Travis, Abby Filmography

• Underbelly (2008)
• The Reinactors (2008)
• The Devil's Muse (2007)
• Phone Sex (2006)
• Shadow Hours (2000)
• Bar Girls (1994)
• The Book of Manson (1989)
• Weatherman '69 (1989)
• Lovedolls Superstar (1986)

• Lyrics: play full screen play karaoke
• Past, Present And Future - Abby Travis
• Of Eyes Remain - Abby Travis
• October - Abby Travis
• Now Was - Abby Travis
• Monster - Abby Travis
• La Petite Mort - Abby Travis
• I Wanna Be Queen - Abby Travis
• Hypnotized - Abby Travis
• Hunger - Abby Travis
• Hope - Abby Travis
• Have I Got A Deal For You - Abby Travis
• Hangover Flower - Abby Travis
• Grace - Not Trade - Abby Travis
• Freewheel - Abby Travis
• Everything's Wonderful - Abby Travis
• Dust - Abby Travis
• Crazy In Love - Abby Travis
• Chase Me - Abby Travis
• Bottom Of The Sea - Abby Travis
• Sometimes I Wish I Had A Gun - Abby Travis
• So Far Away - Abby Travis
• Shoot For The Stars - Abby Travis
• Shit - Abby Travis
• Roberto - Abby Travis
• Wink - Abby Travis
• Trade - Abby Travis
• Toast To The Unappreciated - Abby Travis
• The Hate Song - Abby Travis
• Sunday Is The Day For Love - Abby Travis
• Blythe - Abby Travis
• Angel in Heat - Abby Travis
• 14 Angels - Abby Travis

The past:
Past? Well now let me tell you about the past
The past is filled with silent joys and broken toys
Laughing girls and teasing boys
Was I ever in love? I called it love - I mean, it felt like love
There were moments when, well, there were moments when
Present:
Go out with you? Why not
Do I like to dance? Of course
Take a walk along the beach tonight? I'd love to
But don't try to touch me
Don't try to touch me
'Cause that will never happen again
Shall we dance?
The future:
Tomorrow? Well tomorrow's a long way off
Maybe someday I'll have somebody's hand
Maybe somewhere someone will understand
You know I used to sing
"A tisket a tasket a green and yellow basket"
I'm all packed up and I'm on my way and I'm gonna fall in love
But at the moment it doesn't look good
At the moment it will never happen again

I fear my time is next
Remove me from this mourning
Daylight seeps through walls and awning
Whispering of death
I fear that I might fly
Like a raven on a current
See a tiny little serpent
Slither right into my nest
Lie awake remember say goodbye
Cherish all your memories when they die
Close your eyes and listen, say goodbye
I fear my charm is hexed
That mirror cracked and cut my hand
And epoch's word of sand
Makes it matter even less
I'll always see their eyes
Although I doubt we'll meet again
Happy in the end cuz they're
Gone on to what's next

October: the ashes of summer and the scorpion's sting
Embrace the naked moon of Halloween
It's October again
The autumn leaves are dead
The sun makes way for the bales of hay
To silhouette the dead
It's October again
Orange mates with the ground that breaks
As tree tops twist and bend
The crows eat meat of the long lost meek
And the dark is dressed in red
Something in the air is like a lure
Listen closely hear it stir
The sleeping souls are waking and concur
It's time for Halloween
It's October again
Through Mesmer's eyes
Lost dreams arise
And visit like old friends
The crows eat meat of the long lost meek
And the dark is dressed in red
A farewell feast where the guests, deceased,
Are vibrant and well fed

Is it true?
The best years of my life are through
Snuffed out like my misspent youth
Is it true?
What's to prove?
Regurgitated shallow views
A sunset on a beach of ewes
"Baaa, baaa"
I'm not condoning such whining and moaning
Still ya gotta wonder sometimes when Solitude's your only friend
And now was the time
To carry on, carry on, carry on
For the few
Among whom I was once when new
A misstep what was us
Is you
Show me truth
I'm not condoning such whining and moaning
Still ya gotta wonder sometimes when Solitude's your only friend
And now was the time
To carry on, carry on, carry on
Could this be the end of
The need to defend love
That's all pretend
Start new
Yes it's the end of
The search for some light up above
You are the dove
Fly smooth emotions
Salted oceans

