• Lyrics: play full screen play karaoke
• Crucify - Soulidium
• Drama - Soulidium
• Waiting - Soulidium
• Slowly We Die - Soulidium
• Fly 2 The Sun - Soulidium
• Easy Kinda Girl - Soulidium
• Jaded Messiah - Soulidium
• Trapped - Soulidium
• The Big Time - Soulidium
• The Light - Soulidium
• Live Forever - Soulidium
• About You - Soulidium
• You've Heard It All Before - Seldom
• Sexual Identity - Seldom
• Family - Seldom
• Thursday Birthday - Seldom
• Until We Meet Again - Seldom
• Meteor Showers - Seldom
• Follow My Heart - Seldom
• Seldom - Seldom
• Romance - Seldom
• Can't-must - Seldom
• Opinion - Seldom
• Grow Up - Seldom
• Flame - Seldom
• Who Am I - Seldom

So long… so long
I don’t know where to begin
I’m waiting, and waiting
For all this shit to leave me
So weak, not strong
But I will find the strength to
It’s over, so over just listen closely
I said I
Won’t lay down and die
As you crucify me
Cause I know I
I’m not ready to die
Not ready to die
I’m not ready to
I’m bleeding, I’m bleeding
The blade is sinking deeper
I’m dying, I’m dying
And you jus don’t fucking care
I’m tired, so tired
But I will find the strength to
It’s over, so over, just listen closely
I said I
Won’t lay down and die…
As you crucify me
Cause I know I
I’m not ready to
I’m not ready to
Fucking bleed for you
Still not ready to
I’m not ready to die
Ready to die
I said I
Won’t lay down and die
As you crucify me
Cause I know I
I’m not ready to die
Not ready to die

Its the same as yesterday
Your knocking, looking for love again
Blows my mind how you miss the clue
I don't want anything from you
You call me...and call me
Why can't you just let it go
I don't want to want you
Just leave me alone
Your purpose escapes me
Your just consuming air
Go away... go away... go AWAY!!!
I don't want wanna hang or mingle with you
I don't need the drama I'm nobody's fool
Don't want your disease
Don't find shit in you
Don't need no more friends with
Drama like you
I hear you knock but you can't come in
There's nobody home for you again
Call my band and all my friends
Your a crazy bitch in the end
You call me and call me
Why can't you let it go
I don't want to want you
Just leave me alone
Your presence is torture
You're just what stupid does
I'd rather touch myself... fuck myself because
I don't wanna hang or mingle with you
I don't need the drama I'm nobody's fool
Don't want your disease
Don't find shit in you
Don't need no more friends with
Drama like you
You call me and call me
Why can't you let it go
I don't want to want you
Just leave me alone
I hate you... I hate you
It's like you're always there
Talking shit... talking shit... talking shit!
I don't wanna hang or mingle with you
I don't need the drama I'm nobody's fool
Don't want your disease
Don't find shit in you
Don't need no more friends with

Some people hope an pray
While others throw away their dreams for ordinary
Betraying all they once held holy
Secret desires
How do we find the path to climb the ladder rising
To the clouds we stare and we go on
Waiting… all waiting for a sign
Dreams keep us strong
Looking to the east horizon sun that’s rising
Wondering when your day is coming
Where does it all go
Time passes fast, and quick in all directions
Years go by and still we carry on
Waiting… all waiting for a sign
We’re waiting… all waiting
As we pain for what could be
Nothing comes too easy
And the dreams that we desire
Sometimes seem miles away
As we struggle for the pride
And hold visions deep inside
Of the beauty of
The sacred prize
‘Cause I’m
Waiting… all waiting
All waiting for a sign
We’re waiting… all waiting… all waiting for a sign
Don’t let it fade away
Some people pass into the next world never knowing
That dreams are what keep dreamers growing

My life is bleeding
It’s seething,
Completing it’s sick crime
The world is turning
And it’s burning
It’s burning me alive
It must be a sign of the times
Of the crimes haunting me
It must be fate… ain’t it great
How it kills you slowly… and slowly
And slowly we die
And slowly we die
And slowly we die
Their words are seeding, misleading
Creating misery
The system’s raping
And taking what they please
It must be a sign of the times
Of the crimes haunting me
It must be fate… ain’t it great
How it kills you slowly… and slowly
And slowly we die
And slowly we die
And slowly we die
We’re not so free
Controlling powers leading me
To who I am
Won’t be a puppet of the man
And slowly we die
And slowly we die
And slowly we die

