For Real Filmography

• Grace of My Heart (1996)

Real Filmography

• La permission (1968)

Real, So Filmography

• Waters Rising (2007)

• Xymox
• Wolfsheim
• Guided By Voices
• Plumb
• Tree
• Sizzla
• SuperChick
• Z-Ro
• Michael Sweet
• Jo Davidson
• Kristin Hoffmann
• The Verve Pipe
• Wonder Girls
• Rainbirds
• Withered Earth
• Cause & Effect
• Lili Haydn
• William Shatner
• Shinee
• Clay Walker
• Animals
• Trees
• Truth Hurts
• The-dream
• Mountain Man
• Memorials
• Melissa Ferrick
• Lupe Fiasco
• James Wesley
• Droom
• DJ Krush
• Clan Of Xymox

YOU SIT IN A GARDEN
LOCKED AWAY FROM THE WORLD
FIND NO REASON TO SEE YOUR FRIENDS
EVERYTHING YOU NEED IS HERE
BUT YOUR EYES ARE OPEN
ENOUGH TO SEE YOU SAID
ALL I READ ARE MEMORIES
WITH A BLACK LINE OF LOVE
YOU MAKE ME FEEL
REAL
SEE THE HAND IN FRONT OF YOUR FACE
AND SEE WHAT IS REAL AND WHAT IS MAKE BELIEVE
WOULD YOU RUN AWAY TO CATCH THE OCEAN IF IT CALLED YOU NAME ?
EVERYBODY IS LOOKING FOR HEAVEN ON EARTH
AND YOU BELIEVE TO BE BLING
YOUR MIND IS THE WATCHMAN AT THE GATE
FAITH IS ALL YOU NEED
YOU MAKE ME FEEL
REAL
REAL

now that i am back out there
once more scared
misgivings haven't gone
inside this human race
no touch of grace
and still no place to go
i know it's up to me
to decide if this is real
but i'm walking and fro
always thinking about the ways i chose
welcome back yesterday ... not far away ... i'll keep an eye on you
tell me how could i forget all the angers i once had
should i start again ... to find the same ... that i once left behind
when tell me why should i forget all these dreams that i still have
another time ... another turn, i thought
but now i know that's wrong
this life will still remain the same
if i don't change a thing myself

You will not find
Most of the time
I'm not inclined to make you work for real
Don't say a word
Nothing is heard
Only emotions, let them speak through you
Real real real real
I really like
When you unwind
Sometimes unraveling into quite a mess
Falling apart
But from the heart
Temporary drifting out of reach but nonetheless
Real real real real

Look at me I'm twenty three
Beautiful a sight to see
Tonight
A little dress to draw the press
And I'll be leaving
All the rest behind
Well be pleased girl
If this is what you wanted
The whole world is watching you take the stage
What will you say
Aren't I lovely
And do you want me cause
I am hungry for something that will make me real
Can you see me and
Do you love me cause
I am desperately searching for something
Real
I close my eyes imagine time
Will not forget
My sacrifice
I numb the ache and decorate
My emptiness
Stand naked in the light
Well be pleased world
If this is what you wanted
This young girl is everything that you made
What will she say
Aren't I lovely
And do you want me cause
I am hungry for something that will make me real
Can you see me and
Do you love me cause
I am desperately searching for something
Real
The world goes home
The lights go down
My lipstick fades
Away
And do you want me cause
I am hungry for something that will make me real
Can you see me and
Do you love me cause
I am desperately searching for something

I walk alone through the valley of death yet
Never for a moment do I second guess
I can't afford to live in doubt
Faith in myself if nothing else
Some things I'll never forget
I refuse to lose my life to regret
I've paid for the mistakes I've made
I've lived to pay my debts
To live and learn my life returned
I don't really care about the bridges burned
walked those burning embers
That's something I'll always remember
I was beginning to fear
Fear I fear happiness
I was beginning to fear
Fear I fear Happiness
I've grown so comfortable with all my anger and my madness
But it keeps me running on in fear of finding my own gladness
Up and down and round and round
I fall back into emptiness
You make me feel so damn real
You make me feel what's really real
Deep within my beating heart
I was given a brand new start, Yeah!
I was beginning to fear Fear I fear happiness
I've grown so comfortable with all my anger and my madness
But it keeps me running on in fear of finding my own gladness
Up and down and round and round I fall back into emptiness
Can you help me find my way or am I doomed to this eternal madness
For I fear my only fear is that I fear my happiness

