When you close your eyes, my mother said
You can imagine, you can draw your dreams
And also you could see me
Above the clouds I've got a throne
To watch the people on the earth
Plans raising, mercy has gone
Dreams ending, no more
How do you stay alive
Don't you come closer to me
You got a place near me
To reign all eternity
I am the one who starts the life
From the east
I am the one who ends the life
From the west
I am the one who shapes the nature
I am the one who grows the trees
I am the one who creates the rivers
I am the one who reigns the dreams
I am the one who paints the skies blue
Under the shining stars
Which are like glaring diamonds
Did we only come to die
Like a short-life butterfly?
So this is the world of pains
All shadows are hidden in darkness
I've got the light for you
While the sun is getting darker
There will be pain again
There will be the shades of fate
We will hear so many screams
I see the life sharper than the blade
At the end of all wars
Under the sun we warm
Could we understand who had won?
Or why we have born?
In our nightmares
We had seen it before
(Over the fully rain clouds, none of ys will ever taste the
The rain, inspired by your tears, is crying
By all their youth and dancing around,
The crowd's with you at last sleeping
Let your sorrow flow through my eyes
And never dry out
Then separate yourself into seven colours,
So that you may rise up to the sky
And let your core see your rebirth
Let the moons fall in love with you
And with every single moon
Let a brand new day begin
Time the stealer of beauty
Has stuck you with an arrow
You're bleeding
All your self-confidence and jealousy
Concealed in the debris within
Flow! Flow through my eyes
When you close your eyes, my mother said
You can imagine, you can draw your dreams
And also you could see me
Above the clouds I've got a throne
To watch the people on the earth
Plans raising, mercy has gone
Dreams ending, no more
How do you stay alive
Don't you come closer to me
You got a place near me
To reign all eternity
I am the one who starts the life
From the east
I am the one who ends the life
From the west
I am the one who shapes the nature
I am the one who grows the trees
I am the one who creates the rivers
I am the one who reigns the dreams
I am the one who paints the skies blue
I wouldn't realize
That this could happen
You abandoned this world
That's full of lies
You left your dreams to me
You left this burden
Was that a punishment to yourself
Or just for me?
But now I'm standing
On a desolate hill
And weeping at the damned truth
That I lost you
Why? You're laying down
The place within roses
I believe your innocent soul
Has ascended to heaven
There is just one memory
Left from you
The crimson dust of your bed
In my hands
Lack of yours and it's grief,
Hidden in my tears
Ashes to ashes
Dust to crimson dust
Your bed turns into red
From your hair
Thousands of stars
On your shadow in the sky
Moonlight is the blaze of your eyes
But now I'm standing
On a desolate hill
And winds are whispering
I betrayed the pain and patience
I intended to bring wisdom back to my lair
Though it is already and always in
Hence, I've lost it once again
Some illusions in my mind of these days
And a sour taste of grape in my mouth
From my skin, something
That makes the curtains dance
Used to steal your warmth
Persistent thoughts were around
Make me forget the time passing by
Now the words are spending my time
Don't care about other's loud lullabies
I sing my song for the first time
Let me come up with something new inside
Don't be scared of what I'll find
Either it may be a pearl that lives on pain
You were the only light
In the dark of the night
The only truth inside of me,
The source of life...
I embraced loneliness
To stay with you
I defended the darkness
From the mystery of your light
You were the only night in life
The truth in my life...
I defended misery
To be able to stay in the light
You were the only night in life
The source in me...
I embraced the black
To be able to be alone with you
My side is not safe anymore
And it could not be after you!
I defended loneliness to stay in the dark
I embraced the light from your mystery
I do not fear disappearance
The world continues to shrink
You are in it or not
I do know
Everyone has to feel loneliness
Are we the ones who create this
Or am I just swirling in the air
What is already there
Together with all the pain
I can steal the pain in your heart
I steal in the running night
I swim in the lakes of tears on your face
Be the only sound in silence
My tears flowing towards the sea of sadness
God sent us onto the earth
We all began crying, since our birth
I heard too many melodies for a lifetime
And listened the silence of the nights
There was always the sadness in my heart
Overflows by the cries
Eyes are wells of the heart
Every soul is a river
And it ends where it flows through the ocean
Ocean is the eternity made by silver
Every lullaby I heard
Is the messenger of a new born
It cries...
Tears flow from it's coral eyes
Secret of the soul appears
When the veil of my mystery opens
Shows me the sadness & the sorrow
Deep inside my heart
Eyes are wells of the heart
Every soul is a river
And it ends where it flows through the ocean
Let me tell you the truth of it all
He sees the future of the world
No more lies in his eyes
As pure as new bride
He has strenth in his mind
Enough as destroy all mankind
He has a fate like others
He tries to save us from this life
In the dark temples of evil
Demons wander among us
He saw all of the heathens
Darkness never takes his soul and mind
Soothsayer's staying silent
As the painful scream of moth
Who it gnaws the rotten wood
He had injured nobody else
He should prove who he as
We would learn what he meant
When he came back as the destiny
In the dark temples of evil
Demons wander among us
He saw all of the heathens
Don't heed the whips
Flogging your back
Think of what you didn't do
Although you had the chance
Don't let them get you
Think about if you see
The truth or not...
