THE PHOENIX HE HELPED CREATE,
OUT OF CONTROL BOY WITHOUT A DAD,
SHOT THE GUN THAT STARTLED MY LIFE,
WHILE I DROVE HIM WITH A FORTY-FIVE.
FRIENDS FOR YEARS IMAGES IN RED,
BLEW OFF HIS OWN MOTHER-FUCKIN HEAD,
CONFIDENCE, DEATH, INSECURITY,
MEN FALL UNREALIZED, UNREALIZED, UNREALIZED.
MAKING A DECISION OF DEATH,
WHILE EVERYONE AROUND YOU PLED,
NOW YOU FLY IN PEACE, I HOPE, MY FRIEND,
A MAN CAN'T AVOID WHAT HE'S MEANT TO DO,
WHEN HE'S MEANT TO DO IT,
EVEN IF HE DOESN'T REALLY WANT TO,
MY MEMORIES ARE OF FUN AND FRIENDSHIP,
OF WEAKNESS WITHIN THE STRENGTH OF YOUTH,
FOR REASONS UNDEFINED, REASONS UNDEFINED,
REASONS UNDEFINED, REASONS UNDEFINED.
FRIENDS FOR YEARS IMAGES IN RED,
BLEW OFF HIS OWN MOTHER-FUCKIN HEAD,
CONFIDENCE, DEATH, INSECURITY,
MEN FALL UNREALIZED,
DON'T YOU REALIZE, EVIL, LIVES IN THE MOTHER-FUCKING SKIN,
DON'T YOU REALIZE, EVIL, LIVES IN THE MOTHER-FUCKING SKIN,
UNREALIZED, UNREALIZED.
DON'T YOU, REALIZE, EVIL, LIVES IN THE MOTHER-FUCKING SKIN,
DON'T YOU, REALIZE , THAT EVIL, LIVES IN THE MOTHER-FUCKING SKIN
WHY THE FUCK DID YOU TAKE HIM AWAY FROM US,
When you scream aloud
(Heads down Heads down)
That's when I plan to
(Rise up Rise up)
When you scream aloud
(We're doomed We're doomed)
That's when I plan to prove myself to you
I've never gotten the simple thrill of a solo day
I've never seen the point in you killing you
I've always backed my words with what I do
I'll always bite my tongue to comfort you
I'll be my superhero #1
I'll save me from myself
I, I rise,
Above the sun in the sky
Above that look in your eyes
MY PRIDE
Sister you know me
(Sister you know me)
Mother you made me
Lover what do you offer me
Father teach me
Brother protect
Lover what do you have for me
I'll be my superhero #1
I'll save me from myself
I'll be your superhero #1
I'll save you, I save
I'll save you
Your eyes deny a life that dulls your pride
too long
this has been done
it’s hiding
but something is wrong
pretend not to see it
the vision that feel it
i turn my head once more
wipe the tears from my eyes
i feel it’s no surprise
picture perfect
it’s not worth it
nothing rules forever
picture perfect
it’s not worth it
nothing rules forever
too late
the damage is done
helpless
i was too young
and though i mean it
i pray to believe it
just lying to myself
and so i paint what i want
the color to blacken my heart
picture perfect
it’s not worth it
nothing rules forever
picture perfect
it’s not worth it
nothing rules forever
after all
nothing is as it seems
I’m lost in this dream
nothing is as it seems, yeah
picture perfect
it’s not worth it
nothing rules forever
picture perfect
it’s not worth it
nothing rules forever
picture perfect
picture perfect
nothing lasts forever
I'll mimic everything you are to me
The way you walk, the way you talk
The way you breathe
Obsessions, Obsessing
Obsessing, Obsessions
Sing a song, sing your little song
Make it all make sense to me
Obsessing, Obsessions
Can't you see you are what I want my life to be
Oh can't you see you are me, can't you
You are me, dear god please
I don't wanna be everything that this god has planned for me
Can't you see you are my everything
I can't give everything this world will expect from me
You are my everything
Obsessions, Obsessing
Obsessing, Obsessions
When I'm through making me you
I'll be the best you that I can be
Obsessions
Can't you see how perfect you are to me
Can't you see you are me, can't you
See you walk like so
And you talk just like this
Could I be you if I, if I think like you
Can't you see how much you mean to me
I'm not obsessing
Can't you see how much I want your life for me
It's not an obsession
I wanna be just like you
Can't you see you are my everything
Can't you see you are me, you are
Can't you see how much you mean to me
Can't you see you are me
Can't you see you are my everything
Can't you see you are me, you are
can't you see how much I want your life for me
I keep your face deep inside, try to hide
All my memories bring you up again, up again
I keep a place deep inside try to hide you
All my hate speaks your name again, name again
Love, hate, game
Sinner, saint, same
Don't you recall what you did to me
Look at me now
Don't you remember what you've done to me
Look at me
I wish my pain onto you, all onto you
All the anger that you've spun in me, spun in me
Your mark was deep oh so true, shame on you
My mistrust was all from you, all from you
RIGHT! RIGHT!
1, 2 a million words for you
You are so perfect
Every time I swear I curse you
You're so damn faceless
With every look you drew me in
You were so perfect
Your games wore thin so says,
I keep my pain deep inside try to hide you
All your words bring me, bring me down again
no one cares what you offer
no one cares what you think
no one cares about anyone out there
and nobody is listening
you better say it like it is
you better say it like it is
say it, like it is, motherfucker say it like it is
say it, like it is
you better say it like it is
say it, like it is, motherfucker say it like it is
there’s no expectation
there’s no belief, yeah
I’ve given in to my hope and I’m feeling
my life is drained out me
you better say it like it is
you better say it like it is
say it, like it is, motherfucker say it like it is
say it like it is
you better say it like it is
say it, like it is, motherfucker say it like it is
you have underestimated me
I’ll tell what the hell i think
There’s no more hope, no more dream
no truth to anything
may i have your attention please
I’ll tell what i think
There’s no more hope, no more dream
no truth to anything
say it, like it is
motherfucker say it like it is
say it, like it is
motherfucker say it like it is
say it, like it is
motherfucker say it like it is
you have underestimated me
I’ll tell what the hell i think
There’s no more hope, no more dream
no truth to anything
say it, like it is
motherfucker say it like it is
say it, like it is
Did you think you'd be alone?
Did your life turn out the wayyou wanted?