Yea man it just the Black redemtion of Black people
Togetherness you know me ah show them me say I and I first yuh know
Yea man yuh hear the ghetto youths upon the River Nile banks
Ethiopia stand firm, 'cuz I and I reign, ey yah
[CHORUS:]
Real, them yah ghetto youth real
Babylon you are the unreal,
Me ah tell you now,
Heal the Black nation get heal
King Rastafari buss the seven seal
Me ah tell uno now,
Deal nuff play inna wrong deal
Who cyar hear ago burn, burn
Squeal, ghetto youths nah bother steal
Righteousness me appeal, ey
Wha them ah grap on pon, have them ol' time bomb
Them nah see say ghetto youths ah bun way pollution
Them get themself program with bad injection
Well ah couldn't the ghetto youths you ah come sit down pon
Get ah master plan you and the boy Pope John
Fi put the microchip inna the youths them foot and hand
Gimme the remmington I don't care ah damn
Black woman ah bun slime and pollution
Them come with abstraction and them emotion
Well ah couldn't me Black woman you ah come lay down pon
You get your disposition inna the wrong section,
you deh fight fi bring information
White Man you kill the Chinee Man you kill the Indian Man
Now the White Man waa test all meh Black Nation
Well ah revolution inna the armageddon
Me still ah chant repatriation, well Black Man Say
[CHORUS:]
Real, them yah Black Woman real
Babylon you are the unreal,
We ah tell you now,
Heal the the African children them get heal
Rastafari fly the seven seal
Me ah tell ya now,
Deal nuff dey inna wrong deal
Who cyar hear ago burn, oy
Real, ghetto youth nah bother steal
Righteousness we appeal, ey
Long time I ah trod it as a warrior
Black people go home onto Africa
Babylon could'a never get me fi no sponsor
Babylon ah get you fi favor
You nah see say now Babylon ah dun out true flavor
Five hundread years worth of hard labor
Them _ Jesus and say him ah your savior
King Selassie I ah bun the war time, redder fire
[CHORUS:]
Real, them yah ghetto youth real
Babylon you are the unreal,
Me ah tell you now,
Heal the Black nation get heal
King Rastafari buss the seven seal
Me ah tell uno now,
Deal nuff play inna wrong deal
Who cyar hear ago burn, oy
Real, ghetto youths nah bother steal
Rastafari we appeal, ey
Watch the things whey them support
nyam too much that's why them bone afi throw
Them build them satellite and put up them light post
But pon the whole of them me red gold and green ago float
Ey full up of dreams nuff full up of hope
Yo me see say nuff of dem they inna doubt
Fire afi bun this ya one it ah no joke
Bood out ah Babylon they they get it overdose
Trample the beast bun ah John Pope
Tell the ghetto youths how them fi pull up on the rope
Babylon ah drown and grab ah straw waa fi float
Sink you afi sink why? Righteoustness from me mouth
Sealssie say
[CHORUS:]
Real, Ethiopians youth real
Babylon you are the unreal,
Pharaoh,
Heal the Black nation get heal
Rebuke yah lies ah me trample under me heal
Me ah tell ya now,
Deal nuff play inna wrong deal

I am what I am
I'm super fortified hundred proof girl with a band
And I'm a velveteen rabbit made of steel with a plan
I'm not your seventeen girl but it's not worth a can
Of worms, I'm not your beauty queen
I'm not the girl in glamour magazine
I'm not running for miss popularity
Cause I won't be what I can't be
[Chorus:]
But I want to be real
I want to find out who I am
And I will find my way to heal
And I will find my voice my stand
I am who I am
I am woman hear me roar and I am salt, I am sand
A million starfish stranded, landed, I'll throw back what I can
I'll save the planet, change the world, I'll make a lone girl stand,
I've got better things to do than be shown off
I won't be the doll you'll lock up in a box
Don't expect me to be anything I'm not
Cause I won't be what I can't be
[Chorus]
Approval is your sword
Popularity your crown
But I'm not one of your subjects, you can't bring me down
You say I'll lose your approval if I'm not cool like you
Well, here's a newsflash for you - I've got nothing to lose
Your laughter is hollow because I don't care
You look down at me, but I'm not there
I've got nothing to prove and nothing to lose
Nothing to prove and nothing to lose
[Chorus]

Come with me, ain't nothing changed I'm the same old G
Seem like it's my to shine, like the diamond cut in my grill
La da da da da, I'm real
[Z-Ro]
You can catch me flipping, and sipping and smoking
Up in the turning lane, with the doors wide open
We serious bout our habits, we never be choking
Catch us chain smoking, and violently choking
Why don't you wanna light up the blunt, that's in your hand
I'll pat ya with the 4-4, that is for sure man
Ain't no more breaking a leaf, ain't nothing but that dro man
Mess around and get too tipsey, you'll be on the floor man
Popping up, until I feel about as strong as four man
We don't smoke rocks but they are over our hand
Remember back in the day, I use to be a poor man
Now I'm gifted and sipping daily, with jewelry frozen
[Hook - 2x]
[Lil' O]
Uh, they say I'm acting funny, they saying O's strange
They saying no don't come around, nigga O's changed
Man O tripping man what's going down in O's brain
Talking down on me, them niggas still ain't having no change
See I don't really talk it, I just live it
I don't say I'm gonna, I just get it
Give a playa the ball, he 'pose to run with it
But these niggas rapping gossip, like some dumb bitches
Like how he get that Benz, how he get that dough
Yeah I got some bread, but wanna get some more
See I went from grinding, all in front the liqour store
To a made man, I'm top knotch nigga role
And you could do it too, this should inspire you
To get ya change, get out the game and retire fool
Before these streets fuck around, and retire you
You saying O ain't real, you a liar fool
[Hook - 2x]
[Kevo]
Mama say she hate game, but can't avoid mine
She know Vo' ain't giving shit to a hoe, but hard dick and hard times
I'm the homicidal Hitchcock
A sex addict and a weed fanatic, so tell me how could shit stop
Cause I'm real, ask Ro' I ask hoe how I spill
I spit rocks at my grill that's worth a mill, yeah a million bucks
My mouth piece armed with invisible sets and trillion cuts
This boy throwed, I thought they told you nigga Presidential code
You can see it, when I'm hauling in my load
My Escalade, all work no play
23 screens and eight 15's, that's tucked away
So you can, keep watching me and
I'ma pop this E man, after ecstasy the desert eagle