You made me a monster, six or seven arms
Still too much to grab for, all your lovely charms
You made me a monster, big eye on my face
See you beckoning, I will chase
Our love is a freakshow, splendiferous peep show of bliss
Return your ticket, the ringmaster offers a monstrous kiss
You made me a monster, you might be one too
Is that a little magic, you're starting to brew?
What's in your concoction?
Is it poison number nine?
I feel my fangs growning, give me lyme!
Our love is a freakshow, splendiferous peep show of bliss
Return your ticket, the ringmaster offers a monstrous kiss
A gondola ride captains Jeckle and Hyde must insist
The fork to the left, is the scenic direct
Through the sulfurous mist
You made me a monster, hold a mirror you see space
I'll knock on your window, let me in your place
You made me a monster, each night is a full moon

Sustain me
Only with your love
Only with your love
Could I ever have enough
Sustain me
Every time you die a little bit
At repose in ultra-violet
Nothing to erase
In the twilight
We levitate
You make me disappear
Like no one has before
Le ecstacy, my dear
Devient l'amour
Every time you die a little bit
In the throws of perfect fit
Nothing could replace
The infinity
Of this embrace
Sustain me
Only with your love
Only with your love
Sustain me
Well there are those who claim
That pleasure and pain cannot be measured
From a one to seven
You're a hundred and eleven of succulent treasure
I never try with you
We simply are the love immortal and you know it's true
Every time you die a little bit
Vacantly expressing it
Full moon in your face

I wanna be queen
Of my very own metal flake bar
Where the coolest guys with the coolest cars
Are making eyes at me
I wanna be queen
Of secret back room booths
Where legends celebrate abuse
And then tip leisurely
Six string nobility sugh naughty revelery
I wanna be queen of a world of honesty
Without conspiracy
Where greed is heresy
I wanna be queen of a world that's truly free
From fears of tragedy and inequality
So I can be queen of my very own fabulous club
Where everybody is in love and not feel guilty
So I can be queen of my very own fabulous bar
Where everybody is a star

Do you remember now?
You've gone back to being a child
Do you see faces now?
Clearly emerge from clouds
Hey you've been hypnotized
Silence fades
Gravity slips away charades
You can never change lifetimes
Make us all the same

Let me be the pinprick
The Devil's smoke perfume
The pipe's 'round which you wrap your lips
I'll be these things for you
That thirst inside your clenched fist
I'll fix it with my dew
Let just one drip caress your lips
Now I'm consuming you
Hunger hunger hunger hunger
Insatiable thrust of the driest lust's gale
Hunger hunger hunger hunger

Bring me the poison that rots in the vein
I've tied off my arm, where's the dope?
I already know the first one is free
So bring me the drug that they call hope
Bring me the burglar who deals in my dreams
I offer my neck, where's the rope?
I'm up on the stool, just one little kick
It's only a foot or so to hope
Now that the warden's locked the children in the closet
When they're weak enough the screaming's gonna stop
So I'll take comfort in the silence of the chamber
Knowing soon enough the pellet's gonna drop
Here comes the thief who has stolen my past
As vision and reason elope
I've got nothing left to sell but my soul
For the transient fix that they call hope
Pardon my staring in bald disbelief
As silence greets my stethoscope
My expression is set and frozen in stone

I found a seed; I had an inclination
Fettered by doubt; fraught with some reservation
A voice that I thought I knew sayin
"Have I got a deal for you"
He said that my life was just an imitation
To all whom I live, I'm just an aggravation
There's only one thing to do
"Have I got a deal for you"
Manchmal kann ich nicht zwischen Berg und Hugel trennen,
Oder all die Lugen von der Wahrheit nennen,
Kann ich diesen Burgerkrieg verhindern, (so kalt und kuhl)
Zwischen all dem was ich denk fuhl?
Under my door there came an invitation
"Won't you attend your own assassination?"
Then all at once I knew, just what I'd do