You worked your fingers to the bone
Now you stare at the four walls that own you
You must break, you must break away
All your world has turned to grey
The colour on your life has gone and left you
What once you had has gone away
Consuming are the thoughts you just won't let go
The photos that you have will fade
Is'nt that enough of a sign to show you
That everything in life will change
The hand that you have been dealt must not own you
You must break, you must break away
All your world has turned to grey
The colour on your life has gone and left you
What once you had has gone away
My life is complicated
I tried but it's too late an
Just when i think that it's ok
This place has overtaken
More and more than I'm here
It's all fake, I can't tell
I think i finally understand
How i got this way
Every day I think that I'm Jaded
More than I can admit
In every way I think that I'm jaded, jaded
To all that I have hated
I can't begin to state that
In every way that I think
My brain's activated
More and more than I'm here
It's all fake, I can't tell
I think i finally understand
How i got this way
Every day I think that I'm Jaded
More than I can admit
In every way I think that I'm jaded, jaded
I'm JADED!
There is no way that I can turn back
I see all things and it's crystal clear, it's clear
Living here is war on my life
It has changed every piece of me
(chorus x2)
Every day I think that I'm Jaded
More than I can admit
In every way I think that I'm jaded, jaded
you tried to carry this
on your shoulders
how do you expect make it all alone
there’s no reason to insist
pushing further
i can take away your fear
i can make it disappear
call out my name
I’ll be there for you
call out my name
I’ll be there
a picture paints a thousand words
like the silence
to sacrifice yourself
it’s not the way things should be
open arms are raging out
I’m coming for you now
i can take away your fear
i can make it disappear
call out my name
I’ll be there for you
call out my name
I’ll be there
call out my name
and i will serve you
call out my name
I’ll be there, yeah
each day you break arms stronger
no matter what cloud you're under
offering yourself to this
it’s not the way
it’s not the way into there
call out my name
i will save you
call out my name
I’ll be there
call out my name
i will be there for you
call out my name
I’ll be there
call out my name
call out my name
LET IT GO
How far will a falling star take me
How far can I go can I go
Gotta be what the nightmare made me
Gotta be gotta be what I see
Jump clear of the falling parts from me
How far will they go will they go
Can't give what you need from me baby
Just let it go
Bringing me down break me down sweet sugar
Bringing me down break me down
Breaking me down to the ground sweet baby
Breaking me down to the ground
Too much is made of what's in me
Not enough about how I strive
Keep an eye on your world it's cheating
Keep an eye keep an eye on me
Deep inside there's a little place for me
A little place for me
Can't give what you want from me baby
Just leave it be
Sweet razor wound
Deep down slice my groove
Sweet razor wound
Deep down C'mon and slice it
How far did the falling star take me
How far did it go did it go
Had to be what the nightmare made me
Fuck,..Just had to be
Jump clear of the falling parts form me
How far did they go did they go
Can't give what you want from me baby
Tie me down
And try to take samples for examples
You could never see
Walk on me
But watch where you're stomping
Walk with caution
You couldn't comprehend
Step inside and see
Justify
You could never see my life is
You could never be my life is
You will never try my life is
Understanding me
Understanding me
What do you know about me
Am I alive
Can I see
What's happening around me
Put me down
Without even speaking
Forever thinking
You couldn't understand
Step inside and see
Compromise
You could never see my life is
You could never be my life is
You will never try my life is
Understanding me
Understanding me
Step inside and see
Good God
I've got your demon seed
Deep down inside of me
Two skins...One man
Fit in...One hand
God damn...That man
And everything created by him
Ask why...So high
Answer...Young die
Call scam...His hand
And everything created by them
I'm your man
By your hand
I'm your man
So look on,
I've got your demon seed
Deep down inside of me
So thin...Is this plan
Written in...Your hand
Watch me fall...My friend
As the bottom drops from beneath me
I'm your man
By your plan
I'm your riotous sin
So look on,
I've got your demon seed
Deep down inside of me
So look on, Fool of a golden deed
Deep down inside of me
So look on, look on
Can you tell me more
Have you ever been down this far before
Can you tell me more
Have you ever been down:
I'm two skins...I'm one man
I fit in...One hand
God damn...That hand
Honor - Choices that you make, reflect of whom you truly are
Courage - Rise above the masses, live your life complete and strong
Compassion - Is the power that must be used for the good of all
Loyal - To the ones in my care, standing true for what the cause
My soul has been searching, longing for something
I see my true self and I have learned well
Honesty - There are no shades of grey, only truth as it can be
Sincere - Don't need to give my word, to speak of such, is the same thing
Courtesy - There's no need to prove strength, even respect your enemies
Values - This is the code I feel, emotions without words, can speak
My soul has been searching, longing for something
I see my true self and I have learned well
My true self
You had your chance, it's over, no more time
This is not even over, it blows my mind
Can't understand what's in your mind
I feel this deed within me, it's all inside
I sacrificed everything, now it's my time
Throw it away, you threw it away, it's gone forever
I don't know any other way to live my life
This is all I've ever wanted amd it's mine
Can't understand your mind, I don't understand
Can't understand what's in your mind
Throw it away, you threw it away, it's gone forever
You had your chance, you're done, now it's in my grasp
He, who hesitates, is lost and now I've got the upper hand
Throw it away, you threw it away, it's gone forever
You played that hand and folded, you let it go
I stepped in and kicked the door open, you can't stop us now
Bloody hands mark where I've been
And my eyes could tell the stories
The fools that march beyond my grasp
Shame shame they oughta know better
A shining man I've never been
And the cloud around me knows better
Can't rhyme the reason
I've got the feeling once again
to kill again
I'm on my way
To kill aain
I've got the need to kill again
Sympathy isn't cheap
And no reason makes it bitter
The lines I hate dissipate
Form a crime against me you better
A shining man I've never been
And the cloud around me knows better
Can't face my opinion
I've got the feeling once again
To kill again
I'm on my way
To kill again
I've got the need to kill again
Seething the bleeding
Planting lifeless seeds of myself
Never a shining man never was never am
Never rising always falling
Planting all the seeds of myself
Fools say that I've lost my way
They say that from my path I've strayed away
Who'll clear my way to a better day
Who'll cleanse my veins and take all my pains away
She takes me in, She holds me in
She keeps me away from my sin
She makes me feel, Shemakes me real
She give me time to heal and
I never want to see the pain scar her fade again and
I never want to leave the warm embrace of my true friend
Sitting back I realize the mistakes I've made
Moving forward hope to find a simpler way
Feel as if the gods have damned my everyday
She takes me in, She holds me in
She keeps me away from my sin
She makes me feel, Shemakes me real
She give me time to heal and
I never want to see the pain scar her fade again and
While catering perfection
The light never shined off you
And then again my friend it's always
Been you through and through
Your one...if you choose
Maybe two..still I lose
A cripple on a wire
Take a look and see
Inside this prison called me
Scream aloud what you see
Turn me around again
My friend, my friend
If you see the fires burning my hands
I won't fly...cause when I reach the sky
I come tumbling down again
And I ....no I won't hide
I won't crawl to walk, to stand and fall again
So simple all the while
Way too simple for you
Tell me what to do
Do you want me to be like you
Build me up again
Stand me up to knock me down
Take a listen to your whole world
Can you hear the screams?
