I went back to the doctor
To get another shrink.
I sit and tell him about my weekend,
But he never betrays what he thinks.
Can you see the real me, doctor?
I went back to my mother
I said, 'I'm crazy ma, help me.'
She said, 'I know how it feels son,
'Cause it runs in the family.'
Can you see the real me, mother?
The cracks between the paving stones
Look like rivers of flowing veins.
Strange people who know me
Peeping from behind every window pane.
The girl I used to love
Lives in this yellow house.
Yesterday she passed me by,
She doesn't want to know me now.
Can you see the real me, can you?
I ended up with the preacher,
Full of lies and hate,
I seemed to scare him a little
So he showed me to the golden gate.
Can you see the real me preacher?
Can you see the real me doctor?
Can you see the real me mother?
Can you see the real me?
I went back to the doctor to get another shrink
I sit and tell him about my weekend, but
He never can change what he thinks
Can you see the real me, doctor, doctor
Can you see the real me, doctor, ooh doctor
I went back to my mother, I said I'm crazy Ma, help me
She said 'I know how it feels son, cause it runs in the family'
C'mon tell me
Can you see the real me, mother, mother
Can you see the real me, mother, woah mother
Can you see, can you see, can you see the real me
Can you see, can you see the real me
The real me, the real me, the real me
The cracks between the pavement stones
Like rivers of flowing rain
Strange people who know me
From behind every window pane
The girl I used to love lives in this yellow house
Yesterday she passed me by, she don't want to know me now
Can you see the real me, can ya, can ya
Can you see the real me, woah yea
I ended up with the preacher, full of lies and hate
I seemed to scare him a little, ha ha
So he showed me to the golden gate
Whoa can you see the real me preacher, preacher
Can you see the real me woah yea
Can you see, can you see, can you see, woah yeah
Can you see the real me, doctor, doctor
Can you see the real me, mama
Can you see the real me me me me
People think I've got it all together
With the show of my sweet, sweet smile
But do they know if I've been happy ever
Pull up a chair 'cause this may take a while
Okay, so here's the thing
I've got my bad days
And some are even worse
I can be a blessing
And you know, I can be a curse
I tremble at rejection
I'm scared to be alone
Sometimes I may be selfish
But I always make it home
CHORUS
This is the real me
Am I the girl that you want me to be
This is the real me
With flaws and fears of intimacy
This is the real me
Can you face it
Can you feel it
Can you take it
Can you deal with
The real me
So now you see that I am far from perfect
I will fall and I will make mistakes
But I am here and this has taken courage
Will you abandon me or will you stay
I know that I'm demanding
And sometimes insecure
I think I've got the answers
But then I'm not so sure
I sometimes need attention
A little more than I should
But there is a part of me
That give the whole world if I could
CHORUS
Now that I've gone and let you in
And I no longer will pretend
Will you please still be my friend
CHORUS
I know a girl who welcomes the world
I think though the world is spoiled
And she holds on to me
She holds my head up so that I can breathe
And I've found that when I'm on the ground
She's the only one still sticking around
Only she knows the real me
And I know that she won't let me down
And I get mine
No way I would ever leave today
Cause she listens to the dumb things that I say
And I seem to get high
With just one smile as she walks on by
And I found that when I'm on the ground
She is the only one sticking around
Only she knows the real me
And I know that she won't let me down
There's only one girl in this world who understands the real me
There's nothing superficial, artificial you get just what you see
I know a girl who takes up my world
Takes all of me and every breath that I hold
We meet and she makes me feel free
With one look she knows just what I need
And I've found that she's got me bound
Cause she's the only one that my mind surrounds
Only she knows the real me
And I know that she won't let me down
I know a girl who wakes up my world
Brings in the warmth when I'm feeling cold
And she's got places to be
But she says that she would rather stay here with me
And I've found that when I'm on the ground
She's the only one sticking around
Only she knows the real me
I don't know what you feel no more when you look in my eyes
I know I'm the same girl who walked out that door,
But I'm brand new inside,
Maybe what I'm sayin' ain't true after all,
I take it a minute at a time,
Maybe all I want is to hold you right now with no compromise,
This is the real me, breakin' down at last,
Hey, it's the real me, crawlin' out of my past,
Baby, the real me, wants the real you, so bad
The numbness overcomes me now like alcohol and fear,
And I want to crawl inside you, baby, but I don't want you near,
A woman's her own mystery, not a shadow of her man,
But I'm not a queen inside a mirror no more,
I'm not a guard to hold hand,
This is the real me, breakin' down at last,
Hey, it's the real me, crawlin' out of my past,
Baby, the real me, wants the real you, so bad
Well, I've got no answers now,
And I don't expect them of you
Thank God for second chances, baby,
Cause there's something I can give to you,
And it's the real me, breakin' down at last,
Hey, it's the real me, crawlin' out of my past,
Baby, the real me, wants the real you, so bad,
I went back to the doctor
To get another shrink.
