My friend Amil Khassim and I embarked on a long conversation on email about the death of Ugandan Activist David Kato and what it entails for queers and queer rights activists in the East Africa region. We dally with present attitudes about queer Uganda as seen through Kato and his death and delve into a queered future, as it were, governed by a sense what Kato stood for and how he went about this “standing for”. I am extremely proud of this discussion piece, it brought to surface a lot of things and I am thankful to Amil for this opportunity
Amil:
A few days after David Kato died; a friend in New York told me he’d attend a Requiem Mass for him in a church in Harlem. Frank Mugisha, the very popular queer activist was in New York, and had met up with my friend for a chat… that was one of the things that brought that initial shock. I instantly realized this man’s influence.
Then, I met up with another friend in town who said he’d been to the burial; that gay men wore rainbow shirts, and there was quite the fight for his body by them. His neighbours abandoned his corpse, but the gay men were persistent in claiming it and eventually burying him.
It made me think about honour.
He was honourable, you know?
The fact that death has been much of a theme in my poetry, and in a way, much of the philosophy I’ve read, I take a more critical approach to his death. The man’s death was quite mysterious. For crying out loud, people just said he was beaten up to death.
No one publicly, was arrested or charged for murder.
Indeed, many have forgotten who David was.
Whereas, for many queer men, his death was a shocking revelation of their fate. I’m sort of ambiguous about this, because I felt that visibility was important, and as such projects like these curated by the Makerere University have emerged. I think death has a way of bridging meaning with nonsensical aggression. Trust me, I’m not one for war and clamour, but people always find themselves seeing a person at death.
If they’ve forgotten him, they won’t forget other homosexual men. If they’ve been trying to kill someone else, all that has been blown by the death of David Kato. Even, the tabloids that had printed lists and lists of queers couldn’t laugh at his death, you know?
But in a way, it just kind of means there’s a lot to learn. More research needs to be done about queer men and their lives in this country. Just one person’s life shined so brightly that it illuminated several hundreds.
I think many of the queer men I know, love to hide; or dwell in the shadows, because they’ve been programmed to feel that way about homosexuality. In fact, they hardly claim it. But the death of David sort of outed them to themselves, which the Bill didn’t manage to do, in fact, the only person who seems to have been killed from direct unrest caused by the Bill is David Kato himself; a sacrificial death.
Kenne:
The process of recognising Kato, or his death, as an instant world phenomenon, for me, didn’t happen. I guess I followed much around his death on international media, getting the details, shady as they were, around what really happened. I was transfixed, however, as his name and his death brought a huge number of people and organisations together, even Obama and Clinton took time to say something about his death. But somehow, thinking about the wide ranging internationalisms around his death, especially in respect to reactions by people and organisations, I find that mourning him as queer Kenyan, an East African, was especially hindered.
I guess for me, his impact as a queer activist came when I read this article on the Daily Nation in Kenya which grossly misrepresented him. I was quick enough to realise that I needed to refuse being influenced by his legacy as painted by the media, both local and, to some extent, international and thus the process of coming to terms with his death and thinking clearly about our loss started taking place. Then I watched the trailer for a documentary entitled “Call Me Kuchu” and saw him speak for the first time, him among many other queers mapping out and living a life which has a potentially violent predestined death and I was awed by not only his courage but of the courage he represented when he dared to be as “out” as possible, as courageous as possible. If you trail the many news articles and general pathology of queer (or homophobic) Uganda after his death, his death is invoked as betraying the dehumanised aspect of queer life in Africa. He is a lone figure in thousand upon thousands of articles. Only a small number of people, a depressingly few lot, have come out and said that Kato was part of a wide network of African queer activists.
Amil:
I find that quite peculiar too, that many people didn’t mourn him. It was something quite out of the ordinary to think of a relation to the man. Many people were frankly disturbed by the news. Perhaps that alone created a kind of anaesthesia…
Kenne:
Generally, I think one can say that Kato’s death, or any murder of a queer identified person within Uganda, was bound to happen after sometime. We can say that we ‘affected’ queers tried to preclude mourning, to beat it’s descent upon us to the punch though we maintained a huge fight against AHB and other anti queer pogroms within the country. His death was an ‘un-shock’ and every effort taken against this very finality, queer death, we realise, was an instance of mourning in itself. So when I watched this unfolding event, it was familiarising myself with something I’d thought about countless times and prepared myself for. Needless to say, this too is a kind of mourning, reflecting on his life and work is the best we can do now.
Amil:
More than anything else, this email allows me to grieve for the death of a gay man. Not something I usually do, but I pay my deepest respects and condolences to the soul and the family of the late David Kato.
I honour him, so that his work may not go unnoticed. He did quite a lot for those men and women who are daily persecuted in this country and elsewhere in East Africa.
I mourn the death of a man who would not compromise his deepest feeling for fear’s sake. A man who stood up for others, honouring their humanity and considering their well-being. I celebrate the life and work of David Kato.