All alone i wonder
How much longer, is there time for me?
One last song
I want to give this world
Before it's gone
One last song
I don't think we learned a thing
Our history repeats
Will we heed these lessons?
Slit our throats and watch us bleed
Is there time for me?
One last song
I want to give this world
Before it's gone
One last song
Why can't we? When will we?
I don't think we want to learn
We won't be fucking happy
Until we destroy it all
One last song
I want to give this world
Before it's gone
God friend everybody's got a plan
An even eye can tell wrong from right
We just fade away
God damn tell me what's your plan
So, I will never stop to question why
Each and everyday
Heaven sent, ya need more
Hell's sure, I'm yours
Everybody's gotta rock right outta here
See the old faith, Feel the new faith
Everybody's gotta rock right outta here
See the old face, Know the real face
Feel the real faith
Fly high, Cut a dove in your brain
Exhale with the taste of everyday
We just fade away
Each and everyday
Scream loud with the pain of yesterday
Stand proud for yesterday has gone away
It just fades away
Heaven sent, ya need more
Hell's sure, I'm yours
I'd die, Ten Fold
Take your time take all your time baby
C'mon
Take your time take it anytime
Raise the line raise the line everytime
C'mon
Raise the line
Raise it above my mind
Everything that stains me and breaks me
It's just a gut reaction trapped in this aggressive action
I: Rise:
Everything is right here color me unsold
Everything is right here inside
Take the pain wash it all away baby
C'mon
Take the pain rip it all away
Take my hand take it anytime friend
C'mon
Take my hand take it anytime
Just like the king's men's nightmare
So low gotta see me to feel me
It's just a gut reaction
Trapped in this aggressive action
Everytime I give up something
I end up with less than mine
Turn around and see what's given
Sad the eyes
Distance is your best friend
At night it comes
Will they hear?
Being alone is what you want
It's the only way that you feel safe inside
The darkness that is me must try and heal
Please hear me
The pain that i feel
Happiness was nowhere to be found
Here I am
You hear nothing that i said
I showed the signs
Please hear me
Being alone is what I want
It's the only way that i feel safe inside
The darkness that is me must try and heal
Please hear me
The pain that I feel
Happiness was nowhere to be found
Please hear me
I scream out for help
Gear are turning
In my head the sickness burning
Damning Eden
The purest of hearts are broken even
Ears are listening
The truth is sad a weak man's burden
Eyes are searching
The truth is sad it hides nothing
Touch my mind and fade away
Falling down... losing faith
You can't take my pain away
Falling down... Damning Eden
Hollowed sin
Dims the path of the righteous man
Hollowed man
Gear are turning
In my head the sickness burning
Damning Eden
The purest of hearts are broken even
Ears are listening
The truth is sad a weak man's burden
Eyes are searching
The truth is sad it hides nothing
Touch my mind and fade away
Falling down... losing faith
You can't take my pain away
Falling down... Damning Eden
Hollowed sin
Dims the path of the righteous man
Hollowed man
We see you feelings running dry again
Who am I but a man that wants to die again
Felt fine till you opened up my sin
Sit back realize where we've been
We see you armies moving in again
A police action or genocide again
We see the past being hid again
Sit back realize where we've been
Frustrations seeping in again
We're trusting lies instead
Of the truth my friend
We see the blackness of your sins
Take a look back to where we've been
Our eyes read between your lines
Your actions are as loud as mime's
Red tape seals our lips again
Take a look back to where we've been
You make me want to stand up
And scream I want to be free
Never think about the unthinkable
Excuses they are what's giving
Of what's is ripe inside
And never ending
And they say
I move with the breeze if I can
Cause the grass won't grow where I stand
Knowing something if not everything
Stone the simple man
Laughter is something so they say
You can't fake dreams away
I move with the breeze if I can
Cause the grass won't grow where I stand
Knowing something if not everything
Stone the simple man
Make a mark on many at passing times
Take a power trip crazy within due style
Knowing something if not everything
Stone the simple man
Everything it leaves you something
And nothing starts the hunting
That's never ending
Show me the lines that bind inside
Tell me the lines that bind you...inside
High chairs creakin'
But the minds won't weaken
Soil in the pot
And then it's all fine here
Are all your wishes gone
Or is there one you hold dear
Too far to barrow
One of mine from over here
Say what am I...BUterrfly
Just a weed amongst flowers shining through
Butterfly..Saw what am I
Your minds been soaking in the bright blue sky
Rubber band-man
Can you really say you can
No way man
And then it's all fine here
Eyes show that you're the one that
I want to old near
Think of what you thought
Whoa, Black Betty (Bam-ba-Lam)
Whoa, Black Betty (Bam-ba-Lam)
Black Betty had a child (Bam-ba-Lam)
The damn thing gone wild (Bam-ba-Lam)
She said, "I'm worryin' outta mind" (Bam-ba-Lam)
The damn thing gone blind (Bam-ba-Lam)
I said Oh, Black Betty (Bam-ba-Lam)
Whoa, Black Betty (Bam-ba-Lam)
Whoa, Black Betty (Bam-ba-Lam)
Whoa, Black Betty (Bam-ba-Lam)
She really gets me high (Bam-ba-Lam)
You know that's no lie (Bam-ba-Lam)
She's so rock steady (Bam-ba-Lam)
And she's always ready (Bam-ba-Lam)
Whoa, Black Betty (Bam-ba-Lam)
Whoa, Black Betty (Bam-ba-Lam)
Whoa, Black Betty (Bam-ba-Lam)
Whoa, Black Betty (Bam-ba-Lam)
She's from Birmingham (Bam-ba-Lam)
Way down in Alabam' (Bam-ba-Lam)
Well, she's shakin' that thing (Bam-ba-Lam)
Boy, she makes me sing (Bam-ba-Lam)
Whoa, Black Betty (Bam-ba-Lam)
Whoa, Black Betty
BAM-BA-LAM
On and on you test your will
You've held on for this long
Don't want to die against your will
The choice is not your own
Every day you look at your sins
Once chance to wash them away
Every moment and everything
How precious life has become
This is the last chance
Your time is up and now you are free
Everything that you did
The memories are strong
All the lives that you touched
Embedded are my thoughts
Every day you look at your sins
Once chance to wash them away
Every moment and everything
How precious life has become
This is the last chance
Your time is up and now you are free
All your life
Had all the time
Thought you had the world
Felt this inside
Now you have died
We say goodbye to you
This is it you will be missed
And all you've done we won't forget it
Say goodbye, we say goodbye to you
This is the last chance
Your time is up and now you are free
This is it you will be missed
Lost your mind when I made you mine Now we see eye to eye
Rolled dead thoughts and smoked them blind
Still roll them and roll them still
I will consume you, I will soon own you
I am the prize in your game
The victor and loser too
Say you will, say you will
Say you'll always be there to hold me
Say you will, say you'll forgive me
Well I've got my thoughts inside you
The need to pull them through
You know I'll never hurt you
Yesterday but tomorrow will
I'm wrapped inside you, i'm wrapped around you
I am the disease in your veins
Yesterday and tomorrow still
