GSPC EM Ministry March 2, 2008 Jane Kim's Poemony Jane explains her poemony (Poem + Testimony = Poemony) in the beginning and starts her poemony at 2:30. Complaints of life's cruelty, the unjust punishments, the misunderstood actions, the betrayals of loved ones. Patched-up broken down strained-away relationships. The anger the bottled-bitter emotions as a result to pre-meditated actions. My used-up road, my so called 'life' entailed with taled just like yours; filled with a single-parent who was misused, abused, confused, and helpless. Worried of surviving yet another tomorrow mistrust of provided safety. A long road of uncertainty. And abandoned family society's definition to fit for poverty Getting older day by day, more aware of my upbrining, noticing my family's lacking- I made an attempt to disguise my somber mood to wear a mask to fit in to force myself to be like that somebody else who had the family who had the money who had the grades. Gradually falling into an invisible abyss I was becoming someone who I have learned to hate Rebelling against my own nature Letting go of God's hands, Sick of the routine, Tired of the mundane. I fetched for my own desires, I have always heard the not-so-new news of salvation of Christ's resurrection. Thinking of myself above all that I shook it off; trying to ignore attempting to avoid an overdue transformation. I knew all the right answers I knew the road I chose was wrong I knew of the devil's attempt to lure. But my heart <b>...</b>