Kenne:
How was his death perceived by Ugandans in general? I come back to this question because it is so integral to what we have come to see as East Africa’s activist culture. In extension, the question would maybe be “how does the public come to terms with activists and activism in general”?
I don’t want to believe that we have come to the end of the discussion because I think that talking about Kato’s influence on where today’s politics are moving is something that must be addressed before we move on. Underneath a huge overlay of invocations of his death linked with the “hopeless” situation in Uganda are people, like the organisers of this project, who are genuinely concerned with his legacy, want to take issue with this notion that his demise as another mantle upon which the pathologisation of queer/homophobic Uganda takes place. Sokari Ekine said that Makerere University has a lot of progressives and thus the possibility and actualisation of this project, could there be more to this? All this in light of the fact that you didn’t study at Makerere, of course.
Amil:
Well, activism, the policy or action of using vigorous campaigning to bring about political or social change, always has a beginning. I’m curious about how queer activism started in Uganda.
A couple of years ago, queer men, women and activists had a demonstration walk with banners along the main high street in Kampala. Although, when I recalled the incident in my poetry, I wrote that the incident was futile, because my concerns were about psychological and emotional well-being.
Pathologically, queer activism is chiefly concerned with the law, or how the law functions. In my humble opinion, the lives of queer men and women have been too obscured, textured, layered and complex to be outrightly seen or engaged with the law of this country.
Again, it goes back for me to personal experience; whether or not changing a law could stop a child in boarding school from being raped. If anything, that would continue even further if queers are not given a more human face. Dehumanization of queers seems to be the attack, but the retaliation seems to be humanization of the constitution, instead of queers themselves.
It’s kind of how, the word queer, originally derogatory and abusive by the others, was turned around by gay men in modern usage in a more positive light within their circles, to take the power out of it’s negative connotations.
It’s all well and good for the law to be concerned with queers. I have no qualms with that. But if we’re speaking about the law, we’re not speaking philosophically. We’re not engaging ourselves with the mind of the individual.
Again, I realize that activism is aimed at a public from a public. With two or three exceptional (activists) all of whose personal lives are somewhat irrelevant to their actions in political colloquialisms. I have liked the activism/work of one Kenyan woman, Asunta Wagura who came out with a humanist regard for women living with HIV. She put a face on the woman living with HIV that wants to have children, and well, it raised a storm but eventually created a loving community of women that care for each other’s health and that of their families.
The trouble I feel, is that many activists do not have neither the intriguing chance to be tied between the law and to be persecuted maliciously, nor do most of them have the voice that communicates through writing.
I am a writer. Have been honing my craft for a few years, and I have to say that writing is not easy. Communication is not easy. But I think, and with factual knowledge, understand that Wagura did exactly that. She communicated to large number of people through her writing and uncompromising views.
Kenne:
So, the problem is that we have activists and we do not have yet an adequate representation of queer in which people could look to not for answers but as a stop on their way to positively articulating queer? Communication is a very difficult thing, especially when we want some kind of feedback. There is this argument that homosexuality is such a big thing in Africa, partly, because people don’t talk about it. Obviously, the easiest way out of this would be talking about it but when you go back even to those days when homosexuality was a not-to-speak-of taboo, we had people who talked about it. Kenya’s first president Jomo Kenyatta wrote that it did not exist in Kenya and Moi, the second president, said that it shouldn’t exist by saying that the Bible spoke against it. These are powerful voices. We could add lots of African leaders who, for those who didn’t clearly speak against homosexuality, proposed, imposed and encouraged notions of compulsory heterosexuality which had its clear consequences and implications.
What you have said about Asunta can also be said about Kato. He was not a person, to me, soaked into privilege and respectability, he was controversial, he was openly gay and he communicated his views uncompromisingly and from his videos, I have seen that he had a lot of wit to add to his confidence. Did he communicate? The question is complicated because his death has become so phenomenal. What he was and what his death has become, what it has brought, are now two different things. I think what can now be said is that his death is slowly sending a hopeful message, not exactly affirmative but I think there are now clear efforts to placate his views and his death in something other than this environment in which he thrived, one of institutionalised homophobia. That, for me, is both necessary and the right step. What will David Kato become after we have fully realised LGBTI rights in Uganda? If you expound on that question, there are a lot of pauses and one has to go back to exactly what David Kato said, what his views were, to try and think through it in line with the present conditions. To try and structure it now, you could ask; did David live in utter hopelessness of the situation in Uganda? and the answer is no because this is a person who had a lot of hope and belief in a redemptive way, that Uganda will have to change for the better after some time. That is his biggest gift to those of us who have remained behind, that is his greatest communication both in life and in his death.
Amil Khassim is a poet, and thinker on queer theory in the arts.
Kenne Mwikya is a queer Kenyan blogger and commentator