I'll pick up all your pieces
Puzzle heart your missing 2
Force them into the wrong places
Act like you want me to
I'll let you meet all my faces
And yet hide the real me from you
I'll show you everything that I
Everything that I want me to
I am inside you, I am around you
I am the disease in your veins
One thing looking over my shoulder
Is the thought that it won't last
I got to give it this, it's moving fast
Better make a mark before it all pass
Whoever thought that they had doubts had better think again
You cannot begin to understand aal the things I am
That's for sure
If my world falls to pieces, will you still be there to pick me up?
I got respect for the people who listen
To the people who understand
The way I am and the way I act
This is my, there's no changing that
Whoever thought that they had doubts had better think again
You cannot begin to understand aal the things I am
That's for sure
If my world falls to pieces, will you still be there to pick me up?
Pick up the pieces of me
Pick up a piece
i spend my last days
withering away
don’t want to end like this
will you be my savior
and do this favor
i don’t want to win like this
will you just help me now
this is my last wish
let me go on to the end
can you place to rest
this is my last wish
today is a good day
go out my own way
do you understand
let me keep my honor
at this late hour
do you understand
will you just help me now
this is my last wish
let me go on to the end
can you place to rest
this is my last wish
i leave to you
i lay my last wish onto you
i leave it all to you
i leave it all to you
this is my last wish
let me go on to the end
can you place to rest
this is my last wish
this is my last wish
(this is my last wish)
let me go on to the end
can you place to rest
I am sickened by what I've heard
I can't believe the thing that you have done
To go this far nothing is unreal
It is a waste forever dead
This blood is on your hands
Now you're gone
You brought this upon yourself
And you will live forever, forever dead
You go and make all your choices
The path you choose, it can't and won't be won
Did you ever stop and think for a moment
That you will live forever dead
This blood is on your hands
Now you're gone
You brought this upon yourself
And you will live forever, forever dead
I'm sickened by what I've heard
I can't believe the thing that you have done
To go this far for nothing
It is a waste, forever dead
The blood is on your hands
Forver dead
Every day that goes by I think of this
We could not see the damage that was done
Another friend is lost, why is this?
It is a waste, forever dead
You brought this upon yourself
Look down at your hands
At the stake your about to drive
Feel the tears on your cheeks
Empty needle in your mind
Look into your blood red sky
Where your feeling fly so high
Every once in a while friend
Everyone needs a helping hand
Don't crucify me
I'm not ready to die just yet
I've got something to say, to see, to be
Crucified
Theive me one last chance
To prove what I can
Not made of brittle glass
Gut knotted, you don't care
Mind rotting, through my stare
You walk away
Lifeless feeling in my mind
Bloody hands seem so divine
You think it'll go away
Cross my heart, hope to die
I lost my dream today
I lost my dream today
I lost my....
Cross my heart, hope to die
Pluck out my f***ing eye
I am broken everywhere
Loveless bastard, I don't care
I walk away
Tell me something I don't know
Tell me how I need to grow
Emotions drain
(Dream today)
YOU, you walked away
YOU, never planned to stay
YOU, you walk away, just get away, just stay away
I said
YOU, never plan to stay, just walk away, just stay away
I swear
Cross my heart hope to die
Cross my heart hope to, dear god my,
Guts knotted, showed no care
Mind rotted through my stare
You walked away
Lifeless feeling everyday
Bloody hands were my decay
Well did you notice
What's wrong with me
No I can't even breathe
When my head's low
It's not with shame
It's from this pain you bring
Well I can feel it again
This loss is slowly crushing me
Through all this pain and suffering
I need you back in my arms
After all this pain and suffering
I want you back in my arms
Do you like my frown
I had a smile once
You turned it upside down
Make amends with me
No I can't even see
This broken day will come and go
Broken and battered with nothing to show
Could this be the better part of my life
Something to hold on to white knuckle tight
I wait for something
You gave me nothing
I wait for something real
Something real
In the air I hear the sound of your voice
Too many questions with no clear choice
On my mind are the clouds in your sky
Will they rain down on you the day that I shine
I'd get down on my knees
With open wrists begging please
Oh won't you be my angel of sweet nothing
All that was said about the feelings I've bled
I want to disappear
My peddled flower my finest hour I've
FIRST SIGHT
Turns me around again
Brings me face to face with my sin
I've got it, always had it
A reason to look within now
TAKE FLIGHT
To your sun again
Burns the sin straight from my hands
I've got it, always had it
A reason to live within now
Every time I fall
You catch me
And every time I lose control
You help me, you save me
And every time I lose myself
You find me, redefine me
MY GOD
How stained my hands have been
Makes me sick from inside out again
I've got it, always had it
A reason to look within now
STAND CLOSE
To my side again
Never stuck a knife in my back, friend
I've got it, always had it
A reason to live within now
Somebody to make me feel whole again
(better)
Somebody to make me want to love again
(my life gets better)
Somebody to make me see the sun again
(my life gets better)
Somebody to hold me, hold me
Until this life feels better
Every time I fall
And every time I lose control
You help me, you save me
And every time I lose myself
You find me, redefine me
And every time I hate myself
You love me, forgive me
And every time I lose myself
Why you build me up
Just to tear me down
Like a little used soul
Pitches straight to the ground
In this game
There's something I strive to be yet
I always fall in my shame
If you allow it in
Then the trip never ends
And what really could have been
In this life
There's something I've tried to be yet
It's fallen right out of reach
So you picked me up
On my feet again
And then again I'm the man I am
So you picked me up
On my feet again
Lost inside is the man I am
Time and lines again
I've tried so hard to be a man
Hello again sweet mother
Do you still love me the way you used to
So sorry I didn't turn out
The way you always wanted me to
Tell me your sick and tired
Sick and tired of the way I live my life
You could never understand me
If you could take my hand
Take a look from where I stand
Someday you just might understand...me
Hello again sweet mother
Do you still love me the way you used to
So sorry I didn't turn out
The way you always wanted me to
Hello again sweet mother
Turn me around...upside down again
You don't like my lots in this life
Or the decisions I've made in my time
Why's me being different make a difference to you...why
If I fell down sweet mother
Would you pick me up
Tell me does your pride bleed
When you see me succeed
Is that the gist of your story
Now you had best get used to it
Cause I ain't about to quit
And i'm just now getting started
