(Mental Suicide)
I think of death as if it`s near
Plan my future as if it`s doesn`t exist
I`d like to die without having lived
Disappear without regret nor joy
Death is perhaps a delivery
Nobody`s never managed to prove it
I`d like to have no future
Kill without remorse even friends
Be an animal without faith nor law
Mad, I begin to be mad
I feel my nerves that are cracking
I want to weep and to laugh
An interior force pushes me to suicide
An other one pushes me to folly
I think of death as if it`s near
Project my future as if it doesn`t exist...
Stay close to us and look at the decadent world
Follow us in this unknown who scares you
Find the answers you didn't dare to find
Forget all prejudices, erase all their lies
Dive into the light, comfront the forbidden truth
You, christian, muslim or jew
I defy you god to be more high than you
I defy the love to have won the hate who slaves you
You can be master and worship yourself,
Deep inside, the truth
Time to live, time to hope
Time to forget, time to look back
Time to fall down, time to keep time
In my head, confusion
Present becomes past and the future now
How I influence the past
While I'm looking forward
Closer from my goal
The next cog, perfect symbiosis
Time to live, time to hope
Time to forget, lime to look back
Time to fall down, time to keep time
Who believes, where's my story
The cog of time has crushed my brain
It turns, turns in my head
It turns in my head
It turns, turns in my brain
Time to live, time to hope
Time to forget, time to look back
Time to fall down, time to keep time
It turns and we shall never know its real size
Come to my dream, my beautiful life
Nobody knows, nobody can stop
Come to my dream, my sweet agony
I feel like God, I feel so free
Join us on the rubbish of life
Like us you'll love the despair
Join us on the rubbish of life
Like us you'll love the chaos
You understand, you believe
You understand, you know
How to explain when nobody can
Another dimension
How to believe, you understand
How to believe, you know
How to explain when nobody can
Another dimension
Come to my dream, my beautiful life
Nobody knows, nobody can stop
Come to my dream, my sweet agony
I feel like God, I feel so free
Join us on Ihe rubbish of life
Like us you'll love the despair
Just want to say you know
Just want to guide your steps
He'd have been dead since more than nineteen centuries
But stayed alive in many sincere hearts...
He'd have been the son of God... but who is God?
Only one thing i'm sure, he's never born in my believes
And I refuse to be slave of this leegend...
The church shakes, its faithful doubt
But the fight still isn't winning!
Jesus Christ,
His name was Jesus Christ
Look at the result,
Two thousand years of inquisition,
Hate, lie and persecution
They're afraid
Afraid of the truth
Afraid of doubts
Afraid of differences
Poor souls, betrayed by the picture they've done of evil
Convinced by their peers, they acceded to the top
And now they're afraid of their power
They haven't got the grit to tell us the truth
About the nothingness, the full reality
How we were betrayed
How we were guided according to the prophet's words
Who created the gods?
Grow and propagate
They need your innocence
Master, master or destroy
They'll give you the reason
Grow and propagate
They need more greenest
Master, master or destroy
They'll give you the laws
Before they were able to read in their heart
Before they knew, they believed in us
They're preaching the words of Christ
They're looking for a better control
Preaching the words of Christ
They're looking for, looking for a better control
Who created the gods?
And the same conflict, and the same enemies
And the same nobility and the same slaves
And the same gods and the same laws
And the same hate which raises us
We are the elect, don't expect to joint us
We are kings, you're nothing we decide
We are the elect, don't expect to joint us
We are kings, stay slaves and die
You work for us but you think you are free
You think you know, you know what we say
You fight together when we decide
And your pride... is your jail
And you're captive, of your beliefs
Captive of your faith
We are the elect, we are...
And your gods and your laws?
And your faith, and your pride?
And your gods and your laws?
And your beliefs and your life?
We are the elect, justice and offender
Do you want another king or maybe another god?
We are the elect, world is changing, we don't!
And your gods and your laws?
And your faith, and your pride?
And your gods and your laws?
And your beliefs and your life?
A king is dead, a king is dead
We are the elect, don't expect to joint us
We are kings, you're nothing we decide
We are the elect, don't expect to joint us
Why so many obstacles on my way.
Why these creatures
Whirl `round on me?