I sit and tell him about my weekend,
But he never betrays what he thinks.
Can you see the real me, doctor?
I went back to my mother
I said, "I'm crazy ma, help me."
She said, "I know how it feels son,
'Cause it runs in the family."
Can you see the real me, mother?
The cracks between the paving stones
Look like rivers of flowing veins.
Strange people who know me
Peeping from behind every window pane.
The girl I used to love
Lives in this yellow house.
Yesterday she passed me by,
She doesn't want to know me now.
Can you see the real me, can you?
I ended up with the preacher,
Full of lies and hate,
I seemed to scare him a little
So he showed me to the golden gate.
Can you see the real me preacher?
Can you see the real me doctor?
Can you see the real me mother?
Can you see the real me?
See I could give a fuck what a nigga think
As long as I keep poppin' bottles of that drank
And I could give a fuck what a nigga do
As long as I got rolly's on my whole crew
You think I give a fuck fa nigga look at my truck
Matter fact look at my girl.
Look at my benz mother fucker look at my friends
All us nigga's got ends
Look at my shit nigga look at my watch
Look at my mother fuckin' drop
Look at my yacht boy stop
Look at all the shit you ain't got
This shit real nigga
The shit real in the field
Real nigga now leave it in the will
Shit real nigga
The shit real in the field
Reall nigga
What you can't have now
Leave it in the will
Pharrell in the white
Gucci in the yellow one
I'm up in the red one
I thought you said something
Diddy on the phone
Nigga get your swagger right
J told me to drop it on your head
Swagger tight
Nigga spending money like I just won a settlement
Ever seen a nigga buy a porche on the internet
Ever seen a nigga buy a house from the toilet
Add a boat to the cart
Click yes
Bought it
So nigga stop actin' like we don't know killa's too
Fuckin' with my money like I don't know gorillas too
Chris told me get my money
Get the fuck out up thie trap
And that was 99' and I ain't looked back
And jason said hit him if I ever had a problem
Don't worry about it come through he will solve em'
Just pay for the lawyers
Nigga fuck them charges
See I don't give fuck what a nigga think
As long as I keep poppin' bottles of that drank
And I could give a fuck what a nigga do
As long as I got rolly's on my whole crew
You think I give a fuck fa nigga look at my truck
Matter fact look at my girl
Look at my benz mother fucker look at my friends
All us nigga's got ends
Look at my shit nigga look at my watch
Look at my mother fuckin' drop
Look at my yacht boy stop
Look at all the shit you ain't got
Tihis shit real nigga
The shit real in the field
For real nigga now leave it in the will
Shit real nigga
The shit real in the field
Pharrell nigga
What you can't have now
Leave it in the will
Mm hmm
P my nigga
Nobody in the game fuck with me my nigga
Got the keys my nigga
To what I see my nigga
I open up the door and don't leave my nigga
That ain't me my nigga
Up in the air like a g my nigga
But you only getting there with the weed my nigga
Disagree my nigga
Well not with the green my nigga
No what I mean my nigga
Fly around the world and be like me my nigga
All the shit I be doing you don't read my nigga
She's my nigga
If that's the fucking case you won't believe my nigga
G.o.o.g.l.e. my nigga
You see my nigga
He put me in the race to take the lead my nigga
Billionaire boys ice cream my nigga
See the hat with the big ass b my nigga
H.e.r.m.e.s. my nigga
Comme de garcons & lv's my nigga
I wear timberland & cc's my nigga
Karl made it for me we we my nigga
I know what your thinking what the hell my nigga
But @4real4rell is my twtter
Want to make money make quitter.com a bitter.com
A hating ass hungry ass nigga.com
An internet thug or killa.com
Chased by pharrell big gorilla.com
Yea we seen the pictures ain't shit on that palm
Huh would a could a should a.com
Holdin hands of that bitch you ain't hitting.com
Who you shitting.com
See I don't give fuck what a nigga think
As long as I keep poppin' bottles of that drank
And I could give a fuck what a nigga do
As long as I got rolly's on my whole crew
You think I give a fuck fa nigga look at my truck
Matter fact look at my girl
Look at my benz mother fucker look at my friends
All us nigga's got ends
Look at my shit nigga look at my watch
Look at my mother fuckin' drop
Look at my yacht boy stop
Look at all the shit you ain't got
This shit real nigga
The shit real in the field
Real nigga now leave it in the will
Shit real nigga
The shit real in the field
Real nigga
What you can't have now
Leave it in the will
It's real
And if I'm dreaming
Please don't let it end
This shits real
If I'm dreaming
Just let it be
This shits real
And if I'm dreaming
Please don't let it end
This shits real
The fuck up out of here
And let it be
Can you see the real me...can ya...can ya...