Shame me, claim me or deceive me
You grow sick every time ou hear me say believe me
Every time I get one foot up
You want to tear it down
YOU DENY ME \ DECEIVER
Every time I get one foot up
You tear it down, knock it down, tear it down
BELIEVER \ DENY ME
I feel your hand on my throat
As well as the knife in my back
And the whole time you keep smiling
What is your reason for this
Why won't your hate just quit
Life would better if you weren't struggling
(BELIEVER)
What's wrong with your world
Doesn't taste the same as mine
Aren't the shades the same as mine
Pain, Agony, Regret, Fear
Just dreams whisked away, TAKEN AWAY
So now does your pride still bleed
Every time that I succeed
Now that you know that I'll keep trying
Can your weak mind digest
Life is so fragile
Like a trembling leaf
Time passes slower
With each day of misery
Things aren't so bad
Hey can you heal me
Hey, hey listen to me
Time fell down my crippled wall
And I get what I deserve
Hey, hey listen to me
Focus on your pain
Nothing else remains
How would you answer
If I did the same
Before I cut my skin
Swirling sea of emptiness
Your world has made me a broken mess
How are we supposed to see
The pain that brings us to our knees
Feel the motion of the ocean
Just to see how the hate will flow
It is...Simple
Wide open let me show you more
In my home/Open wide, wide open
There is nothing I know
I'm open wide, wide open
Nothing can save my world
Nothing can share your world
Nothing can save our world
Got caught up in your madness
With every turn we end up less
See all the changing leaves
And how they change to what you please
Feel the motion of the ocean
Just to get a taste of pain
It is...Simple
Wide open let me show you more
This I know
Open wide, wide open
My feelings are cold
I'm open wide, wide open
Swirling sea of emptiness
I am your broken mess
Twisting for eternity
She's been twisting for you and me
Took a ride on your ocean
Just to get a taste of pain
Open wide/Open wide
You gotta believe me
You cannot deceive me
You gotta be everything I ever wanted
Will you stand bye me
See what I see
Will you be every little thing to me
Will you...See my
One life's...So righteous
When I...Feel my
True life's...So worthless
Why: Why do I feel this way and why:
You could never ask of me
You cannot count on me
You couldn't ever once rely on me
Still you stand by me
Stand what's in me
Can you feel every little thing to me
Why: Why do I feel this way and why:
Why: Why cant I speak my mind and why:
Can you hear my words
Can you feel me breathing
Can you tell I'm dying
WHY:Everybody falls gotta keep on climbing
WHY:Do I feel this
WHY:Gotta be my life gotta be the meaning
WHY:Do I feel this
Don't believe what they say
Or trust what you hear
If it ever crosses what you know about me
Take a piece from in me
Guard it with pure greed
How long have I been standing here my friend
Has it been so long
I've been spreading myself so thin
And I've been so wrong
I wanna be the one you run to
And I wanna be your only one
I wanna be the one you turn to
And I wanna be the one
Why did all the good times turn to sin
And has it been so long
I've been standing here in my footprints
And I am so wrong
You shine on me all the good times with you
Where all the smiles belong
You trust in me to save the last tear for you
Cause I've been so wrong
Hey now its been so long
Hey hey won't you believe in me
Hey now I've come so far
How now won't you believe in me
Frustrations...My aberrance
My time...In my life
I can't be what you see in me
Tell me what you want to be, and don't hide it from me
Tell me where you want to be, and I'll take you there
Tell me how you want to feel, don't keep it from me
Tell me how it outta be through more than a stare
Show me what you wanna be, don't hide it from me
Show me where you wanna be, and I'll take you there
Show me how you want to feel, don't keep it from me
Show me how it outta be through more than a stare
I just want to see you
And I just want to hear you
And I just need to feel you
So stand up
Tell me who you are
Tell me where you want to be
Tell me how you feel
Show me how it outta be
Take a little piece of me and hang it from the right tree
Share a little piece of me and I'll keep you as a part of me
You are my all
You are my everything
Feel my angst
Deep within me
Feed my strength
Your words are empty
Look inside and you will see
Break inside break inside
I am, My own
And that's something to me
I've grown, Too strong
To be under your feet
See the hands
That try to hold me
Read the past
I never was free
Deeds of shame
The world around me
Know my pain
i took your hand
you slipped away from me
i understand
why you have to leave
I’m not alone i try
holding on for life
you can not hear my cries no more, no more
heaven took you far away from me
left me empty and alone
heaven took you far away from me
too far away for me to go
it’s getting late
I’m right here next to you
I’m glad i stayed
to see the last of you
I’m not alone i try
holding on for life
you can not hear my cries no more, no more
heaven took you far away from me
left me empty and alone
heaven took you far away from me
too far away for me to go
the last breath is fading from your lips now
the warmth is leaving from your hands
you’re slipping further away
slipping away
slipping far away
heaven took you far away from me
left me empty and alone
heaven took you far away from me
too far away for me to go
(too far away for me to go)
heaven took you far away from me
left me empty and alone
heaven took you far away from me
too far away for me to go
i took your hand
the day begins this morning
it starts all over again
this routine is getting boring
i can’t wait for it to end
it’s like a slap in the face
it’s something that wont erase
a part of me that i hate
and i hate and i wake
and i can not break it
i think I’m feeling sick
(every moment i)
i can’t believe this shit
every moment I’m awake
every moment I’m awake
every moment I’m awake
i spend too much time home thinking
i need to turn off my brain
I’m blind to my inner feelings
i don’t do that i want to blame
it’s like a slap in the face
it’s something that won’t erase
a part of me that i hate
and i hate and i wake
and i can not break it
i think I’m feeling sick
(every moment i)
i can’t believe this shit
every moment I’m awake
i want to break away
every moment I’m awake
every moment I’m awake
from the moment i wake
it’s all in my head its all in my head
every breath that i take
its’ all in my head it’s all in my head
every move that i make
it’s all in my head it’s all in my head
i think I’m feeling sick
(every moment i)
i can’t believe this shit
every moment I’m awake
i want to break away
every moment I’m
every moment I’m
Sitting back...behind a power desk Assuming control
Walls...with doors shut
Like a newly caged fool
Scream aloud...did you wish this life
Did your choice of cards unfold...NO
Tell me there's no more rebels here
In search of freedom your caught In a blinded stare
Tell me there's no more rebels here
search inside for a....friend
Building block...where we could stand
Was this in the name of your god
Now...have you forgot
How it feels to be so alive
Hey man..is your fave a friend
Is the rat race your in ever gonna end...NO
Tell me there's no more rebels here
In search of freedom you caught in a blinded stare
If you cut yourself will you...
