
Ireon jeon eobseoneunde sarang neomudo dokhae ajikdo mokkaenna bwa
Neomudo dalkomhan nimare sok a
Ijewa honja I'm falling down I'm falling down
Carari mannaji malgeol keuraesseo
Ireohke doel jul mollasseo
I torok swibge urin kkeut ingayo
Wae tto na honja babeul meokgo
Na honja yonghwareul bogo
Na honja noraehago ireohke na ulgo bulgo
Neottenago eobseo huhwido soyongeobseo
Oneul do na honjaWhoo Whoo Whoo Whoo Whoo Whoo Whoo Whoo
Na honja gileul geodgo na honja TV reul bogo
Na honja cwihae bogo ireohke maeil ulgo bulgo
Sarang cam dalkomhaesseo ibyeolireon geurimja aneseo
Oneuldo jam motjja Whoo Whoo Whoo Whoo Whoo Whoo Whoo
Don't tell me it's over
Nal anajyo dodaece naege neon wae ireoneunde
Oh Ma boy (Whoo Whoo Whoo) oneul do na nun mullo jisaewo
Neomudo dalkomhan nimare sok a
Ijewa honja I'm falling down I'm falling down
Carari mannaji malgeol keuraesseo
Ireohke doel jul mollasseo
I torok swibge urin kkeut ingayo
Wae tto na honja babeul meokgo
Na honja yonghwareul bogo
Na honja noraehago ireohke na ulgo bulgo
Neottenago eobseo huhwido soyongeobseo
Oneul do na honja
Whoo Whoo Whoo Whoo Whoo Whoo Whoo Whoo
Na honja gileul geodgo na honja TV reul bogo
Na honja cwihae bogo ireohke maeil ulgo bulgo
Sarang cam dalkomhaesseo ibyeolireon geurimja aneseo
Oneuldo jam motjja Whoo Whoo Whoo Whoo Whoo Whoo Whoo
Cam bbeonhadi bbeonhan neoui geureon binbeonhan geojimale tto sokasseo
Ajukabssan ni misoe hollin nal gajko neo jaemiigge nolasseo
Ijewaseo mwol eojjeokesseo geuriume gadhyeon na honjaseo
Niga beorin nae mam kongheohae kkok beoryeojyeo teongbin geori gata
Whoo Whoo Whoo Whoo (I don't wanna cry)
Whoo Whoo Whoo Whoo (Please dry my eyes)
Whoo Whoo Whoo Whoo (I'm fallin' down)
I hear the ticking of the clock
I'm lying here the room's pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
Ohh, I hope that it won't end though
Alone
Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
You don't know how long I have wanted
to touch your lips and hold you tight,
You don't know how long I have waited
and I was going to tell you tonight
But the secret is still my own
and my love for you is still unknown
Alone
ohh yea, yea
Till now, I always got by on my own,
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
I wish I could read your mind
Words don't mean a thing
I've given you all my time
All you do is leave
And if you were standing here in front of me
I know you would say
There's nothing oh so precious
As something that's gone away
And if there is a reason
I just don't want to know
Why you feel the need to love me so
(breaking glass and car alarms in the background on the word so)
Only when you go
When the bough breaks down
She's always the one soul to fall
As a friend comes down
She willingly answers the call
And all she fears is being left alone
Mr. Men madness
She wants to paint all the trees blue
To avoid sadness
There's nothing she would never do
It's true, she fears to be on her own
She fears alone, alone
She talks to the walls when there's nobody home
She fears alone, alone
A face in the crowd but her fears are unknown
It's been a long winter
She wishes to go back to fall
She learned how to run
And now all that she can do is crawl
And all she fears is being left alone
She said would you leave the lights on tonight
I hear the ticking of the clock
I'm lying here the room's pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
Oh I hope that it won't end though
Alone
Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
You don't know how long I have wanted
To touch your lips and hold you tight, oh
You don't know how long I have waited
And I was going to tell you tonight
But the secret is still my own
And my love for you is still unknown
Alone
Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
I'm swimming all alone in a pool of darkness,
And I feel like darkness is slowly pulling me under,
I yell for help, but no one is there to hear me,
Streams of tears drip down my heart.
I'am alone, so very alone,
There is no one close,
No one sees the pain (that I feel),
I am alone and no one knows.
Losing all I can see, nothing remains,
Dripping slowly away the tides (recede),
And I stand alone, If only you could see (what I feel)
Then you know who I am.
I'am alone, so very alone,
There is no one close,
No one sees the pain (that I feel),
I am alone and no one knows.