I've walked on water
And I've turned the rivers red
I've touched a child who died
And raised her from her dying bed
I've sacrificed myself
For you My blood was shed
And I am so much more
Than simple words within the creed that you've read
I'm real, I'm alive, I'm not a reverie
I want to be real to you
I've calmed the winds and waves
I've opened up the sea
I've wandered forty days and nights
Without a single thing to eat
I've taken beatings
And upon a tree I've bled
Yet I am so much more
Than simple lines within the creed that you read
I'm real, I'm alive, I'm not a reverie
I want to be real to you
You don't have to hide in shame from me
I just want to set you free
CHORUS

a crowded room
some shallow club in L.A.
trying to talk over the music
like there's anything to say
he turns to me and says
"people are more real In New York."
"Oh really," I answer not believing a word
to me his statement is just a little bit absurd
like New York is any different as if anywhere is
different from
anywhere
People are real wherever you go
It's just a matter of what they're afraid to show
People are real wherever you go
It's just a matter of what they're hiding
Well a guy comes to the table and he does his magic and
suddenly a little turtle jumps right out of his jacket
all I can think is what must that turtle be thinking
then the owner slips the magician a couple large bills
and he's on to the next table and he's on to the next
thrills
oh the champagne keeps flowing and everyone is happy
happy
chorus repeat
you gotta be on something to be into this
you have to already have fallen to fall for these
tricks
with her back to the wall she stands there alone
holding her stomach and wishing she was home

(K. Hoffmann, A. Espinosa)
Everybody's scared to say something real
Everybody's scared to do what they feel
Everybody's scared to move from the heart
Everybody's scared
I bet you are
Chorus:
But tonight I'm screaming out
Tonight I'm pouring out
and I'm sending it all to you
Tonight I'm releasing
Not gonna be deceiving
And that's the most real thing I could do
Everybody's scared to say what they mean
Everybody's scared to live their own dream
Everybody's scared, even you
Everybody's scared...I feel it too
Chorus:
Bridge:
Fate's a choice we can't escape
We're faced with fear
and so many times we look within
The mysteries of destiny
Dare to be real
Let illusions fade
Chorus:
Cause tonight I'm screaming out
Tonight I'm pouring out
and I'm sending it all to you
Tonight I'm releasing
Not gonna be deceiving
And that's the most real thing I could do
Real...real...
Credits:
Piano and vocals: Kristin Hoffmann
Drums and percussion: Nir Z
Bass and guitars: Darian Cunning
String Arrangement: Adam Peters
1st and 2nd violin melody: Michael ?
Quartet: 1st Violin: Mazz Swift
2nd Violin: Coco ?
Viola: ?
Cello: Robert ?...

My sister had a nursery rhyme set of figurines
She'd often let me play with them, I'd set 'em up in different scenes
Fifty plastic army men, led by superman
Destroyed the ranks of mother goose
Mary and her little lamb slips away and catches sister getting real
And I can too, as long as I don't make a sound
When we were real we were in love
With everyone and everything, I guess it was the beauty of
Bluebird clears his throat of phlegm and static singing operatic
Evening comes, and the butterflies are
Bats eat the spider that had saddled up beside her
And the dish, his lovin' spoon were never found
And I'm taking flight seeking relief, the lure of handkerchief so white
I chase it straight into the ground

My love is my love is
ttalgi banana and koldeugiwii
niga jimneun geon geunyang keureon mas kaendi
right right right
My love is r.e.a.l real good so good
ni momkwah meorie
it’s real good so good
ibe momedo dan ge
ni nunkwah kwiireul malgge
it’s real good so good real good so
neon niga jincha kurhan jurareo
kurhaeya dwehneun jurareo
aju motdwehn geonman bogo deudko baewoseo
neon junk food meokko mashinneun jurareo
keuge meoshinneun jurareo
danggeun mot meonneun yeoldu sal chari aecheoreom
neon naega choheun yeojarae
deo choheun saram mannarae
naega neohante kwahbunhan geon ni eommado
areo nae chingun neo jwodo an gajyeo
isseul ttae komaun jurareo
My love is like strawberries
it’s very cham talgo vitamin C do manhko
amuri manhi meogeodo saldo an chyeo
My love is r.e.a.l real good so good
r.e.a.l real good so good
ibe momedo dan ge
ni nunkwah kwiireul malgge
real good so good
real good so good
real good so good
my love is r.e.a.l
real good so good
neon ni jeolmeumi akkawo
jeongchakhagien gwaehnhi ashwiiwo
jomdeo noldaga jomdeo jeulgidaga
keuraedo an neujeul keo kateo
neon pyeongsaeng jeolmeul keot kateo
niga eolsshiku chohdaku
mannaku danineun aedeul
somsatangcheoreom kobji algo bomyeon
kyaenen seoltangdeongeori
meogeodo meogeodo baeneun gopeugo talgin
daraseo meoriga apeugo yeogijeogi
buteoseo kkeunjeokdaejanha iman sseokjanha
My love is like strawberries
it’s very cham talgo vitamin C do manhko
amuri manhi meogeodo saldo an chyeo
My love is r.e.a.l real good so good
r.e.a.l real good so good
ibe momedo dan ge
ni nunkwah kwiireul malgge
real good so good
real good so good
real good so good
My love is r.e.a.l
real good so good
My love is r.e.a.l
ajikdo moreugenni dabeun ppeonhajanha
butjaba neujgi jeone
say u love me
babe say u need me babe
chigeum animyeon never
neon tashin nal mot chaja
niga beorin geon daiamondeu
Real good love real true love
r.e.a.l real good so good
ni momkwah meorie
it’s real good so good
ibe momedo dan ge
ni nunkwah kwiireul malgge
it’s real good so good real good so
My love is r.e.a.l real good so good
r.e.a.l real good so good
ibe momedo dan ge
ni nunkwah kwiireul malgge
it’s real good so good
real good so good
real good so good
My love is r.e.a.l
real good so good
My love is r.e.a.l