I went back to the doctor
To get another shrink
I sit and tell him 'bout my weekend
But he never betrays what he thinks
Can you see the real me doctor?
I went back to my mother
I said I'm crazy ma help me
She said I know how it feels son
'cause it runs in the family
Can you see the real me mother?
The cracks between the paving stones
Like rivers of flowing veins
Strange people who know me
Peeping from behind every window pane
The girl I used to love
Lives in this yellow house
Yesterday she passed me by
She doesn't want to know me now
Can you see the real me, can you?
I ended up with the preacher
Full of lies and hate
I seemed to scare him a little
So he showed me to the golden gate
Can you see the real me, preacher?
Foolish heart looks like we're here again
Same old game of plastic smile
Don't let anybody in
Hiding my heartache, will this glass house break
How much will they take before I'm empty
Do I let it show, does anybody know?
But you see the real me
Hiding in my skin, broken from within
Unveil me completely
I'm loosening my grasp
There's no need to mask my frailty
Cause you see the real me
Painted on, life is behind a mask
Self-inflicted circus clown
I'm tired of the song and dance
Living a charade, always on parade
What a mess I've made of my existence
But you love me even now
And still I see somehow
But you see the real me
Hiding in my skin, broken from within
Unveil me completely
I'm loosening my grasp
There's no need to mask my frailty
Cause you see the real me
Wonderful, beautiful is what you see
When you look at me
You're turning the tattered fabric of my life into
A perfect tapestry
I just wanna be me
But you see the real me
Hiding in my skin, broken from within
Unveil me completely
I'm loosening my grasp
There's no need to mask my frailty
Cause you see the real me
And you love me just as I am
Wonderful, beautiful is what you see
Foolish heart looks like we're here again
Same old game of plastic smile
Don't let anybody in
Hiding my heartache, will this glass house break
How much will they take before I'm empty
Do I let it show, does anybody know?
But you see the real me
Hiding in my skin, broken from within
Unveil me completely
I'm loosening my grasp
There's no need to mask my frailty
Oh, cause you see the real me
Painted on, life is behind a mask
Self-inflicted circus clown
I'm tired of the song and dance
Living a charade, always on parade
What a mess I've made of my existence
But you love me even now
And still I see somehow
But you see the real me
Hiding in my skin, broken from within
Unveil me completely
I'm loosening my grasp
There's no need to mask my frailty
Oh, cause you see the real me
Wonderful, beautiful is what you see
When you look at me
You're turning the tattered fabric of my life into
A perfect tapestry
I just wanna be me
But you see the real me
Hiding in my skin, broken from within
Unveil me completely
I'm loosening my grasp
There's no need to mask my frailty
Oh, cause you see the real me
And you love me just as I am
Wonderful, beautiful is what you see
I am very thankful
but I think you've missed the bus
settle down!
I am really sorry
but I think you've lost your chance
settle down!
I know this is the last time I say your name
I'll never put you down
So don't act like I was not there
I was there all the time
you should have never failed for me
If you ever come to town
would you please be quiet
and don't you tell anyone they don't understand
it took me so long
I just don't wanna go back
you don't need to see me drive
I'm a singer alcoholic
I am mostly melancholic
I am wearing just one trousers
And that’s all that you can see
I’m not so old as I’m lookin’
I am married and I’m cookin’
I’m not a creature just for lookin’
There’s the face that you can’t see
Chorus
When you see me on TV
It’s just picture, It’s not me
Try harder for to see
When your beer is fairly good
I am drinkin’ all the time
An’ I’m happy for a while
My voice is total crime
Bud my beer is very good
Have you understood
While I’m in the mood
Where’s the fuckin’ food
When the beer is good
I am tortured by our driver
Who is drivin’ for a fiver
I can not stand his lies
An’ I’ll kill him at a time
All the others drive me crazy
An’ they think that I am lazy
Often say that I’m a liar
But their souls will burn in fire
Chorus
I’m tired of stupid questions
That coused me bad digestions
I’m sick to guts of bastards
Who really make me mad
I am singin’ for my pleasure
An’ that’s my only measure
That’s my cure for livin’
When I’m feelin’ bad
I wake up with my children
Right around the crack of noon
And I do good like a good daddy should
Till the devil rolls out that moon
Once that whiskey hits my lips
It opens up Pandora's box
And I start a lyin and a smoking and a fightin
Getting crazy as a white tailed fox.