There's a flower that droops and a flower that sways
It stays out all night and it sleeps through the day
Pungent sweet aroma fills the air
Petals fall like drum sticks on a snare
My hangover flower
Is in bloom yet again
That ol' happy hour
Turns to gloom in the end
The bees come buzzing in my head
The sheets are wilting in my bed
My hangover flower is in bloom
It pollinates 'til four each day
And then I'll dance the night away

Life's seams are sewn with dreams
To befriend the fates
Ties a thread to the state of Grace
Once attained can't be maintained
Like a foam erased leaves a trace
Of the state of Grace
And every time it rains
A thousand drops a day
Sliver down the veins
Reflections drip away
Grace
One step through the other side
Is it just a state of mind?
Try to grab a stitch in time
Or keep searching to you find it
Release when you let it go
It breathes flexing as it flows
Inhale, feel it when you blow
Or keep searching till you find it
Hush baby don't you cry
I will sing a lullaby
Graces, three, will tend your nights

My own freewheel lies on the bottom of a pool
Spokes still spinning; it's a real vibration
I heal dancing with my foam reflection
My dead end deal lies on the dark floor of a cave
Arms are folded over my vapor pages
I kneel; bowing to my cryptic sages
I don't believe in love anymore
My white boy feel dies on an endless Saturday
Sticks are flying over constellation

Why must the birds sing when it's raining deep inside
Must the light refract like that
As I reenact our last goodbyes
He could have been a soldier
And I could have been his prize
But it wasn't worth fighting for
It came as no surprise
He could have been a stallion
And I could have been his ride
But he spooked when the wind blew
And the cinch wasn't tight
He picked me up
Then he dropped me on my ass
I could have shattered
But honey I'll tell you
Everything's wonderful
Why do you ask?
The birds they chirp for no one and the dusk it cannot hide
The residue from unlit stars that stain my weathered hide
He could have been a blind man
And I could have been his sight
But he had a shepherd
Who kept him warm at night
And he picked me up
Then he dropped me on my ass
I could have shattered
But honey I'll tell you
Everything's wonderful
Why do you ask?
Why do you ask?
And he picked me up
Then he dropped me on my ass
I could have shattered
But honey I'll tell you
Everything's wonderful
Why do you ask?
Why do you ask?
Why do you ask?

All the little things I've done
Will cease to exist when I'm nothing
Tears that fell things I've made will degrade
When the sun shines
All the thoughts I've thought will slip away
Others might perceive them in another way
What I'm trying to say is
Let me put it in another way for you
I don't want to be dust
I don't want to be dirt on the ground
Some things last forever
I want to stay around
All the breaths I took
The kinds that shook the earth don't last
Beyond the earth
Thousands may pray
But in the end we'll all go away
Like birds that fly before they die
And stars that shine before they fry
And when I look into the sky
I'm high
Higher than a baby's cry
Or its lullaby
Once inside I took the kind of look
That opens up your mind to pray
I mean it when I say

Lie that you're gonna be true to me
You don't even know
What exactly it means to be
Crazy and in love
So I had another dream she took you back away
Couldn't dial fast enough to keep you on the line
Once you slept beside her as she told me you still loved her
And I screamed so loud it woke me up
I don't believe you, don't believe
She's a devil and her method is your sympathy
All I want to do is catch her sitting on your knee
I simmer in the bedroom of my mind when you're away
I see you there with evil girl no matter what you say
I know you...
You smile at my jealousy it means I want you more
What it is is damage from bad fucks I've had before
Maybe it's just guilt at having lovers of my friend's
I'll tell you what I'll self destruct just to see how fast it ends