In the desert, in a distance
Is a woman who prays
She is finished with the image
She has changed her face
Bows her head down to the ground
She is waiting, weary
bows her head down to the ground
And then she disappears
This is not about the word
There are many words
This is just about- real
When there are many things to one
I don't think I've ever learned this
Nobody ever taught me- real
When there is nothing but: now In the desert, in a distance,
Is a man who prays
He is finished with the image
He has changed his face
Bows his head down to the ground
He is waiting unconcerned
Lifts his head up to the sky
And so he will remain
This is not about men
There are many men
This is just about- real
When there are many things to one
I don't think I've ever learned this
Nobody ever taught me- real
When there is nothing but: now
This is not about the word
There are many words
This is just about- real
When there are many things to one
I don't think I've ever learned this
Nobody ever taught me- real
When there is nothing but: now (the future is now)
When there is nothing but: now (the future is now)
When there is nothing but: now.

now that i am back out there
once more scared
misgivings haven't gone
inside this human race
no touch of grace
and still no place to go
i know it's up to me
to decide if this is real
but i'm walking and fro
always thinking about the ways i chose
welcome back yesterday ... not far away ... i'll keep an eye on you
tell me how could i forget all the angers i once had
should i start again ... to find the same ... that i once left behind
when tell me why should i forget all these dreams that i still have
another time ... another turn, i thought
but now i know that's wrong
this life will still remain the same
if i don't change a thing myself

Don't you know it's just my luck
Seretonin's all dried up
And I can't afford the cure
Pop the capsule, right the wrongs
Analogue, she won't be long
I can ride along blue green tonight
But I don't know
Why I don't know
The older I get the less I feel
I Don't know what I want
I Don't know what is real
Don't you know it's all a joke
Sell the band to sell the Coke®
Sell your life and move away
Is this real or just machine
Are those eyes or only screens
Does it matter what you see tonight
Oh I don't know
Why I don't know
Don't you know it's just a pose
Did you hear that heaven's closed
To re-model and upgrade
When they come oh don't you know
I will be the first to go
Sit with me we'll watch the skies tonight
Oh I don't know

Written by Lili Haydn & Matt Sherrod
I am a girl who doesn't like it like that
I don't believe that you can treat me like that
I'm not your hair, you can not cut me like that
I'm not your past you cannot shove me in the closet
I'm not your tramp you cannot make me behave
My tits are real and I am tired of pretending
You'll never know how to take a real stand
I realized I am better off without you
I was afraid to sing out loud, you cannot change me
You cannot change that which is real, don't rearrange me
This battlefield has made me strong, although you've drained me
And when the dark has turned to dawn, I'm sure you'll claim me
I'm not your face, of me there's only one
I'm not your faith and I'm not gonna to disappear
I'm not your heart and I won't change with the wind
I'm not your spine and I won't wither into jelly
I was afraid to sing out loud, you cannot change me
You cannot change that which is real, don't rearrange me
This battlefield has made me strong, although you've drained me
And when the dark has turned to dawn, I'm sure you'll claim me
I wanted out of my skin
my colors I tried to hide
I am a wandering Jew
I've yet to love what is mine
I'm not your blood that you can pacify with saccharine
I'm not your love, my will is strong and never ending
I was afraid to sing out loud, you cannot change me
You cannot change that which is real, don't rearrange me
This battlefield has made me strong, although you've drained me
And when the dark has turned to dawn, I'm sure you'll claim me

I have saved the world in the movies
So naturally there's folks who think I must know what to know
But just because you've seen me on your TV
Doesn't mean I'm any more enlightened than you
And while there's a part of me, in that guy you've seen
Up there on that screen, I am so much more
And I wish I knew the things you think I do
I would change this world for sure
But I eat and sleep and breathe and bleed and feel
Sorry to disappoint you, but I'm real
I'd love to help the world and all its problems
But I'm an entertainer, and that's all
So the next time there's an asteroid or a natural disaster
I'm flattered that you thought of me
But I'm not the one to call
And while there's a part of me, in that guy you've seen
Up there on that screen, I am so much more
And I wish I knew the things you think I do
I would change this world for sure
But I eat and sleep and breathe and bleed and feel
Sorry to disappoint you, but I'm real
And while there's a part of me, in that guy you've seen
Up there on that screen, I am so much more
And I wish I knew the things you think I do
I would change this world for sure
But I eat and sleep and breathe and bleed and feel