I want to know who do they obey.
Which occult strength manages them?
I'm living in darkness
Far from this world
I'm living in my dreams
My own legend
Their infernal sound
Leads me to sink into folly
How to overcome this fear
Which paralyzes me?
Let me dream of a real existence
Far from this world
Of suffering and anxiety...
I'm living in darkness
I'm seeking the truth
Hess living in my brain
The fallen angel
Let me dive into the seeking serenity
Let me live my own legend
Find the answers
Which are eluding me
Understand the meaning
Of my non existence
Let me dream of a real existence...
I'm living in darkness
I'm fighting for freedom
I'm living in my dreams
My own legend
No doubt. Beyond this zone of terror
Will find all the answers
No doubt. The try to stop me
But Ill fight. Cause even if the price
Of the knowledge consists of suffering
Even if the path to the eternal passes
In transit to hell
Ill go to the end
I force the gate to the ages to come
I need to know how tomorrow will be
Force the cage of time, the heaven's gates
I need to believe in my destiny
I look at my life, deny the obvious
I need to believe in my deceptive greatness
Look at the world, I find my place
I need to believe in my existence
Tormented with suspicions
Baffled by delusions
Reduced to theorize on dreams
I have to keep my self-control
Affected in the bottom of my heart
I need to follow the way of light
I need my existence
However He's done shudder the boldest warriors
However he's waked me with tears
The thrills, frozen blood, the wind of death
The fears, misery, the lords of evil
That's Him, and I'm starting to like that
Damocl¨s' sword on this so precarious being
I recognize His glory, devote my life to Him
I'm convinced of His power and shall give blood for Him
I force the gate to the ages to come
I need to know how tomorrow will be
Force the cage of time, the heaven's gates
I need to believe in my destiny
I look at my life, deny the obvious
I need to believe in my deceptive greatness
Look at the world, I find my place
They've tried to do submissive servants
They've just succeed in doing fanatics
They've tried to do soulless killers
They've just succeed in reviving fire
God isn't better than the others
Adjust yourself and think to survive
World is cruel, I'm the world
Watch out for me, I'm the Devil
To eat before to be...
World is cruel, I'm the world
Watch out for me, my ace is hate
I'll kill you because you are...
You're dead but something's missing
My soul purged from all beliefs
I can't feel regrets or remorse
Purged from all feelings
I can't feel pity or compassion...
I don't need to prove my views
I don't care about critics, I don't care about critics
I live and follow one's destiny,
You believe I'm just a fanatic,
and think that I'm sure to be immortal
Leave your dreams and follow my thoughts
Believe me, I'm fighting to win the right to die
The right to never begin again!
Believe me, believe me, it's just to win the right to die
Believe me, believe me, it's just to win the right to die
God isn't better than the others
Adjust yourself and think to survive
World is cruel and the devils lay down the law,
and when you'll know their true face you shall be ready to fight them with
While the minds sway to the unknown
While the fears turn into bravery
Good like evil doesn't mean anything
The awake power has chosen its side
To rise my aura to the other side
To break the cloak of sympathy
To penetrate the secret of the worlds
To recover the sense of existence
To know the spiritual peace
To create light and darkness
To recover the path to Eternity
To brave evil I've done and the one I shall do...
I'm waiting for you, don't straggle on the way
Set me free from this body
Prisoner of matter, slave of rot
I need again my liberty
Planned of the mercy of storms
Thousand freaks stand out against the darkness
They twinkle and dance in space
Hypnotize their victims in ghastly fancies
And take delight on their bad thoughts
Ghastly fancies! Ghastly fancies!
And take delight on their bad thoughts
To rise my aura to the other side
To break the cloak of sympathy
To penetrate the secret of the worlds
To recover the sense of existence
To know the spiritual peace
To create light and darkness
To recover the path to Eternity
To brave evil I've done and the one I shall do,
I've fled this promised freedom
Fled this justice's parody
Fled your unreal heaven
Fled your blindest beliefs
Here starts the true fight
Here starts my life through your death
Here starts the true fight
Here starts my path through the chaos
By your lies you've betrayed us
And from this sprouts its power
Shake, preaches, your end is near
They know our destiny
They feel our suffering
They wish our salvation
...on the other side
We persuade ourselves
That it death comes to the end
But we know that's not true
We can't lie to our conscience
From the most atheistic
To the most fervent believers
We fear the rebirth's pain
The eternal beginning again
They know our destiny
They feel our suffering
They wish our salvation
...on the other side
You can lie, you deny
You can blaspheme
You can hide, run away
They'll be always with you
In your sorrow
Your happiness
They'll be always present
Forget your pride
And seek the peace...