My heart is so sad, it can't hear your songs,
All I hear is the echo oy your love
I can not feel your wings (around me)
I can not feel your loving arms ( to embraced me)
Alone
Waiting in my electric chair
Knowing I haven't a prayer
Don't cry I know I've let you down
Trying to turn my life around
Chorus:
I don't want to put you through this hell
All that I ever wanted was to make
Our dreams come true
'Cause I love you
You gave me all your love then you ran away
All that I ever believed was I was right
And you were wrong
Now I'm alone
Wastedm strung out on despair
Knowing, I can't face the glare
Tempeted, I chose to believe
Now I am alone to grieve
(1. Stabs Of The Past)
The wave swells
Announcing the redemption
The relief chokes
Each tear its own imprisonment
Give me a word to stop this
Give me a word to stop this
The days just seem to faint
Exhausted within the hour
The stains seen in the air
Are the ones upon my soul
(2. Alone Again)
Is this the image reversed
I refuse to, I don't have to take this anymore
Don't pledge the future to the past
I see the clown with the wooden smile
Leave me
I see computer games shed in green
Alone Again
Alone Again
I'm trying to get through
Through desperate calls
Of insecurity, of broken faith
It's your turn, don't be afraid
Take a step deep inside
The wave swells
Announcing the redemption
The relief chokes
No more left to say for me
All over me alone again
All over me alone again
Alone Again
Alone Again
I see the clown with the wooden smile
Leave me
Man...
Stripped out...
I Can't keep going like this...
Gonna find me somebody..
Is there anyone out there for me?
Somewhere...
[Verse 1:]
I'm sick and tired seeing couples play
Holding hands in the sun all the day
I love the way that it calls her name
I feel the love that's flowing through their veins
Never thought I miss love this way
Until I woke up with a broken heart today
Singing 'Can I get your love back again??'
I'm going crazy being your friend
[Chorus: x2]
(Girl I'm lonely) I don't wanna be alone no more
(Girl I'm lonely) I need someone to call my own
(I'm so lonely) Is there someone who cares about me?
(I'm so lonely) Someone fulfill my needs
[Verse 2:]
I had a good dream that you came back to me
I didn't wanna wait to face reality
But I woke up early longing for you
I hold my pillow tight thinking that it's you
The pain inside it hurts so bad
I just laid back as time goes past
Singing 'Can I get your love back again??
I'm going crazy being your friend
[Chorus: x2]
(Girl I'm lonely) I don't wanna be alone no more
(Girl I'm lonely) I need someone to call my own
(I'm so lonely) Is there someone who cares about me?
(I'm so lonely) Someone fulfill my needs
[Bridge:]
I don't wanna be lonely
And I need someone for me
Show I don't wanna be lonely
Alone at a table for two, alone waiting for you
I ordered the wine like so many times before
Then a chill crawled all over me
My God, this is how it would be
If you, just didn?t love me, any more
I never knew, how much I loved you
Until I sat here all by myself
You know, you control my heart and my soul
There?ll never be anyone else
So don?t be surprised at these tears in my eyes
It?s a feeling I?ve never known
Now I can see, I was never meant to be alone
Alone, I?d never stand tall, alone, I?d be nothing at all
Your empty chair nearly scared me to death
And then, you walked through that door
And my heart, started beating once more
Ohh, please, don?t ever leave me here like this
I never knew, how much I loved you
Until I sat here all by myself
You know you control, my heart and my soul
There?ll never be anyone else
So don?t be surprised at these tears in my eyes
It?s a feeling, I?ve never known
Now I can see I was never meant to be alone
It?s a feeling I?ve never known
Now I can see, I was never meant to be alone
(Verse 1)
My fate has been sealed, my fate has been shown
It's left me no shield, it's left me alone...
The lonely one's weak, but doesn't lay down
The lonely one speaks when no one's around...
It's cold when you're outside and warm when you're in
I've followed my instincts, so life is my sin...
Love is my witness, love is my truth
Lord is the judge for me and for you...
(Chorus)
Alone...
It's so hard to live
Alone...
I know I can't be positive
Alone...
I got no place to call
My home...
And I got no friends to call, oh, no...
(Verse 2)
The day turns to night, the night turns to day
I can't tell the white or black from the grey
Maybe I shouldn't, maybe I should
Maybe I couldn't and maybe I could...
Lend me some time so I can explain
Show me a sign and release my pain...
If you approve, then it will be
I won't leave you if you won't leave me...
(Chorus) x 2
(Bridge)
Uhmmm...
(Chorus/Variarion)
If you can't, then no one can save me
I'm tired of waiting now, baby
You gotta let me know, gotta let me know, you gotta let me know
If you can't, then no one can save me
I'm tired of waiting now, baby
You gotta let me know, gotta let me know, you gotta let me know
If you can't, then no one can save me
You gotta let me know now, baby
You gotta let me know, gotta let me know, you gotta let me know
Ooh...baby, my love is for real
Oh, yes, girl, it's gonna make me feel...
Ooh...baby, my love is for real
Oh, yes, girl, it's gonna make me feel...