[Jonghyun] Oh it's a little bit funny mollatgetjiman
Oneur nan jogeum dallajyeosseo (saenggakhaebwa eojjeomyeon) ne sangsangboda
Deo cho REAL han neukkimir geol
[Onew] Sorichigo dallyeo nan naragago isseo
Gidarin mankeum gajyeobwa
[Jonghyun] Sumjugyeoon Sunganui neukkimiya
Deo wonhaneun daero gaboja
[All] Neoreul gadugo itdeon jiruhan old fashion
Ijeneun beoseobeorigo neodaun solution
Igeotjeogeos heung bokjaphan iyu ttawin beorija
[All] Modu geureohge da ttokgatji anhado dwae
Jayuroun jasiniramyeon geu ppunin geol
Maeumi ganeundaero
Han madissig deo gago isseo
Igeosi naui REAL STYLE
[Key] Mamdaero nalgaereur pyeogo
Neoegero namanui style lo
(Come on) follow nareul neukkyeobwa
Jayuroun segyero gar junbireur machin chae
[Minho] Du nun gamgo sumeur swir ttae
Naege dagaoneun geosi da mentor
Biroso dasi chajeun naui gillo
Namanui feel lo
[Onew] Sorichigo dallyeo nan
Naragar su do isseo
Gidarin mankeum gajyeobwa
[Jonghyun] Tteugeoun nunbice nan taolla
Deo wonhaneun daero gaboja
[All] Neoreul gadugo itdeon jiruhan old fashion
Ijeneun beoseobeorigo neodaun solution
Igeotjeogeos heung bokjaphan iyu ttawin beorija
[Jonghyun] Kkumkkugo isseo
Meotjin sinsegyero naragaja
Nareul mitgo
[Taemin] Naman mitgo
Jasingameuro wonhaneun got
I will go
You're the no.1 (You're the no.1)
Changeur yeolgo
Jeo nopeun haneur wiro
[Jonghyun] Hana dul set
Dasi hanbeon gaboja
Baro jigeum neon neomu jayuroun geol
[All] Neoreul gadugo itdeon jiruhan old fashion
Ijeneun beoseobeorigo neodaun solution
Igeotjeogeos heung bokjaphan iyu ttawin beorija
Modu geureohge da ttokgatji anhado dwae
Jayuroun jasiniramyeon geu ppunin geol
Maeumi ganeundaero
Han madissig deo gago isseo

Girl, if you only knew how many times I've reached for you
Every night I'd drift off to sleep and there you would be
Reaching for me too, oh but now I don't have to close my eyes
For this dream to come alive
It's real, it's here in my heart
Stronger than steel, brighter than a million stars
Baby you, have shown me how love should feel
Every single touch tells me that this love is real
I guess that I really thought
The thrill would wear off eventually
Oh but still, I can't get enough
I still get a rush when you're close to me
You're the fire burning in my soul and that is how I know
It's real, it's here in my heart
Stronger than steel, brighter than a million stars
Baby you have shown me how love should feel
Every single touch tells me that this love is real
I can't remember ever feeling like this
With every look and every kiss, it's real
Now baby you have shown me how love should feel
Every single touch tells me that this love

Soñar, sentir, crear, soñar la ilusión realidad.
Conquistador de amanecer, te vi nacer como una flor.
La brisa tenue de tu voz, habló a mi oído sin pudor.
Sonrío sin dolor, y no tengo temor.
Siento temblar el corazón.
La realidad tomó el control;
Hoy mi alma se elevó
Llevándome hasta el sol.
Nada es más fiel que esta pasión
Que brilla dentro de mi ser por ti.

I walk alone through the valley of death yet
Never for a moment do I second guess
I can't afford to live in doubt
Faith in myself if nothing else
Some things I'll never forget
I refuse to lose my life to regret
I've paid for the mistakes I've made
I've lived to pay my debts
To live and learn my life returned
I don't really care about the bridges burned
walked those burning embers
That's something I'll always remember
I was beginning to fear
Fear I fear happiness
I was beginning to fear
Fear I fear Happiness
I've grown so comfortable with all my anger and my madness
But it keeps me running on in fear of finding my own gladness
Up and down and round and round
I fall back into emptiness
You make me feel so damn real
You make me feel what's really real
Deep within my beating heart
I was given a brand new start, Yeah!
I was beginning to fear Fear I fear happiness
I've grown so comfortable with all my anger and my madness
But it keeps me running on in fear of finding my own gladness
Up and down and round and round I fall back into emptiness
Can you help me find my way or am I doomed to this eternal madness