...with the other side
Accept your destiny
Admit your faults
Carry out your mission
You'll be rewarded...
A new perception of the world
Appears in your mind
And you retrieve your instincts
On your decision
Open gates on a new truth
You understand
You're only temporary
In this matter's body
Come on, slaves of rot
Kneeling in front
Of your torturer
Don't you feel that
Through the hatred
The light materializes
From your cries of pain
It comes alive
On your distresses it feasts
Come on, slaves of rot
Kneeling in front
Of your torturer
In each being
I guess the death
And if by mistake
You pass my way
Don't expect any fellow
And get ready for
Worst anxieties
Come on, slaves of rot
Kneeling in front
Of your torturer
Ill feast on the blackness
Of your soul
Ill spit on your
Lowest supplications
No ending, no beginning, I draw
Do you remind another time
Another place, the meeting,
Volunteers you?
Do you remind me and us
Do you remind us and me
Remind shouts, remind fire
Remind suffering, remind light
Captured, tortured
Humiliated, sentenced
Sentenced to die by fire
Then return
In another time...
All forget, all start again
Beyond this reality I live for eternity
Keep to silence by christianity
I'm awaiting true beliefs
Beyond this reality
Unreal hides in nothingness
All sensation has disappeared
Mater is only a spectre of cold light
And this unreal fear to never come back
Out of time for a moment
Several lives in dimension
Several answers to my questions
During this time out of time where
Second meets millennium
Life consists to die in pain
Don't give away to such lowness!
Your move sentences you
To stay in fear and pain for eternity!
Awake mind in dead body
You've cheated your destiny
Destiny is not to understand
Painful will be your ignorance
Beyond the existence's
Boundaries
...pity hasn't matter!
Awake mind in a dead body
You'll have cheated
Your destiny
In the squalid streets
Of the city
Buried in
The oblivion's darkness
He sobs the memory
Of those he liked...
Between life and death
How he's choosing...
Prisoner of eternity
You must live
You must fight
Everyone knows me
Everyone loves me
Everyone dreads me
Everyone respects me
Soulless, maybe a wizard
Free from... I'm just another god
Everyone knows him
Close at hand shades... a real presence
So far at the stars, behind this closed door
A sensation! The presence which gets away
Soulless, maybe crazy
Free from... I'm just another... god !
I don't have my own existence
But alone I respond to more than a thousand names
I've never appeared physically
But they've portrayed me under multiple appearances
Nestled in your unconscious
I'm born with the night, your night
From your obscurest thoughts
I stand out... master or fiend
I'm born with the night
I stand out mirror of your nightmares
I'm born with your night
Ecstasy's angel, the Reign of Terror
I can exhaust my soul
I can deride your pride
I'm free from all beliefs
I'm just another god
Everyone knows him
Everyone loves him
Everyone dreads him
Everyone respects him
Soulless, maybe crazy
From our purest thought
Spurts his venom
If by charity you think to help them
You defy all the same
His currency's will
...Under the sign of the U.W.
I've crossed the threshold of life
To defy this death
Ecstasy of crime
Taste of blood
Hared, lowest sadism
Physical suffering, persecution
It stars again
So I've learned to mask
My feeling under a shell of toleration
Mouthpiece of the universal spirit
Yes I'm back and determined
To have done with them
...do you understand only
Your co-operation can free us
Stop seeking that I try to show you
Why do you refuse
From his darkest desires
From hate caused by his suffering
From his horde of faithfuls in trance
From his thirst of blood and death
Will be born a storm of torpor
And horror succeeds hypocrisy
Last judgement will be proclaimed
For a long time the executioner waits for them
He won't have a pity
The fire of live coals already burn
When flames of pureness turn over inquisition
When flower of evil spreads as a death wind
When blood pours on last sabbath's a dark altar
Then he will come back and declare his reign
And hunt Jehovah's angels from his people's soul.