Bleed from fear or bleed with pride
Gonna show the world ain't right
Stand up force the hand
Don't breathe the breath of the concrete...clave
Walls...within you live your lige
All felt is good here
All felt is just fine
Like a rapture waiting
To dine on the divine
It moves across me
And sets me free
Open, oh, so gently
Every time I scream, "Release"
I mean it, you know it
Every time I feel relief
I feel the day, Black 7
I feel the day, Black 7
Loss of time is felt here
Burning brick in my mind
Like a cancer growing
In the minds of the divine
It moves across me
And sets me free
Open, oh, so gently
Every time I scream, "Release"
I mean it, you know it
Every time I feel relief
I feel the day, Black 7
Every time I scream, "Release"
I mean it and you know it
Every time I feel relief
I feel the day, Black 7
Don't roll me over
Can't help these things I feel
Couldn't see them coming
But I've given into what is real
Extend what's been given
Take a taste of what's within
You cast me over
Yet I've risen and I am real
It moves across me
And sets me free
Open, oh, so gently
It moves across me
And sets me free
Every time I scream, "Release"
I mean it, you know it
Every time I feel relief
I feel the day, Black 7
Every time I scream, "Release"
I mean it and you know it
Every time I feel relief
I feel the day, Black 7
I am the little cracked mirror
I mean it, you know it
I mean it, you know it
I mean it, you know it
I am your little cracked mirror
I am yours, yours
I am yours, I am yours
I am the little cracked mirror
I am yours, yours
gone is all the hope it seems
i store away all my worthless dreams
it’s breaking me
the sadness it falls down like rain
there is nothing left but this pain
it’s pouring down on me
it’s nothing new to say
it’s tearing at me
and i can’t take this anymore
and i can’t erase this anymore
i hear you crying
i feel like dying
i want to travel back in time
a place of happiness i find
and bring it back to me
bottle up all the things I’ve learned
light the pictures watch them burn
and hold on to that dream
I’m tired of all the same
my life is wasting
and i can’t take this anymore
and i can’t erase this anymore
i hear you crying
i feel like dying
and i can’t take this anymore
and i can’t erase this anymore
i hear you crying
i feel like dying
(i feel like dying)
(i feel like dying)
gone is all the hope it seems
i store away my worthless dreams
it’s breaking me
gone is all the hope it seems
i store away my worthless dreams
it’s breaking
it’s breaking
and i can’t take this anymore
and i can’t erase this anymore
i hear you crying
i feel like dying
and i can’t take this anymore
and i can’t erase this anymore
i hear you crying
i feel like dying
i can’t take this
i can’t take this anymore
i can’t take this
I’m done chasing sorrow
i facing my fear
been searching for tomorrow
to find out who i am
my eyes are getting clearer
my heart is beating fast
i see into my future
what i found is way too sad
and it all turned into nothing
the years have fallen
where have i been
I’m caught up in the moment
and these are my wasted years
the years have fallen
where have i been
I’m caught up in the moment
and these are my wasted years
I’m through feeling guilty
I’m done with my past
i looked into the sunlight
i knew it couldn't last
my heart is beating fast know
i see through bloodshot eyes
been dreaming of the future
one thing i despise
i could always see this coming
the years have fallen
where have i been
I’m caught up in the moment
and these are my wasted years
the years have fallen
where have i been
I’m caught up in the moment
and these are my wasted years
the years have fallen
where have i been
I’m caught up in the moment
these are my wasted years
the years have fallen
where have i been
I’m caught up in the moment
these are my wasted years
It's been a long time
I'm home again
Nothing I remember is there
Will everything come back to me again?
I towed the line, I did my time, until it's over
I gave it all, I watched you fall, until the end
Everyone I know is gone from here
Please tell me where I've been
Now, everything ?
Come back tell me again
I towed the line, I did my time, until it's over
I gave it all, I watched you fall, until the end
Now I'm left without a home, theres nothing but sorrow
And I got no place to go
Memories are gone
I'm left without a home
I'm left all alone
Where are they? Only heaven knows
My memories are gone
I towed the line, I did my time, until it's over
Sit back bare your cross to me
Oh won't I listen
God damn have I burned my hands
On what's been missing
I feel,.. Unreal everytime I try and stop to feel
Pick me up my friend
Let me start again
You fucked with me
Behind this garden
Don't fuck with me
Long before I could even see
You're what was missing
Twisting deep inside of me
Forever missing the glistening
I feel,.. Unreal
Everytime I try and stop to feel
Pick me up my friend
Hold closed your hand
Can you see all the clear skin in front of me
Can you see can you see what you wanna see
Can you see there's a little spot of light in me
Can you see can you tell I'm fuct
Bleeding emotions
Bleed emotions
Sat back gave your soul to me
But did I listen
God damn did I burn my hands
On what was missing, the glistening
I feel,.. Unreal
Everytime I try and stop to feel
Pick me up my friend
Hold closed my hand
You fucked with me
Behind this garden
You fucked with me
Within this garden
When father time has closed my eyes
And i've said my final goodbyes
Out of sight when i'm out of your mind
Will you remember
My time is all I had to give
Weighed down by the life that I live
Could you, Should you, Would you remember
Will I live again?