He breaks, me down, he builds, me up
He fills, my cup, I like, it rough
We fuss, we brawl, we rise, we fall
He comes, in late, but it's, ok
He do, I do, he knows, the rules
He takes care of home, though he's not alone
I'm on, his knee, he keeps, me clean
And gives, me things, he makes, me scream
He's so contagious, returns my pages
He's got me anxious, he's what I waited for
He keeps me guessin, spontaneous
He's so persuasive, and I'm his lady
Oh! Tonight he's waitin, and I ain't complainin
I'm entertainin, my number one fan
My back is achin, from our love makin
Oh yes I'm takin, ain't no use in fakin
My ups, my downs, my high and my lows
From head to toe, he makes me glow
He hits the spot, he makes me hot
I'm all that he's got, and he's all that I got
He's so contagious, returns my pages
He's got me anxious, he's what I waited for
He keeps me guessin, spontaneous
He's so persuasive, and I'm his lady
Thinkin of a masterplan, you know anything you need baby ask your man
You was there from a half a grand
Now it's kelos to c notes and how fast your grands
We ball like we own the world, your only concern is you my only girl
And when we speakin in tongues
Breathin hard when I'm squeezin your lungs
Keep it strong, but I gotta hit the streets when I'm done
It's joy and pain, when you try to get ahead of the game
It's fucked up but you never complain
You just pray I don't get killed when I hit the hood
Just another hundred mill and I'm a quit for good
No more drug wars trips to jail and shootouts
Gettin loot out for lawyers and bail will get you boot out
Just me and you high off sex I'm twisted
You OG'd and you OD addicted
He's so contagious, returns my pages
He's got me anxious, he's what I waited for
He keeps me guessin, spontaneous
He's so persuasive, and I'm his lady
He's so contagious, returns my pages
He's got me anxious, he's what I waited for
He keeps me guessin, spontaneous

See I could give a fuck what a nigga think
As long as I keep poppin' bottles of that drank
And I could give a fuck what a nigga do
As long as I got rolly's on my whole crew
You think I give a fuck fa nigga look at my truck
Matter fact look at my girl.
Look at my benz mother fucker look at my friends
All us nigga's got ends
Look at my shit nigga look at my watch
Look at my mother fuckin' drop
Look at my yacht boy stop
Look at all the shit you ain't got
This shit real nigga
The shit real in the field
Real nigga now leave it in the will
Shit real nigga
The shit real in the field
Reall nigga
What you can't have now
Leave it in the will
Pharrell in the white
Gucci in the yellow one
I'm up in the red one
I thought you said something
Diddy on the phone
Nigga get your swagger right
J told me to drop it on your head
Swagger tight
Nigga spending money like I just won a settlement
Ever seen a nigga buy a porche on the internet
Ever seen a nigga buy a house from the toilet
Add a boat to the cart
Click yes
Bought it
So nigga stop actin' like we don't know killa's too
Fuckin' with my money like I don't know gorillas too
Chris told me get my money
Get the fuck out up thie trap
And that was 99' and I ain't looked back
And jason said hit him if I ever had a problem
Don't worry about it come through he will solve em'
Just pay for the lawyers
Nigga fuck them charges
See I don't give fuck what a nigga think
As long as I keep poppin' bottles of that drank
And I could give a fuck what a nigga do
As long as I got rolly's on my whole crew
You think I give a fuck fa nigga look at my truck
Matter fact look at my girl
Look at my benz mother fucker look at my friends
All us nigga's got ends
Look at my shit nigga look at my watch
Look at my mother fuckin' drop
Look at my yacht boy stop
Look at all the shit you ain't got
Tihis shit real nigga
The shit real in the field
For real nigga now leave it in the will
Shit real nigga
The shit real in the field
Pharrell nigga
What you can't have now
Leave it in the will
Mm hmm
P my nigga
Nobody in the game fuck with me my nigga
Got the keys my nigga
To what I see my nigga
I open up the door and don't leave my nigga
That ain't me my nigga
Up in the air like a g my nigga
But you only getting there with the weed my nigga
Disagree my nigga
Well not with the green my nigga
No what I mean my nigga
Fly around the world and be like me my nigga
All the shit I be doing you don't read my nigga
She's my nigga
If that's the fucking case you won't believe my nigga
G.o.o.g.l.e. my nigga
You see my nigga
He put me in the race to take the lead my nigga
Billionaire boys ice cream my nigga
See the hat with the big ass b my nigga
H.e.r.m.e.s. my nigga
Comme de garcons & lv's my nigga
I wear timberland & cc's my nigga
Karl made it for me we we my nigga
I know what your thinking what the hell my nigga
But @4real4rell is my twtter
Want to make money make quitter.com a bitter.com
A hating ass hungry ass nigga.com
An internet thug or killa.com
Chased by pharrell big gorilla.com
Yea we seen the pictures ain't shit on that palm
Huh would a could a should a.com
Holdin hands of that bitch you ain't hitting.com
Who you shitting.com
See I don't give fuck what a nigga think
As long as I keep poppin' bottles of that drank
And I could give a fuck what a nigga do
As long as I got rolly's on my whole crew
You think I give a fuck fa nigga look at my truck
Matter fact look at my girl
Look at my benz mother fucker look at my friends
All us nigga's got ends
Look at my shit nigga look at my watch
Look at my mother fuckin' drop
Look at my yacht boy stop
Look at all the shit you ain't got
This shit real nigga
The shit real in the field
Real nigga now leave it in the will
Shit real nigga
The shit real in the field
Real nigga
What you can't have now
Leave it in the will
It's real
And if I'm dreaming
Please don't let it end
This shits real
If I'm dreaming
Just let it be
This shits real
And if I'm dreaming
Please don't let it end
This shits real
The fuck up out of here
And let it be

Get what you want.
Keep it alive.
Throw me a sign.
Spit out.
I'm under the bridge, where nothing seems real.
Spitting out "best wishes" to the kids that disappear.
Fucked love affairs are as natural as ever.