Storming rain
It's down on me out of mean
I will not crash to the ground
They say I can't but I'm strong
I looked to heaven and...
Fly to the Sun
It's burning down on me
Ride to Sun
My wings are burning away
I was lost
Then you found me there ran aware
And give me courage to live
Now I'm bliding fast
There you didn't go
I looked to heaven and...
Fly to the Sun
It's burning down on me
Ride to Sun
My wings are burning away
Fire! burning down on me!
Fire! so now will be free!
Fire! my lives it bring away!
Fire! it's burning down on me!
Fly to the Sun
It's burning down on me
Ride to Sun

She’s sorry so I guess it’ll be ok
She’s like an evil mist amidst the hallowed rain
I saw her drying her eyes
Her tears are liquid lies
She’s at a music show routing for “the team”
Her cheating heart just makes more obscene
Yeah, you know, a rocking fan till the end
For the boys in the band baby she will bend
And show them
All the love in the world
You know, she’s an easy kind of girl
Who’ll show you
All the love in the world
C’mon she’s an easy kind of girl
Cell phones ringing loud, it’s 2 am
Another emergency for another friend
You know the boys are throwing this thing
And they need someone to “step up to the mic and sing”
Yeah
And show them
All the love in the world
C’mon she’s an easy kind of girl
Who’ll show you
All the love in the world
You know, she’s an easy kind of girl
Yeah
She’ll show you
All the love in the world
You know, she’s an easy kind of girl
Who’ll show you
All the love in the world

Who I am
I don't know
But I'm searching to find it
I stand before the looking glass
But there's a jaded reflection of me
I try to be
I try to see
But I feel nothing but darkness
To trust in lies is suicide
It's just a jaded messiah
The face I see is no longer me
It's just your jaded messiah
What this means is unclear to me,
But I'm trying to swallow
Your damn disease is corrupting me
I kill the pain with the T-H-C
I try to be
I try to see
But I feel nothing but darkness...
To trust in lies is suicide
It's just a jaded messiah
The face I see is no longer me
It's just your jaded messiah
Life reads like porn to me
A fucked up philosophy ah-ha
We're desensitized
Garbage in and garbage out
The mans got a lot of clout ah-ha
It makes me mad... it makes me mad
To trust in lies is suicide
It's just a jaded messiah
The face I see is no longer me

Feel trapped inside this life
Your bullshit overwhelms me
Nothing is what I get
Please tell me that it's over
Your touch is cold like death
Please hurry get it over
I'm not like you
And you don't see me
Chorus:
You fucked up, did it again
And I'm tired of healing you, sorry
You're stupid and you got no face
And I'm tired of hearing you, sorry
It's time that we realize
That this is really over
I'm losing, falling, dying
Sick of your fucking crying
Your touch is cold like death
Please hurry get it over
I'm not like you
And you don't see me
Chorus
Jealousy is gone
It's just lost, turned wrong
Sex is so passé
Please don't toch me, fuck me, love me
Please go away

No I don't have the time
To skull fuck your mind
We're just headed for the big time
Assure... assure that you're there
Horns in the air
Screaming we're headed for the big time
We arrive in limousines
Titty girls scream
You know we're headed for the big time
Assure... assure that you're there
Horns in the air
Screaming we're headed for the big time
Release... set yourself free
Rock shit with me
You know we're headed for the big time
Assure... sure that you're there
Horns in the air
Screaming we're headed for the big time

(V1)
I've lived my life
I dont apologize to anybody...
Love has come and now I'm free to be the real me...
(CH)
And now I see
I see the light
Freed from the night, the sun is rising again.
And I feel
I feel alive
It's on my face
Not far from grace... not far from grace.
(V2)
If it feels right
It cant be wrong, it's so extraordinary
Break your chains
Despite their key
You were born to be free...
(CH)
And now I see
I see the light
Freed from the night, the sun is rising again.
And I feel
I feel alive
It's on my face
Not far from grace... not far from grace.
(Breakdown CH)
And now I see
I see the light
Freed from the night...
And I feel
I feel alive
Not far from grace...
(CH)
And now I see
I see the light
Freed from the night
I feel
I feel alive
Not far from grace...
Not far from grace...
Written By Michael McKnight
Music By Soulidium
Copyright 2007, KnightVision Music