Alone
Performed by: Bassem
Written by: Bassem
Chorus:
Allah Allah
Allahu ya Allah
In the dark of night, no light to shine
a veil for me to feel invisible
Temptations on and on and I'm broken till the break of dawn
Keep on, running 'cuz I feel I can escape
But when the sun comes up I wanna hide my face, in shame
And I wonder how I could do those things I know I wasn't raised this way
(Chorus)
When I go out to that place
and I'm dressed up to the nines
and I dance away the night
alone with a ton of temptation
And I hope no one I know can see
fooling myself cuz I know that you see me always
And when the morning comes I'm feeling dumb I wish that I just stayed in
(Chorus)
When it's just us two here on the phone
It can feel just like we're all alone in this world
and we can say the things we usually wouldn't,
use the words we know we shouldn't
There couldn't, be any justice, it's just us
That's how it feels but the realness comes to me, when we
hang up and now I'm praying Ya Allah please forgive us
I see your face as they carry you away. Now you are gone andI am alone.
Alone, searching for you, will I ever find you?
Lost, eager to return to thee. Fevered and mourning. Tell me I'm not dying.
I lay in the cold winter rain, shivering and bleeding, I long for peace.
See the snow hide my face, am I free from the chase?
Lost, eager to return to thee. Fevered and mourning. Tell me I'm not dying.
I lay in the cold winter rain, shivering and bleeding, I long for peace.
Ah, my stealing love Oh is all you'd done...
Alone, searching for you, will I ever find you?
And I'll follow every footstep, search through every lead, hoping my next step
leads to thee.
I will follow every footprint, search through every lead, until my next step
leads to thee.
My heart will lead me: I will trust my lonely heart.
Oh my heart deceives me! Are we meant to be apart?
Alone, searching for you. Will I ever find you?
We love like we are one
Sometimes it's twice as hard
When it feels like we're wrong
The morning comes to soon
I see a picture of you
And it dawns all so long
Just for a moment, I thought I had you in my arms
I've never quite get over you
You were the one
And now we're walking all alone
We'll always be the ones
Alone
We'll always be alone
Alone
It's faces pass me by
It's like starring at me
But they don't see me cry
I try to stay out late
This kind of life I own
Is never gonna change
Well I can't decide why dreams always break
Why dreams live or die for you
You were the one
And now we're walking all alone
We'll always be the ones
Alone
We'll always be alone
Alone
We'll always be the ones
I feel the cold gripping hand
It won't be long till I'm gone
We are so alone
The only ones who will always be alone
We'll always be alone
The only ones who will always be alone
We'll always be alone
I can see the star that you
Hang above your halo
I can feel your cold steel stare
I can feel your heart too
I feel you
With your heart in hand
And your nervous sigh
Are you nervous now
I am alone in this world
And you're never going to take it away
As I lay in darkness
I feel the cold around me
Feel the frozen arms of you
And the solace you bring
I feel you
With your heart in hand
And your nervous sigh
Are you nervous now
I am alone in this world
And you're never going to take it away
I won't follow you down
And all you say is
Hey it's okay
I've felt your heartache
I am alone in this world
seems like nothings clear to me
I cant find my mind to pacify
countless millions dying alone
countless millions dying
alone with no signs of sadness, alone
nobody sees the pain
countless millions cry
attempting mass suicide
dying for help I hear their screams
to end their frantic dream
Smiling to my face while stabbing me in the back, that's how you behave, but it comes to an end. We see through the sieve, disappointment we feel, everybody know your games, the way you live is a shame. Smiling to my face while stabbing me in the back, that's how you behave, but it comes to an end. We see through the sieve, disappointment we feel, everybody know your games, the way you live is a shame. "Turn to me, tell me what's wrong, I'll help you out!" -Don't spread rumour! I've let you come too close to me, nothing to do, it's my mistake. I told you too much I guess, but all the others, I try to prevent, you got no place to stay here, lost our respect, How it feels? You could you be the best lawyer! "Turn to me, tell me what's wrong, I'll help you out!" -Don't spread rumour! I've let you come too close to me, nothing to do, it's my mistake. I told you too much I guess, but all the others, I try to prevent, you got no place to stay here, lost our respect, How it feels? Trust - once lost, so hard to get back. Empathy - is something you never had. Alone - you will remain, with no one to take your back, Sympathy - you can't expect, Apathy - result of your acts
You feel you're alone
You see no help, you see no one
It seems a fucking dead place
Because there's no one to face
You feel fucking alone
But you can't help!
Shadows moving all around
I don't feel the fucking ground
You start thinking of your fears
Keep whispering to you
You're fucking alone!