When father time has closed my eyes
And i've said my final goodbyes
Out of sight when i'm out of your mind
Will you remember
Will you remember me
Will you forget me
Will you remember me
Will you hear me
My face painted with peace
My life embraced when you speak
Do you remember the child, boy, man
What's right is not what today brings
The sun rises but does not set
On our sweet memories now do you remember
When this world knocked me down
I stood my ground for another round
All the good times and every bad
And all the time between
My ears always listening
My soul inhaled when you breathe
Out of sight when i'm out of your mind
I will not leave you
I will remember you
I won't forget you
I will remember you
I won't, will you?
long is the road that i walk upon
heavy is the load that i bear
strong is the will that keeps me holding on
i won’t be the lesser man
i won’t be the one
the lesser man, the lesser man, the lesser
i won’t be the one
the lesser man, the lesser man, the lesser man
time is the price that you have to pay
lonely is the burden that you may have
brave is the one that keeps holding on
keeping the faith the best i can
i won’t be the one
the lesser man, the lesser man, the lesser
i won’t be the one
the lesser man, the lesser man
this is where i make my stand
the lesser man, the lesser man
i won’t be the one
the lesser man
trying it harder and harder and do it you understand
i won’t be, i won’t be the lesser man
the lesser man
you see I’m trying it harder and harder and do it you understand
i won’t be, i won’t be the lesser man
the lesser man
long is the road that i walk upon
heavy is the load that i bear
strong is my will it keeps me holding on
i won’t be the lesser man
i won’t
be the
lesser man, lesser man
i wont
be the
lesser man, the lesser man
i won’t be the one
the lesser man, the lesser man, the lesser
i won’t be the one
the lesser man, the lesser man
this is where i make my stand
the lesser man, the lesser man
i won’t be the one
Hello there can anyone hear me
Slipping through the crack
Just a lifeless messenger
Caught in a world of looking back
See how my winds are changing
watch proud shoulders slack
Is the now built of the past
With no importance I fall back
When I've got you by my side
I won't have to stand alone no
When I've got you by my side
These ways will shatter
The growing ways take us father
Than we ever cared to travel
And if we keep our eyes on the glory
We'll embrace the never forever
Can any matter, weigh any less
Like a medal worn on the chest
A simple memory serves me less
Feel me, Touch me, leave me to waste
Without even taking a taste
This square peg has found it's round hole
Something’s knocking at my door
will i have strength to ignore
my world has turned to black
and i must surrender
he said sign here on this line
make your mark your soul is mine
it is said and done
and i won’t remember
the devil is sitting on my shoulder
temptation is creeping in
a devils deal is that of your soul
the only price i have to give
around, its pulling me
around, i can’t fight it
around, it’s time for me to give
temptation is taking over
what did i just go and do
all the hell now put me through
i am too far gone
and no one can save me
the devil is sitting on my shoulder
temptation is creeping in
a devils deal is that of your soul
the only price i have to give
around, its pulling me
around, i can’t fight it
around, it’s time for me to give
temptation is taking over
around, its pulling me
around, i can’t fight it
around, it’s time for me to give
temptation is taking over
the devil is sitting on my shoulder
the devil is sitting on my shoulder
the devil is sitting on my shoulder
temptation is creeping
the devils deal is that of your soul
the only price i have to give
around, its pulling me
around, i can’t fight it
around, it’s time for me to give
temptation is taking over
around, its pulling me
around, i can’t fight it
around, it’s time for me to give
temptation is taking over
around
around
picture this
you're going down
i can not stop the fall
descending fast
and you hit the ground
is this the end for us all
no more will I feel this
it’s not impossible
too bad to those who risk
out on the miracle
down, down,
and were tearing
change the structure
we have been tearing it down
tearing it down
tear it down
and the feelings come
you felt for so long
you must get up
take another hit
it only makes you strong
no more will I feel this
it’s not impossible
too bad to those who risk
out on the miracle
down, down,
and were tearing
change the structure
we have been tearing it down, down
and were tearing
change the structure
we have been tearing it down
tearing it down
tearing it down
tearing it down
tear it down
now picture this
you’re going down
is this the end for us al
no more will i feel this
it’s not impossible
down, down,
and were tearing
change the structure
we have been tearing it down, down
and were tearing
change the structure
we have been tearing it down
were tearing
change the structure
we have been tearing it down
everything
is closing in
won’t this emptiness
it’s surrounding me
with everything i feel i just know
is changing me
yeah, and i feel surrounded
it doesn’t matter where i go
cause i just can’t sleep
without you here
i just wanted you to know
that you leave me weak
and i feel frail
im surrounded
memories
are finding me
all of these rusted chains are pulling me down
feels like it’s killing me
and i feel surrounded
it doesn’t matter where i go
cause i just can’t sleep
without you here
i just wanted you to know
that you leave me weak
and i feel frail
im surrounded
you know i feel surrounded
im calling my feelings again
they’re hanging out inside my head
it’s in there breathing out exhaust
the walls are closing in again
it doesn’t matter where i go
cause i just can’t sleep
without you here
i just wanted you to know
that you leave me weak
and i feel frail
it doesn’t matter where i go
‘cause i just can’t sleep
without you here
(it’s killing me)
i just wanted you to know
that you leave me weak
and i feel frail
Asphalt...
Burning under the wheels beneath me
My black sky's are crying
Multi-colored pain upon me
Arms are rising
Straight up from the bodies beneath
They've come to carry me away
To a little 'ol place where I feel safe
Father time...
As always he's ticking away
Keeps on stealing my life
Day be day
The crimes timing
Couldn't ever be better for me
Arms are rising
Straight up from the bodies beneath
They've come to carry me away
To a little 'ol place where I feel safe
Brother-man don't you understand
I'm gone
I'm gone...