If you feel death's cold
Wings on your face
If you feel loneliness,
The time has come to face,
To use the ace up your sleeve
And to fight the circumstances,
To get what's yours back
Close yourself to what brings sorrow
Don't feel the pain they deal
Lock them far away from you
Don't heed the pain in your soul
Turn your back on everyone
There is only you in this life
Think of what you couldn't do
When there was
Don't heed the whips
Out of the dark
I have another soul, reflecting to the wall
Just my shadow always follows me
From the weak light of candle
Through the cold light of moon
When darkness covered me around
An eternal friend, I found
Onto my head when the light comes
Sorrow ends by Hyde becomes
Won't you ever forsake to follow?
Won't you never hurt my hear?
Don't you ever leave me alone?
Don't you ever forgive me?
Into the light
Following someone's behind
Through to dawn of every morning
Shadows hide, never find
Until the sunlight shining
Over the wall I ever saw you
Behind the curtains of the night
In cascaded darkness I wait for you
Since many years of light
Won't you ever forsake to follow?
Won't you never hurt my hear?
Don't you ever leave me alone?
Don't you ever forgive me?
Out of the dark
I have another soul, reflecting to the wall
Just my shadow always follows me
From the weak light of candle
Through the cold light of moon
Into the light
Following someone's behind
Through to dawn of every morning
Shadows hide, never find
I feel inside a thousand clouds
Slowly wander through my winter
Which separates me
From your meadows getting further
Unusualness has covered the sky
Your scent has taken captive my brain
The gallows has hung my soul
Time's erased me... you remained...
Without you
Life won't be green again,
Worth to see again
The clouds will remain black
As I am hanging my own soul
The seasons will be your time,
They will blow as your lifetime
My soul suffocated on the gallows of death
I bore loneliness
I heaved loneliness on my back again
As time was changing it's seasons
You! The woman wandering
Under the red lights
The sidewalks of these streets
Are used to your high heels
Are you truly in myself
Or am I your other half
You! The woman crying
And hiding in darkness
Though there is a lot loving you,
Why this weariness
Are you truly in myself
Or am I your other half
You must believe in me
You must believe in you
It is me in the clouds
That are around you
You're not alone! I'm alone!
You are stolen from me
My heart is stolen by you
I'll never forget about you
You are not alone! I'm alone!
You! The woman embroidering
And writing pain on my core
My silver... my blade...
You are to die for
Are you truly in myself
Otherwise I'm your other half
You can't deny
The emptiness in your heart
Temptation in your past
You're made for love by my God
Sun downs, moon shines
Nightfall rises to the skies
Stars shine, night comes down
Black as if bereaved of light
I'm dying there
Whenever you will die
Death will take us together
Over nightfall
I'm dying there
Whenever you will die
Death will take us together
Over nightfall
Life has taken back all my loves
From my heart and my soul
I have never fallen on my knees
I'll never see the nightfall
I was an island in the middle of the ocean
Till the death discovers me
I was the darkness in the sun
Till the moonlit recovers me
I'm dying there
Whenever you will die
Death will take us together
Darkness breeds in my eyes
While the love becomes, innocence dies
Until you arise to my spirit
I couldn't realise how bright your eyes
(Like me)
Lust I want, blood I drink
Love I feel, they are yours
Hate I hate, love I love
Death I kill, more and more
I waited for you to love me each day I lived
But there was just one way to exit
And to die to reach my pains
I am in a maze within dark reflections
Lust I want, blood I drink
Love I feel, they are yours
Hate I hate, love I love
Death I kill, more and more
Life appears me, as an illusion
My breast was sealed by evil
No more innocence, no temptation
I am in maze, my precious
Lust I want, blood I drink
From Adam to still unborns
First for Eve, last for who knows
Most unbelievable thing in the soul
Mother of all sins, starter of pain
Flows from heart to veins
Like the poison in the fang of a snake
In the life or in the death
Enjoy your love at all times
In loneliness or when you fall in love
It never ends even you die
Love like yours and mine
Both of us will shine
In a childhood or in youth
Crying or dying and killing
Suffering or leaving and going away
No-one can hide, no-one ever will
In the life or in the death
Enjoy your love at all times
In loneliness or when you fall in love
I am ancient land
I was your lost dream
This land created own Gods
Where the dreams flashed up
She existed within sins
They obey to their own fears
She was there since many years
She would writhe when her nation weeps
She is still there to see we kill each of us
She would avenge while she will distrust
She would see our bloody battles
She heard the voice of scythes
She would give us the food to satisfy
She took our souls to purify
I had burnt a torch
With your never-ending flame
To our end we approach
We will never be within shame
I am ancient land
I was your lost dream
Hallows you when
Your eyes still bleed
I am ancient land