Chase me
I'll follow you for all eternity
Mate me
My love for you is so extremely deep
Chase me
I'll follow you for all eternity
Mate me
My love for you is so extremely deep
You were the son
Of the 7th wonderfall
Autumn rain
Please to maul
Don't refrain
Chase me
I'll follow you for all eternity
Mate me
My love for you is so extremely deep
You were the son
Of the 7th wonderfall
Hardly soft
Sounds of trains
And now when I think I know
The meaning of your mistletoe
The smells of love - they fade for fools
Who drown in snow and freeze their jewels
Now and when I thought I knew
I'd always be inside of you
The light reflecting in your arms
As they caress your absent charms
Chase me
I'll follow you for all eternity
Mate me

You never give me your love
And it tortures me
I dive down from the sun
Falling endlessly
To the bottom of the sea
I could swim a thousand miles
Through the ocean, up the Nile
Search you out amongst the urchins in the reef
Who would ever know
That it's written in the foam:
This love that is cursed to drown, so it seems
Throw salt on the wounds of my dreams
All I ever do is dream about you baby
Drift to me
I'm an anemone
Reaching internally
I could swim a thousand miles...
You never give me your love
And it tortures me
Now I'm lost at sea
Floating aimlessly
Drowning namelessly

Sometimes I wish I had a gun
So you and I could be alone
You'd be my hostage for a day
And you'd do just what I say
I'd point it at your arms and I'd make you wrap 'em round me
I'd point it at your lips and I'd make you say you need me
I'd point it at your eyes and you'd give the look of love
And wouldn't we be happy?
Sometimes I wish I had a gun
'Cuz competition isn't fun
I'd point it at those other girls
And we'd see how fast they'd run

If I repeat it enough times it comes true
There will be love that will make my dreams come true
If I repeat it enough times it comes true
I'm not the girl that I was when I met you
But I'm so far away, I'm so far away
I'm so far away from here
I'm so far away, I'm so far away
I'm so far away from here
If I conceal it I might just fool you
I don't want to jinx all the hope I have for you
If I conceal it I might just fool you
What is unspoken is not always untrue

There's an old tale or two
Bells that ring
Toll it true
Weather veins point it out
Wether facing north or south
Shoot for the stars
You might land on the roof
Shoot for the stars
You might land on the moon
Meteors fall from there
They go spinning through the air
Telescopes seek them too
Let their stardust shine on you
Shoot for the stars
You might land on the roof
Shoot for the stars

This is shit
I don't even want to name it
What is this shit?
Why'd I I step in it?
I don't want to verbalize it
I don't want to define it
I don't want to own it
I will not condone it
This is shit
A steaming pile
Of pungent shit
I stepped in it
I don't want to verbalize it
I don't want to define it
I don't want to own it
I will not condone it
This is shit
I don't even want to name it
What is this shit?

Roberto
How I love to watch you climb
Up and down that ladder
Every single time
I look for you
And when you're there
I miss my cues
Because I stare
Your eyes:
Maldevian atolls
Are magic to behold
Roberto
Master of the light
Drench me in your violet gels
Whet my appetite
Your eyes:
Maldevian atolls

I'd do somersaults to please you
But you're already gone
Play in my mind a thousand times
Each incidental glance that made me sigh
I don't even want to see you
Not even for a drink
You might just bring me back to happiness
I wish I had for keeps
You were everything to me
If only for two weeks
I couldn't eat
I couldn't sleep a wink
I know that any hopes are futile
Of love beyond my bed
You don't even want to know me
Despite the things you've said
You would never let me be
The things you are to me
I wasn't just a tease
I couldn't sleep a wink
That force keeps pushing me down
Like some kind of heart attack
Down on my back

He was a living fantasy
A caramal uncut Kowalsky
The skin of his beauty was so deep
With his prize fighting fees and physique
Alone he waits for prey
A beep and he's on the way
There's always a price to pay
For one Latin god for the day
He loved to love for free
For the girl he'd go down on his knees
Such a pro, boy he knew how to please
So much taste, so much style, so much sleaze
He self destructed last week
A pinata of razors and sheiks
A dead trick, then a long trip upstream