Featuring: The Memorials
Workin?, wishin? I was on the road.
Knowin? all the time I?m destined for much more?
I?ve been slavin? for a man that ain?t no good,
Thinkin? fire me, God damn I wish you would!
I wish you would!
?Cause you gimme scraps and it makes you feel proud,
And you got some nerve wanna go spread that shit around!
Talkin? ?bout what you gave me
Like it was free?
If you knew what I was made of
Would?a cherished me?
?Cause I?m real!
Won?t let ?em break me down!
I gotta do what I feel,
And do it with a smile!
I gotta face it, this time I can?t walk away!
This time I won?t let you get the best of me!
Have you ever settled for much less?
Did you ever go and walk out in protest?
Did you ever scream back in their face?
Did you ever give them just a taste of what you take?
With a blank stare
Like you just don?t hear them?
?Cause it ain?t fare.
You never did fear them?
Who ever said this shit would be easy?
Why is it always pain for gain?
When will this labour be fulfilling?
What can I do to make a change?
All you gotta do is be real!
Don?t let em break you down!
You gotta do what you feel,
And do it with a smile!
You gotta face it, this time you can?t walk away!
You got your dues to pay,
So go on and be real
with you especially!
You have it all eventually?
Should I speak nothing of this freedom
That I so humbly long for?
And yet I won?t explore the key to
Letting go of the pain from before.
Though I know they wish to break me?
Though I know they wish to break me?
Though I know they wish to break me down?
Down, down, down?
Never will they see me shed a tear!
I?m aware of my purpose here.
It?s not profound I?ve found
Just to be
The real me?
Just to be

You are the most important person to me
But I've been watching your light fade
And I can't seem to say anything
Without you pointing and yelling at me
But your house is on fire
I can see it from the end of the road
Your house is on fire
Everybody knows, every body knows
So come on take off that heavy, heavy...heavy coat
And just admit that its your life and you dont feel
like you can cope
'Cuz there are woman from our history who are living
underneath your skin
And the've been waiting for you to let go and finally
give in
But your house is on fire
I can see it from the end of the road
Your house is on fire
Everybody knows, everybody knows - yeah...your house is
on fire, is on fire
So ask the help of Jesus, ask the help of Allah
No one really cares how many skeletons are in your
closet
We will help you open up the windows
open up your heart now and let in fresh air
'Cuz all I see is smoke rising from your body
As you walk around here, you're working this party
with a smile on your face and a dagger in your hand
I'm throwing you a rope my friend
climb up, climb up, climb up here on dry land
But your house is on fire
I can see it from the end of the road
Your house is on fire

Uhh, Food & Liquor
Yeah, my man said he wanted somethin real..
real.. real.. real.. real
Somethin he could recognize, somethin he could feel..
feel.. feel.. feel.. feel
Baby girl said she was in the mood for somethin real..
real.. real.. real.. real
Somethin that could make her move
Somethin she could feel.. feel.. feel.. feel
Lusssst... sometimes can override trusssst
She said that's why she gave it up
My man said blood spilled out of everything he tou-chhhhed
He crushed everything he crushed
Ruined everything he loved, he just wanted to rushhhhh
Blamed it on the times bein rough
Doin dirt, with the devil, chasin after the dusssst
Make a fussss, if it's them, but we hushhh, if it's us
That's why, my momma said she wanted somethin REAL..
real.. real.. real.. real
Somethin she could be proud of, somethin she could FEEL..
feel.. feel.. feel.. feel
She said they so used to not havin nuttin real..
real.. real.. real.. real
That they don't know how to act
They don't know how to feel.. feel.. feel.. feel
Lifffffe... ain't meant to come around twiiiice
Yeah, that's why I gotta get it right
They said I got it honest now I gotta give it LIFE
But sleep on it, that's why God give you night
I mean, I had a dream that, God gave me FLIGHT
Too fly for my own good so, God gave me plight
If I wake up in the mornin now I gotta give 'em SIGHT
Make 'em see, break 'em free, ain't a G, sho' you right
The game is not to give 'em nuttin REAL..
real.. real.. real.. real
Nothin they could use, nuttin that they could FEEL..
feel.. feel.. feel.. feel
Give 'em a bunch of lies and teach 'em that it's REAL..
real.. real.. real.. real
So that's all that they a-know
That's all that they a-feel.. feel.. feel.. feel
Struggle... yeah yeah, another sign that God love you
Cause on the low, bein po', make you humble
Keep they names in my rhymes to try and keep them out of trouble
Cause bein po', also teach you how to hustle
All they want is some shoes or some rims for they bubble
Now that I got my own, I can hit them with a couple
Couple, my homies so they ain't got no reason to cuff you
That's my plan, if I can, on the man, up above you
That's why, I gotta give 'em somethin REAL..
real.. real.. real.. real
Somethin they could recognize, somethin they could FEEL..
feel.. feel.. feel.. feel
To my homies on the block I gotta give 'em somethin real..
real.. real.. real.. real
Somethin that'll make 'em stop
Somethin they can feel.. feel.. feel.. feel
Yo! For real, really real, yeah!
Know what it is, woo!
Baby girl said she was in the mood for somethin REAL..
real.. real.. real.. real
Let's go!