Then christ will return on his cross
It will be the Holy Trinity's end
The humiliated prince goes back on his throne
And story can finally start...
By the holy road you return
By your sacrifice's blood
By gift of your soul to the master
And reject of church's baptism
You calm torment of his spirit
You give him force to fight
Spirit of infinity, traveller of an other age
Omitted fron the people's memory
Lost in the maze of the time
He keeps the faith, He believes in us.
Evil,"I will give your blood"... Take mine!
Evil,"I will give your soul"... Just try to find mine!
Evil,"..."don't let the old fears take part from Him
Evil,"..."don't let the ignorance subjects us...
Spirit of the light, spirit of knowledge
He frees us from the time's constaints
In order to find the the strengh and the way
To reveal at the people's conscience
The divine power who dozes in them...
Evil...
For love, for hate
For pleasure, for duty, Kill...
Now, lost in the middle of nowhere
Forgotten by human conscience
Kingdom of unfailing sufferings
Unaware by all beliefs
Black sky...the eternal cycle
Soulless bodies...the eternal cycle
We're blind by its greatness
Its shadow hangs over our life
Black sky hangs over our doubts
Kingdom of blood and ice
Black sky, world's perdition
Game of time, the eternal cycle
Soulless bodies, domination
Game of time, the eternal cycle
Lost, captive, we're waiting for the truth
Betrayed by time, we forget to remember
Now, lost in the middle of nowhere
Kingdom of unfailing sufferings
We're blind by its greatness
Its shadow hangs over our life
Black sky hangs over our doubts
Kingdom of blood and ice
Black sky...the eternal cycle
Everytime in balance
Between light and darkness
As a tighthrope walker
With naked foot on a razor's edge
I've though to lose the faith
Am I alive, am I dead
Something turns in my brain
Is it the end or beginning
I've lost my path
While I found an answer
A wall of questions
Stood up on my way
Then, an evening
While I was doubtful
Of my own life
I dived into the light
Is it a dream or reality
Do I exist?
Is it the end of beginning
I've lost my soul
This one
Whom everyone dreads
Porter of divine knowledge
Is only power and light
Some believe we're innocent
Brazen in front of Unknown
Others believe we're possessed
Dive into your dreams
Enter the ecstasy
Some believe we're dominated
Stupid and naive idealist
Others believe we're the Devil
Dive into your fantasies
Dive into your dreams
Enter the ecstasy
Some believe we're devoted
pawns on a chessboard
Other know we're back
Dive into the light
You've created me for serving you
I'm the fruit of your hate the flaw of your soul
I'm living thanks your stupidity
You've created me, I'll destroy you.
Damned of live, banished of death
I'm the nightmare, I'm the hate
I'm violence, I'm baseness
I'm the master, you're slaves.
One day you'll listen to me too
Then I'm the one who sleeps in you
The one who scoffs at your faith
I'm the calvary of this world
A plague for humanity
And nobody can mean me harm
I'd like to see tears on your face
I'd like to feed the hate in your look
I'd like to guess the death in your thoughts,
Don't let the hope's rays flash through your hate!
Children of reason, dogs of hell...
By His name you'll keep a watch on your brother
By His name you'll banish His enemies...
Children of reason, dogs of hell...
By His name...
By His name you'll keep a watch on your brother
By His name you'll banish His enemies...
Accept your destiny, follow your hate!
Harbor of despair,
The hate will overcome!
Free your spirit, seek the truth
Children of reason the "paradise" 's deceived you!
Reveive your spirit's power and follow us
under the right path...
By his pleasure, by our power, we'll be eternal...