Here's a toast to the unappreciated
Down and down and out of your heads
I'm rude I've been tol
And I'm getting old
"Don't fear your own power"
Mandela once said
Here's a toast to the loney and crowded
We need some room to beat our own heads
I'm cute I've been told
But I've no one to hold
I look in the mirror
And see myself dead
So we'll stay up all night
This is fun we're all right
We are down and down and out of our heads
Down and down and out
Here's a toast to the unloved by many
We need a chance to spin our own webs
I'm food I've been told
A sharks bait of mold
"Don't fear your own power"

You make me sick
Like the blood being sucked by a tick
Bleed me dry
You're an unswattable fly
You make me puke
Pretend you're my friend
Then you shoot up in a rocket made of wax
I know the best revenge
Is happiness and some success
All of us will meet our ends
But I'll enjoy the wait
This one goes out to the ones I hate
You putrid weasels think you're fucking great
You're cowardly and pompous and you're fake
This one goes out to the ones I hate
If you put me to the test
I might could kick you in the chest
I'm reformed but you're a pest
Something's gotta break
Yeah I know it would be best
To blow you off and take a rest
Anger wrecks my features
And it's such a total waste

The Chinese say "As seasons change
So do the ways of human affairs"
The days they turn to nights and then
The pattern starts all over again
In wintertime we hibernate
Spring is mating, Summer's tending
Autumn is the time for Halloween
And in these days of love and war
A week's a lifetime, maybe more
All things change - but some things remain
Like Sunday is the day for love
And Monday is the day for cleaning up
Tuesday, work is hard yeah it's rough
Wednesday meets Thursday then Friday where night shines above
Saturday, slam the door in a huff (powder my puff)

Blythe
Take me along
Way past the tin cans and sand man
It's Thursday's old song
Bet you didn't know that I knew
You told the truth
The minute you walked out the door that I trotted into
Yet my love for you will never fade
Like these past couple months
And the memories and mistakes we made
Yeah my love for you will never fade
Cause you took me somewhere that I wouldn't have dared
You saved me baby
Kite
Flying alone
In a desert gas station motel pool and free local phone
Bet you didn't know that I knew
Still in my youth
That the poems of lust and of trust
Form no tangible truth
Yet love for you will never fade
Like these past couple months
And the memories and mistakes we made
Yeah my love for you will never fade
Cause you took me somewhere that I wouldn't have dared
You saved me baby
Bet you didn't know that I knew
You were the muse
With a flame in your hand and a lariat trick for a fuse
Yet love for you will never fade
Like these past couple months
And the memories and mistakes we made
Yeah my love for you will never fade
Cause you took me somewhere
That I couldn't have dared
You saved me baby

He was as sweet as an angel in heat
Wings on his back and on his feet
He was beautiful beyond words
Untouchable which left him pure
He came to me with a child-like glee
A wide-eyed adult swept me right off my feet
He was beautiful and concurred
He was the loved and I the lover
Well they al come tumbling down
Crushing my dreams with a bat of an eye
My weakness is my strength
I never let them see me cry
He set me free when he came in a dream
He took me aside
He had polished his ring
It was beautiful but absurd

When at night I go to sleep
14 stars outside I leap
Still my eyes are closing
Feel my body's frozen
Safe till dawn I'm singing
When I wake I'm dreaming
Love will sunshine over us while
We step outside of heaven
What do I do with illusive suggestions and signs?
I love where I am when I'm out of my mind
Dreamed it was my birthday
Towards the end of the earth they
Trembled as they danced around in
Circles made of heaven
Call it abuse
Say I've crossed an imaginary line
I love where I am when I'm out of my mind
When at night I go to sleep
14 angels beside me weep
Moonlight clouds are glowing
As my shadow's growing
Will the dawn come singing?
Will I lose all feeling?