Five-hundred channels and there ain't much on tonight
Except reality shows about some folk's so-called lives
A pretty girl cries 'cause she don't get a rose
But she'll find love next year on her own show
And they call that real
Real is a hand you hold fifty-seven years
Real is a band of gold tremblin' with fear
It's the first long tear down an old man's face,
watchin' his angel slippin' away
His heart's so broke, it's never gonna heal
I call that real
Where I live, housewives don't act like that
And the survivors are farmers in John Deere hats
Our amazin' race is beatin' the check
Prayin' that the bank ain't ran it through yet
Real, like too much rain fallin' from the sky
Real, like the drought that came around here last July
It's the damn boll weevils and the market and the
weeds,
the prayer they're sayin' when they plant the seeds
And the chance they take to bring us our next meal
I call that real
Real, like a job you lose 'cause it moves to Mexico
Like a mama and a baby with no safe place to go
Like a little dream-house with a big old foreclosed
sign
Like a flag-draped coffin and a twenty-one gun goodbye
I call that real
Man, I call that real

The way you speak to me
Is so cold
Have we really lost that much?
Can I beg, for your forgiveness
After all of the stupid things I've done?
I want to hold you close again
And feel it real
I want to look into your eyes
And see the world stand still
And know that time is nothing
I want to hear you make
Promises, I know you can't keep
I want to see you cry, for no reason
And dry your tears on me
And I want you to remember
All of the other

Niggaz don't you know? Never promised tomorrow man
Check it, check it *the next life*
Life life (yeah) right now for what it is before you lose that shit
For real man, shit can happen
in the blink of a fuckin eye you can lose your life man
Recognize that for real
You're never promise tomorrow, you know
Any nigga that you know, knahmsayin?
You never know about these things, word up
His body was cold yet his face remained calmly
He spoke differently, as if he was Godly
Layin on the ground the gat still in his clutches
Shoulda saw it comin but he smoked too many Dutches
Situation, made me sober as fuck
As he coughed up blood, tellin me he's stuck
Gunmen, drove off in a Yukon truck
Said a prayer for him, hopin that his soul was blessed
Cause my hands couldn't cover all the holes in his chest
His eyes told the story that his heart was diminished
The ambulence took about a hour, ten minutes
They didn't have to tell me that my Son life was finished
I guess his heart never knew the love that was in it
Yeah, word up, goin back
If your heart stop beating I'll go back in time
Make your heart beat again, real niggaz to the end
It's all about cash, and the diamond rings
Dedicated, cause real niggaz do real things
(repeat 2X)
Word up, real things, real niggaz do real things
Yo, movin on
Through his eyes I seen the next life flash in front of his
Cocked back the gat wonderin who the gunner is
The blood drenched in his Armani linen
I guess that's the karma of a thug when he sinnin
From the beginnin, I reminisce the younger years
When we were younger peers on the block pourin out beers
And now the tears, I can't stop from comin
I wanna bring it to this nigga blaze him while he runnin
It seemed stunnin, the way we started in the game
I never wanted, my Son dyin in this pain
Now the nigga that shot him I wanna find him and kill him
Heard he's a Willie and keep a bunch of killers with him
The Jake snatched him up so I just had to forget him
But on the low, if I ever see him, I'ma hit him
Yo when he bust a slug in the heart of a true thug
It's real love, this is what a real nigga does
If your heart stop beating I'll go back in time
Make your heart beat again, real niggaz to the end
It's all about cash, and the diamond rings
Dedicated, cause real niggaz do real things
(repeat 2X)
What yo, real niggaz do real things
Word up, real niggaz do.. real niggaz, yeah
Yo, 41st side, Queensbridge yo, yo
The words cut like a knife, ma your son was shot
Her mouth, wide open, seemed like her heart dropped
She fell to the floor with her eyes in shock
I was standin there stuck off the words I said
Worst thing to tell a mother that her son was dead
Shoulda knew what love is, 'fore he learned what a thug is
Now he left his kids to be raised by they mothers
From the cradle to the grave we was like brothers
Went to same schools and fucked the same bitches
Pumped on the same block with the same snitches
Burnin lye on the roof, talkin bout riches
And I remember, when we was both five percenters
Goin hand to hand, gettin bent, crashin renters
And now the end is, justifyin all the means
That's just the story when you're dyin out in Queens
and it's real, word up, yo, yo, yo, yeah, yo
If your heart stop beating I'll go back in time
Make your heart beat again, real niggaz to the end
It's all about cash, and the diamond rings
Dedicated, cause real niggaz do real things
(repeat 2X)
Yeah, Capone-N-Noreaga still my niggaz
Even if you don't get no bigger
Finsta, Crash, presedential
Confidential, fuck it, yo, yo, what?
Japan rules, foreign exchange, how we do, yo
Begins, world currency
The way the dollar bends, and it haunts me
It wants me it traps me, in the hole
Reachin for my soul, fuck it, yo
If your heart stop beating I'll go back in time
Make your heart beat again, real niggaz to the end
It's all about cash, and the diamond rings
Dedicated, cause real niggaz do real things

You sit in a garden
Locked away from the world
Find no reason to see your friends
Everything you need is here
But your eyes are open
Enough to see you said
All I read are memories
With a black line of love
You make me feel
Real
See the hand in front of your face
And see what is real and what is make believe
Would you run away to catch the ocean if it called your name?
Everybody is looking for heaven on earth
And you believe to be bling
Your mind is the watchman at the gate
Faith is all you need
You make me feel
Real