Mirror of our future
Present in our past
Close to the beginning
Familiar to the end
She was open to the love
She was open to the truth
That's why she was tortured
That's why she was killed
Burnt alive, for your silence
Burnt alive, by your faith
Burnt alive, she had found
Burnt alive, she had said...truth
Give me a reason, give me a way
To believe in you
Now, show me your face, show me the path
To your deepest beliefs
Burnt alive, for your silence
Burnt alive, by your faith
Burnt alive, she had found
Burnt alive, she had said the truth
She was judged by your faith
She was killed by your hands
But the harm is already made
And I'll never forget it
I've seen the door and never forget your true face
So, give me a reason, give me a way
To believe in you
Now, show me your face, show me the path
Everything falls down around you
Everything falls down within you
Everything's so dark in your mind
Hopelessness brings down all spark of your pride
You feel...so bad
...Useless
Everything falls down around you
Everything falls down inner you
Mysterious power...beyond darkness
The light
You feel...so bad
...Harmful
Now you're welcome in our world
You can feel the truth, toward the Death
Now you're welcome in our despair
Down, down darkest abysses
Everything, falls down
Everything, so dark
Everything, falls down
while my blood was flowing on the floor
I felt my heart slowing in my chest
I didn't try to fight, I waited.
I appraised this slow and sweet agony.
During some yeears I believed in life
resigned to live I so forgotten to die
now my master's calling me back...
I heard the phone insisting in the distance
then the bangs at my front door
I see you again advancing to me
I felt your hands on my body
I've seen the tears on your face.
But through your glance I understood
Compare my life to your dreams
Imagine you guide the evens
Nothing around disturbs your faith
You know what you want, followed the signs
Faces, moves, rumours
I know my friends and recognize our fellows...
Trusting to destiny
Nothing which could draw my attention
You're nothing and I refuse to follow your rules
Like a dream, I control
Nobody shall stop my fury
Time's up, end of illusions
Lie, king, you're falling down
No violence, no pain
Only despair and troubles
Those who know, those who believe
Shall enjoy the new order
Keep the faith and be careful
Many of them shall never know
Stay in peace with yourself
try to find your fellow men
For the sacrifice
Sacrifice, together for one
Sacrifice, our souls in one light
Sacrifice, the door shall be open
Sacrifice, come inside
Sacrifice, we'll find peace
Sacrifice, through the death
Sacrifice, end of lie
the tyrant's messengers have conquered your ancestors trust
it's not too late to become converted
disown your christian faith and stop epidemic
pour the traitor's blood on the death altar...
by dark magic you'll find back peace in your spirit
rejoin us on the road of light
listen to your ancestors who lure
pray our martyrs burned by the inquisition
form the kingdom of light where they are
they'll protect you against the christian force...
prepare to rejoin our holies in the light
erect the death altar and kill in good faith
the poured blood will calm the lost soul's pain
Lost in dimention, lost in pain,
I'm there prisoner of war, prisoner of life,
I'd like to tell you abour my secret and fears
But none human words could translate my torpors
I'm suffering from life, I'm waiting the return
I'm ll death, I can smell his breathe...
Victim of my questions, victim of my answers
I shun truth, I shun death
Deny the obvious, think about life...
Victim of my Knowledge
Victim of my power
I shun thurh, I shun death...
Master, let me die
Lost, lost in dimention
Lost, lost in pain
I'm there prisoner of the life
Master, let me die
I'm suffering from life
Around my death-bed, no tears no sobs
I'm entering in His kingdom
I'm Him and He is me
Cry, sing, dance
Follow the path of your destiny
Banish impures and infaithful
I'm disappearing in the joy!
You, vile Christians,
You, rotten priest,
Burn in your believes,
Hang your lie on the cross
And die!
United, we're Master
Rejected, we follow our path
No tears, no sobs, I'm disappearing in the joy...
Till my death,
through my dreams,
shall grow my knowledge
Just hate...on your face
Just hate...in your eyes
You're alraid, you're afraid of everything
You try to hide, to hide it from me
Already, I can feel your presence
Already, I deled your coming damage
Just hate...in your heart
Just hate...in your moves
You're afraid, you're afraid of everything
You try to hide, to hide it from me
Already, I can feel your presence
Already, I detect your coming damage
Just hate...in your thoughts
Just hate...in your soul
I'm ready...I'm ready
ready for the final confrontation
Just hate in your thoughts
Just hate in your soul
Till my death...just hate
Through my dreams, just hate
Shall grow...just hate
you're still wavering but your heart is strong;
sharp and gleaming the blade seduces you
your fingers are trembling, your heart races
you feel well...
A picture, a dream, you appear I disappear
Sublime recollection of a past time
where reality doesn't count anymore
alone with all world, left by your heart...