It's time to die
So say your goodbyes
Your mortal life
Is close to over
Immortal dreams
Of ages it seems
In your final screams
Your eyes will open
Your crying as your dying,
And this hunger... it kills you
Eternal pleas
This blood lust in me
Terrors of night
Are far from over
Immortal pain
It thrusts in your veins
Drink death of me
And live forever
And live forever
Your hunt begins
Your animal within
Compassion dies
And now it's over
First dusk to blood
Your hunger overruns
This kill will be
To feed on ecstasy
She's crying as she's dying
And this hunger... it kills you
Eternal pleas
This blood lust in me
Terrors of night
Are far from over
Immortal pain
It thrusts in your veins
Drink death of me
And live forever
And she's crying... She's dying
And this hunger... it kills you
Eternal pleas
This blood lust in me
Terrors of night
Are far from over
Immortal pain
It thrusts in your veins
Drink death of me

Night falls on my worst hell
My mind
My sanity isn't well
You're gone and friends are here to pray
While I wipe my tears away
Sorry about your loss
They console
But all that mattered is lost
You're gone
And friends are here to pray
While I'm crying out to heaven
Just to hear your name again
I can't believe that this could be the end
I need to feel your touch
Missing you so much
But I remember everything
I won't forget a single thing
About you
Staring up at the sky
2 weeks
Is like 5 years passing
Rising sun, breaks a brand new day
While I wipe the tears from yesterday away
Sometimes I hear you call
I turn but nothings there at all
Your gone with so much left to say
Can you hear it there from heaven
As I cry your name again
I can't believe that this could be the end
I need to feel your touch missing you so much
But I remember everything
I won't forget a single thing
People saying
Just give it time
And everything will work out and be fine
But they don't know no
Can't understand
I'd damnify my soul to turn back time
And make you mine
Again
Just to hear your name again
I can't believe that this could be the end
I need to feel your touch
Missing you so much
And I remember everything
I won't forget a single thing

you're laughable at your bestwith an ego that you molest
she waited for you all day
she worried, then walked away
your love has a color brilliant
your love has a strength resilient
but her patience won't last forever
you're creative but not that clever
i'm sorry
i'm worthless
you've heard it all before
i know, i know
you apologize all the time
your conscience should feel like slime
this girl has been good to you
you're hopeless, that's nothing new
i'm sorry
i'm worthless
you've heard it all before
i know, i know
i'm trying
i'm lying
i'm breaking down that door

A romance with rx
Was second best to sex
And now that i'm a girl
I'd like to tell the world
Sexual identity
Does not exist
Does not exist
I wonder where manhood has gone
It's killing me
It's killing me
Looking back on things
I had to jump through rings
To satisfy my soul
I had to lose control
Sexual identity
Does not exist
Does not exist
I wonder where manhood has gone
It's killing me
It's killing me
Thank you for prescribing me
The world's best cure for a killing spree
I'm sure they work but not for me
I just need silence, you will see
Sexual identity
Does not exist
Does not exist
I wonder where manhood has gone
It's killing me

blue-grey housewith hardwood floors
and loving family
your best friend
would ride her trusty bike
across town just to see you
you think about family an awful lot
i don't blame you a single bit
things will get much worse if you think too hard
you know, that brain of yours just needs to quit
hold your head very high
you should be so proud that they've come this far
japanese new year
with home cooked food
your mother made enough to last
and look at your brother now
he's sober
no more blow or smoking grass
you think about family an awful lot
i don't blame you a single bit
things will get much worse if you think too hard
you know, that brain of yours just needs to quit
hold your head very high
you should be so proud that they've come this far
as have you, all alone

THURSDAY IS MY BIRTHDAYI KNOW THAT THEY'LL SHOW
IF NOT THEN THEY FORGOT
IF NOT THEN THEY FORGOT
WHY NOT JUST GET SHOT?
I THINK YOU'RE BETTER THAT WAY
NO INGESTION TO BE DONE
NO INGESTION TO BE DONE
THURSDAY IS MY BIRTHDAY
I HOPE THAT THEY'LL SHOW
IF NOT THEN THEY FORGOT
IF NOT THEN THEY FORGOT
WHY NOT JUST GET SHOT?
I THINK YOU'RE BETTER THAT WAY
NO INGESTION TO BE DONE
NO INGESTION TO BE DONE