My eyes start burnin wild and red
Two horns cut thru the top of my head
My teeth get jagged, my tongue gets sharp,
Cold neon blood starts a pumpin to my heart
My hands get frisky, with a mind of their own,
My legs start walkin me anywhere but home
And I'm a double talking, chicken-lickin
Meaner than the dickens sick and wicked
Hole digging pickin son of a gun,
And I'll love you like the devil, bite you
Like a snake and then forsake and break
Everything I don't take before I'm done
Most people who know me, say I'm as nice as a guy could be.
That's all fine cuz most of the time
They never get to see the real me.
“He ain't got a bad bone in his body”
Is how they talk about me back home,
But here my dark side is unable to hide
And you don't want to see my bad bone.
I ‘m mean when I'm lonesome,
I'm angry when I'm high,
[Verse 1]
So we start running on the thing that we really really
want,
But it don’t work out unless we taught,
Sometimes I don’t really really care for your ass,
You clean my stuff, do your thing and pleasure,
Though this might not last, you mad but I extend the
measure,
The graditude I have for some women indeed,
In times of need, when I really really needa proceed,
We like, bottom feeders and tryna succeed,
Horrorcore or not, this is me on that happy shit,
Crappy hit, let em know what I need to do to come
around and
Be different, and extend your wisdom
This bitch hates me, but she love my music,
And feels my movement,
she more of a fan to me and nothing else really,
I aint into all that love shit till my bitch get my
fucken CD from the shelf,
So we know what it is to back track, and come and see
the real me,
Rise and grind in time and just be what you really
wanna be.
[Chorus]
[Verse 2]
I still work hard, for every single dime,
All the time wasted on a girl, nope I'll never get that
back,
I finna react, but I never do,
I just stay humble, lay low invisible
Never complain man, complaining is for quitters,
I don’t really wanna do that even if I'm a sinner,
I say don’t live for love, just love to live,
You know im based, I don’t really give a fuck at all,
Don’t know if college is for me, hope I dont have a
normal job
Whats wrong wit being yourself? Everybody just tryna
Do their own thing, smoke their own marijuana,
And they just wanna, advance so quick,
While I perfect the basics,
My music erases,
Thoughts of doubt that any of ya'll have,
Incorporate everything into your lil plan
It's true hard work pays off,
You do it for the fucken man.
I cannot sleep, I cannot sing
I know that she is suffering
Come thunderstorm, it's my mistake
I pushed her just to see her break
'Cause I'm a thief who steals just to get busted
So trust me when I say I can't be trusted
Can you see the real me
Can you see the real me
I'm in the darkroom, all is red
Developing shots from my head
The photographs are clear as fog
My hands are covered by her blood
I can't explain or talk my way around it
I don't know why I searched for hate and found it
Can you see the real me
Can you see the real me
Can you see me
Can you see the real enemy
I recall, 8 years old
I was lost inside a shopping mall
And it hurts the same way
I'm as lost right now as I was that day
Can you see the real me
Gonna show you
The real me
If you took a little time
And just looked into my eyes
I know that you would find
Something real
You don't have to be afraid
I'm not playin' any games
Just tryin' to find a way
So hear me now
Move a little closer
Baby don't you
Run away from me
I wanna give you
Your dreams
Let me show you
The real me
Come a little closer
I need to feel your body
Next to me
I wanna give you
Your dreams
Gonna show you
The real me
Gonna show you
The real me
Come a little closer
Gonna show you
The real me
I wanna a give you
Your dream baby
So many things to say
So many things to do
And all I really want
Is to be loved by you
Dancing in the night
Holding me so tight
Baby tell me what to do
I'm so in love with you
Move a little closer
Baby don't you
Run away from me
I wanna give you
Your dreams
Let me show you
The real me
Come a little closer
I need to feel your body
Next to me
I wanna give you
Your dreams
Gonna show you
The real me
Move a little closer
Baby don't you
Run away from me
I wanna give you
Your dreams
Let me show you
The real me
Come a little closer
I need to feel your body
Next to me
I wanna give you
Your dreams
Gonna show you
The real me
Gonna show you
The real me
Come a little closer
Gonna show you
The real me
I wanna give you
Your dream baby
Oh come on baby
Don't you run away from me
I wanna give
I wanna give
I wanna give
Come a little closer
I need to feel your body
I wanna give you
I've been here a million years,
You know who I am.
Sing songs of joy and sorrow,
I've not been a sham.
I've been in ev'ry country, baby,
I've been in ev'ry place,
Millions have heard my music,
But they really don't know my face.
But, ah, this time the
Mirror man came to me,
Showed me 'xactly what I wanted to see.
I said it's fin'lly beginning to be
The way I want it to be, yeah, yeah.
So when I come to your town this time
You're gonna see the real me.
I've had my name in lights,
I've known fortune and fame,
But I have always felt that I was a
Lonely and lost faceless name.
I searched for years and years,
And finally this time
The face I present to you, baby,
I said this time is gonna be mine.
You see this time...