You see someone by your side
But you know they're all aside
You start running on the space
Feeling so fuckin' unsafe
baby, you decided we are over, yeah you’ve got better places to be
you executed all the final maneuvers with remarkable efficiency
but i knew you when you were still uncertain, though now i find you hopelessly sure
you’ve been afflicted by a case of self-delusion, for which there is no cure
but are you feeling, are you feeling better now that you are on your own
i thought we shared one common vision
but mine was to keep holding on, yours was to be alone
i did my very best to make you happy, but you chose to be unhappy just the same
and i could not meet your lofty expectations so you bailed when the trouble came
oh, you kissed me one last time before you left me and ironically it felt so real
but the bitter taste on your lips told another story
it was the one of how you really feel, the one of how you really feel
and tell me, are you feeling, are you feeling better now that you are on your own
i thought we shared one common vision
but mine was to keep holding on, yours was to be alone
isn’t it funny, isn’t it funny to see how your once fragile ego has grown
i thought we shared one common vision
When it's dark at night
You're the voice that's in my head
You're my only light
So don't leave me for dead
Fading
Alone, alone, alone
I'm waiting
Alone, alone, alone
I'm cold
Look up, look up
The stars are fading
Light my way back home
If every city light
Was a diamond in my hand
I'd give it all tonight
To be back where I began
I'm fading
Alone, alone, alone
I'm waiting
Alone, alone, alone
I'm cold
Look up, look up
The stars are fading
Light my way back
Alone, alone, alone
I'm breaking
I can't make it on my own
Alone, alone, alone
You're waiting
Light my way back home
Heaven only knows just how far I'll go
(Faded)
Til nothing's in between
Only you and me
(Faded)
When it's dark at night
You're always in my head
You're my only light
Don't leave me for dead
Alone, alone, alone
I'm waiting
Alone, alone, alone
I'm cold
Look up, look up
The stars are fading
Light my way back
Alone, alone, alone
I'm breaking
I can't make it on my own
Alone, alone, alone
You're waiting
I'm sitting here staring out this window
And I'm wondering where you are
I write these words down on paper
Cuz I'll have a broken heart
I'm all alone in this world by myself
Seems like I'm cursed everyday I live in hell
Smoking on this fine weed trying to ease the pain
But nothing ever changes everything stays the same
I'm all alone
I've shed so many tears for my lost homies dead and gone
I'm surrounded but I feel like I'm all alone
In this cold world who can I trust?
All these bitches around me man they don't give a fuck
It's artificial they in love with this rap life
Ya I be taking pills just so I can sleep at night
I wanna cry, crawl up in the closet and die
Got me thinking about suicide, taking my own life
All this pain that I'm going through I can't take it
I can't face it man I can't erase it
God save me I'm down on my knees
Don't forsake me lord I'm begging you please
Such a strain this rap game brings a lot of pain
Take me home this marijuana got me seeing thangs
Ima sex addict full blown full blown
I'm surrounded but I feel all alone
I'm all alone in this world by myself
Seems like I'm cursed everyday I live in hell
Smoking on this fine weed trying to ease the pain
But nothing ever changes everyday is still the same
I'm all alone
[x2]
I'm sitting here staring out this window
And I'm wondering where you are
I write these words down on paper
Cuz I'll have a broken heart
Picture me in the closet sitting there with the candle lit
Dreaming of the childhood and all the things I can't forget
Daddy used to drink a lot, mama had to raise me
Always spoke the truth, you can love me or hate me
I tell it how it is ima make them feel it
I tell it how it is ima make them feel it, the realest
Gimmie what I want or ima steal it
Life of gang banging, slanging, murdering, and killing
Brother on the floor, every man for himself
Ten twenty life, all these overcrowded jails
I live in hell
I spark the weed and I kiss the sky
I ain't happy you can see it in my eyes
I'm all alone
I'm sitting here staring out this window
And I'm wondering where you are
I write these words down on paper
Cuz I'll have a broken heart
I'm all alone in this world by myself
Seems like I'm cursed everyday I live in hell
Smoking on this fine weed trying to ease the pain
But nothing ever changes everyday is still the same
[Heart Cover]
I hear the ticking of the clock
I'm lying here the room's pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
Oh I hope that it won't end though
Alone
Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
You don't know how long I have wanted
To touch your lips and hold you tight
You don't know how long I have waited
And I was gonna tell you tonight
But the secret is still my own
And my love for you is still unknown
Alone
[Chorus]
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
Alone...
Whats my name
Whats your deal
Whats this all about
I see your lips
I know they spill
Like shit is coming out
So here i go, im back again
I guess i'm following the trend
I should have known, i should have sensed
I should have listened to my friends
I'm feeling sane, gotta stay
After all that we've been through
And in my brain it is the same
So i shook it up on you
And by the way, move your play
>From me like you've got that class
These five words i wanna say
You can kiss this white boys....
So what do you want from me
You're killing my sanity
I'm trying too hard to see
The sun is gone, im alll alone
So what do you want from me
I'm sick of you choking me
You're stealing the air i breathe
This love is gone and you're alone
I'm feeling black
I'm feeling blue
I'm feeling so caught up in you
I'm feeling played
I'm feeling used
I'm feeling like its all i do
So here i go, i'm back again
Started listening to my friends
I changed her out, she tore me in
I'll never do that shit again
So what do you want from me
You're kiling my sanity
I'm trying too hard to see
The sun is gone, i'm all alone
So what do you want from me
I'm sick of you choking me
You're stealing the air i breathe
This love is gone and you're alone
You're so alone
You're so alone
You're so alone
You're so alone
You're so alone
So what do you want from me
You're killing my sanity
I'm trying too hard to see
This love is gone, i'm all alone
So what do you want from me
I'm sick of you choking me
You're stealing the air i breathe
This love is gone and you're alone
So what do you want from me
You're killing my sanity
So what do you want (what do you want)
So what do you want from me
So what do you want from me
I'm sick of you choking me
So what do you want (what do you want)
So what do you want from me
You're so alone
After all that we've been through I see you couldn't be true to me.