Do you remember your distress?
Do you recall your life?
our roads cross but I remove you
you're not allowed to cheat.
United in eternity I give you up to reality,
I've seen the darkness
Beat down on the world
Demons awaken into the fallen souls
Love crushed by the peoples folly
Sometimes I become aware
And I remember, the cold light
My body which becomes taut
The blood which flows out
From their empty eyes
A smile driven my person
And the lady in white moves
Toward me, she's afraid!
She's afraid
But wants to listen to me...
I don't want
To come back anymore
Cause I've understood
The reason for this
Will to live
Experienced so many
Disappointments
And suffering in flesh
Recognized in you
A part of me
Together,
This is our only chance
To keep the answers
We've acquired
A curse on humanity
A curse of life
A curse on me
A curse on you
She's afraid.
She's afraid of me C
Come with me into the darkness
Dive into your subconscious
They are among us
Their justice is imminent
The messenger of the time
The messenger of the U.W.
Isolated by their hate
Sentenced to silence
They're just waiting for an order
Their body doesn't have soul any more.
We are the power
Fear theit power
We are the justice
Fear their wish!
We are the death
They are the damned
Messenger of the light
Messenger of the U.W.
They are among us
Their justice is imminent
The messenger of the time
We're betrayal we're torment and fear
We're destruction, we're conflict and pain
We're anxiety, we're suffering and death
No distinction, we only fight for victory
We are the knights of death
We are the ghosts of war
We are spirit of evil
We are only march for victory
We are the knights of death
We're conflict and pain
We're suffering and death
We only fight for victory
We're betrayal we're torment and fear
We're destruction, we're conflict and pain
We're anxiety, we're suffering and death
You've bored my mind, resorted to trickery
You've tried to dominate, to break unity
Against all sense I've left my moral out
Your attitude force me to be evil
I'm not, not in a mood to joke
I'm not, not in a mood to please
Convulsed with laughter
Cause you're not able to imagine,
How bad are my thoughts,
How sadistic are my views,
I carve your f** smile with my teeth
And mangle your dreaming body
And you'll be lucky if at the end
I'll give you death
You've bored my mind, revived my fury
You've tried to dominate, to break unity
You've spread trouble, brought confusion
Revived my distress, my deepest hatreds
I'm not, not in a mood to joke
I'm not, not in a mood to please
I'm sorry babe
For sure you're not bad, you're a pretty nice person
In another world, in another life... maybe
I know my limits and when I feel my body quivers with anger
I prefer to desert my place, to exorcise my thoughts
I prefer to die again and again
To break the feelings, to leave my place...
To dive in sleep, forget my reason
And walk with the gods to the root of evil...
I'm disappointed
I strike a balance of my life
your faith, your self-reliance
begin again to bother my soul
You've bored my mind, revived my fury
You've tried to dominate, to break unity
Against all sense I've left my moral out
Your attitude forced me to be evil
I'm not, not in a mood to joke
I'm not, not in a mood to please
From the power, the power of your faith
Is born the life's fire
Still believe, in the spiritual union
Still believe in your power
And live, and die in peace!
Beyond the life, the life's mirror
Look at your destiny
Beyond the life, the life's mirror
Don't let the doubt come over
And live, and die in peace
Live, livefor you, fight for Him
Don't let the doubt come over...
I'am still alive, I'm still the same
I'am still alive, I'm still your faith
I'am still alive, I'm still the same
I'am still alive, I'm still the same
I follow you through you nightmare
I follow you through you life
I follow you through you your destiny
I follow you through you your torpor!
I'am still alive, I'm still the same
I'am still alive, I'm still your faith
I'am still alive, I'm still the same
Can you feel the scent of dreads
Can you guess the coolness of stares
Can you give blood for that
Can you forget to keep control
Now you have to decide,
You've got the key, you've got the power
So keep your free will
Dive into the unknown
You need a sign, here is the sign
Let grow the knowledge
Let bloom your soul
You need a sign, I'm the sign
Now you have to decide,
You've got the key, you've got the power of... life and death
Day after day, hour after hour
You find the answers which bring us the questions
For sure you think it would be better to be like them
To be like us
Into the unknown
Let convey the free will
Let grow the knowledge
Let flash the inner sun
Now you have to decide,
You've got the key, you've got the power of... life and death
So keep your free will dive into the unknown
You need a sign, here is the sign
Let grow the knowledge
Let bloom your soul
You need a sign, I am the sign
Now you have to decide,
You've got the key, you've got the power
Day after day, hour after hour
You find the answers which bring us the questions
For sure you think it would be better to be like them
To be like us
Another sheep in the flock
Another number in the mob
Another pawn for the game
The evil flower's born in my spirit
And from my mist up conscience
I won't listen to anythink more.