Though it's sad to say
We must be parting ways
We both have things to do
I'll see you
Grab yourself some cover
I'll hold you like a lover
And lose myself in you
It isn't hard to do
Playing things be ear
Leaves life so unclear
We both have things to do
I'll see you
And i'm not any different
Commitment scares me away
And i'm not any different

Today the heat sticks to you
Like a honey bee
After killing the queen
And like your reptile relatives
You were not endowed with
Any way of cooling down
Walk against all the grain
That your family took the
Liberty of laying down
Cos you are alive
Your cold blood turns warm
And your bony back stays strong
I survive meteor showers
Everyday
And i step over the highest mountains
Everyday
I'm seeing reds
Deep reds

i should've told youi didn't want you to leave
but we don't operate like that
sometimes, it's love
and other times, it's hate
sometimes, it's don't call me again
i may seem aimless but i
follow my heart
follow my heart
i follow mine
you should've seen
it's hard for me to breathe
but we don't operate like that
sometimes, it's love
and other times, it's hate
sometimes, you're hard to please
i may seem aimless but i
follow my heart
follow my heart
i follow mine
you're trying to stop a moving car
you're trying to stop a growing tree
you're trying to stop a shooting star
you're trying to stop me
i hope you don't succeed
cos it's nice to have some room
to breathe
i may seem aimless but i
follow my heart
follow my heart

He likes the rain
He likes dull pain
Especially when it
Hits him in the head
Like you used to
Fragile
Was his smile
All the while
He did smile
For you
By his own choice
He made his voice
Smaller than
The smallest man
And you too
Seldom was he heard
Seldom did he have the nerve
And he liked everyone

you took this romance and threw it away
far away
she always had a doubt in her eyes
anyway
romance is rubbish, i guess
romance
she demanded the utmost respect
everyday
you couldn't resist the chance to neglect
lightning will strike
floodgates will fail to hold
the obvious answer
would prove to be painful
romance is rubbish, i guess

HOW MANY TIMESWILL I HAVE TO
STATE MY CASE?
THIS PLACE I'M IN
ALLOWS ME TO
RUN AND HIDE
I'M ON MY SIDE
THE ONLY ONE
EVEN WHEN I'M WRONG
I CAN'T GO ON
I MUST GO ON
I WON'T EVER REPEAT

Leave this kid alone
He's seen ugly
At last he feels at home
That's a luxury
In my opinion
Your opinion
Has no value
Has no value
My heart has no sympathy
I've been around the block
Try family out of town
Then we can talk
Aah aah aah aah
We don't see eye to eye
Aah aah aah aah
We just need to try
In my opinion
Your opinion
Has no value
Has no value
My heart has no sympathy
I've been around the block
Try family out of town
Then we can talk
Da da da da dada

There is no money
Falling from the sky
Grow up
There is no fortune
Without an honest try
Grow up
Cos this is the year
Where everyone will hear
You've grown up
Greeted with cheers
A lovely atmosphere
He's grown up
A born performer
At the age of young
Tennis racquet in hand you strummed
A born pretender
You're an athlete, you're an activist
A scientist, mathematician
A liar
Now you have love & attention
Silver & gold
Diamonds & rubies
So red
And all this time
I knew you'd make it
The road was hard
But you stayed strong

this little flame grew big & strongit lit a fire from
town to town
who knew it would last so long?
i haven't had luck betting on us
you've seen me desperate
letting go on aspirin
i've seen you forgive me
you forgive me
and for so long it's been you & me
you'd even say we're family
who knew it would last so long?
i haven't had luck betting on us
you've seen me desperate
letting go on aspirin
i've seen you forgive me

i've got things that i need to work on
and other things that i live by
none of which reside in me when i lie
how can anyone claim to know me
when i don't even know myself?
i'm a blank book sitting on the shelf
who am i to say
i'm never gonna die?
who am i?
i'm a heel, i am not a liar
but i'm digging my own grave
so tar & feather me when i misbehave
i've had thirteen glasses of water
i'm considering that a meal
someone help me, i've forgotten how to feel
who am i to say
i'm never gonna die?
who am i?
and what am i to do
when happiness turns blue?
what am i to do?
when will i break the spell
that's been cast on me?
and what will bring that happy, happy boy
back to me?
i've got things that i need to work on
and other things that i live by
none of which reside in me when i lie
who am i to say
i'm never gonna die?
who am i?
and what am i to do
when happiness turns blue?