And you know how hard I tried.
Really thought you were the one but now you're just anyone.
You just pushed me to the side.
It's alright, I'm okay. Don't matter anyway.
You're out of touch, I'm out of mind.
I swear to you, I'm doing fine.
Just give me a minute and then we can talk about it.
And now this time it's shown.
Once again you've cut me loose.
Your reason, the same excuse.
You don't wanna settle down.
I should've known it from the start.
Before you tore me apart.
You just pushed me to the ground.
It's alright, I'm okay. Don't matter anyway.
You're out of touch, I'm out of mind.
I swear to you, I'm doing fine.
Just give me a minute and then we can talk about it.
And now this time it's shown.
Let me remind you.
Never forget about it.
All this time you'd known.
Just leave me alone.
It's alright, I'm okay. Don't matter anyway.
Don't look at me. I'm all rid of it.
I wish you'd stop 'cause you're hurting me.
You're out of touch, I'm out of mind.
I swear to you, I'm doing fine.
All this time you'd known.
Just leave...
It's alright, I'm okay. Don't matter anyway.
You're out of touch, I'm out of mind.
I swear to you, I'm doing fine.
It's alright, I'm okay. Don't matter anyway.
You're out of touch, I'm out of mind.
I swear to you, I'm doing fine.
Won't you please leave me alone?
I just need some time alone.
Won't you please leave me alone?
Alone
Whiskey
Bought from far away
Tastes of Paris(?)
Beer cans
Spread out on the floor
Like the (???)
Red wine
Many years ago
Is my vengeance(?)
Moonshine
Going on the road
A replacement
(Chorus)
Alone
Most of my friends are gone
Still I sing
I sing my anthem
All alone
Most of my friends are gone
But still!
Still I sing my anthem
Healthy
Finally I'm drunk
With the last one
Once more
I'm seeing another bar
Before I stop
(Chorus)
All alone
Most of my friends are gone
But still!
Still I sing my anthem
All alone
Most of my friends are gone
But still, still
Still I sing, I sing my anthem
*solo*
(Chorus)
All alone
Most of my friends are gone
But still!
Still I sing my anthem
All alone
Most of my friends are gone
But still, still
Still I sing my anthem
You tried to hide
from my suicide
but I can't believe
I'm alive...
I tried to hide
from your revenge
but I can't believe
you're here...
We're all alone
We're trying to stop
We've been all alone
all along... (2)
You tried to find
what I think inside
but you can't decide
what to hide...
I tried not to cry
even for you
but I can't deny
all the tears...
We're all alone
We're trying to stop
We've been all alone
all along... (2)
Possess your will
A shifting lie surreal
Appears from nowhere
It's presence that you feel alone
A shiver as you crawl
Through shadowed doorways
And halls of your cage one, alone
When illusion calls and it's mortal claws
Clutching grip divides you
And the poison minds of your designs
Will think their way inside you
The creatures from your past
Return to haunt you
Your strength is fading fast, alone
This mandible within
Is manifesting
A soul ingesting one, alone
[Chorus:]
When the jaws of nihil possess your will
Their peril eyes deride you
And the poison minds of your designs
Will think their way inside you
One, alone
Your soul mutating zone
Two, of you
A splitting cell is two
One, alone
Your new intrinsic home
Two, of you
In monolithic view
[Solo]
This game of solitaire
It has consumed you
You're trapped inside it's square alone
How will you overcome
That which infects you?
When it injects you one, alone
[Chorus:]
When the jaws of nihil possess your will
Their peril eyes deride you
And the poison minds of your designs
We've walked this empty road
Trying to make it home
Just waiting for a chance to rearrange our lives once more
Forgetting all our past
So what we have will last
Let go of what we said that night you packed your things and left
Why do you have to go?
You find it hard to breath
You wait for me to leave
So you are not alone with me
You find it hard to see
Just where we ought to be
But you are not alone with me
We've tried to many times
To stop these endless lies
But all we seem to know is how to turn our backs and go
Forgetting all our past
So what we have will last
Let go of what we said that night you packed your things and left
Why do you have to go?