I walk in the night, desperate
Guiled by the death I'm spreading!
A life without sun, a sorrow without tears
Victim of my victims, forgot by myself
I don't understand more...
Will I knew how to overcome my anxieties?
Guiled by the death I'm spreading!
Guiled by the death I'm free, eternal
Guiled by the death I'm spreading!
No more love, no more hate
I'm only master, onlyy god
I owen't somebody anything
I'm born to kill, born to be free
No more slaves, no more rights
Alone with my despair
Alone in front of my destiny
for centuries your faithfuls were persecuted
many of them perished in the flames
by the holy road and church' names
But your name stays high in our spirits
for you'll know to reward your servants
Hell flames will be really for them
spring of welfare and renaissance
you'll give them the power of life
while your persecutors roar of pain
for these same flames will be for them
spring of torpor and death agony
by the father's, by the son's,
by the holy spirit's names
by the holy gospel's name
by all holy heaven's name
executioners, do your work!
Lowly we're asking you
to help us in our fight
against the Christian society
and we recommend you
to look after our souls
and to protect us against Jehovah's angels...
by the father's, by the son's,
by the holy spirit's names
by the holy gospel's name
by all holy heaven's name
Child offered to God
Soul sold by his
You're his life
You're his force
Fear their promises
They smell of lies
Shun their power
They will kill you
Child persecuted in faith
Soul humiliated on pyre
You're his life
You're his force
Listen to your heart
It cries your faith
Listen to your voice
I think of death as if it's near
Plan my future as if it's doesn't exist
I'd like to die without having lived
Disappear without regret nor joy
Death is perhaps a delivery
Nobody's never managed to prove it
I'd like to have no future
Kill without remorse even friends
Be an animal without faith nor law
Mad, I begin to be mad
I feel my nerves that are cracking
I want to weep and to laugh
An interior force pushes me to suicide
An other one pushes me to folly
I think of death as if it's near
Seeing that you can't expect more from life
Seeing that anger governs your acts
Seeing that you can't accept the common rules
Seeing that I'm your only chance to survive
No need for a god or prayers
No need for a head or rules
No need for limits for your wishes
No need for morals for the stories
Seeing that no one shall believe in you
Seeing that no one shall listen
Seeing that betrayed by illusions
Seeing that I'm your cure facing death
For your fears
For your faith
For your life and for your death
For your life-sickness and for your doubt
For your god and prayers
For your head and rules, for your wishes
For your power, for your life
I am the antidote
I know you're looking for convictions
I know the questions that restrain you...
But do you feel able to deny
Remorse, shame, taboo?
You deny Church but worship Satan
You favour evil but you're afraid
So begin to understand
I'm the antidote
And you have to accept me as the antidote
No need for a god or prayers
No need for a head or rules
No need for limits for your wishes
No need for morals for the stories
Seeing that you can't expect more from the life
Seeing that anger governs your acts
Seeing that you can't accept the common rules
I can catch rolls from outside
I'm here for a long time, setting in the dark
And lost again in my dreams...
Till my birth I was waiting, I was waiting for the final act
And tonight I will meet the greatness,
I've chosen to do all that's possible
To keep higher the flame of liberty
But my destiny was not to survive.
So, I'm ready but I still have questions...
Is it the right way?
Have I respected the rules?
And if, would it not be the last passage?
Tonight, the final act, tonight, on the way
Tonight... the return
Tonight, on the way with the gods
Tonight... the return
Tonight, tonight...alone and free!
Tonight, the final act, tonight, on the way
Tonight... the return
Tonight, on the way with the gods
Tonight, I'm on the way
Tonight, to the other side
I don't want to know... why?
It's all the same for me
Why?... don't believe in me
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