Like the wind around your world
Blowing through your hate stained door
I'm the man, I'm the king, I'm the one that's pure inside
Everyday, everyway I smell of suicide
Bitter sins how they grow within, so you tell me it ain't right
I am all sins and you're my reason for life
I will stone you, stone you
Wrap my arms around you
I will stone you, stone you
My little Halo
I will stone you, stone you
Wrap my arms around you
And I will stone you, stone you
My little Halo
I'm the man, I'm the king, I'm the one, that's broken from giving
Everday,everyway I swear just one last try
Killing me with the death to be something that's so right
I am all sins my hands are scarred with time
I will stone you, stone you
Wrap my arms around you
And I will stone you, stone you
My little Halo
I will stone you, stone you
Wrap my arms around you
And I will stone you, stone you
My little Halo
Some leave me
Feel through my eyes
I'm the man with the rock in his hand
Got the rock in my hand gonna stone you stone you
I'm the man with the rock in his hand
Got the rock in my hand gonna stone you stone you
I'm the man with the rock in his hand
Got the rock in my hand gonna stone you stone you
I'm the man with the rock in his hand
Got the rock in my hand gonna stone you
Make a change, gotta rearrange
Idle minds,crushing time
I am all sins and you're my reason for life
I will stone you, stone you
Wrap my arms around you
And I will stone you,stone you
My little Halo
I will stone you, stone you
Wrap my arms around you
And I will stone you, stone you
My little Halo
I will stone you, stone you
Put my god damn arms around you
And I will stone you, stone you
My little Halo
I will stone you, stone you
Put my arms around you
I will stone you, stone you
My little Halo
You get in my space
You get in my way
I cant do nothing
Nothings wrong
Keep on pushing
Up in my face
I'm gonna leave ya
Face down in the dirt
First you said it
Dont think you get it
One more time i'll
Break you down
You came out of no where
You only got yourself to blame
I gave all the warnings
There's nothing left to offer
Give it up
I can not take it
You're bothering me
What's your problem
Just get lost
Insist on prying
Your gonna get hurt
One more word
I'll burst and I'll break your bones
I'm bleeding from my ears again
Listen to this shit I have
Bleeding from my ears again
Listen to this shit I have
Bleeding from my ears again
Bleeding from my ears
You came out of no where
You only got yourself to blame
I gave all the warnings
There's nothing left to offer
You'll get what you deserve
You'll get what you have earned
I gave all the warnings
Theres nothing left to offer
Dragging me down
I try to keep myself from sinking
Without a sound I scream in silence
I stop all breathing
You fight for it and live for it, then it lets you down
Fight for life and it's all i see
Fight for life until it's through with me
Chewing me up, engulfed in madness
Searching again
Meaning in life
I keep on searching further to no end
You fight for it and live for it, then it lets you down
Fight for life and it's all i see
Fight for life until it's through with me
You fight for life then it's through with you
Holding me back
I keep on fighting, for what reason?
Torturing me, what is the purpose?
My time has ended
You fight for it and live for it, then it lets you down
Fight for life and it's all i see
Falter
i haven’t rendered this to anyone before
the book is open
and its spilling on the floor
comes once again
I’m buried in sin
all hope is gone
falter
falling down again
falter
feeling down again
waves come crashing ever lasting
this amount of pain
forever changing, anticipating
the same mistakes I’ve made
it comes once again
I’m buried in sin
all hope is gone
falter
falling down again
falter
feeling down again
feeling down again
I’m feeling down again
falter
falling down again
falter
feeling down again
(I’m feeling down again)
falter
(I’m falling down)
falling down again
"Keep your ear on the ground
The story is in the soil"
- it's in the soil
Keep your senses naked - open
Watch out for a sign
- outside
It's all on you
Don´t be washed away from the flood
- wash away the flood
See and wonder how it feels
- do you know how it feels?
Do you know how it feels
Do you know about me
Keep your ear on the ground
It's all in the soil
Do you find the time
To find your mind
Don´t believe in yourself
Don´t believe in me
Put your hands on the ground
Pick up a leaf of grass
Keep your mouth shut
Don´t turn your head away
Now put your hands on the ground
Pick up a leaf of grass
And listen to the sound
The best news I've ever heard was when you said you wouldn't leave
Because I know the distance would tear us apart.
And all the things you said,
Wouldn't mean a thing if you weren't here with me.
So as you turn your back to me,
I just want to let you know that I could never do this to you.
This is where our roads divide and they split in two,
And I will never see you again.
But I respect your choice.
The familiar pain sets in again,
But I can't let this drag me down.
It's things like this that made me who I am today.
It's thing like this that helped to shape/make me who I am today,
It's every hardship that I've faced.
And I've lost hope in myself,
But I just want you to know:
As everyday goes by,
Soil means the beginning
Soil means the end
That is my departure and I'll arrive at soil homeland
Feeds my mind with wise words
I'm protected in their arms
It's always warm like ember's fire
Even death can do us part
What have I got to leave?
Just words, by will to you...
What have I got to leave?
Some words and some tunes...
What have I got to leave?
All my hidden grief...
Before I fall like a withered leaf...
A shape appearing from a daydream
A memory from a swoon
An ancient river of dignity bringing eternal calm very soon
A new bud of the old tree beats under dead bark
I've felt your rain on my face
So many times
And that stream seem to wet me more
The light can make it dry
I wish i'd lighted you!
The warmth can make my seeds inspired
A spark for you too!
A feeling from inside
I wish i'd lighted you!
I hope that let me smile a while
A spark for you too!
Even if I'm soaked and small
I long for wind out of this cold
I don't live to see the sun
To dry me up
A pile of dirt is my own corps
Nourished by my damp thoughts
The light can make it dry
I wish i'd lighted you!
The warmth can make my seeds inspired
A spark for you too!
A feeling from inside
I wish i'd lighted you!
I hope that let me smile a while
A spark for you too!
Even if im soaked and small
I long for wind out of this cold
I wish you'd reply my call, 'cause
All moisture makes me grow so old
The light can make it dry
I wish i'd lighted you!
The warmth can make my seeds inspired
A spark for you too!
A feeling from inside
I wish i'd lighted you!
I hope that let me smile a while
A spark for you too!
When the sun and wind return
Let's just hope it doesnt burn
I miss you, I miss you