You find it hard to breath
You wait for me to leave
So you are not alone with me
You find it hard to see
Just where we ought to be
But you are not alone with me
And now I'm all alone... a man without a soul
Come into the world
Alone
And you go out of the world
Alone
But in between
It's you and me
Ohhh
Woahhh x4
The summer breezes blow
So tall
And the winter nights are cold
And so long
And in between
The falling leaves
Ohhh
Woahhh x4
The days and nights are killing me
The light and dark are still in me
But there's an anger on the beach
So let the wind blow hard
And wear the falling stars
Ohhh
And so I’m here now, I used to be there
It was before that I was unhappy
Now I’m just numb…
And now I can’t leave
I just sit in my room
With only cigarettes to kill my time
I’ll be fine, I’ll be alright
One more day off my life
On more niche to chisel in the wall
I won’t fall
I’ll keep on breathing in spite of you
Like love was something I never knew
And you can spite me too
Cause I don’t wanna see nobody
I don’t wanna hear nobody
I don’t wanna take nobody home with me tonight
You think it’s funny, I have nobody
Somebody to hold my crummy hand
I’m alone
No ring ring to infect my phone
Nobody’s calling, no one’s home
Except silence and her lovely lovely tone
I swear I’m alone
I’ll just sit here in my hotel room
I’ll just sit here in my rented tomb
I’ll just sit, enjoy the view
erse 1
From the second you walked out the door (door)
Hard to believe you’re not here anymore
And from the minute that you went away (away)
I just cant seem to stop living in yesterday
I try to go to sleep
but all I can see is you next to me (talkin bout a family)
I’m trying not to weep
but I can’t seem to help what I feel
Chorus
And I (Ay Ay Ay)
I don’t wanna be alone anymore
Cause it’s breakin me inside
And I (Ay Ay Ay)
I’ve been left that way to many times before
And that’s not what it’s about
I can do the things I like
Go out every single night
But that’s not what I want
that’s not what I want
And all the money in the world
It doesn’t mean a thing when you’re alone
Verse 2
Now you’re not here to tell me no (no)
What I gotta do or where i gotta go (thought I’d be happy)
I guess I really should have known
Now I can’t even get you on the telephone
I’m trying to be strong (strong)
Tellin myself I can make it on my own yeah
Cause baby since you’ve gone
I just can’t see myself with anyone
Chorus
And I (Ay Ay Ay)
I don’t wanna be alone anymore
Cause it’s breakin me inside
And I (Ay Ay Ay)
I’ve been left that way to many times before
And that’s not what it’s about
I can do the things I like
Go out every single night
But that’s not what I want
that’s not what I want
And all the money in the world
It doesn’t mean a thing when you’re alone
Middle 8
I don’t wanna be the one no more
And you’re the only one that I adore
Please tell me how to put things right
I really need you in my life
I know you feel that I let you down
I was lost back then but now
And the wind is blowing in the mist
And the mist is caressing the trees
And the trees are growing in the dark
And the dark is refilling my eyes
I'm alone in the night
Landscape is motionless
Atmosphere is quiet
But I feel something
That go over my back and my neck
and my head and my mind
I couldn't see you fucking human eyes
I am alone,what can I do?Nobody is here.Come to me-stand by me.and now...i hold
you-ohoooo
[Refrain]
I`m alone,nobody see me,nobody hear me.I`m alone.Whet if I`m falling`Falling
into---nothing.Can`t anyone help me?`cause i am alone-ohhh
My friends and family leave me.lonelyness is burning a hoile inside me.don`t know
what is now.I`m alone-yeah.help me,i need you---or someone else
[Refrain]
I`m alone,nobody see me,nobody hear me.I`m alone.Whet if I`m falling`Falling
into---nothing.Can`t anyone help me?`cause i am alone-ohhh
sometime i kill myself,than you see what you like to me.you`ll miss me and you`ll
suffering-ohhh.Then you`ll be alone,too.alone-yeah
[Refrain]
I`m alone,nobody see me,nobody hear me.I`m alone.Whet if I`m falling`Falling
into---nothing.Can`t anyone help me?`cause i am alone-ohhh
alone
If for just one second
You could stand aside
And answer my questions.
I'm asking, I'm begging, I'm screaming.
Could you ignite some feeling?
She took the easy approach
On her own.
She lived a lonely life.
She took the easy approach
On her own.
She lived a lonely life
And she lived her only life.
In the shadow of her mind
Day by day
maybe keep moving i am waiting on the ground
now im not your lover cause i played with the bed
wait for oportunity this worried to the rest
the secondary school you have to prove and you pretend
im gonna love you not tonight,im gonna love you not
tonight
look them on the bitches they are pendant for you
i was alone you wanted to show
i cant remember the way to paradise
im gonna love you not tonight,im gonna love you not
tonight
hold them and keep my dreams i desire to be free
i feel so sure you get you every want
i cant remember the way to paradise
im gonna love you not tonight,im gonna love you not
tonight
i dont pretend, take off your mess
take out mistakes,leave to me hide
i dont pretend, listen my voice
tell me the truth, tell me the truth
I am alone,
Always
Down on the ground
Noone notices me
And thinks about poverty
Alone, alone
But life must go on
Refrain:
I want to feel good
And I want to have the power
To change everything
And life makes sense for an hour
I want to feel good
And I want to play a role
By spending a new day
And
I am alone
Sometimes
Everything's wrong
Noone wants to talk to me
But I have the energy
Alone, alone
But life must go on
Refrain:
I want to feel good
And I want to have the power
To change everything
And life makes sense for an hour
I want to feel good
And I want to play a role
By spending a new day
And
I am alone
Never
They say I'm okay
But noone really cares for me
And takes me to safety
Alone, alone
But life must go on
Bridge:
Why do you think your life is a gift
And to feel confused all night
Why do you wish to be another one
And to leave your life behind
Refrain:
I want to feel good
And I want to have the power
To change everything
And life makes sense for an hour
I want to feel good
And I want to play a role
By spending a new day
And I'm alone
Am I a barren temple left for newer ways of speaking mysteries my veils
Cannot contain?