She's your lost dream
Hallows you when
I am Lot, remember me
The Lot, remember him
I saw, I told
He saw, He told
I shown
You didn't behold
He shown, they didn't behold
Living in the sinful lands, dying by the hand of God
I warned you all before
Messenger warned us all before
I beckoned the eternal war
He summoned for eternal war
Laws are always eternal
Lawyer is God
When the world goes astray
Sinners craved our blood
While God punishded
Their eyes filled with fears
When God devours
They drowned in the bloody tears
Green fields turned to desert
By the hand of doom, eyes of demise
Detestable things cannot be concealed
By God's immortal eyes
Gomorrah shame on you
You're the cradle of sin
Gomorrah shame on you
The flame of the night was shinning in your eyes
There on your lips, a bloody smile
Full of fear and you were so scared
You were sitting down, next to the wall
Merciless as a wild wolf
And glamorous as a wild rose
I have the rage and lust in my eyes
Bloodia
A raven flies away through
Never taste the death
In the deepness of the night
Instead of eternal life
Maybe it carries your soul
For ages suffered and tired
To the light of dark fright
Never sleep never leave me alone
In my all dark dreams
Never tell me a lie never and ever
And all screams in my sleep
Nights cries out your name
Your name echoes in my brain
Always
Merciless as a wild wolf
And glamorous as a wild rose
I have the rage and lust in my eyes
Bloodia
Sunlight's gone far away
Hid yourself under wings of the night
Tastes all desires behind black veil
You, always real flame of the night
Blood is the life, blood is water of the flesh
Nights always became cold, will be colder
Empress of the night never likes the sun
From the scars on my forehead
It was understood you had left
From my swollen eyes, my tears...
Unwanted wait stuck my inside
Only your name is left
It's carved into souls
If the end is being without you
I'm the whipped angel
Oh my ears! Don't hear
My eyes! Don't see
If the end is being without you
And I'm just a stranger
The end is your loss
And you're my endless
I fooled no one
My ending is near
I blamed no one
I'm the one to blame!
Complaining is meaningless now
Stand up and go on! Breathe!
What's out there is not air,
Dusty scent in the room
Bewitched your heart
Fading smiles of your past
Blended on your child face
Somehow tricked and captured
In the cobwebs of the time that passed by
Ballerina, day and night
Drifting in black water...
For you the day starts with moonlight
Ballerina, who's scared of loneliness
Not love loaded with all that burden
The mists inside veiled your sight
Will someone break away
That damned curtain!
So that you might be able to see
What invaded your way home Ballerina!
All spiders or dragonflies?
You're lost in that water
As cold as your heart
Watch the reflections
Of your lines on the sky
Day & Night, this water absorbing
That dismal blackness from where?
From the fading day, this sleeping sky
In the nights swallowed by darkness
You sleep down in your unlit room
Cold tears were running down from your cheek
Remember and never ever forget
Just a little prayer through your ears
That takes our your soul from the deep
When the archangel touched your shoulders
Touch me, it makes me happy
Embrace me, it takes me to the light
Kiss me, it makes me stronger
Save me I know only you could break my chains
I don't sell my soul to those
Who are fed by nightmares
I trust you forever with my prayers
Those are the words coming from my heart
Remember and never ever forget
Just a little prayer through your ears
That takes our your soul from the deep
When the archangel touched your shoulders
Touch me, it makes me happy
Embrace me, it takes me to the light
Kiss me, it makes me stronger
This dry massacre to crack her and shatter
her ruby tears that sever -or better - forget her
Yes, I had the choice of murder
Yes, I chose to be at war with God...
- but from the start I lost...
Beat the Devil´s tattoo over the quicksand of your life
Meet the shores your verses line, and hopes, so well defined
And down your throat, no antidote will fight the fire there
Only higher flames aspire on drama and despair -
-Lose yourself -
my parole mocked my tongue
Pleased myself,
sought control in her song
Balletal, skeletal grace surround her
Excite a younger soul to an ivory sceptre
( a whirl of regal spine and a delicate minor)
from the fecund abyss where her heart stroke the bell
with her dulcimer throbs as a foreboding of Hell?
So I learned I will be fading
long before I´m gone
In her eyes the mourning prayers
that to the erudite dead belong
Catafalque
No perfect wave, no ancient grave ordain those feline ghosts
That whisper racked to me, in rags, truth´s overdose
We have all grown old
but what have we sold
what treasures, promised pleasures
have we spilled in vain?
Like the wine we praised as manna
or our morbid diorama
as we died a thousand deaths, faced the gold-cage of tristesse
and more sombre panorama but revived again
No! Never so lost now
No! Never so lost?
Now the die fell on you
Bitter pills to consume served on a dagger
Forever
Sealing Neverland´s tomb
Plundering Venus´ womb
Somewhere the fog is rising
contouring elder terror in the minds of man
suspended strength, so soon declining