Should I prepare to winter spans again of silent centuries pierced for only
Certain men?
What if I wake to find You've gone?
What if Your presence was withdrawn and I was mistaken all along to think I
Could become Your home?
It'd be no surprise to finally know that I am truly alone.
Come death but likely sooner I'll be alone.
You moved Your temple inside our bones and it's so hard to trust that You
Won't move again.
For all eternity You stood with Your Father in perfect unity.
And when You walked the earth, You only went where He led.
You only spoke what He said.
So for everything You left, and all of the glory You forfeit, no matter how
Low You were sent, you still couldn't know what it's like to be alone.
Disgraced but You were never alone. Betrayed but You were never alone.
Tortured but still never alone and nothing is worse thatn being alone.
I have been thinking hard about us trading places that mayb e I could wear
Your beauty if You put on my shame.
Jesus I've been trying so hard to look like You that I almost missed the
Worst of what I put You through.
You didn't die for sins, You died covered in them a prideful lying thief
Hasping out my final breaths.
For that one moment you looked just like me so Your father left You and You
Died completely alone.
For me, You were alone.
He couldn't bear it so He left You all alone.
No better promise than true sympathy.
You conquered death all alone.
Never knowing where I am
never seem to understand
Why everything must end
'cause its killing me
Suffocating til I find
all the way to live my life
Where everything is fine
'cause its killing me
yeah, its killing me
I don't wanna be alone
in this place we all call home
Tired of reaching out in vain
tired of dealing with this hurt
I need something real
something I feel
Because its killing me
slowly growing cold
on my own
I don't wanna be alone
Everything is going numb
everything I love is gone
I'm in need of Someone
'cause its killing me
I don't need a lesson
I need a friend
I must confess I'm near the end
I need to heal
I need to mend
'cause its killing me
yeah its killing me
I don't wanna be alone
Lyrics by S. Rottinghouse & E. M. Hearst
Death angel manifest
Malignant existence
Black candles flicker out
Nothing left here for me now
Sinking into deep depression
I lie awake in isolation
Inner fears are interfering
I am suffocating
Slash, lacerate
Eyes fixed on the hourglass
How slowly lonely hours pass
Everything is desolate
In senseless self imprisonment
Happiness never known
I die alone
Shaking hand holds the razor blade
Cringing as it penetrates
Gray skies spill despair
Eyes void, and unaware
Plunge back, feeling desperate
Lying still, inanimate
Life is frail, wheels of fate make sure we fail
Offer your heart and all you gain
Is a life of never-ending pain
I waste away until there's nothing left
I'm forcing out my final breath
Sitting in a parking lot
Watching the mist of a shadow fade
As the night overcomes the day
It all begins to slip away
Time is ticking and the clocks' in my hand
I'm chasing fairytales I'll catch one if I can
The truth is I can't
Now what's the plan
Okay, alright
I'm not going to fight for you to stay
I woke up this morning and had a revelation
All afflictions drawn
This dismal scene calls for an antic disposition
Which continues to prolong
All have gone
All won't come home
I feel lost in this moment
On my own
Kneeling at the marble alter I bow my head to pray
Can you here these words say?
Please catch me before I fall away
I've been this way for a while
And it hurts
Can you hear me?
Are you listening?
Okay, alright
I'm not going to fight for you to stay
And life itself seems so hard to follow
But I must press on
When they're all gone
All the time i wonder when it all could end
did i try enought or did i just let go
alone
unknown
alone
ill never know
seen time just pass i wonder were it went
loockin back i hope my time was wisely spent
alone
unknown
alone
ill never know
i walk beside you in life of life im deprived
im blind to the world
i want to breathe the air that you breathe
hear rain answering me, i fear i have lost
spendig years in dark i wonder how it feels
to feel the rays of sun caress my smile again
alone
unknown
alone
ill never know
i walk beside you in life of life im deprived
im blind to the world
i want to breathe the air that you breathe
hear rain answering me, i fear i have lost X 2
i wont let the words of divine drown me
i want it to grow
a seemingly timeless caress from death hunting my soul
im dying tied in lies
i walk beside you in life of life im deprived
im blind to the world
i want to breathe the air that you breathe
I live alone, it's good for me.
'cuz quiet time is precious time,
it's what i need.
it helps me grow, learn to be responsible.
You learn to live, you learn to give
The Thinks that never knowed.
I sleep alone, sad but it's true.
Messing around is fine but I rather be with you.
Been so long, since I met somebody special.
Long, and dry and hard.
(COURSE)
I live alone(live alone)
I sleep alone(sleep alone)
I eat alone(eat alone)
Don't feel sorry for me
I live alone(live alone)
I sleep alone(sleep alone)
I eat alone(eat alone)
Don't feel sorry for me
A bottle of wine and a book to read.
I wish you would be here, set me free.
'Cuz these are the days ....
I eat alone, a table for one is fine.
Got my journal up my throught,
watch the peoples wanna wride.
It's okay, it's better then be bored.
I'm starring at the space, to affaid to ask for more.
(COURSE)
I live alone(live alone)
I sleep alone(sleep alone)
I eat alone(eat alone)
Don't feel sorry for me
I live alone(live alone)
I sleep alone(sleep alone)
I eat alone(eat alone)
Don't feel sorry for me
A bottle of wine and a book to read.
I wish you would be here, set me free.
'Cuz these are the days ....
'Cuz these are the days ....
'Cuz these are the days ....
("Guitar" solo)
I drink alone, I sit at my favorit bar.
Watch the people drinking, talkin, drinking,
forgetting who we are.
I cry alone, helps me out a lot.
'Cuz things don't always goes as planed.
Be thankful for what you got.
(COURSE)
I live alone(live alone)
I sleep alone(sleep alone)
I eat alone(eat alone)
Don't feel sorry for me
I live alone(live alone)
I sleep alone(sleep alone)
I eat alone(eat alone)
Don't feel sorry for me
A bottle of wine and a book to read.
I wish you would be here, set me free.
I'm standing at an endless crossroads
All alone
I'm getting lost in indecision
And I don't know where to go
And every step that I take
Every move that I make
Is like a role I have to play
Every minute of every day
And I just want to run away
I'm just trying to find my way in this life
But I know I won't find it alone
Alone, alo-o-o-one
Alone, alo-o-o-one
Every distant recollection fades to black
I'm on a road that leads to nowhere
And there's no turning back
I can't seem to figure out
How to fight with all this doubt
And all the answers I can't find
Are still hidden in my own mind
And I'm running out of time
I'm just trying to find my way in this life
But I know I won't find it alone
Alone, alo-o-o-one
Alone, alo-o-o-one
I'll find my way through this maze
And clear my head of all this haze
And when I'm finally wide awake
I'll find the strength to face my fate
I will find my own way, yeah
I'm just trying to find my way in this life
But it looks like I'll find it alone
Alone, alo-o-o-one
Alone, alo-o-o-one
Alone, alone, alone, alone
Alone, an hour is like a year
Every raindrop needs a tear
Dear lover,
God I miss you
I really do
Alone, an hour is like a year...
But you know what
You ain't the guy for me
Every raindrop needs a tear
And I ain't the girl for you
[Verse 1:]
You always said you love me
You always said you care
Cause you controlled a special part of me
A feeling that is rare
[Hook:]
Cause I'm about to enter the race
And I know there's no way I could ever replace
The rock, my hand I could never erase
But now I gotta let you go
[Chorus:]
Alone, an hour is like a year
An hour is like a year
Every raindrop needs a tear
Alone, an hour is like a year
An hour is like a year
Every raindrop needs a tear
[Verse 2:]
I know they say that time heals all wounds
Yea yea
And right now you can't see the truth
So take a look at me
And everything
Well wait everything is fine
That's why I had to write this letter to you
[Hook:]
Cause I'm about to enter the race
And I know there's no way I could ever replace
The rock, my hand I could never erase
But now I gotta let you go
[Chorus:]
Alone, an hour is like a year
An hour is like a year
Every raindrop needs a tear
Alone, an hour is like a year
An hour is like a year
Every raindrop needs a tear
Ooooooooohhhh ooooooohhhhhhh ooooooohhh oooohhhh
Ooooooooohhhh ooooooohhhhhhh ooooooohhh oooohhhh
[Hook:]
Cause I'm about to enter the race
And I know there's no way I could never replace
The rock, my hand I could never erase
But now I gotta let ou go
Alone, an hour is like a year
An hour is like a year
Every raindrop needs a tear
That's why I had to write this letter
Alone, an hour is like a year
An hour is like a year
Every raindrop needs a tear
With love,
I`m dreaming of you every Night
But when I wake up you`re out of sight
Lonelyness destroys my brain
All I can feel now is the pain
Life`s lost the magic it once had
I wish I was not alive but dead
I have no future I won`t fight
Cos yor`re not longer by my side
I see my world`s not existing anymore
My life is not it was before
The soul will never fly again
My heart will never love again
Please take it away from me
I can`t deny I`m missing thee
I will not feel your sweet, sweet kiss
I feel alone without you tonight
I feel alone without you by my side
I feel alone without you tonight
I feel alone
without you tonight
too much crying
without you by my side
feel
You've been lying
too much crying
where is all the love that we had
you let me here i'm so sad
Too much crying (?)
my heart is burning
now I'm standing here on my own
I feel so alone
I feel alone without you tonight
I feel alone without you by my side
I feel alone without you tonight
(3x)